{"id":30559,"date":"2018-06-07T00:53:18","date_gmt":"2018-06-06T22:53:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.fjala.info\/?p=30559"},"modified":"2018-06-07T00:53:18","modified_gmt":"2018-06-06T22:53:18","slug":"zhgenjimi-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jehonashqiptare.al\/fjala\/zhgenjimi-2\/","title":{"rendered":"ZHG\u00cbNJIMI"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>KRISTAQ TURTULLI <\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><em>NOVEL\u00cb<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>I<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>S\u2019ma merr mendja t\u00eb keni d\u00ebgjuar p\u00ebr mua sakatin. Jam plagosur n\u00eb luft\u00eb vite t\u00eb shkuara. K\u00ebmba mu gangrenizua, ma pren\u00eb me sharr\u00eb druri dhe, prej dhembjeve t\u00eb tmerrshme k\u00ebndova nuk qava. Ariani, komandanti i batalionit, u afrua pran\u00eb shtrati ku dergjesha dhe, b\u00ebrtiti me sa z\u00eb q\u00eb kish n\u00eb kok\u00eb: \u2018Respekt p\u00ebr nj\u00eb burr\u00eb trim, p\u00ebr nj\u00eb hero!\u2019 Fshiva tin\u00ebs lot\u00ebt e dhembjes, dhe, u b\u00ebra me krah\u00eb. Pa mbushur gjasht\u00ebmb\u00ebdhjet\u00eb vjet, komandant Ariani m\u00eb b\u00ebri hero. Por qysh at\u00ebher\u00eb ka rrjedhur shum\u00eb uj\u00eb n\u00ebn ur\u00ebn e drunjt\u00eb t\u00eb jet\u00ebs dhe komandant Arianin e vrau partia p\u00ebr tradhti&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>E pra, un\u00eb jam ai gjoja heroi, sakati. P\u00ebrpiqem t\u00eb humb mendjen prej dertit t\u00eb madh. B\u00ebj sorollatje; nga \u2018Ushtari i panjohur te \u00c7ajupi,\u2019. K\u00ebmb\u00ebn e drunjt\u00eb e t\u00ebrheq zvarr\u00eb. S\u2019e kuptoj, p\u00ebrse \u2018Ushtari i panjohur\u2019 m\u00ebrzitet kaq shum\u00eb me mua! I murr\u00ebtyer, m\u00eb shtyn n\u00eb shpin\u00eb me tyt\u00ebn e pushk\u00ebs s\u00eb gjat\u00eb, si t\u00eb m\u00eb thot\u00eb: \u2018Hajt, shko tutje, mjaft u v\u00ebrdallose p\u00ebrpara syve t\u00eb mi.\u2019 Guna e lesht\u00eb i ka shkar\u00eb nga supet. Tyta e ftoht\u00eb m\u00eb shkakton t\u00eb ngjethura. Dua t\u00eb ik, por s\u2019ik dot, aq e kam \u00e7apin&#8230; Matem t\u2019i kthehem, t\u2019i them: \u2019O ushtar, o trim, largoje tyt\u00ebn e pushk\u00ebs. Mos m\u00eb bjerr n\u00eb qaf\u00eb, dhe un\u00eb ushtar i panjohur jam, por me gjymtyr\u00eb e kocka m\u00eb pak.\u2019<\/p>\n<p>M\u00eb tundon p\u00ebrplasja me masivin e bronzt\u00eb. Jam pa k\u00ebmb\u00eb, ai \u00ebsht\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00eb, n\u00eb qend\u00ebr t\u00eb qytetit dhe me dy k\u00ebmb\u00eb. Dikur, im at\u00eb m\u00eb tregoi p\u00ebr patriotin Mihal Grameno, zhg\u00ebnjimin, dehjen, sorollatjen si un\u00eb, n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb rrug\u00eb dhe trishtimin tij&#8230;<br \/>\nUn\u00eb s\u2019kam v\u00ebn\u00eb dhe s\u2019v\u00eb pik\u00eb raki n\u00eb goj\u00eb. Urrej dehjen prej merakut t\u00eb d\u00ebrrmimit p\u00ebrfundimtar t\u00eb kockave. Ndoshta dhe ti o \u2018Ushtari i panjohur\u2019 vuan si un\u00eb nga zhg\u00ebnjimi dhe, nga q\u00eb s\u2019di kujt t\u2019i a nxjerr\u00ebsh, me shtyn me pushk\u00eb si me dobec&#8230;<br \/>\nDielli n\u00eb maj\u00eb duket si nj\u00eb unaz\u00eb e vjet\u00ebr prej bakri e harruar n\u00eb qiell dhe i mbuluar nga nj\u00eb vello e leht\u00eb e p\u00ebrhime, q\u00eb vjen e hollohet. Mjegulla e hirt\u00eb gjarp\u00ebruese, ndjehet, ulet, p\u00ebrdridhet, me fasha e plasaritje, si m\u00ebsallat e irnosura t\u00eb plakave t\u00eb vjetra. Pllakaqet e plasaritua t\u00eb trotuareve jan\u00eb t\u00eb qullura dhe, sa her\u00eb i shkel b\u00ebhem helaq.<br \/>\nM\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00ebrzitur jeta, mbart breng\u00eb t\u00eb madhe. Dua t\u00eb bredh i vet\u00ebm, me hidh\u00ebsin\u00eb e marazit n\u00eb gjuh\u00eb. T\u00eb flak tutje fjal\u00ebt helm\u00ebta q\u00eb jan\u00eb mb\u00ebrthyer n\u00eb trup si grer\u00ebza. T\u00eb ec, t\u00eb gjykoj, t\u2019i bie kryq dhe t\u00ebrthor qytetit t\u00eb ndryshkur. T\u00eb bares si breshk\u00eb e vjet\u00ebr q\u00eb i k\u00ebrcet shpina&#8230;<br \/>\n\u00cbsht\u00eb e mundshme t\u00eb jesh sakat, me gjysm\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb, t\u00ebrheq gjith\u00eb jet\u00ebn protez\u00eb t\u00eb konsumuar druri. S\u2019je si t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt, q\u00eb ecin lirsh\u00ebm, vrapojn\u00eb, k\u00ebrcejn\u00eb, dancojn\u00eb, luajn\u00eb me dy porta, kacavirren dhe, ku di se \u00e7far\u00eb tjet\u00ebr. I g\u00ebzohen trupit kur shikohen n\u00eb pasqyr\u00eb, qeshin t\u00eb lumtur, shkrihen prej k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsis\u00eb. Nd\u00ebrsa un\u00eb i gjori jam me eshtra m\u00eb pak dhe sa her\u00eb shihem n\u00eb pasqyr\u00eb rr\u00ebqethem&#8230;<br \/>\nKlithma m\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb shuar, sikur ngrihet me zvarritje nga nj\u00eb hon i thell\u00eb. Protesta ime rakitike kundrejt pamund\u00ebsis\u00eb, shnd\u00ebrrohet n\u00eb nj\u00eb mundim zhg\u00ebrryes, i lemerish\u00ebm, si eshtrat e zbardhura t\u00eb nj\u00eb kafsh\u00eb prehistorike, l\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb humb\u00ebtir\u00eb ku g\u00ebrryejn\u00eb vazhdimisht er\u00ebrat e forta dhe tajfunet.<br \/>\nM\u00eb kuptoni, \u00ebsht\u00eb mundim i pa rr\u00ebfyer t\u00eb t\u00ebrheq\u00ebsh zvarr\u00eb jo vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb t\u00eb posht\u00ebr druri, por t\u00eb mbart\u00ebsh mbi supe kapot\u00ebn e r\u00ebnd\u00eb t\u00eb brengave dhe halleve torturuese. Ndjehesh i lidhur me zinxhir\u00eb \u00e7eliku. I burgosur i p\u00ebrjetsh\u00ebm, me eshtra t\u00eb cunguara, n\u00eb kthin\u00ebn e harruar e t\u00eb neveritshme t\u00eb n\u00ebnvleft\u00ebsimit. T\u00eb mundon shpjegimi ndaj asaj q\u00eb fshihet dhe t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebs s\u00eb plagosur r\u00ebnd\u00eb. Je i hallakatur mes indiferenc\u00ebs, hipokrizis\u00eb e \u00e7menduris\u00eb s\u00eb bot\u00ebs dhe, i mb\u00ebrthyer nga mendime tmerr\u00ebsisht sfilit\u00ebse. T\u00eb duket vetja si skllav i padijes, i breng\u00ebs dhe padrejt\u00ebsis\u00eb. Cungu dhe proteza e drunjt\u00eb jan\u00eb klithma ngjeth\u00ebse n\u00eb humb\u00ebtir\u00ebn shekullore. Truri m\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb mpakur, mbledhur si oshaf, lodhur prej trusnis\u00eb. Nd\u00ebrsa zemra e lodhur m\u00eb dridhet si zemberek ore i shkurdisur.<br \/>\nKush isha&#8230;e, \u00e7far\u00eb jam! Oh, ju lutem a mund ta p\u00ebrjetoni zhg\u00ebnjimin shpartallues t\u00eb nj\u00eb plaku sakat, me kocka e gjymtyr\u00eb t\u00eb shkulura prej trupit, shum\u00eb vite m\u00eb par\u00eb, flakur n\u00eb sepeten e shqyer t\u00eb harres\u00ebs..!<br \/>\n\u2018O Ushtari i panjohur\u2019 hiqu tutje, pse m\u00eb shtyn me tyt\u00ebn e pushk\u00ebs, si me dobec. Mjaft, o ushtar! Me siguri nuk t\u00eb kujtohet, ndoshta s\u2019 e di, h\u00ebm s\u2019ke faj, jo..! Sepse i panjohur kam qen\u00eb, por pushk\u00ebn me gjalm\u00eb e mbajta, e shkreha me mij\u00ebra her\u00eb dhe jam l\u00ebnduar prej arm\u00ebs.\u2019 Ushtari i panjohur \u00ebsht\u00eb hijer\u00ebnd\u00eb. M\u00eb duket sikur do shtypem prej tij. S\u2019i kthej kryet. M\u00eb b\u00ebhet sikur d\u00ebgjoj psher\u00ebtima t\u00eb thella. Ngrij. R\u00ebnkon dhe njeriu n\u00eb bronc?!<br \/>\nTrupi m\u00eb \u00e7an, m\u00eb dhemb. Kockat m\u00eb shpojn\u00eb, si t\u00eb m\u00eb priten p\u00ebrs\u00ebri me sharr\u00eb druri. K\u00ebmba e cung\u00ebt me siguri ka marr\u00eb ndonj\u00eb t\u00eb plasur t\u00eb re.<br \/>\nShtyhem djathtas ti shmangur ushtarit t\u00eb panjohur, pushk\u00ebs s\u00eb gjat\u00eb dhe psher\u00ebtimave q\u00eb, m\u00eb d\u00ebrmojn\u00eb shpirtin. I vij rrotull nj\u00eb pirgu me bor\u00eb dhe gjendem sakaq n\u00eb Bar- Restorantin e pist\u00eb: \u2019Penda e sorr\u00ebs\u2019 t\u00eb Vlash Pambuk hund\u00ebpo\u00e7es. Dikur lokali kishte qen\u00eb i madh, pas privatizimit u nda n\u00eb shum\u00eb copa. Vlashit i lan\u00eb cepin m\u00eb t\u00eb larg\u00ebt, ku m\u00eb shum\u00eb e z\u00eb qoshja e pallatit, prej shkakut t\u00eb nj\u00eb grindje me drejtorin e nd\u00ebrmarrjes. Atje ishte kuzhina e pjesa e oxhakut. Sa her\u00eb e lyen aq m\u00eb tep\u00ebr nxin, prandaj e quajti: \u2018Penda e sorr\u00ebs\u2019. Vlashin e njoha kur b\u00ebnim zborin e detyruar ushtarak, ai ishte p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebs i organizat\u00ebs s\u00eb batalionit dhe p\u00eblqente t\u00eb ecte pas kazanit t\u00eb kuzhin\u00ebs. Jo p\u00ebr gj\u00eb, por n\u00eb kuzhin\u00eb b\u00ebheshin mbledhjet dhe planet e st\u00ebrvitjes. Ai ishte syjeshil, flok\u00ebkasht\u00eb, hund\u00ebpo\u00e7e, vetullvarur dhe dim\u00ebr e ver\u00eb m\u00ebng\u00ebt e k\u00ebmish\u00ebs i mban t\u00eb p\u00ebrveshura, sikur do zihej me grushte. Ai ka vendosur b\u00ebrrylat mbi banak dhe lokali \u00ebsht\u00eb e shkret\u00eb.<br \/>\n-Njatjeta Vlash,- i them.<br \/>\n-\u00c7\u2019t\u00eb ka shkrepur q\u00eb sorollatesh si karroqe,- m\u00eb tha.<br \/>\n-M\u00eb paske p\u00ebrgjuar, o hund\u00ebpo\u00e7e,- i them.<br \/>\n-\u00c7\u2019t\u00eb b\u00ebj, o do vras miza, o do kullos syt\u00eb,- m\u00eb tha, pastaj m\u00eb pyet: &#8211; T\u00eb p\u00ebrgatis nj\u00eb kafe si zakonisht?<br \/>\n-Kok\u00ebn e lava n\u00eb m\u00ebngjes,- i them. Po t\u2019i k\u00ebrkosh Vllash Pambuk hund\u00ebpo\u00e7es kafe borxh, s\u2019 t\u00eb b\u00ebn kafe, por uj\u00eb t\u00eb vak\u00ebt, l\u00ebng g\u00ebshtenje, t\u00eb lash kok\u00ebn. Prandaj shtoj: -Sot e kam nj\u00eb pes\u00ebshe p\u00ebr kafe t\u00eb fort\u00eb.<br \/>\nI hedh pes\u00ebshen mbi banak, monedha u rrotullua, tring\u00eblloi bukur dhe u preh rehat. Ai u kollit dhe m\u00eb hodhi nj\u00eb v\u00ebshtrim t\u00eb mpreht\u00eb.<br \/>\n-Borxhi \u00ebsht\u00eb borxh dhe veresia \u00ebsht\u00eb veresie,- tha dhe vuri xhezven t\u00eb zjehej. V\u00ebshtroi n\u00eb gjysm\u00eb profili nga un\u00eb dhe duke psher\u00ebtir\u00eb shtoi:- P\u00ebrher\u00eb kothere do t\u00eb mbetemi o Ndrio.<br \/>\nI nervozuar dhe i paduruar ia kthej:<br \/>\n-T\u00eb jesh fukara s\u2019\u00ebsht\u00eb turp.<br \/>\nVlashi me hodhi nj\u00eb buz\u00ebqeshje si gjysm\u00eb h\u00ebne e konsumuar dhe m\u00eb tha:<br \/>\n&#8211; Por \u00ebsht\u00eb maskarall\u00ebk o Ndrio.<br \/>\n-M\u00eb l\u00ebr rehat hund\u00ebpo\u00e7ja i dreqit. Jeta nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb vet\u00ebm para,- i them.<br \/>\n-Po \u00e7far\u00eb muti \u00ebsht\u00eb! Pushteti dhe e drejta \u00ebsht\u00eb nga ai q\u00eb ka para,- ia pat me inat Vlashi dhe i ra banakut me grusht:- Fukarall\u00ebku \u00ebsht\u00eb si kjo ndreq kthin\u00eb q\u00eb sa her\u00eb e lyej aq m\u00eb tep\u00ebr nxihet.<br \/>\nS\u2019i kthej p\u00ebrgjigje. Ndoshta kafja do m\u00eb qet\u00ebsoj\u00eb. D\u00ebgjoj zhurm\u00ebn cuc\u00ebrit\u00ebse t\u00eb kafes\u00eb dhe pa ditur as vet\u00eb nis e trok\u00ebllij leht\u00eb gishtat mbi banak. Vlashi ktheu kryet nga un\u00eb dhe m\u00eb pa me bezdi.<br \/>\n\u00cbsht\u00eb pes\u00ebshja e fundit, dhe si gjith\u00eb pensionist\u00ebt marr buk\u00eb me list\u00eb. Jerina, shit\u00ebsja e buk\u00ebs, \u00ebsht\u00eb trupshkurt\u00ebr, fytyr\u00eb\u00ebmb\u00ebl, sy t\u00eb kalt\u00ebrrem\u00eb. T\u00eb jep buk\u00eb me list\u00eb, pa ndalur v\u00ebshtrimin e trishtuar. Ajo ka nj\u00eb bllok t\u00eb madh ku sh\u00ebnon emrin e cilido q\u00eb merr buk\u00eb, me list\u00eb. N\u00eb fillim t\u00eb muajit t\u00eb shastis\u00ebn vesh\u00ebt me c\u00ebren e telefonit dhe korrier\u00ebt, derisa ja b\u00ebn likuidimet. E leht\u00ebsuar u heq nj\u00eb vij\u00eb t\u00eb kuqe borxheve dhe hapen faqe t\u00eb re, duke luajtur syrin dhe shtuar me z\u00eb t\u00eb \u00ebmb\u00ebl:<br \/>\n\u2018Buka ime \u00ebsht\u00eb e ngroht\u00eb\u2019.<br \/>\n\u2018E ngroht\u00eb je e t\u00ebra, o Jerin\u00eb,\u2019 i thash\u00eb nj\u00eb dit\u00eb, p\u00ebr ti b\u00ebr\u00eb qejfin. Ajo u shkri nga k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsie. Luajti shpatullat e b\u00ebshme:<br \/>\n\u2018Ua, s\u2019t\u00eb dija kaq shakaxhi!\u2019 m\u00eb tha.<br \/>\n\u2018Eh moj Jerin\u00eb!\u2019 ia b\u00ebra, vura buk\u00ebn n\u00eb sqetull.<br \/>\nNj\u00eb mesoburr\u00eb vetulltrash\u00eb rinte mb\u00ebshtetur n\u00eb cep t\u00eb banakut dhe ia kishte ngulur syt\u00eb Jerin\u00ebs, por ajo nuk ia varte. Jerina u kthye nga ai dhe e pyeti ftoht\u00eb: \u2019H\u00eb do marr\u00ebsh gj\u00eb, apo do ti a mbath\u00ebsh, se si shum\u00eb po na b\u00ebn vap\u00eb?<br \/>\nJerina \u00ebsht\u00eb shpirt njeriu. Dyqanin ia la i shoqi q\u00eb vdiq para dy vjet\u00ebsh. Ajo p\u00eblqen djemt\u00eb e rij, por dhe me ta nuk gjen derman, ka ndar\u00eb nja tre. Xhuvit djalit tim i p\u00eblqen t\u00eb shkoj\u00eb te ajo, kam frik\u00eb se mos ma fut\u00eb n\u00eb thes, prandaj detyrohem t\u00eb shkoj vet\u00eb&#8230;<br \/>\nVlashi t\u00eb lan e t\u00eb lyen dhe t\u00eb l\u00eb morrat brenda. Ai e hodhi kafen n\u00eb nj\u00eb filxhan t\u00eb past\u00ebr, me germa e lule kineze dhe e shtyu me kujdes drejt meje dhe nisi t\u00eb m\u00eb ankohej p\u00ebr skamjen e t\u00ebr\u00ebsishme dhe munges\u00ebn e myshterinjve. M\u00eb par\u00eb ma hidhte kafen n\u00eb nj\u00eb filxhan t\u00eb thjesht\u00eb, pa t\u00eb tilla salltanete. Mora kafen u ula n\u00eb tavolin\u00ebn pran\u00eb dritares, i ktheva shpin\u00ebn Vlashit dhe v\u00ebshtrova p\u00ebrjashta, njer\u00ebzit nxitonin, m\u00eb dukeshin sikur kishin hedhur mbi supe pelerina gri. Ngrita filxhanin dhe rrufita kafen\u00eb pa e pasur mendjen aty, aq sa l\u00ebngu u nxeht\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebrv\u00ebloi buz\u00ebt dhe gjuh\u00ebn&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong>II<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Gruaja Anj\u00ebze dhe djali im Xhuvi m\u00eb grindin gjithnj\u00eb. Por sot n\u00eb m\u00ebngjes m\u00eb dok\u00ebndis\u00ebn. Ma hedhin mua fajin p\u00ebr \u00e7do gj\u00eb dhe gjith\u00e7ka ka ndodhur dhe do ndodh\u00eb, deri te buka me list\u00eb dhe kafja l\u00ebng g\u00ebshtenje. Sikur un\u00eb sakati, jam pika e referimit, t\u00eb fillimit dhe t\u00eb mbarimit t\u00eb k\u00ebsaj bote t\u00eb mbarsur me halle dhe rr\u00ebmete. M\u00eb vjen t\u00eb b\u00ebrtas, t\u00eb ul\u00ebrij n\u00eb kup\u00eb t\u00eb qiellit:<br \/>\nHej, heshtni! Nuk u lodh\u00ebt s\u00eb m\u00eb nd\u00ebshkuari? S\u2019m\u00eb mjaftoi nd\u00ebshkimi i jet\u00ebs. M\u00eb lini nj\u00eb cop\u00eb her\u00eb t\u00eb mbledh kockat si k\u00ebrmill, t\u00eb qet\u00ebsoj trurin e lodhur, t\u00eb prehem i qet\u00eb, pa zhurm\u00eb dhe shamat\u00eb. More t\u00eb dashurit e mi t\u00eb shtrenjt\u00eb, as vet\u00eb nuk e kuptoni se \u00e7far\u00eb k\u00ebrkoni prej meje. Kush jam un\u00eb, e \u00e7far\u00eb dreqi ta marr\u00eb jam un\u00eb. H\u00eb flisni, \u00e7far\u00eb! Ve\u00e7 nj\u00eb pensionist sakat q\u00eb me durim q\u00ebndroj n\u00eb radh\u00eb e gjat\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb marr\u00eb pensionin. Pres emrin t\u00eb m\u00eb dal\u00eb n\u00eb list\u00ebn e paralajm\u00ebrimit t\u00eb fundit p\u00ebr t\u00eb shkuan p\u00ebrmatan\u00eb, atje, ku ik\u00ebn dhe nuk kthehesh m\u00eb. T\u00eb m\u00eb shterohet p\u00ebrfundimisht vaji, t\u00eb shuhet kandili i jet\u00ebs sime sakate dhe t\u00eb pakuptimt\u00eb. Eh! Ku i dihet ndoshta \u00e7udit\u00ebrisht pas vdekjes mund t\u00eb shfaqem n\u00eb form\u00ebn e nj\u00eb protez\u00eb e mundimshme druri p\u00ebr dik\u00eb tjet\u00ebr, q\u00eb ndoshta mund t\u00eb jet\u00eb idealist dhe fatkeq si un\u00eb.<br \/>\nAnjeza, gruaja ime s\u2019\u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb e pafjal\u00eb dhe e urt\u00eb si m\u00eb par\u00eb, \u00ebsht\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb tmerr\u00ebsisht e paduruar, nevrike dhe topatane, s\u2019ka fare dhembshuri p\u00ebr mua, mban an\u00ebn djalit, Xhuvit i cili gjithnj\u00eb m\u00eb thot\u00eb pa m\u00eb par\u00eb n\u00eb sy: -Ku ishe ti baba kur u shtrua sofra dhe n\u00eb mes n\u00eb mes t\u00eb dhom\u00ebs dhe u vu bakllavaja e fitimtarit?<br \/>\n-Ku isha! N\u00eb ballin e luft\u00ebs dhe t\u00eb pun\u00ebs isha,- i them.<br \/>\n-Le q\u00eb s\u2019h\u00ebngre ndonj\u00eb cip\u00eb bakllavaje por dhe shurupin e saj e le t\u00eb zaharosej&#8230;<br \/>\n-Ik lanet, nuk di se \u00e7\u2019flet. Un\u00eb e mbrojta bakllavan\u00eb se ishte p\u00ebr popullin dhe shurupin e bakllavas\u00eb nuk e lash\u00eb t\u00eb zaharosej, more vesh, mora thuaj?!- e nd\u00ebrpreva z\u00ebngjirur, m\u00eb p\u00ebrv\u00eblonte fyti.<br \/>\n&#8211; O baba, p\u00ebrse b\u00ebn sikur s\u2019kupton. Si i b\u00ebhet hallit se populli si ne, mbeti me gisht n\u00eb goj\u00eb dhe bakllavan\u00eb e p\u00ebrlan\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt! P\u00ebrse s\u2019je si t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt q\u00eb dit\u00ebn e v\u00ebrtit\u00ebn, si dje dhe sot nj\u00eb skenar? Ata q\u00eb e drodh\u00ebn b\u00ebjn\u00eb jet\u00eb p\u00ebrrallore, t\u00eb shtypin kok\u00ebn me para. Nd\u00ebrsa ne&#8230;<br \/>\n-Ore derr i derrit&#8230; Mjaft m\u00eb \u00e7ukullite kok\u00ebn dhe d\u00ebgjo k\u00ebtu hiqe at\u00eb dreq \u2018Ti\u2019 se m\u00eb acaron nervat &#8230;<br \/>\n-Mir\u00eb e the, \u2018derr i derrit, jemi barabar.\u2019<br \/>\n-Nuk e thash\u00eb mir\u00eb, nuk jemi derra. Po \u00e7far\u00eb t\u00eb them, o Xhuvi, o bir. T\u00eb lutem griji syt\u00eb, m\u00eb v\u00ebshtro n\u00eb sy, nuk ta thot\u00eb zemra, ve\u00e7 t\u00eb llomotit gjuha,- i thash\u00eb.<br \/>\n-Un\u00eb t\u00eb them nj\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb t\u00eb hidhur, o baba,- m\u00eb ktheu Xhuvi.<br \/>\n-Eh, e v\u00ebrteta, e v\u00ebrteta! M\u00eb pyet ku isha un\u00eb, h\u00eb?! Kam punuar si gjith\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt, me p\u00ebrkushtim, thjesht\u00ebsi e ndershm\u00ebri dhe ndjenja k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi, &#8211; fola me gjith\u00eb shpirt.<br \/>\n-Po \u00e7far\u00eb qullose o baba?<br \/>\n-\u00c7far\u00eb qullosa!? Ashtu ishte koha&#8230;<br \/>\n-Mir\u00eb e ka djali,- m\u00eb nd\u00ebrpreu Anjeza si kakap\u00ebre:- Qulli na mbeti dhe qulli po na mbyt. Ty tu pre k\u00ebmba, vuajte si qeni. Tani t\u00eb dhembin dhe t\u00eb \u00e7ajn\u00eb kockat. T\u00eb tjer\u00ebve q\u00eb nuk i pickoi asnj\u00eb grer\u00eb, b\u00ebjn\u00eb pall\u00ebn e ariut.<br \/>\n-Anjeza, ti e di mir\u00eb sa i ndersh\u00ebm dhe i p\u00ebrkushtuar isha un\u00eb, ndaj teje, familjes, detyr\u00ebs dhe idealit,- i fola ultas, gati me t\u00eb lutur, m\u00eb dridhej trupi.<br \/>\n-E sikur ta dija o burr\u00eb, \u00e7\u2019r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi ka, tani nuk e di m\u00eb. Syt\u00eb i kam n\u00eb ball\u00eb dhe vesh\u00ebt n\u00eb vend. E shoh dhe d\u00ebgjoj \u00e7do dit\u00eb \u00e7far\u00eb b\u00ebhet,- mu shkreh ajo: &#8211; Medaljet zieji dhe piu l\u00ebngun tre her\u00eb n\u00eb dit\u00eb.<br \/>\n-Eh more baba, ku je ti dhe ku jan\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt? Idealizmat e tua dhe qenve po tu a hedh\u00ebsh nuk i han\u00eb,- m\u00eb foli me ironi djali.<br \/>\n-Ja, merr shembull Reshat Me\u00e7k\u00ebn. H\u00eb m\u00eb i lumt\u00eb atij, ai \u00ebsht\u00eb burr\u00eb,- m\u00eb foli gruaja me t\u00eb keq.<br \/>\n-Mjaft! M\u00eb lini rehat, b\u00ebhuni def&#8230;- i nd\u00ebrpreva me inat:- Reshat Me\u00e7k\u00eb na qenka burr\u00eb dhe un\u00eb jo. Turp. Ai \u00ebsht\u00eb zarb\u00eb, djall me brir\u00eb, jo njeri. P\u00ebrse m\u00eb merrni shembull t\u00eb till\u00eb njer\u00ebz dhe m\u00eb lodhni me gjepura dhe nuk m\u00eb v\u00ebshtroni n\u00eb sy? Nuk e shihni, nuk u plasin syt\u00eb! M\u00eb duhet t\u00eb t\u00ebrheq n\u00eb labirintin e ngusht\u00eb dhe me kthesa t\u00eb viteve t\u00eb v\u00ebshtira nj\u00eb protez\u00eb t\u00eb posht\u00ebr druri. Nuk jam si t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt! H\u00eb, p\u00ebrse nuk jam si t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt e p\u00ebrse duhet t\u00eb jem si ata! Sigurisht nuk jam si t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt. Un\u00eb s\u2019kam k\u00ebmb\u00eb por nj\u00eb cung dhe ata i kan\u00eb t\u00eb dy k\u00ebmb\u00ebt e sh\u00ebndosha, nuk baresin por vrapojn\u00eb.<br \/>\n-Duhet t\u00eb ishe si t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt,- m\u00eb bu\u00e7asin vesh\u00ebt: -K\u00ebmba e drunjt\u00eb, gjaku i derdhur n\u00eb luft\u00eb, me merit\u00eb duhet t\u00eb jepte cop\u00ebn e merituar t\u00eb tort\u00ebs apo t\u00eb bakllavas\u00eb dhe jo t\u00eb mbeteshim t\u00eb varf\u00ebr deri n\u00eb dhembje.<br \/>\n-Un\u00eb t\u00eb rr\u00ebmbeja cop\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u00eb bakllavas\u00eb?! &#8211; ia b\u00ebra gjith\u00eb trishtim. Gruaja dhe djali m\u00eb kishin q\u00ebndruar mbi krye, sikur do m\u00eb merrnin frym\u00ebn dhe penguar rezen e drit\u00ebs. L\u00ebviza krahun e majt\u00eb p\u00ebr ti shmangur dhe duke r\u00ebnkuar u thash\u00eb:- Jo, kurr\u00eb, po shok\u00ebt q\u00eb u vran\u00eb? Ata trima q\u00eb ran\u00eb n\u00eb luft\u00eb, q\u00eb dhan\u00eb jet\u00ebn p\u00ebr nj\u00eb ideal. Ata t\u00eb gjor\u00eb s\u2019kan\u00eb goj\u00eb t\u00eb flasin, t\u00eb k\u00ebrkojn\u00eb, u kalb\u00ebn n\u00eb dhe. Vall\u00eb ata nuk kan\u00eb t\u00eb drejt\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb se t\u00eb gjith\u00eb! Ju lutem ikni, m\u00eb lini te qet\u00eb, m\u00eb lini vet\u00ebm, me heshtjen, vuajtjen dhe mundimin tim. Kam faj un\u00eb q\u00eb nuk jam si t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt.<br \/>\nIka i nd\u00ebrkryer. Zbrita shkall\u00ebt e ngurta duke hedhur k\u00ebmb\u00ebt kuturu. Gruaja m\u00eb thirri nga pas t\u00eb ecja me kujdes, t\u00eb mos gremisesha n\u00ebp\u00ebr shkall\u00eb. M\u00eb thua sa p\u00ebr sy faqe t\u00eb mos gremisem. Ku ta gjej t\u00eb gremisem, por jo t\u00eb thyej ndonj\u00eb esht\u00ebr dhe kock\u00eb tjet\u00ebr, por t\u00eb m\u00eb bjer\u00eb n\u00eb kok\u00eb dhe n\u00eb grop\u00eb&#8230;<br \/>\nVlash Pambuku do muhabet, prandaj m\u00eb hedh ndonj\u00eb fjal\u00eb si n\u00ebp\u00ebr t\u00eb. Por un\u00eb nuk kam asnj\u00eb d\u00ebshir\u00eb t\u00eb bisedoj me t\u00eb dhe me t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt. \u00c7\u2019mund t\u00eb them, ai e ka krip\u00ebn e that\u00eb, nj\u00eb cop\u00eb pron\u00eb e ka, sa her\u00eb e fshin dyqanin do gjej\u00eb ndonj\u00eb monedh\u00eb. Po un\u00eb, mbart mbi supe ankimin skandaloz t\u00eb familjes. N\u00eb lokal hyn\u00eb ky klient\u00eb dhe un\u00eb shp\u00ebtova prej tij. Por dhe n\u00eb lokal nuk m\u00eb rihet m\u00eb, m\u00eb duket sikur m\u00eb ha trupi. P\u00ebrsh\u00ebndeta me dor\u00eb Vlashin, ai ishte i p\u00ebrpir\u00eb nga puna dhe s\u2019ma kishte ngen\u00eb. Dola.<br \/>\nKoha \u00ebsht\u00eb e vrenjtur, mb\u00ebshtjell\u00eb me mjegull t\u00eb leht\u00eb, t\u00eb p\u00ebrhim\u00eb dhe here pas here q\u00ebmton d\u00ebbor\u00eb. Atje ku kan\u00eb mbetur ende gjurm\u00eb t\u00eb pa shkrira prej q\u00ebmtimit t\u00eb d\u00ebbor\u00ebs, m\u00eb duket sikur ka nj\u00eb ngjyrosje mellani, blu t\u00eb err\u00ebt, kalimtar\u00ebt nuk guxojn\u00eb ta shkelin por e anashkalojn\u00eb, duke pritur t\u00eb shkrij\u00eb lag\u00ebshtira lodh\u00ebse e dit\u00ebs. Nj\u00eb hop kujtova se mos d\u00ebbora qe p\u00ebrlyer prej kallamarit me boj\u00eb shkrimi t\u00eb p\u00ebrmbysur aksidentalisht i ndonj\u00eb f\u00ebmije shkolle. K\u00ebmba e drunjt\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb vjet\u00ebrsuar, plasaritur dhe nga dita n\u00eb dit\u00eb po b\u00ebhet gjithnj\u00eb e m\u00eb e pavolitshme, por q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb pjes\u00eb e pandar\u00eb e trupit tim. Kam d\u00ebgjuar q\u00eb diku jasht\u00eb shtetit p\u00ebrgatiten k\u00ebmb\u00eb plastike t\u00eb lehta dhe shum\u00eb t\u00eb manovrueshme, por duhet nj\u00eb torb\u00eb pazari me t\u00eb holla nd\u00ebrsa pensioni im simbolik \u00ebsht\u00eb vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb fjal\u00eb goje.<br \/>\nDuart e rreshkura i kam rrasur thell\u00eb n\u00eb xhepat e pardesys\u00eb s\u00eb vjet\u00ebr, t\u00eb zbardhur si p\u00ebr t\u00eb ruajtur baraspeshimin, por nuk mundem t\u00eb kthehen p\u00ebrs\u00ebri te \u2018Ushtari i panjohur\u2019 m\u00eb lidhen k\u00ebmb\u00ebt gjer aty.<br \/>\nEc kokulur me merakun e rr\u00ebzimit t\u00eb papritur dhe krisjes s\u00eb tmerrshme brenda vetes. T\u00ebrheq k\u00ebmb\u00ebn zvarr\u00eb, n\u00eb trotuarin me pllaka t\u00eb thyera, pran\u00eb xhamave t\u00eb m\u00ebdha t\u00eb hotel turizmit, p\u00ebr t\u00eb shkuar dyqanin e Jerin\u00ebs, t\u00eb marr si zakonisht buk\u00ebn me list\u00eb. Mezi pres dit\u00ebn e nes\u00ebrme, e do zoti nuk bie shum\u00eb d\u00ebbor\u00eb. \u00cbsht\u00eb dit\u00eb e r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme e muajit, do shkoj n\u00eb ark\u00ebn e sigurimeve shoq\u00ebrore do t\u00eb t\u00ebrheq pensionin qesharak mujor e, prej andej do mbaj frym\u00ebn n\u00eb dyqanin e Jerin\u00ebs, t\u00eb heq prej supeve barr\u00ebn e r\u00ebnd\u00eb t\u00eb borxhit.<br \/>\nV\u00ebshtroj n\u00eb xhama hijen time dhe tronditem. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb kan\u00eb hije t\u00eb drejta elegante. Nd\u00ebrsa hija ime l\u00ebviz cunguesh\u00ebm, reflektohet n\u00eb xhame dhe n\u00eb uj\u00ebra, si nj\u00eb deg\u00eb e thyer peme q\u00eb p\u00ebrdridhet dhe p\u00ebrthyhet n\u00eb imazhin e uj\u00ebrave t\u00eb lyrosura. Brenga ime \u00ebsht\u00eb e gjithanshme.<\/p>\n<p><strong>III<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Q\u00eb n\u00eb m\u00ebngjes mu l\u00ebndua dita, por nuk e dija se do m\u00eb vritej p\u00ebrfundimisht ajo.<br \/>\nU shmanga prej xhamave tradhtare dhe l\u00ebviza pjerrtas disa hapa m\u00eb tej. Befas buz\u00eb trotuarit dy metra larg meje q\u00ebndroi me zhurm\u00eb dhe frenoi me forc\u00eb nj\u00eb makin\u00eb kart\u00eb e re q\u00eb m\u00eb sp\u00ebrkati me balt\u00eb, m\u00eb b\u00ebri helaq. U mata t\u00eb b\u00ebrtisja me sa z\u00eb q\u00eb kisha n\u00eb kok\u00eb. Ti shkrehesha shoferit, ti thosha:<br \/>\nOre buf, s\u2019 t\u00eb plas\u00ebn syt\u00eb, se sheh, ka njer\u00ebz q\u00eb ecin n\u00eb trotuare.<br \/>\nN\u00eb \u00e7ast gjuha m\u00eb ngriu, mu b\u00eb nj\u00eblloj, si cungu i k\u00ebmb\u00ebs. Kur pash\u00eb q\u00eb me ceremoni u hap dera e makin\u00ebs dhe me madh\u00ebshti zbriti&#8230; Reshat Me\u00e7ka! Kisha vite q\u00eb se kisha par\u00eb Ai ishte i vjet\u00ebr por i mbajtur, i fryr\u00eb, gjoks p\u00ebrpara, i sh\u00ebndosh\u00eb, Fytyr\u00ebkuq, dukej sikur do ti p\u00eblciste fytyra prej vet\u00ebk\u00ebnaq\u00ebsis\u00eb dhe sh\u00ebndetit. T\u00eb jet\u00eb v\u00ebrtet Reshati ky! Ai m\u00eb hodhi nj\u00eb v\u00ebshtrim indiferent, n\u00ebnvleft\u00ebsues, p\u00ebrbuz\u00ebs dhe bariti me madh\u00ebshti drejt shkall\u00ebve t\u00eb hotel turizmit.<br \/>\n-Mir\u00ebserdh\u00ebt, urdh\u00ebroni brenda zoti Reshat, &#8211; d\u00ebgjova z\u00ebrin servil t\u00eb punonj\u00ebsit t\u00eb turizmit.<br \/>\nUn\u00eb u zbytha me tej. Reshat Me\u00e7ka! Anjeza dhe djali Xhuvi ma p\u00ebrmendin gjithnj\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb em\u00ebr, ma shpifin, ma ven\u00eb si shembull p\u00ebrpara. Ata nuk e din\u00eb kush \u00ebsht\u00eb Reshat Me\u00e7ka, prandaj i d\u00ebgjoja pa u kushtuar shum\u00eb v\u00ebmendje dhe nervozohesha. \u00c7udit\u00ebrisht tani gjendem ngujuar, si trung n\u00eb trotuar dhe i p\u00ebrlyer me lym nga koka deri n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb prej makin\u00ebs s\u00eb tij. I n\u00ebnvleft\u00ebsuar e p\u00ebrbuzur. M\u00eb b\u00ebri t\u00eb m\u00eb vinte keq p\u00ebr veten dhe gjith\u00eb jet\u00ebn time. T\u00eb m\u00eb rr\u00ebqethej trupi deri n\u00eb palc\u00eb&#8230;.<br \/>\n\u00c7far\u00eb b\u00ebre o Reshat Me\u00e7ka! P\u00ebrse m\u00eb dole p\u00ebrs\u00ebri p\u00ebrpara o Reshat Me\u00e7ka. Pik\u00ebrisht tani kur m\u00eb ha dhe m\u00eb kruan i gjith\u00eb trupi prej marazit dhe m\u00eb p\u00ebrleve me llum. Shkoje ore tutje, qyteti ka boll trotuare ku mund t\u00eb ndalosh makin\u00ebn.<br \/>\nPor ky Reshat Me\u00e7ka nuk d\u00ebgjoi, m\u00eb shpartalloj dhe nj\u00ebher\u00ebsh m\u00eb shkundi trupin tim t\u00eb drobitur me gjith\u00eb lecka&#8230;.<br \/>\n\u2018E sheh ku \u00ebsht\u00eb Reshat Me\u00e7ka, e sheh! Ku ai dhe ku ti! Atij i ndrit l\u00ebkura, nd\u00ebrsa ti, rrjepacak i p\u00ebrlyer si lypsar i mjer\u00eb me balt\u00eb,\u2019 m\u00eb foli z\u00ebri pas veshit.<br \/>\n\u2018Ku dini ju gj\u00eb,\u2019 gati sa nuk b\u00ebrtita: \u2019Nuk dua t\u00eb jem si ai.\u2019<br \/>\n\u2018Sigurisht nuk je si ai.\u2019<br \/>\n\u2018\u00cbh\u00eb!\u2019 ia b\u00ebra.<br \/>\n\u2018Ti je me nj\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb, cung, ai me dy k\u00ebmb\u00eb, i gjat\u00eb i sh\u00ebndosh\u00eb si ka.\u2019<br \/>\n\u2018Oh!\u2019 m\u00ebrm\u00ebrita.<br \/>\n\u2018Ai \u00ebsht\u00eb me sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtor\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi,\u2019 m\u00eb bu\u00e7iti z\u00ebri pas veshit.<br \/>\n\u2018Reshati me sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtor\u00eb,\u2019 klitha.<br \/>\n\u2018Pse \u00e7uditesh, t\u00eb kesh sot sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtor\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb gj\u00eb e zakonshme.\u2019<br \/>\n\u2018Sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtor\u00eb! Mjaft, mjaft, mjaft! Ikni tutje. M\u00eb lini me gjith\u00eb hallin tim,\u2019 b\u00ebrtita. Dhe zura vesh\u00ebt me duar. Por z\u00ebrat ishin kok\u00ebforta mi d\u00ebrmonin gisht\u00ebrinjt\u00eb&#8230;<br \/>\nU t\u00ebrhoqa m\u00ebnjan\u00eb. Iu shmanga njer\u00ebzve me nxitim dhe u p\u00ebrpoqa t\u00eb p\u00ebrmbaja veten mos m\u00eb ngat\u00ebrronin me Cile t\u00eb marrin, i cili kur lodhet nga fjal\u00ebt dhe ngacmimet e t\u00eb tjer\u00ebve, l\u00ebshon klithma histerie, z\u00eb vesh\u00ebt me duar dhe ulet n\u00eb bisht kudo q\u00eb t\u00eb ndodhet&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong>IV<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>M\u00eb kujtohet fort mir\u00eb, kur ai zbrazi koburen, krismat shungulluan n\u00eb vesh\u00ebt e mi dhe pas pak d\u00ebgjova klithma t\u00eb thekshme, pash\u00eb rr\u00ebzimin e trupave, b\u00ebrtita i \u00e7ak\u00ebrdisur:<br \/>\n-\u00c7far\u00eb b\u00ebre o Reshat Me\u00e7ka?!<br \/>\n&#8211; H\u00eb! Pse \u00e7far\u00eb b\u00ebra? &#8211; ia b\u00ebri Reshati me shikim t\u00eb mjegullt dhe fryu tyt\u00ebs s\u00eb nxeht\u00eb t\u00eb kobures.<br \/>\n-Ore me gjith\u00eb mend e zbraze koburen mbi ta,- r\u00ebnkova me trishtim<br \/>\n-Koburja p\u00ebr tu zbrazur \u00ebsht\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb,- ma ktheu ai pa e prishur gjakun.<br \/>\nV\u00ebshtrova sy zgurdulluar trupat e t\u00eb dy q\u00eblluarve me plumba, t\u00eb plandosur nj\u00ebri mbi tjetrin dhe u mb\u00ebshteta n\u00eb b\u00ebrrylin e majt\u00eb. T\u00eb gjor\u00ebt p\u00ebrp\u00ebliteshin n\u00eb grahmat e pragvdekjes. Pellgu i gjakut filloi t\u00eb rridhte curril prej plag\u00ebve t\u00eb porsa shkaktuara, e po p\u00ebrpinte hap\u00ebsir\u00eb n\u00eb dyshemen\u00eb e mermert\u00eb dhe turrej drejt meje. K\u00ebrceva si t\u00eb m\u00eb kish pickuar zekthi dhe u t\u00ebrhoqa pas me mundim. P\u00ebrgjat\u00eb rr\u00ebzimit k\u00ebmba e cunguar m\u00eb ish p\u00ebrgjakur.<br \/>\n-H\u00ebm, tu dhimbsen k\u00ebta derra?<br \/>\n-Po ti i vrave?!- g\u00ebrhita.<br \/>\n&#8211; \u00c7\u2019 tu b\u00ebja, ti tarnanisja, &#8211; hung\u00ebriti Reshati dhe i fryu kobures q\u00eb l\u00ebshonte akoma tym:- Nuk i pe qelb\u00ebsirat, p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb cop\u00eb mut kuti tu sul\u00ebn si p\u00ebrbind\u00ebsha p\u00ebr t\u00eb mbytur.<br \/>\n-Dhe ti Reshat p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb cop\u00eb mut kuti, i b\u00ebre f\u00ebrtele tak- fak, h\u00eb! &#8211; m\u00ebrm\u00ebrita. Koka m\u00eb bu\u00e7iste.<br \/>\n-M\u00eb mo se borgjez\u00eb t\u00eb posht\u00ebr jan\u00eb, t\u00eb pangopurit, gjith\u00eb jet\u00ebn na kan\u00eb pir\u00eb gjakun. Sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtor\u00eb na kan\u00eb trajtuar, pa pik\u00ebn e dinjitetit&#8230;<br \/>\nDhembjet e k\u00ebmb\u00ebs s\u00eb cunguar m\u00eb thernin n\u00eb shpirt. Kafshova buz\u00ebn dhe u ng\u00ebrdhesha, pa u ndar\u00eb shikimin dy t\u00eb mjer\u00ebve q\u00eb po mb\u00ebrtheheshin prej zbeht\u00ebsis\u00eb dhe akullsis\u00eb t\u00eb pam\u00ebshirshme s\u00eb vdekjes.<br \/>\nIshte bastisja e tret\u00eb q\u00eb b\u00ebnim n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e tregtarit t\u00eb qytetit Ndini Frati. Pas shum\u00eb presioneve, torturave, m\u00eb n\u00eb fund Ndinit trup vog\u00ebl me kok\u00eb t\u00eb shuk\u00ebt ju hap goja:<br \/>\n\u2018H\u00ebm.., \u00ebsht\u00eb jeta ime, kan\u00eb punuar dhe ropatur kat\u00ebr breza&#8230; h\u00ebm&#8230;m&#8230; m, h\u00ebm&#8230;m&#8230;m,\u2019 sikur fliste honi i thell\u00eb dhe jo njeriu. Shok\u00ebt e grupit hetimor t\u00eb d\u00ebrmuar flak\u00ebn p\u00ebrdhe veglat e torturave, u ndeh\u00ebn, p\u00ebrqendruan t\u00eb gjitha shqisat p\u00ebr t\u00eb zb\u00ebrthyer p\u00ebshp\u00ebrim\u00ebn e r\u00ebnd\u00eb si t\u00eb ngrihej nga fund bota. Ata me t\u00eb drejt\u00eb u nervozuan.<br \/>\n\u2018P\u00ebrs\u00ebrite prap\u00eb,\u2019 i b\u00ebrtit\u00ebn, \u2018fol maskara, trego. Nuk na duhet sa breza kan\u00eb punuar. Na duhet ku i ke fshehur qypet me florinj? Hape gryken, p\u00ebrgjigju.\u2019<br \/>\n\u2018 H\u00ebm&#8230;m&#8230;m, h\u00ebm&#8230;m&#8230;m,\u2019 ia b\u00ebri p\u00ebrs\u00ebri Ndini Frati.<br \/>\nShok\u00ebt e grupit hetimor fshin\u00eb djers\u00ebt, ngrit\u00ebn mjetet e torturave dhe u b\u00ebn\u00eb gati p\u00ebr m\u00ebsymje t\u00eb re.<br \/>\n\u2018Mos do t\u00eb shtrohesh prap\u00eb n\u00eb tortur\u00eb, t\u00eb ngordh\u00ebsh si qen,\u2019i than\u00eb:\u2019 Merre vesh nj\u00ebher\u00eb e mir\u00eb o pusht i keq, nuk ka m\u00ebshir\u00eb p\u00ebr borgjez\u00ebt, klas\u00ebn e p\u00ebrmbysur. Ngordhi koha juaj.\u2019<br \/>\nNdini Frati u p\u00ebrdrodh, u deformua, volli me gul\u00e7e dhe honi i thell\u00eb polli t\u00eb fsheht\u00ebn&#8230;<br \/>\n\u2018M\u00eb n\u00eb fund u kuptua. I nxori lakrat e barkut,\u2019 b\u00ebrtit\u00ebn shok\u00ebt e grupit hetimor dhe gj\u00ebmuan jasht\u00eb n\u00eb rrug\u00ebt e p\u00ebrbaltura.<br \/>\nBinte shi me gjyma. K\u00ebrko, g\u00ebrmo. M\u00eb n\u00eb fund qypat e fshehura me florinj u gjeten aty ku nuk mendohej, qen\u00eb groposur n\u00eb kopsht, thell\u00eb n\u00eb tok\u00eb e mbi to me djall\u00ebzi Ndini imcak kish mbjell\u00eb tr\u00ebndafila dhe tulipan\u00eb. Shok\u00ebt e grupit hetimor mor\u00ebn frym\u00eb t\u00eb leht\u00ebsuar dhe than\u00eb:<br \/>\n\u2018I poshtri, dhe lulet donte ti p\u00ebrdhoste&#8230;\u2019<br \/>\nUrdh\u00ebruan t\u00eb mbartnin tregtarin e torturuar Ndini Frati n\u00eb kthin\u00ebn e labirintit t\u00eb kthetr\u00ebs ku firmoseshin formalitetet p\u00ebrfundimtare. Ai ishte b\u00ebr\u00eb nj\u00eb skelet me dy pare shpirt dhe q\u00ebndronte i lidhur si qen i zgjebosur n\u00eb cep t\u00eb hetuesis\u00eb.<br \/>\nMeqen\u00ebse un\u00eb isha me nj\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb e gjysm\u00eb dhe Reshati mik i komisarit, ishim t\u00eb caktuar nga komanda e qarkut p\u00ebr grumbullimin dhe rruajtjen e sendeve t\u00eb sekuestruara. Na urdh\u00ebruan ti mbartnin qypet me florinj n\u00eb zyrat e komand\u00ebs s\u00eb qarkut.<br \/>\nBefas n\u00eb mesnat\u00ebn e dit\u00ebs tjet\u00ebr kur ish ftoht\u00eb dhe binte bot\u00eb me flashka t\u00eb m\u00ebdha erdhi informata e fundit p\u00ebr fshehjen e kutis\u00eb me xhevahire dhe tak\u00ebme grash nga nj\u00eb ish sh\u00ebrbyes i sht\u00ebpis\u00eb. T\u00eb lodhur dhe t\u00eb pagjum\u00eb shok\u00ebt e grupit hetimor e shkul\u00ebn Ndini Fratin prej kthin\u00ebs s\u00eb kthetr\u00ebs, e shpun\u00eb zvarr\u00eb n\u00eb qilarin e ingranazheve t\u00eb zb\u00ebrthimit dhe e vun\u00eb s\u00ebrish n\u00eb tortur\u00eb. Tregtari imcak ish b\u00ebr\u00eb kock\u00eb l\u00ebkur\u00eb, nuk p\u00ebrballoi m\u00eb, honi shum\u00eb shpejt u shtrydh dhe u zb\u00ebrthye. Komanda e qarkut urdh\u00ebroi mua dhe Reshatin t\u00eb shkonim ta gjenim dhe ta sekuestronim.<br \/>\nGjith\u00e7ka ndodhi shum\u00eb shpejt, sa hap e mbyll syt\u00eb. Trokit\u00ebn me potere, me \u00e7okun e bronzt\u00eb t\u00eb fiksuar n\u00eb port\u00ebn e r\u00ebnd\u00eb me dru are. Der\u00ebn na i hapi i biri i Ndinit dhe e reja, t\u00eb dy ishin t\u00eb verdh\u00eb dyll\u00eb m\u00eb fytyr\u00eb dhe t\u00eb llahtarisur. Pa u th\u00ebn\u00eb gjysm\u00eb fjale i shtym\u00eb pas der\u00ebs dhe hym\u00eb me vrull n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e madhe, t\u00eb ftoht\u00eb dhe t\u00eb boshatisur. Informacioni ish i p\u00ebrpikt\u00eb.<br \/>\n\u2018H\u00eb, h\u00eb, druri v\u00eblla ka dal\u00eb nga xheneti, nuk ka me t\u00eb d\u00ebngla e m\u00ebngra,\u2019 m\u00ebrm\u00ebriti i k\u00ebnaqur Reshati. Rr\u00ebzuam me kazm\u00eb disa tulla e kur po zgjatesha t\u00eb merrja kutin\u00eb e argjende q\u00eb gjet\u00ebm t\u00eb fshehur n\u00eb cepin e majt\u00eb t\u00eb vatr\u00ebs, d\u00ebgjova z\u00ebrin e p\u00ebrgj\u00ebruar t\u00eb nuses bukuroshe t\u00eb veshur me m\u00ebndafsh:<br \/>\n\u2018Ju lutem vet\u00ebm k\u00ebt\u00eb mos ma merrni, \u00ebsht\u00eb prika ime.\u2019<br \/>\nM\u00eb pas u d\u00ebgjuan klithma t\u00eb trishtuara dhe qarje me kuje. Me bisht t\u00eb syrit pash\u00eb disa duar q\u00eb u ngut\u00ebn p\u00ebr t\u00eb ma rr\u00ebmbyer kutin\u00eb e argjend. Me rr\u00ebmbim dhe instinktivisht l\u00ebviza djathtas p\u00ebr tu shmangur, k\u00ebmba e drunjt\u00eb nuk mu urdh\u00ebrua, humba ekuilibrin, u rr\u00ebzova. At\u00eb \u00e7ast d\u00ebgjova disa krisma gj\u00ebmuese revolveri, dy trupat e \u00e7iftit t\u00eb ri u k\u00ebput\u00ebn si t\u00eb prer\u00eb me kosore dhe u dergj\u00ebn p\u00ebrdhe, t\u00eb mbytur n\u00eb gjak, nj\u00eb met\u00ebr larg meje.<br \/>\nNdjeja dhembje n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00ebn e prer\u00eb, proteza kish l\u00ebvizur prej vendit duke m\u00eb shkaktuar gjakosje.<br \/>\n\u2018Nuk vritet njeriu p\u00ebr nj\u00eb cop\u00eb kuti o Reshat,\u2019 i thash\u00eb me inat. Vendosa gjurin e k\u00ebmb\u00ebs s\u00eb sh\u00ebndosh\u00eb dhe b\u00ebra t\u00eb ngrihesha.<br \/>\n\u2018Vriten q\u00eb \u00e7\u2019ke me t\u00eb,\u2019 hung\u00ebriti Reshati.<br \/>\n\u2018 K\u00ebta t\u00eb gjor\u00eb nuk mund\u00ebn as t\u00eb m\u00eb preknin. Rr\u00ebzimi ndodhi prej k\u00ebsaj dreq k\u00ebmbe,\u2019 i thash\u00eb.<br \/>\n\u2018Nuk t\u00eb prek\u00ebn,\u2019 b\u00ebrtiti me sa kish n\u00eb kok\u00eb Reshati.<br \/>\n\u2018Jo, nuk m\u00eb prek\u00ebn.\u2019<br \/>\n\u2018Pun\u00eb dreqi. P\u00ebrse nuk t\u00eb prek\u00ebn? Tani m\u00eb thua mua q\u00eb nuk t\u00eb prek\u00ebn! \u00c7far\u00eb tu b\u00ebjm\u00eb k\u00ebtyre borgjez\u00ebve q\u00eb po p\u00ebrp\u00ebliten akoma?! Tu jap e nga nj\u00eb plumb n\u00eb lule t\u00eb ballit, t\u00eb cofin nj\u00ebher\u00eb e mir\u00eb?\u2019<br \/>\n\u2018Ti hapje syt\u00eb,\u2019 iu shkreha,\u2019 duhet t\u00eb jemi t\u00eb matur. Njeriu nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb krimb.\u2019<br \/>\nReshati ngriti supet.<br \/>\n\u2018H\u00ebm, ti hapja syt\u00eb! Duhet t\u00eb jemi t\u00eb matur, h\u00eb! Ja q\u00eb nuk jemi t\u00eb matur, jemi t\u00eb rinj, na zien gjaku n\u00eb damar\u00eb,\u2019 ia b\u00ebri Reshati, futi koburen n\u00eb brez dhe shtr\u00ebngoi rripin e pantallonave.<br \/>\n\u2018Dhe k\u00ebta q\u00eb dergjen p\u00ebrdhe jan\u00eb t\u00eb rinj si ne,\u2019 i thash\u00eb.<br \/>\n\u2018K\u00ebta jan\u00eb reaksionar\u00eb, tregtar\u00eb, s\u2019jan\u00eb si ne.\u2019<br \/>\n\u2018Ky djali vinte n\u00eb celul\u00ebn ton\u00eb,\u2019 thash\u00eb.<br \/>\n\u2018Hajt, \u00e7\u2019u b\u00eb u b\u00eb,\u2019ma ktheu Reshati pa ja v\u00ebn\u00eb veshin fjal\u00ebve t\u00eb mia: \u2018Hajt t\u00eb b\u00ebjm\u00eb nj\u00eb raport p\u00ebr ngjarjen, p\u00ebr rrezikshm\u00ebrin\u00eb e paraqitur prej tyre, ta firmosim t\u00eb dy dhe ta dor\u00ebzojm\u00eb n\u00eb komand\u00eb,\u2019 m\u00ebrm\u00ebriti Reshati me syt\u00eb e ngulur tek nusja e re. Penuari i saj i m\u00ebndafsh i ish zb\u00ebrthyer, shkalafitur, p\u00ebrlyer me gjak. Ajo ish vet\u00ebn n\u00eb t\u00eb linjtat gati t\u00eb tejdukshme.<br \/>\n\u2018Borgjezja e dreqit edhe pse e cofur ka nj\u00eb zbeht\u00ebsi provokuese marramend\u00ebse,\u2019 m\u00ebrm\u00ebriti Reshati.<br \/>\nI biri i Ndinit, imcak si i ati, sy zgurdulluar po jepte grahmat e fundit.<br \/>\nU ngrita me v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsi dhe u ula n\u00eb stolin aty pran\u00eb. Reshati me kureshtje t\u00eb madhe hapi kapakun e kutis\u00eb t\u00eb gdhendur n\u00eb ar dhe rr\u00ebmoi nj\u00eb cop\u00eb her\u00eb aty.<br \/>\n\u2018\u00c7far\u00eb tak\u00ebme jan\u00eb ato o Reshat?\u2019 e pyeta.<br \/>\n\u2018Rraqe t\u00eb poshtra borgjeze. Rangulla t\u00eb ndyra, si ato q\u00eb mbajn\u00eb zuskat n\u00eb bordello,\u2019 ia b\u00ebri Reshati dhe mbylli kutin\u00eb.<br \/>\n\u2018Ma jep kutin\u00eb ta shoh,\u2019 k\u00ebmb\u00ebngula.<br \/>\nReshat Me\u00e7ka me pishman m\u00eb zgjati kutin\u00eb ku n\u00eb t\u00eb ishin gdhendur dy engj\u00ebllush\u00eb t\u00eb art\u00eb. Kutia brenda ish veshur me kadife t\u00eb but\u00eb, t\u00eb kuq dhe n\u00eb t\u00eb kish unaza t\u00eb \u00e7muara, xhevahire dhe byzylyk\u00eb vezullues, m\u00eb shum\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00ebrhoqi v\u00ebmendjen nj\u00eb unaz\u00eb e trash\u00eb floriri me gur blu rrezatues. Nuk kisha par\u00eb n\u00eb jet\u00ebn time sende t\u00eb tilla shk\u00eblqimtare. Reshati nuk m\u00eb la ti sodisja gjat\u00eb, ma t\u00ebrhoqi kutin\u00eb me syt\u00eb q\u00eb i zverdhonin prej lakmis\u00eb dhe e futi n\u00eb \u00e7ant\u00ebn ushtarake.<br \/>\nU p\u00ebrpoqa t\u00eb fiksoja protez\u00ebn e drunjt\u00eb pas cungut t\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00ebs s\u00eb l\u00ebnduar, u shtremb\u00ebrova m\u00eb dysh prej dhembjeve, ishte pun\u00eb q\u00eb s\u2019b\u00ebhej.<br \/>\n\u2018Hajt t\u00eb \u00e7oj n\u00eb spital,\u2019 m\u00eb tha Reshati.<br \/>\n\u2018 Jo, jo. N\u00eb fillim \u00e7ojm\u00eb kutin\u00eb n\u00eb komand\u00eb, pastaj do kthehem t\u00eb mjekoj k\u00ebt\u00eb dreq cung n\u00eb spital,\u2019 i thash\u00eb ne inat dhe v\u00ebshtrova me dyshim drejt tij.<br \/>\nSa her\u00eb b\u00ebheshin kontrolle dhe bastisje n\u00eb sht\u00ebpit\u00eb e tregtar\u00ebve, e zbulonim qypa t\u00eb groposura me florinj t\u00eb madh\u00ebsive t\u00eb ndryshme, shok\u00ebt na i jepnin mallin e sekuestruar n\u00eb besim, p\u00ebr ti \u00e7uar n\u00eb komand\u00ebn e qarkut e t\u00eb cilat ishin pa inventar.<br \/>\n\u2018Qelb\u00ebsirat, groposet floriri, djersa, mundi i popullit. Paraja \u00ebsht\u00eb krijuar p\u00ebr ti sh\u00ebrbyer njer\u00ebzve, t\u00eb blen\u00eb me to ushqime dhe veshmbathje, jo t\u00eb fshihet vrimave,\u2019 grindej Reshati dhe v\u00ebshtronte me kujdes rreth e rrotull e p\u00ebrlante me lezet disa monedha dhe i fuste me nxitim n\u00eb xhep.<br \/>\n\u2018\u00c7far\u00eb b\u00ebn o Reshat,\u2019 i thosha, \u2018florinjt\u00eb e sekuestruara i p\u00ebrkasin popullit fukara.\u2019<br \/>\n\u2018Pse un\u00eb e ti, a nuk jemi popull fukara,\u2019 ma kthente Reshati,\u2019 t\u00eb \u00ebm\u00ebn s\u2019 \u00ebm\u00ebs, nuk ua kemi ditur asnj\u00ebher\u00eb lezetin k\u00ebtyre verdhushkave t\u00eb qelbura. Merr e ca ti se nuk p\u00ebrmbyset bota.\u2019<br \/>\n\u2018Jan\u00eb parat\u00eb e popullit o Reshat, t\u00eb thash\u00eb,\u2019 k\u00ebmb\u00ebngulja.<br \/>\n\u2018He, he, populli nuk e la k\u00ebmb\u00ebn n\u00eb luft\u00eb, ti e le,\u2019 ma kthente Reshati dhe p\u00ebrdridhte buz\u00ebt e trasha, dhe shtonte z\u00eb ul\u00ebt: \u2018 Na d\u00ebgjo k\u00ebtu, kafshoje gjuh\u00ebn p\u00ebrpara se t\u00eb flas\u00ebsh me t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt.\u2019<br \/>\nReshat Me\u00e7ka hodhi \u00e7ant\u00ebn ushtarake n\u00eb shpin\u00eb me kutin\u00eb me tak\u00ebmet e \u00e7muara borgjeze dhe i f\u00ebrsh\u00eblleu nj\u00eb karroce q\u00eb q\u00ebndronte e mbrehur n\u00eb cep t\u00eb kinemas\u00eb Maxhestik.<br \/>\n\u2018Hej, eja shpejt k\u00ebtu, shtjere menj\u00ebher\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb shokun n\u00eb spital.\u2019<br \/>\nReshati pa u v\u00ebn\u00eb veshin kund\u00ebrshtimeve t\u00eb mia, m\u00eb ngrit pesh\u00eb dhe m\u00eb hipi n\u00eb karroc\u00ebn e pist\u00eb dhe pa m\u00eb p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetur, me hap t\u00eb shpejt\u00eb ktheu b\u00ebrrylin e post\u00ebs s\u00eb vjet\u00ebr&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong>V<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u00c7far\u00eb b\u00ebre o Reshat Me\u00e7ka!<br \/>\nNuk doja ti zgjoja, ti shkundja prej pluhurit t\u00eb gjat\u00eb, ti risillja n\u00ebp\u00ebr mend dhe m\u00eb n\u00eb fund&#8230; Ah m\u00eb n\u00eb fund, t\u00eb vija n\u00eb l\u00ebvizje buz\u00ebt e holla t\u00eb rrudhosura e t\u00eb hapja goj\u00ebn. N\u00eb kamaren time t\u00eb holluar kan\u00eb mbetur si bedena t\u00eb nj\u00eb k\u00ebshtjelle t\u00eb \u00e7ak\u00ebrdisur, t\u00eb sfilitur prej koh\u00eb zgjatjes, vet\u00ebm tre dhemb\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrparm\u00eb, t\u00eb posht\u00ebm, t\u00eb verdh\u00eb, gjysm\u00eb t\u00eb kalbura n\u00eb pritje t\u00eb rr\u00ebzimit t\u00eb paralajm\u00ebruar. Dhe aty tek tuk, n\u00ebp\u00ebr t\u00eb, si t\u00eb k\u00ebrkosh n\u00ebp\u00ebr rr\u00ebnoja, mezi dallohen rr\u00ebnj\u00ebt e dh\u00ebmb\u00ebve dhe dh\u00ebmball\u00ebve t\u00eb thyera.<br \/>\nNuk doja kurrsesi ti p\u00ebrmendja o Reshat Me\u00e7ka. Nuk mund t\u00eb them q\u00eb isha un\u00eb, por ishe ti me t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt, q\u00eb me megalomani dhe moskok\u00eb\u00e7arje m\u00eb shtyt\u00eb dhunsh\u00ebm, shkallmuat der\u00ebn e ronitur t\u00eb s\u00eb djeshmes ku q\u00ebndronin t\u00eb fshehura, t\u00eb groposura. I shtr\u00ebnguat me forc\u00eb, i shkund\u00ebt, por u ngeli nd\u00ebr duar myku dhe u mbyti kalb\u00ebsira. \u00c7udit\u00ebrish u d\u00ebgjua rropam\u00eb e madhe, duhej t\u00eb ishit shurdhuar vesh\u00ebt ndaj nuk d\u00ebgjuat shungullim\u00ebn q\u00eb u ngrit s\u00eb thelli, si nj\u00eb uragan dhe q\u00eb tronditi trupin tim t\u00eb munduar.<br \/>\nKisha vendosur p\u00ebrfundimisht t\u00eb mos i rikthehesha, nj\u00eb t\u00eb pakthyere, ngaq\u00eb analizat e st\u00ebrholluara, n\u00eb tehun ndryshkur t\u00eb vetmis\u00eb shpesh her\u00eb jan\u00eb thik\u00eb t\u00eb mprehta me dy presa. Le t\u00eb q\u00ebndronin atje ku kishin mbetur, duke mbartur me vete shembjen dhe harrimin shum\u00ebvje\u00e7ar.<br \/>\nJo nuk mundesha t\u00eb doja e t\u00eb mos i kujtoja o Reshat Me\u00e7ka, nuk mundesha&#8230;<br \/>\nSa vite kan\u00eb ikur qysh at\u00ebher\u00eb, shum\u00eb e shum\u00eb vite. Kan\u00eb rrjedhur uj\u00ebra t\u00eb kthjell\u00ebta e t\u00eb turbullta n\u00ebp\u00ebr shk\u00ebmbinjt\u00eb e thepisur, n\u00eb ult\u00ebsirat, rr\u00ebpirat dhe zigzaget e jet\u00ebs. Jan\u00eb nd\u00ebrruar stin\u00ebt, festuar p\u00ebrvjetor\u00ebt, kongreset dhe planet pes\u00ebvje\u00e7ar\u00eb. Un\u00eb jam ai q\u00eb isha me trok\u00ebllim\u00ebn e \u00e7ak\u00ebrdisur t\u00eb hapave t\u00eb mia n\u00eb kalldr\u00ebm, pa ndryshime t\u00eb qen\u00ebsishme, vet\u00ebm m\u00eb i mplakur, m\u00eb i g\u00ebrmuqur. Po ajo sht\u00ebpi, muri i kopshtit n\u00eb krah t\u00eb rrug\u00ebs kur fillojn\u00eb reshjet, shembet \u00e7do vit.<br \/>\nDikur isha rrog\u00ebtar i vog\u00ebl, n\u00eb fabrik\u00ebn e qelqit, fryja dhe num\u00ebroja vazo e shishe, me p\u00ebrpar\u00ebsen e zbardhur e t\u00eb p\u00ebrc\u00eblluar deri n\u00eb fund t\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00ebve. I pandryshuesh\u00ebm, i vendosur, i sert\u00eb, kok\u00ebmushk\u00eb, i sinqert\u00eb, i betuar.<br \/>\nKur isha i ri, pes\u00ebmb\u00ebdhjet\u00eb vje\u00e7 dola n\u00eb mal me shok\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb luftuar armikun, sikur do shkonin p\u00ebr piknik, me pantallona t\u00eb shkurtra dhe k\u00ebmish\u00eb t\u00eb holl\u00eb pambuku. Nata n\u00eb mal ish e ftoht\u00eb, nuk mund t\u00eb flija. Zbrita posht\u00eb n\u00eb stan, \u00e7obani plak m\u00eb dha disa tesha t\u00eb vjetra por q\u00eb ishin t\u00eb ngrohta. N\u00eb prit\u00ebn e par\u00eb t\u00eb qaf\u00eb Lam\u00ebs, disa partizan\u00eb t\u00eb vjet\u00ebr t\u00eb fshehur pas nj\u00eb shk\u00ebmbi, b\u00ebrtit\u00ebn, o burra t\u00eb hidhemi n\u00eb sulm mbi ta, dhe pa e zgjatur shum\u00eb u shk\u00ebputa me vrull prej llogores ku isha, u hodha n\u00eb sulm i pari mbi ta. Mu b\u00eb sikur nuk isha un\u00eb, djaloshi pes\u00ebmb\u00ebdhjet\u00eb vje\u00e7ar, por nj\u00eb krijes\u00eb n\u00eb shp\u00ebrthim, m\u00eb rr\u00ebmbeu magjia d\u00ebrmuese e luft\u00ebs. Ngado bresh\u00ebri, shp\u00ebrthime, shk\u00ebndijime, flak\u00ebrima, e sa hap e mbyll syt\u00eb u gjenda i shtrir\u00eb p\u00ebrdhe. E kisha ngr\u00ebn\u00eb nj\u00eb cif\u00ebl t\u00eb madhe murtaje n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb. Isha shum\u00eb i ri dhe nuk dija se \u00e7far\u00eb ish frika dhe k\u00ebrc\u00ebnimi real i vdekjes shkaktuar prej luft\u00ebs. K\u00ebmba mu gangrenizua.<br \/>\nPran\u00eb shtratit tim u afrua mjeku, ishte nj\u00eb burr\u00eb i vjet\u00ebr me rrudha dhe sy t\u00eb skuqur prej pagjum\u00ebsis\u00eb. Ai m\u00eb kontrolloi me kujdes plag\u00ebn, pastaj v\u00ebshtroi nga un\u00eb me dyshim dhe me dhembje. Sapo m\u00eb kishte djersir\u00eb mustaqja.<br \/>\n\u2018Sa vje\u00e7 je?\u2019 m\u00eb pyeti.<br \/>\n\u2018Rreth gjasht\u00ebmb\u00ebdhjet\u00eb,\u2019 i thash\u00eb. E g\u00ebnjeva, un\u00eb isha plot pes\u00ebmb\u00ebdhjet\u00eb e dy muaj.<br \/>\nMjeku q\u00ebndroi nj\u00eb cop\u00eb her\u00eb i menduar me syt\u00eb e ngulur te k\u00ebmba e gangrenizuar dhe m\u00eb foli i pavendosur.<br \/>\n\u2018Duhet ta presim k\u00ebmb\u00ebn mbi gju, ndryshe do vdes\u00ebsh. Si thua?!\u2019<br \/>\n\u2018Duhet prer\u00eb k\u00ebmba?\u2019 pyeta p\u00ebr siguri e sikur b\u00ebhej fjal\u00eb p\u00ebr dik\u00eb tjet\u00ebr.<br \/>\n\u2018Po, duhet prer\u00eb,\u2019 m\u00eb tha.<br \/>\n\u2018Prijeni,\u2019 u thash\u00eb.<br \/>\nMjeku u kap\u00ebrdi me v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsi.<br \/>\n\u2018Por ne nuk kemi narkoz\u00eb dhe as sharr\u00eb operacioni, ve\u00e7 sharr\u00eb druri,\u2019 m\u00eb tha infermieri.<br \/>\nMblodha supet dhe u shtriva. Mjeku dhe infermieri u pan\u00eb sy nd\u00ebr sy si ti thoshin nj\u00ebri tjetrit: e ka me gjith\u00eb mend ky djal\u00eb. Un\u00eb prisja shtrir\u00eb. Infermieri disinfektoi me alkool sharr\u00ebn q\u00eb kuzhinieri priste drut\u00eb, pastaj qulli me alkool k\u00ebmb\u00ebn time.<br \/>\nInfermieri m\u00eb vuri nj\u00eb cop\u00eb kle\u00e7k\u00eb n\u00eb goj\u00eb.<br \/>\n\u2018Shtr\u00ebngoje me dh\u00ebmb\u00eb,\u2019 m\u00eb tha.<br \/>\nPrerja e k\u00ebmb\u00ebs nuk ishte loj\u00eb, por nj\u00eb tortur\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb. Sharra preu me shpejt\u00ebsi l\u00ebkur\u00ebn, venat e para dhe kur po priste kock\u00ebn&#8230; O zot \u00e7far\u00eb dhembje! P\u00ebshtyva kle\u00e7k\u00ebn dhe klitha:<br \/>\n\u2018T\u00eb \u00e7mendur, me gjith\u00eb mend e keni t\u00eb prisni nj\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb me sharr\u00eb druri. Hiqeni at\u00eb dreq sharr\u00eb, zhdukuni, m\u00eb lini t\u00eb vdes, t\u00eb posht\u00ebr,\u2019 por ish tep\u00ebr von\u00eb. Sharra po priste kock\u00ebn, k\u00ebmb\u00ebn time me zhurm\u00eb t\u00eb ndyr\u00eb. Fillova t\u00eb b\u00ebrtisja, t\u00eb shaja, t\u00eb k\u00ebrc\u00ebnoja, t\u00eb ul\u00ebrija, t\u00eb k\u00ebndoja me shpirt nd\u00ebr dhemb\u00eb, p\u00ebr t\u00eb p\u00ebrballuar dhembjet e tmerrshme, sharra prej druri po hynte thell\u00eb dhe m\u00eb thell\u00eb n\u00eb kock\u00eb. Kaq e madhe ishte kocka e k\u00ebmb\u00ebs sime sa po zgjaste nj\u00eb shekull?! M\u00eb pas, nuk kujtoj asgj\u00eb, u rrokullisa pingulthi n\u00eb humner\u00eb dhe humba ndjenjat.<br \/>\n\u2018Je v\u00ebrtet burr\u00eb,\u2019 d\u00ebgjova q\u00eb m\u00eb tha mjeku kur po p\u00ebrmendesha:\u2019 Je trim, hero.\u2019<br \/>\nV\u00ebshtroja cungun e k\u00ebmb\u00ebs, s\u2019m\u00eb besohej, isha un\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb i gjymtuar p\u00ebrjet\u00eb! U rr\u00ebzova, u ngrita me qindra her\u00eb, u gjakosa, qava prej dhembjeve n\u00eb qoshe t\u00eb sht\u00ebpis\u00eb, n\u00eb vetmi, derisa u m\u00ebsova t\u00eb \u00e7apitem si lavjerr\u00ebs, n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb, me k\u00ebmb\u00eb t\u00eb dhunshme t\u00eb drunjt\u00eb dhe asnj\u00ebher\u00eb si t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt.<br \/>\nTrok\u00ebllinte k\u00ebmba ime e drunjt\u00eb n\u00eb kalldr\u00ebmet e rrugicave t\u00eb ngushta. Bashk\u00ebqytetar\u00ebt m\u00ebrm\u00ebrisnin n\u00ebn vete, po vjen invalidi me k\u00ebmb\u00eb druri dhe m\u00eb hapnin rrug\u00eb. Kujtoja se ish respekt p\u00ebr merita lufte. I m\u00ebshoja m\u00eb tep\u00ebr k\u00ebmb\u00ebs s\u00eb drunjt\u00eb me krenari gati qesharake. Nuk mund ta kuptoja se pas respektit t\u00eb shtirur, fshihej keqardhja, m\u00ebshira. M\u00eb n\u00eb fund gjeta Anj\u00ebz\u00ebn, vajz\u00eb t\u00eb urt\u00eb fshati, krijova familje n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e t\u00eb par\u00ebve, posht\u00eb rrug\u00ebs. Anj\u00ebza mu b\u00eb krah\u00eb, m\u00eb ndihmon t\u00eb heq dhe t\u00eb v\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00ebn e drunjt\u00eb dhe n\u00eb gjith\u00eb pun\u00ebt e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb dhe m\u00eb dhuroi nj\u00eb djal\u00eb. Nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb p\u00ebrpara syve t\u00eb mi rriteshin, burr\u00ebroheshin, ngriheshin n\u00eb pozit\u00eb dhe p\u00ebrmbyseshin shum\u00eb veta prej radh\u00ebve tona. Nuk m\u00eb vinte keq p\u00ebr ta, p\u00ebr mendimin tim merrnin at\u00eb q\u00eb meritonin, firot jan\u00eb t\u00eb pranueshme, vet\u00ebn flamurin e fitoreve t\u00eb mbanin lart. Atje lart sip\u00ebr mbi re ku q\u00ebndronte i madhi, e besoja dhe isha i bindur q\u00eb atje lart ishte p\u00ebrsosm\u00ebria, nuk b\u00ebheshin kurr\u00eb gabime. Ne luftuam dhe luftonim p\u00ebr nj\u00eb bot\u00eb t\u00eb re, pa t\u00eb shfryt\u00ebzuar dhe shfryt\u00ebzues&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong>VI<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Ti na qenke burr\u00eb, trim, hero, o Reshat Me\u00e7ka, me hund\u00eb dhe mjek\u00ebr si shpend grabitqar, q\u00eb fshiheshe si miu prapa po\u00e7es. I zellshmi p\u00ebr citate dhe i kudo ndodhur p\u00ebr pehlivanll\u00ebqe e maskarall\u00ebqe. Mua m\u00eb vinte p\u00ebshtir\u00eb, karavidhe ke qen\u00eb. Por ti nuk e prishje terezin\u00eb dhe thoshe:<br \/>\n\u2018P\u00ebr&#8230;p\u00ebr&#8230; p\u00ebrpara p\u00ebr&#8230; fitore, me betimin ndaj idealit dhe p\u00ebrkushtimin shembullor!\u2019<br \/>\nKa filluar t\u00eb mbahet goja o Reshat, t\u00eb thosha. Ti ktheheshe nga un\u00eb dhe zg\u00ebrdhiheshe. Mua m\u00eb vinte turp dhe p\u00ebshtir\u00eb. Por ti pa e prishur terezin\u00eb vazhdoje drug\u00ebn.<br \/>\nNd\u00ebrsa mua dikur m\u00eb quanin, di\u00e7ka midis ironis\u00eb s\u00eb holl\u00eb dhe xhelozis\u00eb s\u00eb hapur:<br \/>\n\u2018I p\u00ebrbetuari,\u2019 un\u00eb e d\u00ebgjoja pa fjal\u00eb dhe un\u00eb krekosesha si kaposh.<br \/>\nTani duke n\u00ebnqeshur me sarkaz\u00ebm p\u00ebshp\u00ebritin pas shpine:<br \/>\n\u2018Sakat-fanatiku i mjer\u00eb,\u2019 por nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb. Njeriu e ka nj\u00eb moral. Un\u00eb nuk jam m\u00ebsuar t\u00eb k\u00ebrcej si karkaleci, t\u00eb jem i posht\u00ebr, maskara. E dua dhe e mbaj n\u00eb shpirt idealin tim. Pa\u00e7ka se t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt e p\u00ebshtyn\u00eb e shkel\u00ebn me k\u00ebmb\u00eb, e flak\u00ebn si l\u00ebvere. P\u00ebrs\u00ebri dua ta fitoj buk\u00ebn me djers\u00ebn e ballit. Por kur e thash\u00eb nj\u00eb dit\u00eb Anjeza ma ktheu me inat:<br \/>\n\u2018\u00c7far\u00eb buk\u00eb e fiton djers\u00ebn e ballit, buk\u00ebn borxh e merr. Ah more burr\u00eb, i gjori ti, hala ke ura&#8230;\u2019<br \/>\nSigurisht ke ura jam dhe pensionist i varf\u00ebr dhe kur m\u00eb mbarohen t\u00eb hollat pa m\u00ebdyshje sh\u00ebnoj emrin n\u00eb list\u00ebn e buk\u00ebs. Jerina, shit\u00ebsja bukuroshe m\u00eb v\u00ebshtron me trishtim dhe mbledh buz\u00ebt e plota si dy kokrra qershie. Nuk i m\u00ebrzitem sepse \u00e7do dit\u00eb ndjej p\u00ebrdredhjen e buz\u00ebve pas shpine. A nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb e neveritshme e deri ku mund t\u00eb shkoj\u00eb marr\u00ebzia e njer\u00ebzve?<br \/>\nNd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb rr\u00ebgjimi im \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb i duksh\u00ebm. Jam b\u00ebr\u00eb si kosore e ndryshkur, l\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb harres\u00eb, diku n\u00eb cep t\u00eb haurit. V\u00ebrtitem si k\u00ebrmill n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb q\u00eb gjendet posht\u00eb rrug\u00ebs, q\u00eb mbart lag\u00ebshtir\u00eb. Muri mbajt\u00ebs n\u00ebn rrug\u00eb, shembet \u00e7do vit kur fillon lag\u00ebshtira dhe prej pesh\u00ebs s\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00eb t\u00eb makinave q\u00eb jan\u00eb shtuar shum\u00eb k\u00ebto vitet e fundit. Dikur ashtu \u00e7al\u00eb-\u00e7al\u00eb, pastroja dherat, hiqja gur\u00ebt m\u00ebnjan\u00eb, p\u00ebrgatisja lla\u00e7in dhe e ngrija murin e rr\u00ebzuar. Vitet e fundit murin e rr\u00ebzuar e ngre djali im Xhuvi, por ai shan dhe grindet gjithnj\u00eb:<br \/>\n\u2018T\u2019 \u00ebm\u00ebn e s\u2019 \u00ebm\u00ebs, ky short m\u00eb paska r\u00ebn\u00eb, t\u00eb ngre gjithnj\u00eb mure t\u00eb rr\u00ebzuara.\u2019<br \/>\nUn\u00eb largohem, nuk i flas, s\u2019kam \u00e7far\u00eb ti them. Djali punon tornitor me turne dhe lodhet shum\u00eb, por tani e kan\u00eb nxjerr\u00eb n\u00eb asistenc\u00eb dhe ka filluar t\u00eb pij\u00eb cigare me shumic\u00eb. M\u00eb dukej sikur kisha influenc\u00eb dhe fuqi, por s\u2019paskam m\u00eb. \u00c7far\u00eb pret nga nj\u00eb cop\u00eb sakat. H\u00ebm! M\u00eb g\u00ebnjente mendja dhe dikur un\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrrmadhi budalla, mora nj\u00eb cop\u00eb dru, p\u00ebrgatita vet\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00ebn e drunjt\u00eb&#8230;U gjakosa, u rr\u00ebzova, u d\u00ebrrmova: T\u00eb ecja m\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb, ti p\u00ebrvishesha pun\u00ebs, t\u00eb nd\u00ebrtoja socializmin, jet\u00ebn e re&#8230;<br \/>\nNuk dua t\u00eb g\u00ebrmoj, t\u00eb hap monopatin e thell\u00eb, t\u00eb mbuluar qyshkur prej dherave, flet\u00ebve t\u00eb kalbura, karthjeve t\u00eb thata, luleve, p\u00ebrmbysjeve, rr\u00ebmbimeve, shpron\u00ebsimeve, fjalimeve, dekorimeve, premtimeve, d\u00ebshirave, \u00ebndrrave t\u00eb stisura t\u00eb p\u00ebrfunduara n\u00eb sirtar. Ky monopat ka humbur s\u00eb q\u00ebni \u00ebsht\u00eb ngjeshur b\u00ebr\u00eb gur prej mjeteve t\u00eb r\u00ebnda dhe hapave, marshimeve, paradave dhe zboreve t\u00eb qindra e mij\u00ebra vet\u00ebve.<br \/>\nM\u00eb falni o njer\u00ebz t\u00eb duruar, gjithsesi po e shtoj me dhimbje dhe trishtim, n\u00eb kllapa t\u00eb trasha: (Tashm\u00eb askush nuk ka m\u00eb moral, por \u00ebsht\u00eb karavidhe.) Nd\u00ebrsa z\u00ebri brenda vetes, edhe pse \u00ebsht\u00eb z\u00eb plaku t\u00eb shastisur, p\u00ebshp\u00ebrit, m\u00eb sukullit vesh\u00ebt \u00e7do dit\u00eb se njeriu asnj\u00ebher\u00eb nuk ka pasur moral, t\u00eb gjitha kan\u00eb qen\u00eb gjoja de, p\u00ebrshpirtje t\u00eb moralit. Dua ta p\u00ebrz\u00eb z\u00ebrin brenda vetes. Kruaj vesh\u00ebt me inat, t\u00eb cilat m\u00eb jan\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb llapush\u00eb, por z\u00ebri i dyt\u00eb nuk pranon t\u00eb bindet e t\u00eb largohet. \u00cbsht\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb z\u00eb i fort\u00eb, i bezdissh\u00ebm, aq sa m\u00eb shurdhon, m\u00eb ka shkat\u00ebrruar p\u00ebrfundimisht gjumin dhe sh\u00ebndetin&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong>VII<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u00c7far\u00eb b\u00ebre o karavidhja, Reshat Me\u00e7ka!<br \/>\nP\u00ebrse m\u00eb dole p\u00ebrpara o Reshat Me\u00e7ka. M\u00eb mbive si flam\u00eb pik\u00ebrisht tani, kur m\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00ebrzitur vetja. Kur m\u00eb ha dhe m\u00eb kruan trupi nga marazi. Shko ore tutje, qyteti ka boll trotuare t\u00eb ndalosh makin\u00ebn. M\u00eb v\u00ebshtrove me indiferentiz\u00ebm nga lart posht\u00eb, ngrite krahun dhe shtrove me madh\u00ebshti ato pes\u00eb qime t\u00eb lyera me boj\u00eb. N\u00eb gisht t\u00eb shk\u00eblqeu unaza e art\u00eb me gurin e \u00e7muar vezullues t\u00eb viktimave. U zbytha m\u00eb thell\u00eb sikur hyra brenda n\u00eb murin me suva t\u00eb th\u00ebrrmuar. Ndoshta u p\u00ebrpiva nga imazhit t\u00eb ngjyrosur t\u00eb xhamave t\u00eb m\u00ebdha. Dua t\u00eb b\u00ebrtas n\u00eb kup\u00eb t\u00eb qiellit: P\u00ebrse s\u2019t\u00eb hyri gjemb n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb o Reshat Me\u00e7ka. K\u00ebrceve si karkalec nga nj\u00eb magazin\u00eb n\u00eb tjetr\u00ebn, nga nj\u00eb shef kuadri n\u00eb an\u00ebtar byroje. N\u00eb g\u00ebrmadh\u00ebn e vjet\u00ebr t\u00eb Naumit, tregtarit t\u00eb pushkatuar nd\u00ebrtove sht\u00ebpi, me oborr t\u00eb madh p\u00ebrpara dhe prapa. Dhe, tani o Reshat Me\u00e7ka me ndryshimin e sistemeve e nd\u00ebrtove sht\u00ebpin\u00eb trekat\u00ebshe, i nxore tak\u00ebmet q\u00eb u vodhe borgjez\u00ebve t\u00eb dikursh\u00ebm, unazat dhe xhevahiret e fshehura dhe hape dyqanin e bizhuterive n\u00eb qend\u00ebr t\u00eb qytetit.<br \/>\nReshat Me\u00e7ka, o pusht i pushtave p\u00ebrse s\u2019u zbythe tutje!<br \/>\nO dreq Reshat Me\u00e7ka e shpartallove trupin tim t\u00eb drobitur me gjith\u00eb lecka. Un\u00eb jam ai q\u00eb isha, djalosh idealist plot \u00ebndrra dhe d\u00ebshira t\u00eb pambukta, h\u00ebngra cifl\u00ebn e granat\u00ebs n\u00eb prit\u00ebn e par\u00eb. P\u00ebrballova dhimbjet e tmerrshme kur mu pre k\u00ebmba me sharr\u00eb druri pa narkoz\u00eb.<br \/>\nE kupton o Reshat Me\u00e7ka, o qen i biri i qenit se \u00e7far\u00eb ndodh me mua! N\u00eb \u00e7far\u00eb luft\u00eb rraskapit\u00ebse jam me veten. N\u00eb ket\u00eb bot\u00eb t\u00eb flamosur nuk ec, por zvarritem. Kam qen\u00eb dhe mbetem i ndersh\u00ebm, me merakun e p\u00ebrhersh\u00ebm t\u00eb rr\u00ebzimit t\u00eb papritur, duke hequr k\u00ebmb\u00ebn e drunjt\u00eb zvarr\u00eb. E di ti o pusht, s\u2019 mu ndan\u00eb radh\u00ebt e gjata dhe, kur m\u00eb mbaron pensioni marr buk\u00eb me list\u00eb. Zvarritem si breshk\u00eb e vjet\u00ebr, t\u00ebrheq pas vetes protez\u00ebn e plasaritur dhe t\u00eb drunjt\u00eb.<br \/>\nE kupton o Reshat Me\u00e7ka, o biri i bushtr\u00ebs, o vras\u00ebs, katil, na mbake dhe sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtor\u00eb. \u00c7far\u00eb faji b\u00ebn\u00eb ata t\u00eb rinj dhe shum\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00eb t\u00eb pambrojtur, q\u00eb i vrave me gjakftoht\u00ebsi xhelati? Ec si k\u00ebrmill dhe, hija ime p\u00ebrthyet n\u00eb xhama. T\u00eb \u00ebm\u00ebn e s\u00eb \u00ebm\u00ebs, jo, nuk jam k\u00ebrmill dhe s\u2019do jem kurr\u00eb k\u00ebrmill deri n\u00eb frym\u00ebn e fundit. Jam njeri dreqi ta marr\u00eb, me gjak n\u00eb rremba, kam nj\u00eb zem\u00ebr, t\u00eb thjesht\u00eb, t\u00eb mplakur, t\u00eb lodhur, t\u00eb drobitur.<br \/>\nNd\u00ebrsa ti o Reshat Me\u00e7ka je lubi, oktapod, p\u00ebrbind\u00ebsh, dreqi me brir\u00eb. Nuk jam naiv, i trash\u00eb nga mendja, i luajtur nga fiqiri, por pleq\u00ebria dhe rr\u00ebgjimi i halleve m\u00eb katandisi p\u00ebr ibret t\u00eb zotit, n\u00eb nj\u00eb thes t\u00eb vjet\u00ebr me byk e kasht\u00eb. P\u00ebrs\u00ebri them me bindje o Reshat Me\u00e7ka; jam njeri. E mira e shum\u00ebvuajtura ime Anjeze, djali im Xhuvi kan\u00eb t\u00eb drejt\u00eb dhe, kjo kaploqja ime e shkret\u00eb s\u2019bindet, mbeti qytyk, me mendime t\u00eb prapambetura si m\u00eb par\u00eb.<br \/>\nNj\u00eb breng\u00eb kam dhe dert t\u00eb madh, m\u00eb shum\u00eb se uj\u00ebrat e lumenjve, liqeneve, deteve dhe oqeaneve, ndaj ju lutem shum\u00eb more v\u00ebllez\u00ebr, n\u00eb keni m\u00ebshir\u00eb, mos e mundoni k\u00ebt\u00eb plak t\u00eb rr\u00ebgjuar, ma thoni:<br \/>\n\u00c7far\u00eb ndryshim ka, gjoja partizani, sharlatani, vras\u00ebsi me gjakftoht\u00ebsi, Reshat Me\u00e7ka dhe shok\u00ebt e tij, b\u00ebn\u00eb sikur luftuan p\u00ebr liri, drejt\u00ebsi, barazi, por vran\u00eb e pren\u00eb t\u00eb pafajshmit. Tashm\u00eb k\u00ebta malukat\u00eb i sheh t\u00eb krekosur, t\u00eb pasuruar, t\u00eb pangopur dhe prej atyre t\u00eb mjer\u00ebve, klas\u00ebs q\u00eb e quajt\u00ebm t\u00eb p\u00ebrmbysur, gjakpir\u00ebs, tregtar\u00eb t\u00eb posht\u00ebr, katil\u00eb, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt i shpron\u00ebsuam, i p\u00ebrndoq\u00ebm, i burgos\u00ebm, i vram\u00eb pa m\u00ebshir\u00eb si t\u00eb ishin kakarro\u00e7\u00eb?<br \/>\nM\u00eb d\u00ebgjon, e p\u00ebrs\u00ebrit, u p\u00ebrpoq\u00ebm ti shfarosim me zjarr dhe hekur, ata luftuan p\u00ebr komb dhe atdhe, q\u00eb me mund n\u00eb qindra vjet, vun\u00eb kamje dhe pasuri. Nd\u00ebrsa ti krokodil i pashpirt Reshat Me\u00e7ka me shok\u00eb qysh n\u00eb fillim tradhtuat idealin, gjakun e t\u00eb r\u00ebn\u00ebve, vodh\u00ebt, u pasuruat pit\u00eb si vampir\u00eb gjak dhe, jeni m\u00eb t\u00eb keq se t\u00eb k\u00ebqijt\u00eb. Cil\u00ebt kan\u00eb qen\u00eb dhe jan\u00eb katil\u00eb dhe rezil\u00eb, ata q\u00eb u munduam ti shfarosnim me zjarr e me hekur, apo jeni ju p\u00ebrbind\u00ebshi Reshat Me\u00e7ka me shok\u00eb?<br \/>\nOh, ju lutem, ju lutem shum\u00eb zb\u00ebrthejeni fillin e k\u00ebtij l\u00ebmshi t\u00eb koklavitur, m\u00eb thoni, m\u00eb tregoni, mos m\u00eb mundoni. Si\u00e7 e shihni jam plak, me nj\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb, do vdes shum\u00eb shpejt dhe fatkeq\u00ebsisht do marr me vete n\u00eb at\u00eb bot\u00eb, n\u00eb varr, padijen, naivitetin, ndershm\u00ebrin\u00eb e nj\u00eb veterani sakat t\u00eb dal\u00eb mode&#8230;<br \/>\nM\u00eb besoni as vet\u00eb s\u2019di \u00e7far\u00eb k\u00ebrkoj. Nuk e di kujt ti drejtohem, kujt ti hapem; vetes, miq\u00ebsis\u00eb, njer\u00ebzis\u00eb n\u00eb qoft\u00eb se do mundnin t\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigjeshin. Ti kthehem fanatizmit g\u00ebrdall\u00eb, idealizmit t\u00eb zhvler\u00ebsuar, b\u00ebr\u00eb prostitut\u00eb rrug\u00ebsh, marr\u00ebzis\u00eb, \u00e7menduris\u00eb? Kujt?! Kudo \u00ebsht\u00eb shurdh\u00ebri, shkret\u00ebtir\u00eb&#8230; M\u00eb vjen keq p\u00ebr veten por dhe dua t\u00eb qesh me t\u00eb madhe, t\u00eb shkulem s\u00eb qeshuri, t\u00eb thyhen xhamat e vitrinave, t\u00eb bu\u00e7asin sirenat e makinave, t\u00eb prishen hijet, t\u00eb shqyhen rrjetat e merimangave, t\u00eb shkundet i gjith\u00eb qyteti&#8230;<br \/>\nPastaj&#8230; i detyruar prej rrethanave t\u00eb r\u00ebndomta, b\u00ebj shaka t\u00eb lezetshme, shaka pensionisti. Mbyll syt\u00eb e hidhem n\u00eb rrotat e nj\u00eb makine t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00eb. N\u00eb momentet e fundit do d\u00ebgjoj n\u00eb vesh\u00ebt e mi thyerjen e shurdh\u00ebr dhe d\u00ebrrmimin e kockave t\u00eb mia. Pas disa or\u00ebsh gazeta lokale do shkruaj\u00eb dy rreshta: N\u00eb k\u00ebndin e vog\u00ebl t\u00eb kronik\u00ebs s\u00eb zez\u00eb se; n\u00eb or\u00ebn kaq dhe aq, u shtyp aksidentalisht nj\u00eb pensionist, i panjohur, me shenj\u00eb t\u00eb ve\u00e7ant\u00eb, k\u00ebmba e drunjt\u00eb&#8230;<br \/>\nPa kuptuar vendos t\u00eb v\u00eb n\u00eb zbatim shakan\u00eb e lezetshme pensionisti. Mendimet gjeniale duhet t\u00eb vihen n\u00eb praktik\u00eb. Zgjat k\u00ebmb\u00ebn e sh\u00ebndosh\u00eb, e l\u00ebshov r\u00ebnd\u00eb mbi asfalt. T\u00eb jem i sigurt kur t\u00eb marr vrull, t\u00eb sulem pa kthim makin\u00ebs s\u00eb madhe q\u00eb turret drejt meje. Fundja m\u00eb mir\u00eb k\u00ebshtu, shakaja merr fund, shtypem pa ceremoni, nuk l\u00eb nam e nishan: U shtyp nj\u00eb i panjohur, disa dhjet\u00ebra metra larg shtatores s\u00eb \u2018Ushtarit t\u00eb panjohur.\u2019<br \/>\nKur do d\u00ebgjoja krism\u00ebn e that\u00eb t\u00eb shtypjes, nj\u00eb dor\u00eb e fort\u00eb m\u00eb ngriti pesh\u00eb dhe t\u00ebrhoqi me vrull&#8230;Buria e \u00e7mendur e makin\u00ebs m\u00eb shurdhoi vesh\u00ebt. \u00cbsht\u00eb djali im Xhuvi, tmerr\u00ebsisht i zverdhur dhe, me mezi mbushej me frym\u00eb&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>KRISTAQ TURTULLI NOVEL\u00cb I S\u2019ma merr mendja t\u00eb keni d\u00ebgjuar p\u00ebr mua sakatin. Jam plagosur n\u00eb luft\u00eb vite t\u00eb shkuara. K\u00ebmba mu gangrenizua, ma pren\u00eb me sharr\u00eb druri dhe, prej dhembjeve t\u00eb tmerrshme k\u00ebndova nuk qava. 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