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Nga Revista Drini<\/strong> – 1 Qershor 2018<\/em><\/p>\n

Pun\u00ebn n\u00eb Gazet\u00ebn Rilindja tashm\u00eb t\u00eb shuar, kam qen\u00eb i detyruar ta p\u00ebrfundoja kah fundi i marsit 1999 , kur na pat\u00ebn larguar dhunsh\u00ebm nga lagja Tasligje e Prishtin\u00ebs ushtria dhe policia e Slobodan Milosevicit. Shp\u00ebrnguljet e dhunshme prej Prishtin\u00ebs e Kosov\u00ebs n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb kan qen\u00eb masive, duke na detyruar q\u00eb t\u00eb stacionoheshim n\u00eb lagjen e at\u00ebhershme Dragodan , prej nga deportoheshim prej stacionit t\u00eb trenit q\u00eb menagjohej nga ushtria e Serbis\u00eb. Aty mbusheshin spic\u00eb vagon\u00ebt e trenave me shqiptar\u00eb , q\u00eb i nisnin drejt\u00eb e n\u00eb Maqedoni, n\u00eb Bllac\u00eb.<\/p>\n

\u201cSada idite za Veliku Albaniju!\u201d, na than\u00eb epror\u00ebt e nj\u00ebsiteve speciale t\u00eb policis\u00eb s\u00eb Serbis\u00eb pasi na detyruan t\u2019i gjuanim aty lejet e njohtimit e gjithcka tjet\u00ebr q\u00eb na identifikonte si pjes\u00ebtar i atij vendi.<\/p>\n

Meqen\u00ebse ngjarjet e tilla t\u00eb hidhura i kam shpjeguar n\u00eb librin e botuar n\u00eb vitn 2001, RILINDJA P\u00cbRKUSHTIM E TRISHTIM, q\u00eb tashm\u00eb vendosa ta botoj n\u00eb vazhdime n\u00eb Revist\u00ebn Drini, n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb hyrje arsyetuese p\u00ebr botimin e librit nuk po jap sqarime t\u00eb tjera.<\/p>\n

Thjesht\u00eb, d\u00ebshiroj q\u00eb vet lexuesit t\u00eb mendojn\u00eb e gjykojn\u00eb p\u00ebr rrethanat e at\u00ebhershme q\u00eb secili i ka p\u00ebrjetuar me pik\u00ebllim n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn e vet.<\/p>\n

N\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb isha zv\/Kryeredaktor i Gazet\u00ebs Rilindja dhe \u201cBujku\u201d (q\u00eb ishte po gazeta Rilindja , por me em\u00ebr t\u00eb kamufluar) dhe p\u00ebrkund\u00ebr sukseseve t\u00eb m\u00ebdha q\u00eb i kisha arritur si gazetar-reporter i Gazet\u00ebs Rilindja , duke qen\u00eb gjith\u00eb koh\u00ebn si i dehur (profesionalisht) n\u00eb terren n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb e jasht\u00eb saj, n\u00eb an\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb idealizmit tim profesional p\u00ebrpak e shkat\u00ebrrova familjen time , se sa p\u00ebr vet\u00ebn nuk kisha se cka t\u00eb thosha pasi \u201cvet e kisha lypur\u201d p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb dashuris\u00eb s\u00eb madhe q\u00eb kisha p\u00ebr profesionin, q\u00eb ishte nj\u00ebherit dashuri p\u00ebr Kosov\u00ebn, p\u00ebr AtM\u00ebm\u00ebdheun ton\u00eb q\u00eb donte t\u00eb na e merrte Serbia.<\/p>\n

I rrezikuar gjith\u00eb koh\u00ebn nga sh\u00ebrbimi sekret serb, nga policia serbe dhe nga bashk\u00ebpun\u00ebtor\u00ebt shqiptar\u00eb t\u00eb asaj policia, megjith\u00ebse i ri me vite dhe energjik e i pandalsh\u00ebm n\u00eb ushtrimin e profesionit, m\u00eb duhet ta pranoj ashtu sic jam mundue ta p\u00ebrshkruaja edhe n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb lib\u00ebt q\u00eb do t\u00eb keni mund\u00ebsin\u00eb ta lexoni, se m\u00eb pat\u00ebn lodhur shpirt\u00ebrisht, duke ma p\u00ebrgjakur jet\u00ebn.<\/p>\n

Viteve t\u00eb fundit q\u00eb i pata kaluar n\u00eb gazetari n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb, Shqip\u00ebri, Sanxhak dhe viset e tjera shqiptare, munda ta v\u00ebreja e t\u00eb bindesha vet se nuk ishte vet\u00ebm UDB-ja q\u00eb na mundonte e na e nxinte jet\u00ebn, por ishte edhe \u201cUDB-ja\u201d jon\u00eb, sh\u00ebrbimet sekrete kriminele partiake , q\u00eb e quan bishtin dhe kok\u00ebn triumfalisht qysh n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb, pa pasur asnj\u00eb arsye.<\/p>\n

Lexim t\u00eb k\u00ebndsh\u00ebm!
\nGjergj-Bajram Kabashi<\/strong>
\nOslo, m\u00eb 31.05.2018<\/em><\/p>\n

* * *<\/p>\n

Bajram Kabashi<\/strong><\/p>\n

RILINDJA<\/strong>
\nP\u00cbRKUSHTIM E TRISHTIM<\/strong>
\nsh\u00ebnime e kujtime<\/strong>
\n1982-1999<\/strong><\/h2>\n
\n

SHT\u00cbPIA BOTUESE LEKA<\/p>\n

K\u00ebt\u00eb lib\u00ebr ia kushtoj Nan\u00ebs sime,
\nFatime Morin\u00ebs \u2013 Kabashi
\ne cila aq shum\u00eb vuajti p\u00ebr ne.<\/p>\n

Familjes sime dhe shok\u00ebve t\u00eb mi gazetar\u00eb<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

N\u00ebp\u00ebrmjet k\u00ebtij libri fal\u00ebnderoj popullin dhe shtetin e Norvegjis\u00eb, p\u00ebr ndihm\u00ebn q\u00eb ia ofruan Kosov\u00ebs gjat\u00eb luft\u00ebs s\u00eb U\u00c7K-s\u00eb dhe t\u00eb NATO-s kund\u00ebr Serbis\u00eb, n\u00eb pranver\u00ebn e vitit 1999, si dhe p\u00ebr strehimin e mij\u00ebra refugjat\u00ebve shqiptar\u00eb n\u00eb Vendin e tyre, duke hapur k\u00ebshtu dyert dhe zemr\u00ebn e madhe t\u00eb popullis norvegjez \u2013 pasardh\u00ebs, viking\u00ebve t\u00eb lavdish\u00eb.<\/em><\/p>\n

Tusen takk Norge!<\/em><\/p>\n

Autori<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

\u2018Dhe vet\u00eb ajo p\u00ebshp\u00ebrim\u00eb e larg\u00ebt sikur t\u00eb thot\u00eb, se t\u00ebr\u00eb k\u00ebto kujtime kurr\u00eb m\u00eb s\u2019kan\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u2019u kthyer, shkuan dhe van\u00eb, kurse ai q\u00eb tregon s\u2019\u00ebsht\u00eb ve\u00e7se leck\u00eb e flakur tej; e pra ai tjetri e d\u00ebgjon<\/em>.\u2019<\/p>\n

F. M. Dostojevski<\/strong>,<\/p>\n

\u2018Sh\u00ebnime nga Sht\u00ebpia e t\u00eb vdekur<\/em>\u2019<\/p>\n

T\u00cb PRIMIT P\u00cbRPARA T\u00cb LEXUESIT<\/strong><\/h3>\n

Ata q\u00eb m\u00eb njohin, kur ta ken\u00eb n\u00eb dor\u00eb librin \u201cRilindja – P\u00ebrkushtim dhe trishtim<\/em>\u201d, ndoshta do ta shtrojn\u00eb pyetjen e thjesht\u00eb: “A thua pse autori i p\u00ebrmbledh k\u00ebto sh\u00ebnime e kujtime n\u00eb koh\u00ebn kur ende nuk e ka l\u00ebshuar pen\u00ebn nga dora, e as q\u00eb e ka af\u00ebr koh\u00ebn e pensionimit, pasi, zakonisht, kryesisht at\u00ebher\u00eb kujtohen ngjarjet e kaluara dhe me nge shtrohen historit\u00eb e nj\u00eb jete t\u00eb kaluar n\u00eb form\u00eb mbresash, kujtimesh?”<\/p>\n

Kushdo q\u00eb mund ta shtroj\u00eb nj\u00eb pyetje t\u00eb till\u00eb, parimisht ka t\u00eb drejt\u00eb. Prandaj, m\u00eb duhet t\u2019i shtroj k\u00ebtu disa arsye me t\u00eb cilat deri diku shpjegohet se pse u shkrua ky lib\u00ebr. Librin \u201cRilindja – P\u00ebrkushtim dhe trishtim<\/em>\u201d, isha i detyruar ta shkruaja n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb pas p\u00ebrfundimit t\u00eb luft\u00ebs s\u00eb Kosov\u00ebs n\u00eb pranver\u00ebn e vitit 1999, q\u00eb u zhvillua n\u00eb mes t\u00eb U\u00c7K-s\u00eb dhe NATO-s, n\u00eb nj\u00ebr\u00ebn an\u00eb, dhe t\u00eb Serbis\u00eb, n\u00eb an\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr, ta b\u00ebja nj\u00eb p\u00ebrshkrim t\u00eb domosdosh\u00ebm t\u00eb pun\u00ebs sime e t\u00eb disa koleg\u00ebve nga gazeta; ta b\u00ebja nj\u00eb rikapitulim t\u00eb nj\u00eb kohe sa t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00eb e tragjike, aq edhe t\u00eb lavdishme e heroike, n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn qesh\u00eb nd\u00ebrlikuar, kuptohet, edhe un\u00eb, qoft\u00eb si pjes\u00ebtar i nj\u00eb populli q\u00eb vuante n\u00ebn rob\u00ebrin\u00eb serbe, qoft\u00eb si gazetar i cili duhej t\u00eb vepronte n\u00eb rrethana t\u00eb r\u00ebnda.<\/p>\n

N\u00eb lib\u00ebr jam p\u00ebrpjekur t\u00eb p\u00ebrfshij sa m\u00eb shum\u00eb fakte, t\u00eb cilat i kam par\u00eb me syt\u00eb e mi dhe i kam d\u00ebgjuar me vesh\u00ebt e mi. E t\u00eb tilla fakte nuk ishin pak, duke marr\u00eb parasysh edhe profesionin tim si gazetar dhe duke pas\u00eb parasysh se pik\u00ebrisht n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb koh\u00eb nj\u00eb rreth i ngusht\u00eb gazetar, nd\u00ebr t\u00eb cil\u00ebt b\u00ebja pjes\u00eb edhe un\u00eb, ishim aktiv\u00eb si kurr\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb, duke iu p\u00ebrshtatur situat\u00ebs gjithnj\u00eb e m\u00eb t\u00eb acaruar n\u00eb terren.<\/p>\n

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Natyrisht, duke u nisur prej faktesh t\u00eb gjalla, n\u00eb k\u00ebto sh\u00ebnime lexuesi shpesh do t\u00eb ndeshet me shum\u00eb ndodhi e shum\u00eb njer\u00ebz. Ndonj\u00eb ndodhi mund t\u00eb jet\u00eb e paraqitur me drit\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb zbeht\u00eb , apo ndonj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr e p\u00ebrshkruar me m\u00eb pak vija se sa q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb dashur n\u00eb raste t\u00eb caktuara, por kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb pasoj\u00eb e kujtimeve t\u00eb cilat kuri rikujtojm\u00eb vijn\u00eb her\u00eb me val\u00eb t\u00eb forta, e k\u00ebshtu pamunit\u00eb na paraqiten t\u00eb qarta, her\u00eb me val\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb dob\u00ebta, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb disa gj\u00ebra mjegullohen. Kjo assesi nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb me ndonj\u00eb q\u00ebllim t\u00eb paramenduar. Por, duke u nisur prej nj\u00eb synimi fisnik q\u00eb t\u00eb jem sa m\u00eb objektiv dhe t\u00eb d\u00ebshmoj p\u00ebr nj\u00eb epok\u00eb historike n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb sa m\u00eb t\u00eb paanshme; jam p\u00ebrpjekur \u2013 p\u00ebr aq sa kam mundur \u2013 t\u00eb jem sa m\u00eb josubjektiv. Por, p\u00ebr aq sa njeriu mund t\u00eb jet\u00eb josubjektiv n\u00eb nj\u00eb lloj shkrimi qysh jan\u00eb kujtimet. Se sa ia kam arritur k\u00ebsaj, natyrisht, gjykimin e fundit do ta japin vet lexuesit. Ky lib\u00ebr kujtimesh, prandaj, paraqet nj\u00eb p\u00ebrpjekje t\u00eb vog\u00ebl p\u00ebr ta rib\u00ebr\u00eb n\u00eb form\u00eb t\u00eb shkruar nj\u00eb periudh\u00eb kohe brenda nj\u00eb prej m\u00eb t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishm\u00ebve institucione informative shqiptare t\u00eb quajtur Gazeta Rilindja. \u00cbsht\u00eb projektim i nj\u00eb kohe brenda nj\u00eb \u201cfamiljeje\u201d kaq t\u00eb madhe gazetar\u00ebsh, redaktor\u00ebsh, kryeredaktor\u00ebsh, n\u00ebpun\u00ebsash, sekretar\u00ebsh, arkatar\u00ebsh etj. Dhe \u00ebsht\u00eb e pamundur q\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb sht\u00ebpi kaq t\u00eb madhe informative, n\u00eb nj\u00eb koh\u00eb kaq t\u00eb tundimshme, p\u00ebr aq sa ka pasur d\u00ebshmi t\u00eb nj\u00eb guximi e heroizmi intelektual t\u00eb gazetar\u00ebve e reporter\u00ebve p\u00ebrball\u00eb terrorizmit shtet\u00ebror serbo-jugosllav, t\u00eb mos ket\u00eb pasur edhe t\u00eb meta, telashe, probleme dhe nd\u00ebrskamca. Nuk duhet t\u00eb harrohet historia e themelimit dhe e ngritjes s\u00eb Rilindjes si institucion informativ. Ajo, qysh nga fillimet, kaloi n\u00ebp\u00ebr sprova t\u00eb r\u00ebnda.<\/p>\n

N\u00eb Rilindje u pun\u00ebsuan qindra gazetar\u00eb, ilustrator\u00eb e fotoreporter\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebt e zhvilluan kultur\u00ebn shqiptare jo vet\u00ebm t\u00eb shqiptar\u00ebve n\u00eb ish-Jugosllavi, por e paraqit\u00ebn faqe bot\u00ebs edhe gjith\u00eb kultur\u00ebn e shqiptaris\u00eb n\u00ebse e marrim me mend se n\u00eb \u00e7far\u00eb kobi e ferri ishte zhytur Shqip\u00ebria Administrative e koh\u00ebs s\u00eb enverizmit. P\u00ebrve\u00e7 gazetar\u00ebve t\u00eb zgjuar e fisnik q\u00eb e flijuan edhe jet\u00ebn n\u00eb luft\u00ebn e tyre p\u00ebr lirin\u00eb dhe bashkimin e shqiptaris\u00eb, qysh ishte d\u00ebshmori i kombit Jusuf G\u00ebrvalla, n\u00eb Rilindje u injektuan edhe gjithfar\u00eb dobi\u00e7\u00ebsh, spiun\u00ebsh dhe karrierist\u00ebsh nga Iloji m\u00eb i lig\u00eb. K\u00ebta t\u00eb fundit, qoft\u00eb n\u00ebp\u00ebrmjet sh\u00ebrbimit t\u00eb verb\u00ebr ndaj pushtetit jugosllav, qoft\u00eb n\u00ebp\u00ebrmjet rrug\u00ebsh t\u00eb dyta nepotiste e karrieriste arrit\u00ebn t\u00eb z\u00ebn\u00eb poste me r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi n\u00eb hierarkin\u00eb e gazet\u00ebs. Ata ishin faqja e zez\u00eb e Rilindjes dhe kjo u pa sidomos n\u00eb periudh\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb n\u00ebp\u00ebr t\u00eb cil\u00ebn kaloi Republika e Kosov\u00ebs, e me k\u00ebt\u00eb edhe Gazeta Rilindja, kur ata shum\u00eb pak ua vun\u00eb veshin \u00e7\u00ebshtjeve par\u00ebsore komb\u00ebtare, pasi t\u00ebr\u00eb jet\u00ebn ishin m\u00ebsuar q\u00eb interesin vetjak ta shihnin si m\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7mueshmin. Me sjelljet e tyre ata jo vet\u00ebm q\u00eb pun\u00ebn e tyre nuk arrit\u00ebn ta b\u00ebnin si duhet, sepse asnj\u00ebher\u00eb s\u2019kishin punuar p\u00ebr t\u2019u d\u00ebshmuar si gazetar\u00eb, por penguan me t\u00eb madhe edhe pun\u00ebn e atyre gazetar\u00ebve t\u00eb cil\u00ebt i ishin p\u00ebrkushtuar me mish e me shpirt profesionit t\u00eb tyre. Posht\u00ebrimi q\u00eb kjo shtres\u00eb ua b\u00ebri n\u00eb ato vite gazetar\u00ebve m\u00eb t\u00eb dalluar e m\u00eb sakrifikues, shfaqet i paplot\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb lib\u00ebr sepse kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb e pamundur t\u00eb p\u00ebrfshihet n\u00eb nj\u00eb lib\u00ebr t\u00eb vet\u00ebm. P\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb do t\u00eb duhej t\u00eb shkruheshin v\u00ebllime t\u00eb panum\u00ebrta librash. Por, pamjet q\u00eb paraqet ky lib\u00ebr jan\u00eb vet\u00ebm ilustrime t\u00eb imta t\u00eb ingranazhit t\u00eb turpit t\u00eb k\u00ebsaj shtrese. Ata jo vet\u00ebm q\u00eb e kan\u00eb keqp\u00ebrdorur pozit\u00ebn e tyre si udh\u00ebheq\u00ebs, por u treguan aq mosp\u00ebrfill\u00ebs dhe fyes ndaj koleg\u00ebve t\u00eb vet n\u00eb ato rrethana thuajse Kosova nuk ishte n\u00ebn pushtimin e Serbis\u00eb, e cila desh na zhbiu prej faqes s\u00eb dheut!<\/p>\n

Rilindja-p\u00ebrkushtim dhe trishtim nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb ndoshta nj\u00eb lib\u00ebr klasik kujtimesh, sepse n\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrmblidhen vet\u00ebm disa sh\u00ebnime e kujtime t\u00eb mia si gazetar, duke filluar prej 1 dhjetorit 1982 e deri m\u00eb 28 prill 1999 kur qesh\u00eb i detyruar ta nd\u00ebrpreja marr\u00ebdh\u00ebnien e pun\u00ebs me gazet\u00ebn, si dhe disa ngjarje e kujtime t\u00eb tjera para e pas k\u00ebtyre viteve q\u00eb nd\u00ebrlidhen me konceptin e librit. Pra, k\u00ebto sh\u00ebnime e kujtime kryesisht nd\u00ebrlidhen me vitet q\u00eb i kalova si gazetar i Rilindjes. Natyrisht, p\u00ebr mua, shkrimi i k\u00ebtij libri nuk ka qen\u00eb pun\u00eb e leht\u00eb. Gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb koh\u00ebs sa vazhdoja t\u00eb shkruaja, m\u00eb dukej sikur e endja shpirtin tim n\u00ebp\u00ebr maja gj\u00ebmbash dhe, pasi nuk mund t\u2019i duroja ato p\u00ebrjetime e \u00e7aste t\u00eb dhembshme, shpesh her\u00eb isha i detyruar ta nd\u00ebrprisja pun\u00ebn. Mir\u00ebpo, megjithat\u00eb, isha i vendosur t\u00eb shkoja deri n\u00eb fund t\u00eb tundimeve t\u00eb shpirtit tim.<\/p>\n

E mbarova me at\u00eb th\u00ebnien: \u2018Fola dhe shp\u00ebtova shpirtin\u2019!<\/strong>
\nP\u00ebr padrejt\u00ebsit\u00eb q\u00eb na b\u00ebheshin brenda kolektivit, ne n\u00eb Rilindje, kemi folur dhe kemi debatuar parreshtur n\u00eb mbledhjet e kolektivit ton\u00eb. Dhe, \u00e7ka \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb absurde ne n\u00eb Rilindje k\u00ebt\u00eb e b\u00ebnim n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb interne, nd\u00ebrsa ishim gazet\u00eb e dedikuar q\u00eb t\u2019ua nxirrnim t\u00eb palarat n\u00eb shesh t\u00eb gjith\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00ebve. Sepse, ata t\u00eb cil\u00ebt s\u2019e kan\u00eb harruar koh\u00ebn e r\u00ebnd\u00eb n\u00ebn regjimin serb, e dijn\u00eb se n\u00eb Republik\u00ebn e Kosov\u00ebs gazetat, e sidomos Rilindja, ishin b\u00ebr\u00eb gjykat\u00eb dhe polici shqiptare. Ata t\u00eb cil\u00ebt lajthitnin kurrkush s\u2019mund t\u2019u b\u00ebnte gj\u00eb , pos q\u00eb ta njoftonte Rilindjen. Dhe ky ishte nj\u00ebfar\u00eb gjyqi publik ku jepej d\u00ebnimi moral. Natyrisht vet\u00ebm mbledhjet tona si t\u00eb tilla, n\u00eb t\u00eb cilat b\u00ebhej fjal\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb metat tona nuk mjaftonin sepse ne, nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb e gazetar\u00ebve, injoroheshim duke na i st\u00ebrzgjatur t\u00eb gjitha \u00e7\u00ebshtjet q\u00eb i shtronim p\u00ebr zgjidhje. Andaj, duke mos mundur t\u00eb shtyheshim me k\u00ebt\u00eb shtres\u00eb shushunjash t\u00eb cil\u00ebt kishin l\u00ebshuar rr\u00ebnj\u00eb shum\u00eb thell\u00eb, koha na kalonte shpejt. Sikur t\u00eb mos kishte kund Serbi a pushtim serb n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb, karrierist\u00ebt e k\u00ebsaj kohe, po t\u00eb mundnin, do t\u00eb na e kishin ndaluar edhe ajrin, apo s\u00eb paku, do t\u00eb kishin dashur t\u00eb na e jepnin me sasi t\u00eb caktuara aq sa do t\u00eb kishin dashur ata. K\u00ebshtu ne e kishim edhe shtrig\u00ebn Serbi, edhe ata, klas\u00ebn e poltron\u00ebve e sahanl\u00ebpir\u00ebsve, n\u00eb shpin\u00eb! Dhe pasi deri dje, duke e pasur kok\u00ebn n\u00eb thes prej policis\u00eb dhe sh\u00ebrbimit sekret jugosllav i pat\u00ebm nxjerr\u00eb n\u00eb shesh t\u00eb gjitha t\u00eb larat e t\u00eb palarat, cila \u00ebsht\u00eb sot arsyeja q\u00eb t\u00eb mos tregoj p\u00ebr nj\u00eb pjes\u00ebz t\u00eb vock\u00ebl t\u00eb ndyr\u00ebsive q\u00eb kan\u00eb ndodhur e vazhdojn\u00eb t\u00eb ndodhin brenda n\u00eb Gazet\u00ebn Rilindja? N\u00ebse dje arsyet e heshtjes ishin p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb shkaut q\u00eb na kish r\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb qaf\u00eb, at\u00ebher\u00eb sot \u00ebsht\u00eb koha q\u00eb dukurit\u00eb negative, rr\u00ebnuese, t\u00eb luftohen n\u00eb radh\u00ebt tona. Nd\u00ebrtimi i nj\u00eb shoq\u00ebrie t\u00eb sh\u00ebndosh\u00eb, t\u00eb bazuar n\u00eb drejt\u00ebsi e ligj, nuk mund t\u00eb arrihet kurr\u00eb p\u00ebrpara se t\u00eb nxirren n\u00eb shesh veprimet antikomb\u00ebtare e antishtet\u00ebrore t\u00eb nj\u00eb shtrese t\u00eb k\u00ebtill\u00eb. Asnj\u00eb keqp\u00ebrdorim, manipulim, vjedhje e krim q\u00eb ka ndodhur n\u00eb koh\u00ebn e pushtimit t\u00eb Kosov\u00ebs, nuk duhet t\u00eb mbulohet me heshtje e harres\u00eb, sepse nes\u00ebr do t\u00eb na kushtoj\u00eb dyfish m\u00eb shtrenjt\u00eb. Nd\u00ebrsa po ta heshtja un\u00eb at\u00eb, at\u00ebher\u00eb nuk do t\u00eb mund t\u00eb quhesha gazetar. Do t\u00eb isha nj\u00eb shkrolaxhi naiv t\u00eb cilin e ka z\u00ebn\u00eb shiu dhe ka hyr\u00eb n\u00eb objektin e Rilindjes ku pastaj e kan\u00eb pun\u00ebsuar si gazetar! S\u00eb paku kaq m\u00ebsova nga p\u00ebrvoja ime jet\u00ebsore, se gazetarit nuk i lejohet t\u00eb hesht\u00eb! Sepse heshtja e tij i kushton shum\u00eb shtrenjt\u00eb jo vet\u00ebm atij vet\u00eb por shoq\u00ebris\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00ebsi. Anipse ne, disa gazetar\u00eb, qem\u00eb t\u00eb trajtuar jomir\u00eb e, poende, edhe t\u00eb posht\u00ebruar n\u00eb \u00e7do aspekt, me vendosm\u00ebrin\u00eb ton\u00eb q\u00eb ka shkuar deri n\u00eb vet\u00ebflijim, i kemi kryer t\u00eb gjitha pun\u00ebt q\u00eb na kan\u00eb takuar si gazetar\u00eb, t\u00eb vet\u00ebdijsh\u00ebm se tjet\u00ebrkush \u00ebsht\u00eb duke e shfryt\u00ebzuar mundin dhe djers\u00ebn ton\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb pasuri. Duke punuar e sakrifikuar si idealist\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, kemi qen\u00eb t\u00eb vet\u00ebdijsh\u00ebm se po b\u00ebjm\u00eb di\u00e7 t\u00eb dobishme p\u00ebr Kosov\u00ebn.<\/p>\n

Kjo na jepte forc\u00eb e shpres\u00eb gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb atyre viteve t\u00eb r\u00ebnda, kur udh\u00ebheq\u00ebsit e ndrysh\u00ebm t\u00eb gazet\u00ebs Rilindja \u2013 sidomos n\u00eb dhjet\u00eb vitet e fundit, na shkaktonin aso problemesh, t\u00eb cilat nj\u00eb njeri assesi nuk mund t\u2019i marr\u00eb me mend. Un\u00eb si vet\u00eb, dhe koleg\u00ebt e mi edhe mund t\u00eb heshtim p\u00ebr t\u00eb zezat q\u00eb na ndodh\u00ebn neve. Edhe mund t\u2019i falim vuajtjet tona. Por ajo \u00e7ka ne nuk do t\u00eb duhej ta falnim e as q\u00eb ta harronim n\u00eb asnj\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb, \u00ebsht\u00eb shp\u00ebrfillja, shp\u00ebrdorimi, keqp\u00ebrdorimi i shpresave, i idealeve, i pasuris\u00eb s\u00eb popullit t\u00eb ciliti takonin n\u00eb koh\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb. P\u00ebrmes pasuris\u00eb s\u00eb till\u00eb ajo shtres\u00eb s\u00ebrish do t\u00eb pozicionohet n\u00eb shoq\u00ebrin\u00eb shqiptare n\u00eb t\u00eb ardhmen, duke i shkaktuar d\u00ebme t\u00eb reja interesit themelor komb\u00ebtar. Pa nj\u00eb destilim t\u00eb till\u00eb, shqiptaria kurr\u00eb s\u2019do t\u00eb eci p\u00ebrpara, kurr\u00eb s\u2019do t\u00eb mund t\u00eb shoh\u00eb dit\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb mira. Libri q\u00eb e keni n\u00eb dor\u00eb, natyrisht q\u00eb nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb vet\u00ebm imi, por i t\u00eb gjith\u00eb shok\u00ebve t\u00eb mi; i Evlian\u00eb Beranit, i Ilaz Bylykbashit, i Agim Muhaxherit, i Behar Zogianit, i Zeqir Bekollit, i Blerim Rek\u00ebs, i Zek\u00eb Gecit, i Ymer Avdiut, i Rexhep Demirit, i Igballe Rexh\u00ebs, i Emine Berish\u00ebs, i Lulzim Mjekut, i Fadil Gashit, i Feim Tahirsylajt, i Besim Kajtazit, pastaj i korrespondent\u00ebve t\u00eb Rilindjes, i Curr Mazrekajt, i Qerkin Ibishit, i Prend Buzhal\u00ebs, i Sabit Istogut, i Shefki Popov\u00ebs (tashm\u00eb i ndjer\u00eb), i Abdull ah Byty\u00e7it, i Avni Shabanit, i Daut Shehut, selatin Qiriqi, Hajdar Mekaj,t i Ibrahim Kelmendit, Blerim Vul\u00ebs, Ilmi Musliut, i destkoperit t\u00eb gazet\u00ebs, Behram Krasniqit, ashtu sikurse edhe i shofer\u00ebve trima t\u00eb gazet\u00ebs, i Faik Bin\u00e7\u00ebs dhe i Jah\u00eb Ferizit, dhe i t\u00eb gjith\u00eb atyre q\u00eb n\u00eb \u00e7far\u00ebdo m\u00ebnyre ndihmuan n\u00eb informimin e opinionit publik n\u00eb vend dhe jasht\u00eb tij p\u00ebr ato q\u00eb ndodhnin n\u00eb Kosov\u00ebn e at\u00ebhershme. Meqen\u00ebse deri von\u00eb ishim gazetar\u00eb t\u00eb s\u00eb p\u00ebrditshmes s\u00eb vetme q\u00eb dilte n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb, ne ishim t\u00eb vet\u00ebdijsh\u00ebm p\u00ebr obligimet dhe p\u00ebr borxhin e posa\u00e7\u00ebm q\u00eb kishim p\u00ebr informimin e popullit ton\u00eb. Por, derisa ne ishim t\u00eb z\u00ebn\u00eb me pun\u00ebt tona, njer\u00ebz n\u00eb udh\u00ebheq\u00ebsin\u00eb e gazet\u00ebs me metodat e tyre t\u00eb paskrupullta, kaluan mbi vuajtjen dhe p\u00ebrkushtimin ton\u00eb, mbi \u00e7far\u00ebdo interes tonin kolektiv. P\u00ebrmes k\u00ebtij libri, natyrisht, un\u00eb nuk do t\u00eb synoj ta bindi e as t\u00eb akuzoj k\u00eb, por vet\u00ebm do t\u00eb tregoj p\u00ebr ato q\u00eb m\u00eb kan\u00eb ndodhur e q\u00eb i kam par\u00eb n\u00eb gazet\u00ebn time dhe rrug\u00ebve t\u00eb kaluara si gazetar.<\/p>\n

Aty ku di\u00e7ka prej dikujt mund t\u00eb kuptohet si akuz\u00eb, vjen ngaq\u00eb veprimet e caktuara t\u00eb vet\u00ebs n\u00eb fjal\u00eb kan\u00eb qen\u00eb t\u00eb tilla. Natyrisht, e drejta e fjal\u00ebs publike \u00ebsht\u00eb e pamohueshme dhe jam i vet\u00ebdijsh\u00ebm se ata t\u00eb cil\u00ebt n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb lib\u00ebr nuk do t\u00eb dalin n\u00eb drit\u00eb t\u00eb shk\u00eblqyeshme, pra jo bash n\u00eb aureol\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb shenjtit, ndoshta do t\u00eb p\u00ebrpiqen t\u2019i hedhin posht\u00eb pohimet e mia. N\u00ebse kan\u00eb \u00e7ka t\u00eb thon\u00eb do t\u00eb kishte qen\u00eb e mir\u00ebseardhur t\u2019i plot\u00ebsojn\u00eb k\u00ebto kujtime me kujtimet e tyre. Ndoshta k\u00ebshtu do t\u00eb plot\u00ebsohet pamja e nj\u00eb kohe t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb e t\u00eb lig\u00eb mbi trojet shqiptare. Sidoqoft\u00eb, me k\u00ebt\u00eb lib\u00ebr un\u00eb kam th\u00ebn\u00eb vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb \u00e7ik\u00ebz nga ajo q\u00eb do t\u00eb mund t\u00eb thuhej brenda nj\u00eb libri t\u00eb k\u00ebtill\u00eb. Me ndonj\u00eb reagim t\u00eb t\u00eb pak\u00ebnaqurve ndoshta do t\u00eb kthjellohej edhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb kujtesa ime dhe, pasi oreksi shtohet vet\u00ebm duke ngr\u00ebn\u00eb, duke reaguar ata, ndoshta edhe mua do t\u00eb m\u00eb shtohej kthjellt\u00ebsia e kujtes\u00ebs sikurse dhe oreksi p\u00ebr t\u00eb shkruar. Megjith\u00ebse kur kam nisur ta shkruaj librin Rilindja \u2013 p\u00ebrkushtim dhe trishtim, nuk e kam paramenduar si nj\u00eb lib\u00ebr polemik por vet\u00ebm si lib\u00ebr q\u00eb kall\u00ebzon se si kan\u00eb vuajtur ata q\u00eb m\u00eb s\u00eb paku \u00ebsht\u00eb dashur t\u00eb vuanin e p\u00ebsonin n\u00eb Rilindje nga pala e konsideruar sie tyrja. Se si \u00ebsht\u00eb shp\u00ebrdorur besimi dhe pasuria e nj\u00eb populli prej nj\u00eb grupi maskarenjsh. Pra, ky \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb lib\u00ebr i thjesht\u00eb i kujtimeve t\u00eb nj\u00eb gazetari. Nj\u00eb lib\u00ebr t\u00eb ardhsh\u00ebm polemik do t\u00eb mund ta nxisin vet\u00ebm reagimet e atyre q\u00eb p\u00ebrmenden n\u00eb lib\u00ebr n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn qysh s\u2019ua tret mideja e qysh nuk ua ka \u00ebnda.<\/p>\n

Por ky lib\u00ebr kujtimesh, si \u00e7do lib\u00ebr parimor kujtimesh, p\u00ebrpiqet t\u2019i paraqes\u00eb gj\u00ebrat ashtu si kan\u00eb qen\u00eb e qysh jan\u00eb par\u00eb nga syt\u00eb e mi dhe jo ashtu qysh do t\u00eb d\u00ebshironim ne \u2013 pra edhe un\u00eb \u2013 q\u00eb t\u00eb kishin qen\u00eb.
\nAutori<\/p>\n

NJ\u00cb GJENERAT\u00cb E RE<\/strong><\/h3>\n

N\u00eb Rilindje fillova t\u00eb punoj nga 1 dhjetori 1982 n\u00eb stazhin e praktikantit, q\u00eb zgjaste prej 6 deri n\u00eb 12 muaj. Meqen\u00ebse pas afatit t\u00eb par\u00eb gjasht\u00ebmujor, nuk ma dhan\u00eb vendimin p\u00ebr pun\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrhershme, i vet\u00ebdijsh\u00ebm se ndaj meje nuk u veprua drejt, dhe pasi p\u00ebr t\u00eb sat\u00ebn her\u00eb m\u00eb kishte ardhur ftesa p\u00ebr sh\u00ebrbimin ushtarak \u2013 \u00e7\u2019\u00ebsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrteta e kisha t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb ta shtyja edhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb \u2013 vendosa t\u00eb shkojn\u00eb sh\u00ebrbimin ushtarak, n\u00eb t\u00eb ashtuquajtur\u00ebn Armat\u00eb Popullore t\u00eb Jugosllavis\u00eb. Ishte caktuar nga fati q\u00eb t\u00eb shkoja n\u00eb Nikshiq t\u00eb Malit t\u00eb Zi p\u00ebr t\u2019i kaluar dymb\u00ebdhjet\u00eb muaj t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb, p\u00ebr t\u00eb cil\u00ebt nuk e shoh shum\u00eb t\u00eb arsyeshme t\u00eb rr\u00ebfej n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb lib\u00ebr t\u00eb kujtimeve e sh\u00ebnimeve t\u00eb mia nga Gazeta Rilindja, megjith\u00ebse duhet t\u00eb thuhet se sh\u00ebrbimi ushtarak n\u00eb APJ ka qen\u00eb nj\u00eb p\u00ebrvoj\u00eb e hidhur p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjith\u00eb shqiptar\u00ebt. N\u00ebse askund tjet\u00ebr m\u00eb par\u00eb , at\u00ebher\u00eb n\u00eb APJ shqiptari ndeshej me antishqiptarizmin shtet\u00ebror. N\u00ebse askund tjet\u00ebr, at\u00ebher\u00eb aty ai detyrohej ta m\u00ebsonte e ta fliste serbishten. Aty ndeshej me urrejtjen e shfrenuar ndaj t\u00eb qenit shqiptar. Dhe n\u00ebse askund tjet\u00ebr, shqiptari aty e hetonte se nuk ka t\u00eb b\u00ebj\u00eb asgj\u00eb me popuj q\u00eb quhen sllav\u00eb. Aty e shihte se praktikisht ai ishte dele e zez\u00eb n\u00eb kope. Krejt kjo donte t\u00eb thoshte muaj t\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00eb presione e tortura psikike, fizike, provokime e eksperimentime. Aty ishte vendi ku edhe shqiptari me ndjenja m\u00eb t\u00eb topitura komb\u00ebtare niste t\u00eb mendoj\u00eb se ai \u00ebsht\u00eb tjet\u00ebr dhe ata jan\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Ftesa p\u00ebr t\u00eb punuar n\u00eb Rilindje m\u00eb kishte ardhur pas testit t\u00eb kaluar me sukses n\u00eb nj\u00eb konkurrenc\u00eb t\u00eb fort\u00eb prej pothuaj 300 kandidat\u00ebve me arsim t\u00eb lart\u00eb. N\u00eb baz\u00eb t\u00eb atij konkursi, si gazetar\u00eb-praktikant\u00eb u pranuam un\u00eb, Agim Muhaxheri, Veton Surroi, Ruzhdi Demiri, IbrahimKelmendi, Kelmend Hap\u00e7iu si dhe Gjyle Llullaku, e cila nuk ia pati filluar pun\u00ebs n\u00eb Rilindje. Mendoj se disa prej nesh me gjith\u00eb t\u00eb metat e caktuara, s\u00eb bashku me disa gazetar\u00eb q\u00eb ishin pranuar pak m\u00eb her\u00ebt n\u00eb Rilindje, qysh ishin Ibrahim Berisha, Ramadan Musliu, etj., pastaj edhe Blerim Reka, Evlian\u00eb Berani e disa t\u00eb tjer\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebt pun\u00ebs n\u00eb Rilindje ia filluan m\u00eb pas, ndoshta p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb arrit\u00ebm t\u00eb sillnim nj\u00eb frym\u00eb m\u00eb humane n\u00eb marr\u00ebdh\u00ebniet nd\u00ebrmjet gazetar\u00ebve, si n\u00ebp\u00ebrmjet sjelljesh shoq\u00ebrore t\u00eb denja p\u00ebr njer\u00ebzit e edukuar e t\u00eb kulturuar, ashtu edhe n\u00ebp\u00ebrmjet shkrimesh q\u00eb filluan t\u00eb botoheshin. K\u00ebto shkrime zgjuan kurreshtjen e opinionit publik p\u00ebr qasjen komplekse dhe frym\u00ebn m\u00eb njer\u00ebzore n\u00eb shtjellimin e temave t\u00eb caktuara, p\u00ebr konstruktivitetin dhe guximin q\u00eb tregohej p\u00ebr mbrojtjen e t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebs.<\/p>\n

Me siguri ne ishim t\u00eb par\u00ebt q\u00eb fjalorit gazetar, t\u00eb ngarkuar me citate t\u00eb lodhshme t\u00eb propagand\u00ebs komuniste jugosllave, nis\u00ebm t\u2019i japim kuptim m\u00eb njer\u00ebzor, m\u00eb vendor, m\u00eb kosovar, m\u00eb shqiptar. Ishte e kuptueshme q\u00eb kjo t\u00eb pranohej m\u00eb me k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi prej lexuesve t\u00eb st\u00ebrngopur me shtjellimin e problemeve n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7oroditur dhe vet\u00ebm n\u00eb suaza t\u00eb dokumenteve t\u00eb ish-LKJ-s\u00eb. Natyrisht, as ne nuk kishim mund\u00ebsi t\u2019i iknim t\u00ebr\u00ebsisht p\u00ebrdorimit t\u00eb fjalorit propagandistik n\u00eb shkrime. Fjala vjen, citatet lypsej t\u00eb p\u00ebrdoreshin kur thirreshe n\u00eb dokumentet a q\u00ebndrimet e caktuara partiake t\u00eb Lidhjes s\u00eb Komunist\u00ebve t\u00eb Jugosllavis\u00eb a t\u00eb Lidhjes s\u00eb Komunist\u00ebve t\u00eb Kosov\u00ebs, t\u00eb cilat, n\u00eb disa aspekte ishin m\u00eb t\u00eb ashpra n\u00eb luftimin e \u201cnacionalizmit e irredentizmit shqiptar\u201d\u2026<\/p>\n

NGULFATJA SERBE<\/strong><\/h3>\n

Kosova n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb binte n\u00eb nj\u00eb gjendje t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00eb, q\u00eb vinte pas nj\u00eb frym\u00ebmarrjeje t\u00eb shkurt\u00ebr e m\u00eb t\u00eb lab\u00ebrguar, si rrjedhim i frym\u00ebs s\u00eb liberalizimit politik n\u00eb Jugosllavi, q\u00eb rezultoi me nj\u00ebfar\u00eb fuqizimi m\u00eb t\u00eb madh pushtetar p\u00ebr shqiptar\u00ebt, pushtet i cili n\u00eb duar t\u00eb shqiptar\u00ebve s\u2019ishte par\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebto troje q\u00eb nga pushtimi serb i Kosov\u00ebs m\u00eb 1912, n\u00ebse i p\u00ebrjashtojm\u00eb periudhat e luft\u00ebrave bot\u00ebrore. Pas 1981-shit, Kosova rikthehej me dhun\u00eb e dinak\u00ebri n\u00ebn kthetrat e ripushtimit total serb, qysh kishte ndodhur disa her\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00eb kaluar\u00ebn. Sidoqoft\u00eb, me Kushtetut\u00ebn e \u201974-shit ishim t\u00eb pak\u00ebnaqur sepse e konsideronim si arritje jo t\u00eb plot\u00eb t\u00eb synimit ton\u00eb, pasi ne, sikurs e popujt e tjer\u00eb t\u00eb asaj ish-federate, k\u00ebrkonim t\u00eb vendosnim vet\u00eb p\u00ebr fatin ton\u00eb. Kjo e kishte ngritur dhe e kishte nd\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebsuar popullin n\u00eb shum\u00eb an\u00eb, si n\u00eb an\u00ebn kulturore e politike, ashtu edhe n\u00eb an\u00ebn ekonomike. Nd\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebsimi v\u00ebrehej sidomos te rinia studentore, e cila pasi donte m\u00eb shum\u00eb, logjikisht ishte e pak\u00ebnaqur me at\u00eb q\u00eb ishte arritur. T\u00eb rinjt\u00eb donin m\u00eb shum\u00eb: ata e donin REPUBLIK\u00cbN E KOSOV\u00cbS.<\/p>\n

P\u00ebr republik\u00ebn e \u00ebnd\u00ebrruar edhe vet\u00eb kam marr\u00eb pjes\u00eb n\u00eb shum\u00eb protesta e demonstrata, megjith\u00ebse asnj\u00ebher\u00eb nuk kam qen\u00eb pjes\u00ebtar i ndonj\u00eb organizate patriotike studentore, anipse nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb t\u00eb atyre t\u00eb cil\u00ebt at\u00ebher\u00eb organizonin i kam pasur shok\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb, sidomos udh\u00ebheq\u00ebsin e kryengritjes studentore t\u00eb vitit 1981, Ali Laj\u00e7in, t\u00eb njohur e t\u00eb respektuar n\u00eb mjediset studentore si nj\u00eb figur\u00eb popullore, p\u00ebr t\u00eb cilin edhe vet\u00eb kisha respekt t\u00eb ve\u00e7ant\u00eb. Aliu at\u00ebher\u00eb ka dh\u00ebn\u00eb kontribut direkt n\u00eb nxitjen e shp\u00ebrthimit t\u00eb kryengritjes s\u00eb fuqishme studentore. Si student i Deg\u00ebs s\u00eb Let\u00ebrsis\u00eb dhe Gjuh\u00ebs Shqipe t\u00eb Fakultetit Filozofik t\u00eb Universitetit t\u00eb Prishtin\u00ebs,Laj\u00e7i ishte simbol i kryengritjes kund\u00ebr okupimit serbo-jugosllav. At\u00ebher\u00eb, nj\u00eb djalosh simpatik q\u00eb binte n\u00eb sy me mjekrr\u00ebn e kultivuar, t\u00eb zez\u00eb, jo aq karakteristike p\u00ebr koh\u00ebn, pati ndikuar q\u00eb t\u00eb ngritej n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb krejt Kosova. Filozofia e gjykimit t\u00eb Ali Laj\u00e7it ishte e thjesht\u00eb dhe kuptimplote, e till\u00eb \u00e7far\u00eb n\u00eb realitet ka qen\u00eb filozofia tradicionale e t\u00eb gjykuarit t\u00eb malsorit rugovas, historikisht aq t\u00eb p\u00ebrgjakur n\u00eb luft\u00ebrat me Malin Zi. Ai at\u00ebher\u00eb thoshte pa asnj\u00eb komplikim, se: \u2018duhet me u \u00e7ua n\u2019kryengritje e me luftua kund\u00ebr shkaut!\u201d. Edhe pasi e kishin liruar para kohe nga burgu n\u00eb korrik t\u00eb vitit 1991 si rezultat i amnistis\u00eb s\u00eb p\u00ebrgjithshme t\u00eb kreut shtet\u00ebror t\u00eb ishJugosllavis\u00eb, (kishte qen\u00eb i d\u00ebnuar me 15 vite), kur si gazetar i par\u00eb shqiptar e intervistova p\u00ebr t\u00eb p\u00ebrjavshmen Z\u00ebri t\u00eb Prishtin\u00ebs n\u00eb vendlindjen e tij n\u00eb Malaj t\u00eb Rugov\u00ebs, ai rip\u00ebrs\u00ebriste se, \u2018shkaut n\u00eb fund duhet m\u2019ia drejtue gryk\u00ebholl\u00ebn\u201d dhe se, \u201cn\u00eb burg okam hyr\u00eb p\u00ebr \u00e7\u00ebshtjen shqiptare\u201d, p\u00ebr t\u00eb v\u00ebrtetuar se \u2018\u201981-shi u takon shqiptar\u00ebve, e jo marksizmit apo UDB-s\u00eb jugosllave\u201d. Sikurse t\u00eb gjith\u00eb patriot\u00ebt e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb shqiptar\u00eb, edhe Ali Laj\u00e7i at\u00ebher\u00eb i \u00ebsht\u00eb ekspozuar luft\u00ebs speciale, andaj shpifjet e UDB-s\u00eb jugosllave ndaj tij kan\u00eb qen\u00eb fantastike. Por, Laj\u00e7iai ujku prej Rugove, pavar\u00ebsisht prej shpifjeve t\u00eb armikut e bashk\u00ebpun\u00ebtor\u00ebve t\u00eb tij, sikurse dhe t\u00eb naiv\u00ebve, e ka dh\u00ebn\u00eb nj\u00eb ndihmes\u00eb t\u00eb pamohueshme p\u00ebr Kosov\u00ebn, nj\u00eb ndihmes\u00eb t\u00eb vlefshme e heroike p\u00ebr lirin\u00eb e saj.<\/p>\n

Mir\u00ebpo at\u00ebher\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb jam shoq\u00ebruar me Abdullah Hoxh\u00ebn nga Plluzhina e Sk\u00ebnderajt, nj\u00eb shok i paharruesh\u00ebm nga vitet e studimeve, i cili qe burgosur p\u00ebr veprimtari patriotike n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb p\u00ebr ta mbajtur parreshtur n\u00ebn survejimin policor derisa e kidnapuan forcat ushtarako-policore serbe gjat\u00eb luft\u00ebs dhe, s\u00eb bashku me shum\u00eb shqiptar\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00eb, e mor\u00ebn si peng lufte n\u00eb Serbi. Kryengritja e rinis\u00eb shkollore, studentore dhe e mbar\u00eb popullit shqiptar m\u00eb 1981, pati si rrjedhim masat drakonike t\u00eb nd\u00ebrmarra prej pushtetit jugosllav. Policia sekrete jugosllave, e cila kishte n\u00eb gjirin e saj shum\u00eb shqiptar\u00eb t\u00eb njohur p\u00ebr sjellje mizore ndaj popullit t\u00eb vet, prej atij viti i rikthente metodat e Zullumit rankoviqian, duke p\u00ebrndjekur gjith\u00e7ka, deri edhe frym\u00ebn shqiptare nga Kosova. Kjo mund t\u00eb v\u00ebrtetohet me faktin se shtrimin e Kosov\u00ebs n\u00eb gjak me dajak dhe dor\u00ebzimin e asaj autonomie t\u00eb pak\u00ebt Milo\u0161evic-it e b\u00ebn\u00eb nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb e kuadrove shqiptare nga policia sekrete si dhe disa prej t\u00eb t\u00eb ashtuquajturve kuadro politike kosovare, n\u00eb bashk\u00ebpunim me aktivist\u00eb shqiptar\u00eb nga terreni \u2013 rob\u00ebr t\u00eb dogm\u00ebs partiake dhe zbatues t\u00eb p\u00ebrulur t\u00eb urdh\u00ebrave t\u00eb kuadrove t\u00eb lart\u00eb kosovar\u00eb, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt me djall\u00ebzi e dhun\u00eb mundoheshin ta bindnin popullin se Kosova dhe shqiptar\u00ebt nuk do t\u00eb humbnin asgj\u00eb me suprimimin e autonomis\u00eb s\u00eb saj, p\u00ebr m\u00eb tep\u00ebr, ata thoshnin se \u2018do t\u00eb fitojm\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb!\u201d Fatkeq\u00ebsisht, k\u00ebt\u00eb e propagandonin edhe disa gazetar\u00eb nga Rilindja, t\u00eb njohur p\u00ebr sjelljet mohuese ndaj idealeve t\u00eb kombit t\u00eb cilit i p\u00ebrkisnin.<\/p>\n

N\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb atmosfer\u00eb t\u00eb nder\u00eb kemi punuar dhe jemi formuar ne si gjenerat\u00eb gazetar\u00ebsh. Kur e rikujtoj rrug\u00ebn e kaluar, anipse ndjehem ende i ri dhe energjik \u2013 e njeriu \u00ebsht\u00eb i ri apo plak, pavar\u00ebsisht prej viteve q\u00eb ka, po ashtu qysh e ndjen veten \u2013 them se, v\u00ebrtet, rruga q\u00eb e kaluam ne si gazetar\u00eb ka qen\u00eb aq e v\u00ebshtir\u00eb sa nuk mund t\u00eb p\u00ebrshkruhet. Mendoj se disa prej nesh q\u00eb qysh n\u00eb at\u00eb rini u kacafyt\u00ebm me ato ngjarje t\u00eb nd\u00ebrlikuara, kemi b\u00ebr\u00eb pun\u00eb t\u00eb dobishme p\u00ebr opinionin publik n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb dhe p\u00ebr popullin ton\u00eb q\u00eb, qysh e kisha p\u00ebrshtypjen un\u00eb at\u00ebher\u00eb, ishte b\u00ebr\u00eb si ai fatkeqi i paask\u00eb, t\u00eb cilin e godasin ngado q\u00eb munden.<\/p>\n

N\u00eb fillim t\u00eb n\u00ebntorit 1982, s\u00eb bashku me gruan p\u00ebrgatiteshim p\u00ebr t\u00eb shkuar n\u00eb Gjermani, p\u00ebr \u00e7\u2019gj\u00eb tashm\u00eb i kishim nxjerr\u00eb pasaportat me gjith\u00eb faktin se kisha konkurruar n\u00eb nj\u00eb konkurs p\u00ebr gazetar\u00eb t\u00eb Gazet\u00ebs Rilindja, ku, p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb dallavereve t\u00eb shumta brenda institucionit t\u00eb Rilindjes e biografis\u00eb familjare, nuk besoja se mund t\u00eb pranohesha n\u00eb pun\u00eb. Mir\u00ebpo, ndodhi ajo q\u00eb ndodhi dhe ne nuk shkuam n\u00eb Gjermani \u201cp\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb para\u201d, por mbet\u00ebm n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb. Puna n\u00eb Rilindje m\u00eb pati g\u00ebzuar, pasi konsideroja se n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb do t\u00eb mund t\u00eb jepja nj\u00eb kontribut t\u00eb vog\u00ebl p\u00ebr Kosov\u00ebn, meqen\u00ebse nuk ishte e padometh\u00ebnie q\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebje sadopak p\u00ebr krijimin e nj\u00eb opinioni konstruktiv publik e t\u00eb ndikoje n\u00eb nd\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebsimin e popullit t\u00ebnd, qoft\u00eb edhe duke u p\u00ebrpjekur p\u00ebr shkrimin e nj\u00eb lajmi t\u00eb mir\u00eb. Gazeta Rilindja p\u00ebr mua ka qen\u00eb nj\u00eb dritare e ve\u00e7ant\u00eb, t\u00eb cil\u00ebn duhej ta shfryt\u00ebzoja e ruaja me kujdes, madje edhe n\u00ebse duhej t\u00eb kaloja, qysh kalova, rrug\u00ebve e shtigjeve t\u00eb v\u00ebshtira p\u00ebr kalim, apo t\u00eb p\u00ebrjetoja gj\u00ebra q\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb p\u00ebrballohen.<\/p>\n

At\u00ebher\u00eb e deri m\u00eb 10 qershor 1999, kur n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb hyn\u00eb trupat e NATO-s, krahas t\u00eb cilave edhe U\u00c7K-ja e shtriu prezenc\u00ebn e saj t\u00eb plot\u00eb n\u00eb pjes\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe t\u00eb territorit t\u00eb saj, gazetarin\u00eb e kam konsideruar si mision, sepse gazetari i v\u00ebrtet\u00eb n\u00ebp\u00ebr gjith\u00eb ato vite nuk ka mundur t\u00eb sillet i mbyllur n\u00eb vetk\u00ebnaq\u00ebsin\u00eb e vet, duke qen\u00eb jasht\u00eb realitetit objektiv, si t\u00eb ishte ndonj\u00eb poet lirik q\u00eb p\u00ebr \u00e7do gj\u00eb e shpreh gjykimin e vet subjektiv. Prandaj i kam kaluar me durim t\u00eb gjitha pengesat q\u00eb m\u00eb jan\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb nga ana e bolshevik\u00ebve dhe rankoviqist\u00ebve , q\u00eb ishin n\u00eb gazet\u00eb, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt shpesh ma nd\u00ebrronin sektorin p\u00ebrkat\u00ebs, duke m\u00eb detyruar p\u00ebr shum\u00eb vite t\u00eb punoja n\u00eb \u201cKronik\u00ebn e Prishtin\u00ebs\u201d.<\/p>\n

Mendoj se \u00ebsht\u00eb me r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi t\u00eb p\u00ebrkujtohet fakti se si m\u00eb ishte dh\u00ebn\u00eb leja nga policia e Istogut p\u00ebr t\u00eb punuar n\u00eb gazet\u00eb, dmth. nj\u00eb leje p\u00ebrmes s\u00eb cil\u00ebs d\u00ebshmohej se un\u00eb nuk kisha pengesa sa i p\u00ebrket hetimeve policore. Nj\u00eb pun\u00ebtor shqiptar q\u00eb punonte n\u00eb sh\u00ebrbimin p\u00ebrkat\u00ebs, Idriz Kabashi, q\u00eb ishte kush\u00ebri imi i larg\u00ebt, e kishte dh\u00ebn\u00eb p\u00eblqimin pa hezituar pas k\u00ebrkes\u00ebs zyrtare nga ana e Gazet\u00ebs Rilindja, sepse ai kishte menduar se fjala \u00ebsht\u00eb p\u00ebr nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr person me em\u00ebr dhe mbiem\u00ebr t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00eb me timin, i cili , gjithashtu ka qen\u00eb student i let\u00ebrsis\u00eb. Pra, qysh m\u00eb pati treguar Idriz Kabashi m\u00eb von\u00eb, p\u00eblqimin e ka dh\u00ebn\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb, e jo p\u00ebr mua!<\/p>\n

N\u00eb fakt, as un\u00eb e as ai tjetri, nuk kishim pse t\u00eb ishim t\u00eb penguar n\u00eb jet\u00eb dhe n\u00eb pun\u00eb, por rrethanat at\u00ebher\u00eb ishin t\u00eb tjera, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb merreshin parasysh ca cik\u00ebrrima e, at\u00ebher\u00eb, familja jon\u00eb, n\u00eb nj\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb, ishte n\u00ebn v\u00ebzhgime e hetime! V\u00ebllai im, Saliu, at\u00ebher\u00eb zhvillonte aktivitet praktik atdhetar, duke e pasur nj\u00eb shoq\u00ebri t\u00eb gjer\u00eb, sikurse edhe shoq\u00ebrin\u00eb e qejfit. Pun\u00ebn si profesor i gjuh\u00ebs shqipe n\u00eb Shkoll\u00ebn e Mesme Teknike Shaban Spahija n\u00eb Pej\u00eb, e shfryt\u00ebzonte p\u00ebr t\u00eb p\u00ebrhapur t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn p\u00ebr gjendjen e shqiptar\u00ebve dhe t\u00eb drejtat e tyre. Fal\u00eb edhe bashk\u00ebpunimit t\u00eb ngusht\u00eb me profesor\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00eb atdhetar\u00eb t\u00eb asaj shkolle dhe t\u00eb shkollave t\u00eb tjera t\u00eb mesme n\u00eb Pej\u00eb, at\u00eb pun\u00eb e b\u00ebnte me marifet. Kryeqendra e Dukagjinit n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb ka qen\u00eb \u00e7erdhe e madhe e patriotizmit shqiptar n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb si dhe qend\u00ebr e madhe p\u00ebr spiunimin e \u00e7\u00ebshtjes shqiptare, pasi UDB-n\u00eb e Pej\u00ebs at\u00ebher\u00eb e m\u00eb von\u00eb e p\u00ebrb\u00ebnin udbash\u00eb t\u00eb sprovuar, t\u00eb zot\u00eb dhe demagog\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt jo vet\u00ebm q\u00eb jan\u00eb paraqitur shqiptar\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebdhenj, por edhe e kan\u00eb pasur nj\u00eb rrjet t\u00eb madh t\u00eb patriot\u00ebve t\u00eb rrejsh\u00ebm, sikurse edhe t\u00eb patriot\u00ebve naiv\u00eb, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt binin n\u00eb kurtha si th\u00ebll\u00ebza, si njer\u00ebz t\u00eb pap\u00ebrvoj\u00eb e pa zot\u00ebsi mbrojtjeje n\u00eb raport me veprimet zhbiruese t\u00eb udbash\u00ebve.<\/p>\n

E PARA \u2018PROPAGAND\u00cb ARMIQ\u00cbSORE, DHE QYSH E KUPTOVA SE S\u2019KISH GJE PREJ ASAJ PUNE!<\/strong><\/p>\n

Pasi pata diplomuar n\u00eb Deg\u00ebn e Let\u00ebrsis\u00eb dhe Gjuh\u00ebs Shqipe n\u00eb Fakultetin Filozofik, pata shkuar n\u00eb Stamboll p\u00ebr pushim te nj\u00eb \u00e7ik\u00eb e mixh\u00ebs s\u00eb babait, te, tashm\u00eb e ndjera, Dada Zoj\u00eb. Ajo, me familjen e t\u00eb birit kah fundi i viteve t\u00eb \u201860-ta, qe shp\u00ebrngulur n\u00eb Turqi nga Lubozhda e Istogut, ku jetonin kolonist\u00eb serb\u00eb. N\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e tyre paraprakisht ishin t\u00eb njoftuar se vendosej nj\u00eb familje emigrant\u00ebsh nga Shqip\u00ebria, ndaj s\u00eb cil\u00ebs pushteti serbomadh gjoja tregonte sjellje humane. As sot e k\u00ebsaj dite nuk mund ta harroj at\u00eb dram\u00eb njer\u00ebzore q\u00eb e pata par\u00eb me sy f\u00ebmije para se ata t\u00eb shp\u00ebrnguleshin p\u00ebr n\u00eb Turqi. Qysh m\u00eb kujtohet, djali i Dad\u00ebs Zoj\u00eb, Rexhep \u00c7etina, bashk\u00eb me gruan dhe f\u00ebmij\u00ebt vuanin n\u00eb m\u00ebdyshjet e veta, nd\u00ebrsa n\u00ebna e tij, e trembur p\u00ebr rrezikun e humbjes s\u00eb djalit t\u00eb saj t\u00eb vet\u00ebm nga \u201cdora e shkijeve\u201d, k\u00ebrkonte q\u00eb sa m\u00eb par\u00eb t\u00eb largoheshin prej Kosov\u00ebs. T\u00eb shkojm\u00eb n\u00eb dh\u1ebf t\u00eb turkut, se k\u00ebt\u00eb vend e fshiu shkau! \u2013 thoshte ajo at\u00ebher\u00eb.<\/p>\n

\u2981 M\u00eb von\u00eb e kuptova se ajo ishte ndoshta ikja e fundit e nj\u00eb familjeje shqiptare nga Kosova p\u00ebr n\u00eb Turqi, dhe se ato ishin efektet e fundit t\u00eb propagand\u00ebs s\u00eb Aleksandar Rankovic nd\u00ebr shqiptar\u00eb. Pasi u qet\u00ebsova disa dit\u00eb duke u shetitur nga ma donte qejfi nga Rexhepi i Dad\u00ebs Zoj\u00eb tashm\u00eb burr\u00eb I pjekur, vendosa t\u00eb hyja n\u00eb kontakt me konsullat\u00ebn e at\u00ebhershme t\u00eb Republik\u00ebs Socialiste t\u00eb Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb n\u00eb Stamboll.Kur ia p\u00ebrmenda k\u00ebt\u00eb Rexhepit, m\u2019u duk sikur ta kisha hedhur mbi gaca:
\n-More daja Bajram,-m\u00eb tha ai i kapur ngusht-a kaq i ri je ba merak me hi n\u2019dor\u00eb t\u2019UDB-s\u00eb,a?
\n-Gjithqysh due me shkue!-i pata than\u00eb
\nMegjith\u00ebse nuk donte as t\u00eb d\u00ebgjonte p\u00ebr k\u00ebrkes\u00ebn time, nj\u00eb dit\u00eb kontaktova me djalin e mixh\u00ebs s\u00eb tij, nj\u00eb Cetin tjet\u00ebr, i cili ma plot\u00ebsoj me \u00ebndje d\u00ebshir\u00ebn.<\/p>\n

Derisa niseshim me vetur\u00ebn e tij, Rexhep Cetina m\u00eb p\u00ebrcillte me lot n\u00eb sy!
\nN\u00eb konsullat\u00ebn e Republik\u00ebs s\u00eb Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb n\u00eb Stamboll na u organizue nj\u00eb pritje e ngroht\u00eb nga ana e saj apo e till\u00eb ishte p\u00ebrshtypja ime nga sjelljet e diplomat\u00ebve t\u00eb konsulat\u00ebs aty. Me ne u takue edhe vet konsulli i p\u00ebrgjithsh\u00ebm me disa nga bashk\u00ebpun\u00ebtor\u00ebt e tij, me c\u2019rast e zhvilluam nj\u00eb bised\u00eb t\u00eb gjat\u00eb p\u00ebr Kosov\u00ebn dhe sjelljet e pushtetit jugosllav ndaj saj. Asokohe Kosov\u00ebn e pati vizituar Veselin Djuranovic-i, ish-kryetar i kryesis\u00eb shtet\u00ebrore jugosllave, pas vdekjes s\u00eb Josip Broz Tito-s. N\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb ajo bised\u00eb rrodhi duke iu p\u00ebrgjigjur une pyetjeve t\u00eb tyre, ashtu qysh i kuptoja c\u00ebshtjet politike n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb. Atyre u interesonte shfryt\u00ebzimi ekonomik i Kosov\u00ebs , sidomos se a kishte investime ekonomike nga vendet e Traktatit t\u00eb Varshav\u00ebs. Me k\u00ebrkes\u00ebn e tyre aty i lash\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha sh\u00ebnimet q\u00eb lidheshin me identitetin tim. Nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb i njohtova se isha i interesuar t\u00eb merrja libra, nd\u00ebrsa ata m\u00eb njohtuan se m\u2019i kishin p\u00ebrgatitur disa! I shikova n\u00eb pranin\u00eb e tyre. \u00c7\u2019t\u00eb shihja: vet\u00ebm librat e Enver Hoxh\u00ebs, libri Me Shokun Enver i Ramiz Alis\u00eb, libra mbi marksiz\u00ebm leninizminetj. Duke mos refuzuar t\u2019i merrja librat e p\u00ebrgatitur e paketuara p\u00ebr mua, u pata th\u00ebn\u00eb q\u00eb jam i interesuar t\u00eb kem tekste t\u00eb fush\u00ebs s\u00eb gjuh\u00ebsis\u00eb dhe libra t\u00eb tjer\u00eb nga kultura dhe let\u00ebrsia shqipe, duke e theksuar q\u00eb isha I intersuar posac\u00ebrisht p\u00ebr vepr\u00ebn e Aleksand\u00ebr Xhuvanit etj.<\/p>\n

Pasi e pan\u00eb interesimin tim ata pa u vonuar m\u2019i soll\u00ebn edhe shum\u00eb libra t\u00eb tjer\u00eb.
\nK\u00ebshtu, at\u00ebhere prej konsullat\u00ebs s\u00eb Republik\u00ebs s\u00eb Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb n\u00eb Stamboll I mora nja 50 libra!
\nKur Rexhepi me Dad\u00ebn Zoj\u00eb i pan\u00eb librat ashtu t\u00ebpaketuara, m\u2019u duk se u lig\u00ebshtuan nga k\u00ebmb\u00ebt.
\n\u2981 \u2018P\u00ebr qeshtu, daj\u00eb, m\u00e2 mir\u00eb mos t\u2019kishe ardh\u00eb!\u201d \u2013 m\u00ebpati th\u00ebn\u00eb Rexhepi i cili s\u2019mund ta fshehte breng\u00ebn etij t\u00eb pafund p\u00ebr mua dhe p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebsin\u00eb para familjes sime po t\u00eb m\u00eb ndodhte di\u00e7ka. Kur m\u00eb p\u00ebrcoll\u00ebn ma merrte mendja se as Dad\u00ebs Zoj\u00eb e as Rexhepit nuk u kishte mbetur gjak n\u00eb fytyr\u00eb. Planin e fshehjes s\u00eb librava e pati b\u00ebr\u00eb kush\u00ebriri im nga Gurrakoci, Ram\u00eb Hysen Kabashi . \u2013 \u201cUn\u00eb e di se \u00e7ka do t\u00eb b\u00e2j, ti rri rahat. \u2018 \u2013 m\u00eb pati th\u00ebn\u00eb Dhe, k\u00ebshtu, erdh\u00ebm deri n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi pa asnj\u00eb therr\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb. Kjo ishte aventura ime e par\u00eb kur u mora \u2018me propagand\u00eb armiq\u00ebsore\u201d! Shumic\u00ebn e k\u00ebtyre librave, pastaj i pata shp\u00ebrndar\u00eb nd\u00ebr shok\u00eb e miq, por e pash\u00eb se me k\u00ebt\u00eb jo q\u00eb nuk zgjidhje gj\u00eb, por mund t\u2019i rrezikoje t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt dhe veten me disa vite burg. Nuk e dija se a i pati r\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb fije UDB-ja \u2018aktivitetit\u201d tim \u2018armiq\u00ebsor\u2019 at\u00ebher\u00eb, mir\u00ebpo un\u00eb e kisha nj\u00eb qart\u00ebsi n\u00eb favorin tim: e dija se Rama \u00ebsht\u00eb i mir\u00eb e besnik dhe, n\u00eb an\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr, k\u00ebt\u00eb e dinte vet\u00ebm i \u00c7etinsi, me t\u00eb cilin kisha shkuar n\u00eb konsullat\u00eb. Edhe at\u00ebher\u00eb kam qen\u00eb ithtar i asaj se Kosova nga okupimi serb mund t\u00eb \u00e7lirohej pa i rrezikuar njer\u00ebzit me fjal\u00eb goje e me ndonj\u00eb lib\u00ebr propagandistik t\u00eb Enver Hoxh\u00ebs, por duke e kthyer kund\u00ebrgoditjen: me grusht, me plumb, me zjarr!<\/p>\n

Pra, me p\u00ebrgatitje graduale, p\u00ebrderisa t\u00eb vijn\u00eb rrethanat e volitshme p\u00ebr kryengritje t\u00eb p\u00ebrgjithshme ndaj armikut\u2026 Nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb t\u00eb f\u00ebminis\u00eb dhe rinis\u00eb e kam kaluar duke jetuar n\u00ebn nj\u00eb kulm me familjen e malaziasit Dimitrije Vujovic. Me at\u00eb familje gjithnj\u00eb kemi pasur marr\u00ebdh\u00ebnie t\u00eb mira njer\u00ebzore duke pasur respekt e nderim p\u00ebr nj\u00ebri-tjetrin, mir\u00ebpo sikurse shumica e malazezve dhe e serb\u00ebve t\u00eb Kosov\u00ebs, edhe ata nuk kan\u00eb mundur ta merrnin me mend se ne duhet t\u2019i kemi t\u00eb gjitha t\u00eb drejtat sikurse edhe popujt e tjer\u00eb t\u00eb Jugosllavis\u00eb s\u00eb at\u00ebhershme. Si njer\u00ebz t\u00eb intrumentalizuar me koh\u00eb p\u00ebr synimet serbom\u00ebdha, ata nuk mund ta kuptonin se edhe t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt kan\u00eb d\u00ebshira e synime sikurse ata vet q\u00eb mendojn\u00eb t\u2019i realizojn\u00eb; ashtu qysh nuk kan\u00eb mundur ta kuptonin se p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb identifikimit me iden\u00eb e madhe serbe e rrezikonin identitetin nacional malazez duke u shkrir\u00eb n\u00eb interesa serbe q\u00eb s\u2019i shpienin askund tjet\u00ebr pos n\u00eb \u2018goj\u00ebn\u201d e Serbis\u00eb! Mir\u00ebpo, pavar\u00ebsisht se \u00e7ka \u00ebsht\u00eb zier n\u00eb shpirtin e tyre, gjithmon\u00eb e kan\u00eb treguar burrnin\u00eb dhe nderin e trash\u00ebguar nga bjeshk\u00ebt e Malit t\u00eb Zi, prej nga n\u00eb fillim t\u00eb shekullit kishin ardhur n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb. Fundja, edhe Mali i Zi i tyre edhe ata si njer\u00ebz t\u00eb asaj toke shk\u00ebmbore, kan\u00eb qen\u00eb n\u00ebn pushtimin e Serbis\u00eb. Shpeshher\u00eb ka ndodhur q\u00eb disa shqiptar\u00eb t\u2019u iknin kontakteve me Salihun,i cili at\u00ebher\u00eb ka qen\u00eb n\u00eb sy t\u00eb keq t\u00eb d\u00ebrzhav\u00ebs\u201d, nd\u00ebrsa Dimitrije me djemt\u00eb dhe an\u00ebtar\u00ebt e familjesjo q\u00eb kurr\u00eb s\u2019e shmangnin rrug\u00ebn, por p\u00ebrkundrazi gjithnj\u00eb p\u00ebrpiqeshin t\u2019i ruanin marr\u00ebdh\u00ebniet me ne. K\u00ebshtu, ne vazhdonim ta ndiqnim rrug\u00ebn ton\u00eb, e ata rrug\u00ebn e tyre, mir\u00ebpo marr\u00ebdh\u00ebniet e natyrshme njer\u00ebzore, fjal\u00ebn e mir\u00eb, fqinj\u00ebsin\u00eb, respektin dhe nderimin p\u00ebr nj\u00ebri-tjetrin, asnj\u00ebher\u00eb nuk i kemi p\u00ebrzier me aspiratat tona t\u00eb pap\u00ebrputhshme\u2026<\/p>\n

Me fillimin e pun\u00ebs n\u00eb Rilindje, pata vendosur t\u00eb zbatoja nj\u00eb taktik\u00eb tjet\u00ebr t\u00eb jem m\u00eb i kujdessh\u00ebm, madje edhe t\u00ebluaja role, t\u00eb paraqitesha naiv dhe, madje edhe frikacak kur k\u00ebt\u00eb e k\u00ebrkonte nevoja, p\u00ebr t\u00eb arritur deri te synimi im kryesor: Zhvillimi i propagand\u00ebs s\u00eb past\u00ebr shqiptare p\u00ebrmes t\u00eb vetmes gazet\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrditshme shqipe at\u00ebher\u00eb. N\u00eb formimin tim si gazetar ka pasur nj\u00eb ndikim redaktori im shum\u00ebvje\u00e7ar nga kronika e Prishtin\u00ebs n\u00ebRilindje, gjakovari Esad Dujaka, me t\u00eb cilin i kam kaluar disa vite pune, ndoshta m\u00eb shum\u00eb se \u00e7do gazetar tjet\u00ebr q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb dashur t\u00eb kalonte domosdo n\u00ebp\u00ebr at\u00eb \u201cshkoll\u00eb fillestare\u201d t\u00eb gazetar\u00ebve. Nuk ka asnj\u00eb dyshim se vendosja dhe mbajtja ime n\u00eb at\u00eb seksion ishte tendencioz dhe fshihte edhe motive politike,mir\u00ebpo edhe ajo pun\u00eb p\u00ebr mua ka qen\u00eb e mir\u00ebseardhur, se, fundi i fundit, k\u00ebt\u00eb e theksoj ve\u00e7an\u00ebrisht, manovroja n\u00ebkryeqytetin e Kosov\u00ebs, dhe un\u00eb isha kurreshtar t\u00eb njihja sa m\u00eb shum\u00eb njer\u00ebz! Pik\u00ebrisht p\u00ebr k\u00ebto arsye shkruaja gjithfar\u00eb temashp\u00ebr \u2018kronik\u00ebn\u201d, madje edhe t\u00eb tilla q\u00eb disa t\u00eb ikur prej realitetit, i n\u00ebn\u00e7monin. Por, mua fjal\u00ebt e p\u00ebrrallat e tyre nuk m\u00eb interesonin, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb veproja sipas asaj th\u00ebniespopullore: \u201cQent\u00eb lehin, karvani ec\u00ebn! Puna n\u00eb kronik\u00ebn e Prishtin\u00ebs m\u00eb ka ndihmuar shum\u00eb at\u00ebher\u00eb. N\u00eb ato vite i kamkryer detyrat m\u00eb t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme n\u00eb faqen e informatave p\u00ebr Prishtin\u00ebn e p\u00ebrcillja veprimtarin\u00eb e industris\u00eb ushqimore, t\u00eb Fabrik\u00ebs s\u00eb miellit, Fabrik\u00ebs s\u00eb qum\u00ebshtit, Fabrik\u00ebs s\u00eb p\u00ebrpunimit ushqimor, Fabrik\u00ebs s\u00eb buk\u00ebs, Fabrik\u00ebs s\u00eb \u00ebmb\u00eblsirave Kosovarja, Ngrohtoren e qytetit Termokos, Higjienateknik\u00ebn, Sekretariatin p\u00ebr inspektorat t\u00eb komun\u00ebs s\u00eb Prishtin\u00ebs, me Inspektoratin e tregtis\u00eb, sanitar, e t\u00eb nd\u00ebrtimtaris\u00eb, Inspektoratin p\u00ebr arsim etj, etj.<\/p>\n

KUJTIME NGA F\u00cbMINIA: UDB-ja, BABAI, SALIHU, XHAFER SHATRI, VELOVIC-I DHE POEZIT\u00cb E XAJ\u00cb NUR\u00cbS<\/strong><\/p>\n

N\u00eb pjes\u00ebn e dyt\u00eb t\u00eb viteve t\u00eb \u201880-ta, idet\u00eb serbom\u00ebdha filluan t\u00eb shfaqeshin hapur me t\u00ebr\u00eb vrazhd\u00ebsin\u00eb e vet. At\u00ebher\u00eb Akademia e Shkencave dhe e Arteve t\u00eb Serbis\u00eb e b\u00ebri publik dokumentin p\u00ebr zgjidhjen e \u00e7\u00ebshtjes nacionale serbe t\u00eb quajtur Memorandum, t\u00eb cilin menj\u00ebher\u00eb pastaj e shpalli t\u00eb paqen\u00eb p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb zhurm\u00ebs s\u00eb madhe politike q\u00eb e shkaktoi n\u00eb pjes\u00eb t\u00eb tjera t\u00eb Jugosllavis\u00eb dhe n\u00eb opinionin publik bot\u00ebror. N\u00eb baz\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebtij projekti parashihej rirregullimi i \u00e7\u00ebshtjes serbe n\u00eb Jugosllavi, respektivisht krijimi i Serbis\u00eb s\u00eb Madhe me Vojvodin\u00ebn si \u2018Athin\u00ebn serbe\u201d, me pjes\u00eb t\u00eb konsiderueshme t\u00eb Kroacis\u00eb, me krejt Bosnj\u00ebn, me Malin e Zi si \u201cSpart\u00ebn serbe\u201d, me Kosov\u00ebn si \u201czem\u00ebr e Serbis\u00eb\u201d si dhe me Maqedonin\u00eb si \u201cvendin e varreve serbe?! Kjo ishte korniza e projektit megaloman serb n\u00eb baz\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb cilit u ngrit n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb nacionalizmi ekstrem serb, i cili i shkaktoi pastaj t\u00eb gjitha ato luft\u00ebra dhe tragjedi n\u00eb at\u00eb pjes\u00eb t\u00eb Gadishullit Ballkanik. Fryma e ideve t\u00eb tilla n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb nisi t\u00eb v\u00ebrehej hapur t\u2019u \u00e7uan pesh\u00eb serb\u00ebt e malazezt\u00eb vend\u00ebs duke i ringjallur metodat e hershme nga arsenali i mizorive t\u00eb tyre t\u00eb njohura kolonialiste. Kur shkoja n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi n\u00eb Gurrakoc p\u00ebr ta par\u00eb n\u00ebn\u00ebn, tashm\u00eb serb\u00ebt q\u00eb i njihja filluan t\u00eb mos m\u00eb flisnin, madje edhe m\u00eb p\u00ebrcillnin me k\u00ebdo q\u00eb takohesha, sepse p\u00ebr ta \u00e7do shqiptar i arsimuar, sidomos n\u00ebse ai jetonte e vepronte n\u00eb Prishtin\u00eb, ishte burim frym\u00ebzimi nacionalist p\u00ebr \u2018katundar\u00ebt\u201d q\u00eb jan\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb\u201d, por q\u00eb si prishin shkollar\u00ebt\u201d! Velovi\u00e7-i, komandant i policis\u00eb s\u00eb Gurrakocit, i njohur p\u00ebr urrejtje ndaj shqiptar\u00ebve, armik i v\u00ebllait tim Salihut, nuk donte t\u00eb m\u00eb shihte me sy. Ishte nj\u00eb burr\u00eb i vjet\u00ebr, mustaqedredhur. Nj\u00eb mal\u00ebsor tipik Serb. T\u00ebr\u00eb jet\u00ebn kishte punuar polic, duke rrahur e maltretuar vazhdimisht shqiptar\u00ebt. Edhe djali i tij Beli, nj\u00eb koh\u00eb ka udh\u00ebhequr me policin\u00eb e Istogut apo ishte nd\u00ebr polic\u00ebt kryesor\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb komun\u00eb. Ai vazhdimisht aktronte njeriun shpirtbardh\u00eb e t\u00eb shoq\u00ebruesh\u00ebm si dhe kishte shoq\u00ebri me shum\u00eb shqiptar\u00eb q\u00eb e puthnin\u201d e i \u2018puthte, kur takoheshin. M\u00eb kujtohet nga nj\u00eb mbr\u00ebmje e f\u00ebminis\u00eb se si n\u00eb qend\u00ebr t\u00eb Gurrakocit, Velovic-i plak i pati rrahur disa shqiptar\u00eb q\u00eb flisnin z\u00ebsh\u00ebm shqip, duke i k\u00ebrc\u00ebnuar me fjal\u00ebt:
\n\u201cNuk ka k\u00ebtu shqip! Shqip \u2013 n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri!<\/strong>\u201d<\/p>\n

Salihu ka qen\u00eb tip rrezikzi, sa q\u00eb kur pinte gjithmon\u00eb kam druajtur nga problemet, q\u00eb mund t\u2019i shkaktonte. Dhe, pinte shpesh! Nj\u00ebher\u00eb na njoftuan se ishte n\u00eb motelin \u201cKorenik\u201d t\u00eb Gurrakocit, ku kishte pir\u00eb m\u00eb tep\u00ebr se \u00e7\u2019duhet, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb shkova ta sillja n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. Kur m\u00eb pa q\u00eb hyra n\u00eb “Korenik\u00bb nisi t\u00eb b\u00ebrtiste, mir\u00ebpo arrita ta bindja q\u00eb t\u00eb dilte prej aty. Por, tut\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe e kisha kur t\u00eb kaloja n\u00ebp\u00ebr qend\u00ebr t\u00eb qytez\u00ebs, ashtu qysh m\u00eb ndodhi! Aty kishte qen\u00eb Velovic-i me nj\u00eb polic shqiptar dhe me dy shqiptar\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00eb, t\u00eb njohur si bashk\u00ebpun\u00ebtor\u00eb t\u00eb policis\u00eb. Kur e pash\u00eb, dola manash n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb mos i shihte, mir\u00ebpo i pa dhe filloi t\u2019i ngacmonte shqiptar\u00ebt me fjal\u00ebt:
\n\u201cPutheni n\u00eb b. , Velovic-in, putheni! Se gjithmon\u00eb aty e keni puth\u00eb!\u2026<\/em>”<\/p>\n

Isha i shqet\u00ebsuar p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb pasojave t\u00eb mundshme nga sjelljet provokative t\u00eb tij, mir\u00ebpo Velovic-it nuk i ngutej\u2026 Me disa tipare jet\u00ebsore Salihu trash\u00ebgon cil\u00ebsi t\u00eb babait, Hysen Kabashit, i cili, megjithat\u00eb, p\u00ebr aq sa ka jetuar, ka qen\u00eb i njohur p\u00ebr veprime t\u00eb organizuara dhe disiplin\u00eb jet\u00ebsore. Ai ka qen\u00eb trim i njohur n\u00eb at\u00eb an\u00eb t\u00eb Dukagjinit, i mbajtur n\u00eb mend nga lufta e zhvilluar tek Ka\u00e7uberi af\u00ebr Beran\u00ebs s\u00eb Malit t\u00eb Zi t\u00eb sotsh\u00ebm, ku \u00ebsht\u00eb plagosur r\u00ebnd\u00eb, duke u dal\u00eb n\u00eb mbrojtje sanxhakasve t\u00eb k\u00ebrc\u00ebnuar prej thik\u00ebs s\u00eb \u00e7etnik\u00ebve t\u00eb C\u00ebrna Gor\u00ebs. N\u00eb koh\u00ebn e Aleksandar Rankovic-it, ish-ministrit t\u00eb brendsh\u00ebm t\u00eb Jugosllavis\u00eb s\u00eb Tito-s, at\u00ebher\u00eb kur familjen e oficerit t\u00eb lart\u00eb t\u00eb Sigurimit t\u00eb Enver Hoxh\u00ebs, Sali Shatrit t\u00eb Kaftorr\u00ebve t\u00eb Tomocit, s\u2019ka guxuar ta mbronte kush nga k\u00ebrc\u00ebnimi p\u00ebr ta d\u00ebrguar n\u00eb internim t\u00eb sigurt\u00eb n\u00eb Srem t\u00eb Vojvodin\u00ebs, at\u00eb e ka mbrojtur me dinjitet babai. Pavar\u00ebsisht se si p\u00ebrfaq\u00ebsues i rezistenc\u00ebs s\u00eb past\u00ebr shqiptare nuk ka pasur se si ta simpatizonte regjimin komunist t\u00eb Enver Hoxh\u00ebs n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri, kur krer\u00ebt e UDB-s\u00eb kishin organizuar mbledhje me fshatar\u00ebt e Tomocit p\u00ebr ta marr\u00eb miratimin e tyre q\u00eb \u201cn\u00eb em\u00ebr t\u00eb popullit\u201d ta largonin at\u00eb familje prej fshatit p\u00ebr ta d\u00ebrguar n\u00eb Srem, pasi askush nga fshatar\u00ebt s\u2019i kishte mbrojtur me nj\u00eb fjal\u00eb goje ata njer\u00ebz t\u00eb pafajsh\u00ebm, at\u00ebher\u00eb ai e kishte thyer heshtjen e frikshme, duke u th\u00ebn\u00eb udbash\u00ebve:
\n\u201cN\u00ebse djali \u00ebsht\u00eb fajtor, nuk ka faj familja e tij!<\/em>”<\/p>\n

Duke i mbrojtur k\u00ebshtu me ngulm e thjesht\u00ebsi njer\u00ebzore ata njer\u00ebz t\u00eb pafajsh\u00ebm, familjen e Sali Shatrit nuk e kishin internuar n\u00eb Srem t\u00eb Vojvodin\u00ebs, mir\u00ebpo babain pastaj e kishin marr\u00eb n\u00eb UDB-n\u00eb e Pej\u00ebs dhe e kishin rrahur dit\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00ebra me metod\u00ebn e thas\u00ebve me r\u00ebr\u00eb n\u00eb gjoks! Si pasoj\u00eb e k\u00ebsaj torture mizore, ai e mori rrug\u00ebn e vdekjes dhe vdiq m\u00eb 1962 n\u00eb mosh\u00ebn 50 vje\u00e7are, pas s\u00ebmundjes s\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00eb q\u00eb i kishte zgjatur pes\u00eb-gjasht\u00eb vjet\u00eb. Im at\u00eb vdiq at\u00eb koh\u00eb kur un\u00eb sapo i kisha mbushur 5 vjet\u00eb jet\u00eb. Vet\u00ebm dy momente t\u00eb jet\u00ebs s\u00eb babait m\u00eb kan\u00eb mbetur n\u00eb kujtes\u00eb, i pari \u00ebsht\u00eb ai kur pak para vdekjes m\u00eb mori me vete n\u00eb tregun e kafsh\u00ebve n\u00eb Istog p\u00ebr ta shitur Zekanin, kalin e vet\u00ebm q\u00eb e kishim at\u00ebher\u00eb, meqen\u00ebse duhej t\u00eb paguhej porezniku (taksambledh\u00ebsi) serb q\u00eb i mbledhte tatimet e tok\u00ebs son\u00eb, i cili s\u00eb fundi p\u00ebr ta marr\u00eb porezin (taks\u00ebn) me \u00e7do kusht me vete i kishte marr\u00eb edhe dy milic\u00eb me pushk\u00eb t\u00eb gjata, q\u00eb ishte nj\u00eb shenj\u00eb se pasi tatimin duhej paguar medoemos, sht\u00ebpija po fikej. Pastaj pamja prek\u00ebse e fytyr\u00ebs s\u00eb babait kur e shiti kalin dhe i mori parat\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb. Ishte ulur n\u00eb gjunj kur i paloste parat\u00eb q\u00eb ia num\u00ebronte bler\u00ebsi i kalit. Pasi u ngrit n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb e edhe nj\u00ebher\u00eb e v\u00ebshtroi me plot dhembje si nj\u00eb krijes\u00eb prej s\u00eb cil\u00ebs nuk d\u00ebshironte t\u00eb ndahej, duke i r\u00ebn\u00eb shuplak\u00eb shpin\u00ebs, e p\u00ebrcolli me fjal\u00ebt \u201chajt djali jem\u2026 \u2018 dhe duke m\u00eb mbajtur p\u00ebr dore u kthyem n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi\u2026 Her\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr e kujtoj t\u00eb ulur n\u00eb skamli n\u00eb oborrin e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb son\u00eb n\u00eb Tomoc, n\u00eb nj\u00eb m\u00ebngjes t\u00eb acart\u00eb dimri, pasi kishte k\u00ebrkuar t\u2019i qitej skamlia jasht\u00eb, meqen\u00ebse brenda i ishte dukur nxeht\u00ebsi e padurueshme.
\n\u2013 \u2018At\u00ebher\u00eb kur p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb fundit e pat\u00ebm d\u00ebrguar n\u00eb spital, e prej nga nuk u kthye m\u00eb i gjall\u00eb, tregonte shpesh n\u00ebna, fjal\u00ebt e s\u00eb cil\u00ebs i pohonte edhe nj\u00eb kush\u00ebri yni i par\u00eb, Ram\u00eb Smajli, derisa kalonim n\u00ebp\u00ebr rrug\u00ebn e Tomocit, na pati porositur q\u00eb t\u2019ia vinim nj\u00eb jast\u00ebk p\u00ebrfundi, n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb kurrkush t\u00eb mos e shihte t\u00eb shtrir\u00eb Hysen Kabashin\u2026 \u2018<\/p>\n

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Kontaktet e para me UDB-n\u00eb i kam p\u00ebrjetur t\u00ebrthorazi me Syt\u00eb e nj\u00eb f\u00ebmije 13 vje\u00e7 dhe ato nga p\u00ebcjelljet dhe arrestimet, marrjet n\u00eb polici nga ish-SSh-ja e KSAK-ut n\u00eb Pej\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebllait tim Salihut. At\u00ebher\u00eb, v\u00ebllai kishte shoq\u00ebri t\u00eb ngusht\u00eb me Xhafer Shatrin, i njohur p\u00ebr veprimtarin\u00eb atdhetare qysh si f\u00ebmij\u00eb. Kontaktonin dhe k\u00ebmbenin literatur\u00eb fshehurazi. Ndoshta nuk them di\u00e7 t\u00eb ve\u00e7ant\u00eb n\u00ebse p\u00ebrkujtoj se kontaktet me familjen ton\u00eb, t\u00eb Xhaferit, me at\u00eb t\u00eb profesorit Kadri Rexhaj nga Cerca, t\u00eb familjes Zekaj nga Majstiri, t\u00eb Ferat Hajzerajt e Nezir Myrtaj nga U\u00e7a, m\u00eb von\u00eb edhe me at\u00eb t\u00eb Jonuz Jonuzajt nga Llugat, dhe me disa familje t\u00eb tjera t\u00eb asaj ane t\u00eb Dukagjinit etj; ishin n\u00ebn v\u00ebzhgimin e parreshtur policor si dhe t\u00eb nj\u00eb pjese t\u00eb popullat\u00ebs q\u00eb e kishin bindur se, \u201c\u00e7\u2019prejse ka mbir\u00eb lisi, Kosova dhe shqiptar\u00ebt nuk kan\u00eb qen\u00eb n\u00eb gjendje m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb!\u2019<\/p>\n

Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb, mbahej nj\u00eb mbledhje e fsheht\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb ton\u00eb n\u00eb Gurrakoc, n\u00eb mes t\u00eb nj\u00eb treshi\u201d, v\u00ebllait, Xhaferit dhe nj\u00eb personi q\u00eb s\u2019e shoh t\u00eb arsyeshme t\u2019ia p\u00ebrmend emrin, p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebve t\u00eb tij. Meqen\u00ebse duhej t\u00eb sh\u00ebrbeja me ushqime e pije, her\u00eb pas here hyja brenda. M\u00eb kujtohet se personi i tret\u00eb \u2013 at\u00eb q\u00eb s\u2019dua ta identifikoj \u2013 m\u00eb luti p\u00ebrmes aktrimit t\u00eb nj\u00eb dashamir\u00ebsie e p\u00ebrvujt\u00ebrie t\u00eb shtirur, q\u00eb t\u00eb rrija edhe un\u00eb bashk\u00eb me ta, se \u2018\u00ebsht\u00eb me r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi t\u00eb d\u00ebgjoja\u2026 , madje u mundua ta merrte p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb edhe miratimin e v\u00ebllaite t\u00eb Xhaferit. Pas insistimit t\u00eb tij t\u00eb ve\u00e7ant\u00eb, Salihu m\u00eb tha kategorikisht:
\n“Dil p\u00ebrjashta!<\/em>\u201d<\/p>\n

Gjithnj\u00eb m\u00eb pas kam menduar se si ishte e mundur q\u00eb nj\u00eb patriot i vet\u00ebquajtur t\u00eb shkonte deri atje n\u00eb synimet e veta t\u00eb ndyta, sa t\u00eb p\u00ebrpiqej ta fuste edhe nj\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb n\u00eb aso \u00e7\u00ebshtjesh t\u00eb nd\u00ebrlikuara. Pas k\u00ebsaj nuk vonoi dhe u burgos XhaferShatri me nj\u00eb grup t\u00eb madh. Saliut iu shtuan p\u00ebrcjelljet, nd\u00ebrsa disa her\u00eb edhe u mor n\u00eb biseda informative\u2019. Derisa nj\u00ebher\u00eb me Salihun ktheheshim prej nj\u00eb vizite te disa kush\u00ebrinj, policia civile p\u00ebr t\u00eb cil\u00ebn at\u00ebher\u00eb d\u00ebgjoja p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb, e mori (ishte kah ora 12 e nat\u00ebs) dhe e d\u00ebrgoi n\u00eb Pej\u00eb! Prej at\u00ebher\u00eb un\u00eb kam menduar shum\u00eb rreth k\u00ebtyre \u00e7\u00ebshtjeve dhe, mund t\u00eb them se nisa t\u00eb piqem para kohe p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb kurreshtjes q\u00eb m\u00eb shtohej e b\u00ebhej gjithnj\u00eb e m\u00eb e organizuar. Vazhdimisht p\u00ebrpiqesha t\u00eb hyja n\u00eb esenc\u00ebn e preokupimit t\u00eb patriot\u00ebve e t\u00eb patriotizmit t\u00eb rrejsh\u00ebm. Patriot\u00eb t\u00eb till\u00eb, t\u00eb rrejsh\u00ebm, q\u00eb ishin shok\u00eb t\u00eb fsheht\u00eb t\u00eb udbash\u00ebve ka pasur mjaft at\u00ebher\u00eb e m\u00eb von\u00eb. N\u00eb nj\u00eb rast nj\u00eb grup v\u00ebllez\u00ebrish, n\u00eb krye me nj\u00eb v\u00eblla q\u00eb b\u00ebnte \u00e7kamos, por q\u00eb \u2018s\u2019kish kush \u00e7ka t\u2019i b\u00ebnte\u201d, u ngat\u00ebrrua pas nj\u00eb loje futbolli me lojtar\u00ebt e ekipit tjet\u00ebr dhe u rrah\u00ebn derisa u p\u00ebrgjak\u00ebn. Intervenuan shum\u00eb polic\u00eb dhe arrit\u00ebn t\u2019i d\u00ebrgonin n\u00eb stacionin e milicis\u00eb s\u00eb Gurrakocit, por trimi q\u00eb \u2018s\u2019kish kush \u00e7ka t\u2019i b\u00ebnte\u201d nuk dor\u00ebzohej \u201cp\u00ebr s\u00eb gjalli!! Un\u00eb si f\u00ebmij\u00eb, i pav\u00ebn\u00eb re, e p\u00ebrgjoja \u201cz\u00ebnk\u00ebn\u201d n\u00eb mes t\u00eb milicit q\u00eb ishte nj\u00ebfar\u00eb eprori. Shtyrjet me llafe t\u00eb tyre u b\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb padurueshme. Dikur trimi i rrejsh\u00ebm, i tha policit: \u201cUn\u00eb nuk mund t\u00eb vij atje n\u00eb asnj\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb\u201d, kurse polici ia ktheu se \u2018ti kurrsesi nuk b\u00ebn pa ardhur!\u201d. N\u00eb fund trimi i shtirur i pati th\u00ebn\u00eb policit se ti duhet ta dish se kush jam un\u00eb!?\u2019, \u2018Pa marr\u00eb parasysh ti duhet t\u00eb dukesh n\u00eb \u201cStanic\u00eb\u2026 , sepse ashtu e kam urdh\u00ebrin\u2026 , i pati th\u00ebn\u00eb polici. Pas k\u00ebsaj, ai q\u00eb vetreklamohej dhe e reklamonin si patriot, e nxori kart\u00ebn identifikuese t\u00eb pun\u00ebtorit t\u00eb sh\u00ebrbimit t\u00eb fsheht\u00eb policor, por, megjithat\u00eb, u detyrua t\u00eb shkonte n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb ta shikonte populli!!<\/p>\n

Nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr rast q\u00eb e kujtoj prej intrigave t\u00eb at\u00ebhershme policore ka qen\u00eb krijimi i situatave konfuze nga ana e UDB-s\u00eb: sidomos paraqitja e spiunit si patriot dhe e patriotit si spiun. Nj\u00eb spiuni t\u00eb njohur nga nj\u00eb fshat pak m\u00eb i larg\u00ebt, at\u00ebher\u00eb ia pat\u00ebn rrethuar sht\u00ebpin\u00eb nja pes\u00ebdhjet\u00eb polic\u00eb dhe disa pjes\u00ebtar\u00eb t\u00eb SSh-s\u00eb s\u00eb at\u00ebhershme, me q\u00ebllim q\u00eb t\u00eb bindeshin fqinjt\u00eb dhe t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt p\u00ebr aktivitetin e tij patriotik\u2019 n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb pas patriotizimit t\u00eb tij artificial, ai pastaj t\u00eb l\u00ebshohej n\u00eb \u201cgjuetin\u00eb\u201d e patriot\u00ebve t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb. Pasi q\u00eb m\u00eb von\u00eb kinse disa her\u00eb e mor\u00ebn n\u00eb pyetje, i krijuan anektodat udbashe p\u00ebrmes propagand\u00ebs s\u00eb eg\u00ebr nd\u00ebr njer\u00ebz, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb populli\u2019 nisi t\u00eb rr\u00ebfente ngado p\u00ebr \u2018trim\u00ebrit\u00ebs e patriotit t\u00eb rrejsh\u00ebm dhe p\u00ebr \u201cveprat qyqare\u201d t\u00eb disave q\u00eb, nj\u00ebmend, p\u00ebrpiqeshin me mish e shpirt p\u00ebr \u00e7\u00ebshtjen e Atdheut. Pas analizave t\u00eb b\u00ebra holl\u00ebsisht m\u00eb von\u00eb, kam ardhur deri tek konkludimi se UDB-ja k\u00ebtu veprimin e kishte t\u00eb sakt\u00eb: p\u00ebrmes njollosjes artificiale t\u00eb atyre q\u00eb p\u00ebrnj\u00ebmend p\u00ebrpiqeshin p\u00ebr Atdhe, e neutralizonte simpatin\u00eb p\u00ebr ta, nd\u00ebrsa p\u00ebrmes patriotizimit artificial t\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00ebve, i b\u00ebnte k\u00ebta t\u00eb fundit karrem p\u00ebr njer\u00ebzit naiv\u00eb dhe t\u00eb pap\u00ebrvoj\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebto \u00e7\u00ebshtje t\u00eb ziheshin krejt lehtazi. Mendoj se k\u00ebso kurthesh josh\u00ebse at\u00ebher\u00eb, e derisa p\u00ebrfundoi pushtimi serb i Kosov\u00ebs, jan\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb gjithandej n\u00ebp\u00ebr trevat kosovare dhe kujtoj se n\u00eb k\u00ebso grackash t\u00eb ngritura, fatkeq\u00ebsisht kan\u00eb r\u00ebn\u00eb shum\u00eb njer\u00ebz q\u00eb kan\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb di\u00e7ka sikurse edhe t\u00eb tjer\u00eb q\u00eb, kan\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb pak ose aspak p\u00ebr t\u2019u burgosur.<\/p>\n

Me koh\u00eb u mbusha sherr dhe mund t\u00eb them se qysh at\u00ebher\u00eb, kam pasur mund\u00ebsi ta dalloja brengosjen shtirake t\u00eb patriot\u00ebve t\u00eb rrejsh\u00ebm nga ajo e patriot\u00ebve t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb\u2026 Nj\u00eb mbr\u00ebmje kah ora 20\u2019 n\u00eb kopshtin e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb son\u00eb n\u00eb Gurrakoc hyri nj\u00eb \u2018fiq\u00eb me kat\u00ebr persona brenda. Pasip\u00ebrsh\u00ebndet\u00ebn p\u00ebrzem\u00ebrsisht\u201d, m\u00eb pyet\u00ebn me po aq dashamir\u00ebsi t\u00eb rrejshme se: \u201cA \u00ebsht\u00eb Salihu aty?\u201d Pasi u tregova se nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb, ata, prap\u00eb, pa mundur ta fshehnin kurreshtjen, m\u00eb pyet\u00ebn se athua ku mund t\u00eb ishte dhe ku do t\u00eb mund ta gjenin sepse donin t\u00eb rrinin pak me t\u00eb!
\n\u201cKush jeni ju?\u201d, i pyeta.
\n\u2013 \u201cShok\u00ebt e Salihut\u2026
\n\u2013 \u2018Si quhesh ti?\u2019 \u2013 pyeta un\u00eb ende pa djall\u00ebzi, \u2013 n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb t\u2019i tregoj Salihut kur t\u00eb vij\u00eb se e keni k\u00ebrkuar!?\u201d
\n\u2018Pasi u kujtua pak dhe u shikuan me nj\u00ebri-tjetrin, m\u00eb tha: \u2018Quhem Hajro dhe jam nga Prishtina. Thuaji vet\u00ebm q\u00eb t\u00eb ka thirr\u00eb Hajroja!?<\/p>\n

\u201cDo t\u2019i them o Hajro, gjithsesi, por urdh\u00ebroni brenda\u2026, se Salihu do t\u00eb na zem\u00ebrohet kur t\u00eb marr\u00eb vesh se keni qen\u00eb k\u00ebtu \u2013 duke b\u00ebr\u00eb rrug\u00eb prej Prishtine e s\u2019ju kemi ftuar brenda. A mund t\u00eb hyni q\u00eb ta prisni pak brenda?!? Pas pyetjeve t\u00eb mia t\u00eb shumta, t\u00eb b\u00ebra sigurisht edhe p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb mosp\u00ebrvoj\u00ebs s\u00eb duhur f\u00ebminore, udbash\u00ebt i l\u00ebshoi \u2018kondicioni\u201d dhe m\u00eb fjal\u00ebn e nj\u00ebrit prej tyre \u2018hiqu tij\u201d, u kthyen nga pat\u00ebn ardhur. Nuk mund ta di se a \u00ebsht\u00eb apo s\u2019\u00ebsht\u00eb gjall\u00eb tash \u201cHajroja\u2019, mir\u00ebpo eprori i tij ishte gjall\u00eb deri n\u00eb vitin 2000. N\u00ebse \u201cHajroja\u201d \u00ebsht\u00eb gjall\u00eb dhe herdokur\u00eb i jepet mund\u00ebsia ta lexoj\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb rr\u00ebfim p\u00ebr \u201cpatriotizmin\u201d e tij, do t\u2019i kujtohet\u2026 K\u00ebshtu n\u00eb rrjedh\u00eb t\u00eb viteve q\u00eb pasuan, duke menduar p\u00ebr p\u00ebrvoj\u00ebn e keqe t\u00eb disave q\u00eb, sipas mendimit tim, burgoseshin pa e b\u00ebr\u00eb ndonj\u00eb pun\u00eb aq t\u00eb madhe p\u00ebr Kosov\u00ebn dhe vet\u00ebm sa p\u00ebr t\u2019ua plot\u00ebsuar \u201cnorm\u00ebn e pun\u00ebs\u201d udbash\u00ebve, u nd\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebsova se m\u00eb mir\u00eb ishte t\u00eb \u201cmbyllesha\u2019 n\u00eb kornizat e q\u00ebllimit tim duke mos u shk\u00ebputur nga rrjedha e m\u00ebsimeve. Ky q\u00ebndrim m\u00eb ka ndihmuar p\u00ebr t\u00eb qen\u00eb vazhdimisht i kujdessh\u00ebm. Me nj\u00eb fjal\u00eb, Kosov\u00ebn Serbia e kishte pushtuar me forc\u00ebn e arm\u00ebs, n\u00ebp\u00ebrmes ndihm\u00ebs s\u00eb drejtp\u00ebrdrejt\u00eb t\u00eb Rusis\u00eb e t\u00eb disa shteteve t\u00eb tjera m\u00eb 1912 dhe ajo mund t\u00eb \u00e7lirohej vet\u00ebm me forc\u00ebn e arm\u00ebs n\u00eb duar t\u00eb shqiptar\u00ebve dhe me ndihm\u00ebn e ndonj\u00eb fuqie t\u00eb madhe, qysh tregoi nd\u00ebrhyrja e NATO-s kund\u00ebr Jugosllavis\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Para se t\u00eb regjistrohesha n\u00eb fakultet dhe m\u00eb pas, n\u00eb Gurrakoc kam pasur mund\u00ebsi ta njihja Murteza Xaj\u00eb Nur\u00ebn nga Gjakova, nj\u00eb poet i njohur lirik, t\u00eb cilin Saliu e admironte p\u00ebr aft\u00ebsit\u00eb intelektuale dhe angazhimin e tij atdhetar. Ai, pas burgut ka qen\u00eb i pun\u00ebsuar n\u00eb sh\u00ebrbimin administrativ t\u00eb Bashk\u00ebsis\u00eb s\u00eb Uj\u00ebrave t\u00eb Gurrakocit, ku n\u00eb mesin e shum\u00eb malazez\u00ebve t\u00eb pun\u00ebsuar aty, i kryente pun\u00ebt e k\u00ebshilltarit juridik t\u00eb asaj organizate, pun\u00eb q\u00eb e pati vazhduar derisa UDB-ja e burgosi s\u00ebrish me disa vite t\u00eb tjera burgu. Si lexues i hersh\u00ebm i revist\u00ebs letrare Jeta e Re, t\u00eb cil\u00ebn e lexoja rregullisht q\u00eb nga bangat e shkoll\u00ebs fillore, p\u00ebr mua ka qen\u00eb befasi e madhe kur Saliu m\u00eb pati njoftuar se poezit\u00eb e n\u00ebnshkruara me emrin Ganimete Nura n\u00eb at\u00eb revist\u00eb, disa prej t\u00eb cilave un\u00eb i kisha m\u00ebsuar p\u00ebrmend\u00ebsh si f\u00ebmij\u00eb, n\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb ishin poezit\u00eb e Murteza Xaj\u00eb Nur\u00ebs! Fakti se nj\u00eb krijues i shquar me vite e vite qe i detyruar ta fshihte identitetin e vet, vet\u00ebm q\u00eb ta d\u00ebrgonte mesazhin poetik tek lexuesi, qoft\u00eb edhe p\u00ebrmes nj\u00eb emri tjet\u00ebr, p\u00ebr \u2018mua ishte mjaft dometh\u00ebn\u00ebs.<\/p>\n

Sa her\u00eb q\u00eb e shihja pastaj at\u00eb njeri me pamje dhe q\u00ebndrim q\u00eb t\u00eb ngj\u00e1ilte respekt, si dhe me natyr\u00ebn meditative t\u00eb p\u00ebrcjell\u00eb me sjellje t\u00eb kujdesshme, gjithnj\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebrfshinte nj\u00eb ndjenj\u00eb malli \u2013 nj\u00eb p\u00ebrmallim p\u00ebr di\u00e7ka q\u00eb e ke pran\u00eb, p\u00ebr di\u00e7ka t\u00ebndenq\u00eb e sheh por q\u00eb \u2018dikush tamban larg sa her\u00eb q\u00eb don t\u2019i ofrohesh, pra nj\u00eb p\u00ebrmallim kuptimin e t\u00eb cilit nuk mund ta shpjegoj plot\u00ebsisht as sot e k\u00ebsaj dite. Murtezai ishte njeri me sjellje zot\u00ebriu, Flok\u00ebt i kishte t\u00eb zeza e t\u00eb bujshme, q\u00eb i fillonin me nj\u00eb dredhje val\u00ebzuese n\u00ebpjes\u00ebn e ballit si dhe mbante syze me dioptri t\u00eb ngjyr\u00ebs s\u00eb mbyllur, q\u00eb edhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb ia shtonin hijeshin\u00eb. N\u00eb imagjinat\u00ebn time ai ishte nj\u00eb njeri q\u00eb b\u00ebnte \u00e7mos p\u00ebr t\u00eb na zgjuar, por q\u00eb p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb pengesave e kishte t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb ta kryente misionin e vet me thirrje t\u00eb drejtp\u00ebrdrejta njer\u00ebzore. Mir\u00ebpo, krahas angazhimit t\u00eb drejtp\u00ebrdrejt\u00eb atdhetar, ai parreshtur kishte vazhduar t\u00eb fliste edhe me gjuh\u00ebn e poezis\u00eb s\u00eb tij, me at\u00eb gjuh\u00eb me t\u00eb cil\u00ebn m\u00eb kishte m\u00ebsuar edhe mua. Nj\u00eb nd\u00ebr poezit\u00eb e m\u00ebsuara p\u00ebrmendsh at\u00ebher\u00eb, \u00ebsht\u00eb edhe kjo strof\u00eb e lirik\u00ebs s\u00eb tij patriotike, s\u00eb cil\u00ebs megjith\u00ebse ia kam harruar titullin, do t\u00eb mundohem ta parafrazoj:<\/p>\n

\u2018Shpendi im \u00ebsht\u00eb lejleku, i natyr\u00ebs s\u00eb shkret\u00ebruar nga g\u00ebr\u00e7et, derisa er\u00ebrat rrahin se jan\u00eb t\u00eb pakapura n\u00eb harmoni me nj\u00ebra tjetr\u00ebn…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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Shp\u00ebrnguljet e dhunshme prej Prishtin\u00ebs e Kosov\u00ebs n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb kan qen\u00eb masive, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":30406,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2,4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-30405","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","category-artikuj","category-histori"],"yoast_head":"\nGjergj-Bajram Kabashi, Rilindja - P\u00ebrkushtim e Trishtim : NJ\u00cb GJENERAT\u00cb E RE (1) - FJALA e LIR\u00cb<\/title>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/jehonashqiptare.al\/fjala\/gjergj-bajram-kabashi-rilindja-perkushtim-e-trishtim-nje-gjenerate-e-re-1\/\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"en_US\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"Gjergj-Bajram Kabashi, Rilindja - P\u00ebrkushtim e Trishtim : NJ\u00cb GJENERAT\u00cb E RE (1) - FJALA e LIR\u00cb\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"Nga Revista Drini – 1 Qershor 2018 Pun\u00ebn n\u00eb Gazet\u00ebn Rilindja tashm\u00eb t\u00eb shuar, kam qen\u00eb i detyruar ta p\u00ebrfundoja kah fundi i marsit 1999 , kur na pat\u00ebn larguar dhunsh\u00ebm nga lagja Tasligje e Prishtin\u00ebs ushtria dhe policia e Slobodan Milosevicit. 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