{"id":37493,"date":"2019-01-25T00:19:45","date_gmt":"2019-01-24T23:19:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.fjala.info\/?p=37493"},"modified":"2019-01-25T00:38:54","modified_gmt":"2019-01-24T23:38:54","slug":"per-nje-ballafaqim-te-kritikes-me-poemendielli-dhe-rrekerat","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jehonashqiptare.al\/fjala\/per-nje-ballafaqim-te-kritikes-me-poemendielli-dhe-rrekerat\/","title":{"rendered":"P\u00cbR NJ\u00cb BALLAFAQIM T\u00cb KRITIK\u00cbS ME POEM\u00cbN “DIELLI DHE RR\u00cbKERAT”"},"content":{"rendered":"

Viz. S.kamberi \u00abArtist i Popullit\u00bb<\/em><\/p>\n

KRITIKA E 10 GJIMNAZISTEVE BOTUAR ME 25 JANAR NE GAZETEN”SHKENDIJA”KUNDER POEMES “DIELLI E RREKERAT”
\nDHE PJESE NGADITARI GJATE VITEVE ME PUNE SE DETYRUAR NE KOOPERATIVE BUJQESORE PER GABIME IDEORE E POLITIKE
\nNE KRIJIMTARINE LETERARE, SIDOMOS NE POEMEN
\n“DIELLI DHE RREKERAT<\/strong>“<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

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Me rastin e botimin t\u00eb kritik\u00ebs s\u00eb dhjet\u00eb gjimnazist\u00ebve t\u00eb shkoll\u00ebs
\n“16 Tetori”,\u00a0Lusnj\u00eb para 45 viteve, m\u00eb 25 janar 1974<\/strong><\/p>\n

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FASLLI HALITI<\/strong><\/p>\n

PJES\u00cb NGA DITARI I KONVALESHENC\u00cbS SIME IDEOLOGJIKE<\/strong><\/h3>\n

(PRILL 1973 \u2013 PRILL 1977<\/em>)<\/p>\n

Janar 1973<\/em><\/p>\n

Gjat\u00eb muajit dhjetor 1972 u p\u00ebshp\u00ebrit di\u00e7ka p\u00ebr poem\u00ebn time t\u00eb botuar n\u00eb tetor t\u00eb vitit 1972 n\u00eb gazet\u00ebn \u201cZ\u00ebri i Rinis\u00eb\u201d. Flitej se do ta kritikonin. Thoshin se do t\u00eb b\u00ebhej nj\u00eb mbledhje e rrethit letrar t\u00eb Sht\u00ebpis\u00eb s\u00eb Kultur\u00ebs. Humoristi Gori P., qe i pari q\u00eb m\u00eb tha se poema ime po analizohej n\u00eb Komitet t\u00eb Partis\u00eb s\u00eb Pun\u00ebs s\u00eb rrethit p\u00ebr gabime ideopolitike. Gorit i kishte folur, lulishtari i qytetit t\u00eb cilin e kishin thirr n\u00eb Komitet t\u00eb Partis\u00eb. Meq\u00eb shkruante artikuj n\u00eb gazeta i kishin k\u00ebrkuar mendim p\u00ebr poem\u00ebn \u201cDielli dhe rr\u00ebkerat\u201d. M\u00eb sakt\u00eb e p\u00ebrpunuan lulishtarin q\u00eb ta kritikonte poem\u00ebn n\u00eb nj\u00eb mbledhje eventuale. N\u00eb fillim kjo s\u2019m\u00eb b\u00ebri p\u00ebrshtypje. Por m\u00eb von\u00eb thashethemet u shtuan, u b\u00ebn\u00eb m\u00eb serioze, m\u00eb alarmante, m\u00eb t\u00eb rrezikshme. Tre skicat e mia \u00abTh\u00ebrmij\u00ebza jete\u00bb, t\u00eb botuara n\u00eb \u00abZ\u00ebrin e popullit\u00bb n\u00eb fillim t\u00eb janarit t\u00eb vitit 1973, ngjall\u00ebn nj\u00eb reagim shum\u00eb t\u00eb madh n\u00eb Lushnj\u00eb. Instruktori q\u00eb mbulonte sektorin e sigurimin n\u00eb Komitetin e Partis\u00eb i kishte treguar sekretarit t\u00eb par\u00eb gazet\u00ebn \u00abZ\u00ebri i popullit\u00bb, ku ishin botuar skicat e mia.
\n-M\u00eb fal shoku Sekretar, po shiko pak t\u00eb lutem se \u00e7\u2019ka shkruar Faslli Haliti. S\u2019l\u00eb njeri pa shar\u00eb. Edhe djalin t\u00ebnd e ka shar\u00eb, n\u00eb nj\u00eb nga artikujt e tij, shoku Sekretar, Faslli Haliti, pa iu dridhur qerpiku, sulmon, diskrediton deri edhe kunatin e z\u00ebvend\u00ebs ministrit t\u00eb ministris\u00eb s\u00eb…
\nM\u00eb than\u00eb se Rrap Gjermeni i ishte p\u00ebrgjigjur me diplomaci:
\n-\u00cbsht\u00eb e drejt\u00eb e tij q\u00eb t\u00eb shkruaj\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb mirat e t\u00eb metat. T\u00eb shkruaj\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb mirat, por jo shaj\u00eb djathtas e majtas, shoku Sekretar i Par\u00eb.
\nAt\u00eb do ta shohim…
\nInstruktori i Komitetit t\u00eb Partis\u00eb q\u00eb mbulonte sigurimin, me hund\u00eb t\u00eb madhe dhe me kasket\u00eb proletare, ishte habitur me gjakftoht\u00ebsin\u00eb e sekretarit. Ai priste q\u00eb sekretari ta p\u00ebrg\u00ebzonte p\u00ebr informacionin q\u00eb i dha, kurse ai… Instuktori priste q\u00eb sekretari t\u00eb t\u00ebrbohej. Priste q\u00eb sekretari t\u00eb m\u00eb th\u00ebrriste menj\u00ebher\u00eb n\u00eb zyr\u00eb, p\u00ebr ndonj\u00eb informacio shtes\u00eb q\u00eb ta sitnin s\u00eb bashku n\u00eb zyr\u00ebn e tij. Por nuk ndodhi ashtu. Sekretari dinte ta mbante veten. Si ish diplomat ai dinte ta ruante brenda vstes t\u00ebrbimin dhe hakmarrjen. Si ish ambasador dinte t\u00eb sillej me diplomaci e toleranc\u00eb.
\n-Ky nuk u nxeh fare \u2013 kishte th\u00ebn\u00eb instruktori q\u00eb mbulonte sigurimin n\u00eb Komitet t\u00eb Partis\u00eb.
\n-Kot s\u2019\u00ebsht\u00eb diplomat ai \u2013 kishte folur instruktori m\u00eb Jago dhe m\u00eb servil i Komitetit t\u00eb Partis\u00eb DhG, p\u00ebr t\u00eb cilin flitej se e kishte l\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb atin t\u00eb vdiste n\u00eb korronecin e misrit, n\u00eb qoshe t\u00eb oborrit, pran\u00eb nj\u00eb grumbulli plehu.<\/p>\n

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Skicat e botuara n\u00eb gazet\u00ebn \u201cZ\u00ebri i popullit\u201d krijuan shqet\u00ebsime edhe tek mjek\u00ebt edhe n\u00eb gjimnaz edhe tek nj\u00eb shofer taksie, i cili ishte betuar se do t\u00eb m\u00eb shtypte rrug\u00ebs me rrotat e prapme. Mjek\u00ebt kishin th\u00ebn\u00eb se po t\u00eb vente gruaja e tij n\u00eb Maternitet p\u00ebr t\u00eb lindur, do t\u2019ia nxirrnin f\u00ebmij\u00ebn \u00e7ika-\u00e7ika. Kunati i z\u00ebvend\u00ebsministrit t\u00eb Ministris\u00eb s\u00eb…ishte t\u00ebrbuar. Kishte th\u00ebn\u00eb se m\u00eb kishte futur n\u00eb shenjest\u00ebr prej koh\u00ebsh, q\u00eb me poezit\u00eb \u201cNjeriu me kobure\u201d, \u201cDjali i Sekretarit\u201d, t\u00eb botuara n\u00eb revist\u00ebn \u201cN\u00ebntori\u201d dhe se tani q\u00eb e kisha mbushur kup\u00ebn me botimin e poem\u00ebs \u201cDielli dhe rr\u00ebkerat dhe sidomos me botimin e skicave n\u00eb gazet\u00ebn \u201cZ\u00ebri i popullit\u201d ai do t\u00eb ma mbante n\u00eb lule t\u00eb ballit sapo t\u2019i krijohej rasti m\u00eb eventual.
\nShok\u00ebt m\u00eb thoshin gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb d\u00ebgjonin. M\u00eb vinin n\u00eb dijeni p\u00ebrsa flitej posht\u00eb e lart\u00eb. N\u00eb fillim e mora si me shaka. Qeshja. M\u00eb b\u00ebhej qejfi q\u00eb skicat kishin ngjallur reagime. Por shpejt filloi shqet\u00ebsimi, alarmi tek brenda meje.
\nNj\u00ebra nga skicat q\u00eb fliste p\u00ebr nj\u00eb mjek spekulant, kishte t\u00ebrbuar mjek\u00ebt. Megjith\u00ebse skica ishte nj\u00eb krijim letrar, at\u00eb ia adresonin at\u00eb nj\u00eb kolegu q\u00eb nuk e donin. Dikush thoshte se mjeku i skic\u00ebs ishte profesori i tre pave, (i tre minuseve), dometh\u00ebn\u00eb: profesor gjimnazi pa diplom\u00eb, gjeneral pa ushtar dhe shkrimtar, pa asnj\u00eb lib\u00ebr.
\nSkica e dyt\u00eb fliste p\u00ebr kunatin e z\u00ebvend\u00ebsministrit t\u00eb Ministris\u00eb s\u00eb…Personazhin e k\u00ebsaj skice e identifikonin me kunatin e z\u00ebvend\u00ebsministrit t\u00eb Ministris\u00eb s\u00eb… Por dikush tjet\u00ebr thoshte se ai p\u00ebrafronte m\u00eb sum\u00eb me shoferin e taksis\u00eb i cili ishte kushuri me sekretarin e Presidiumit t\u00eb Kuvendit Popullor. P\u00ebr skic\u00ebn e tret\u00eb nuk flitej. Personazhin e saj nuk e p\u00ebrafronin me ndonj\u00eb person konkret t\u00eb qytetit. Personazhi i saj ishte nj\u00eb vanitoz. Po vanitoz ka shum\u00eb. K\u00ebshtu q\u00eb ai u la n\u00eb heshthje.<\/p>\n

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D\u00ebgjoja gjith\u00e7ka dhe shqet\u00ebsohesha. Flitej se do t\u00eb b\u00ebhej mbledhja e letrar\u00ebve. Pse?
\nQ\u00eb t\u00eb kritikohej poema dhe poezit\u00eb e mia q\u00eb kishin qen\u00eb polemike, kritikuese t\u00eb cilat demaskonin burokracin\u00eb.
\n\u00c7far\u00eb nuk thuhej. \u00c7\u2019nuk m\u00eb vinte n\u00eb vesh. Lemerira.
\nPyes p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebs i rrethit t\u00eb Aktivist\u00ebve t\u00eb Let\u00ebrsis\u00eb dhe Arteve pran\u00eb Sht\u00ebpis\u00eb s\u00eb Kultur\u00ebs. M\u00eb thot\u00eb:
\nNe si rreth aktivist\u00ebsh letrar nuk kemi n\u00eb plan t\u00eb b\u00ebjm\u00eb ndonj\u00eb mbledhje. P\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb t\u00eb garantoj un\u00eb.
\nAi thoshte gjysm\u00ebn e s\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebs. K\u00ebte un\u00eb do ta kuptoja m\u00eb von\u00eb. Mbledhja me t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb s\u2019do b\u00ebhej n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e kultur\u00ebs me Aktivist\u00ebt e let\u00ebrsis\u00eb dhe arteve. Ajo do t\u00eb b\u00ebhej n\u00eb Gjimnaz me rrethin e letrar\u00ebve t\u00eb gjimnazit.
\nPra p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebsi i Rrethit t\u00eb Aktivist\u00ebve t\u00eb Let\u00ebrsise dhe Artev m\u00eb kish th\u00ebn\u00eb gjysm\u00ebn e s\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebs.
\nDinaku…, thash\u00eb me vete.<\/p>\n

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Vjen m\u00eb takon, tregimtari HJ. U \u00e7udita. Ne gati nuk flisnim dhe ai vinte e m\u00eb takonte, madje m\u00eb futi dhe krahun.
\n– E di, – m\u00eb thot\u00eb \u2013 ti mbase edhe habitesh q\u00eb t\u00eb takova, por si shok q\u00eb t\u00eb kam patur, pavar\u00ebsisht nga nj\u00eb far\u00eb ftohje apo qejfmbetje q\u00eb kemi p\u00ebr fajin tim, un\u00eb si shok, e kam p\u00ebr detyr\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb ve n\u00eb dijeni p\u00ebr di\u00e7ka q\u00eb p\u00ebr ty \u00ebsht\u00eb shum\u00eb serioze. Madje , m\u00eb tep\u00ebr se serioze, varros\u00ebse, do t\u00eb thosha.
\nU preva n\u00eb fytyr\u00eb. M\u00eb vajti mendja tek mbledhja, tek autodafeja q\u00eb po m\u00eb p\u00ebrgatitej.
\n– D\u00ebgjo \u2013 m\u00eb thot\u00eb. \u2013 N\u00eb Gjimnaz \u2013 kan\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb nj\u00eb mbledhje me rrethin letrar. Aty \u00ebsht\u00eb analizuar poema jote \u201cDielli dhe rr\u00ebkerat\u201d si dhe poezit\u00eb e tua sidomos \u201cNjeriu me kobure\u201d, \u201cDjali i sekretarit\u201d, \u201c\u00c7ifligu\u201d, \u201cUn\u00eb dhe burrokracia\u201d e disa t\u00eb tjera. N\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb aty nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb analizuar asgj\u00eb, por u \u00ebsht\u00eb lexuar an\u00ebtar\u00ebve t\u00eb rrethit letrar nj\u00eb kritik\u00eb p\u00ebr poem\u00ebn dhe krijimtarin\u00eb t\u00ebnde n\u00eb p\u00ebrgjith\u00ebsi.
\nShoku vazhdoi: letrari i ri, gjimnazisti, BXH. m\u00eb tha se poem\u00ebn e kan\u00eb quajtur reaksionare, dekadente, formaliste e ku di un\u00eb. An\u00ebtar\u00ebve t\u00eb rretit letrar t\u00eb shkoll\u00ebs iu t\u00eb solidarizoheshin me kritik\u00ebn dhe t\u00eb vinin firmat. I siguruarn se kishin p\u00ebrkrahjen e Komitetit t\u00eb Partis\u00eb, ve\u00e7an\u00ebrisht t\u00eb Sekretarit t\u00eb Par\u00eb.
\nE fal\u00ebnderova shokun tim. U ndava me t\u00eb menj\u00ebher\u00eb, shum\u00eb i shqet\u00ebsuar. \u00c7\u2019t\u00eb ishte kjo k\u00ebshtu. \u00c7\u2019ishte ky sulm me p\u00ebrforcime nga lart. Takoj drejtorin e gjimnazit. I them:
\n-\u00c7\u2019b\u00ebhet k\u00ebshtu, shoku drejtor? Partia nxit debatin dhe ballafaqimin. Ju analizoni poem\u00ebn dhe krijimtarin\u00eb time dhe s\u2019m\u00eb ftoni n\u00eb mbledhje. Drejtori m\u00eb thot\u00eb prer\u00eb: S\u2019t\u00eb marrim leje ty ne, p\u00ebr t\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb analiza p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb apo at\u00eb. Ashtu?, Po, ashtu, m\u00eb thote drejtor dhe iku. Pash\u00eb se ai i kishte shpatullat e ngrohta. Pas tij q\u00ebndronte Sekretari i par\u00eb i Komitetit me t\u00eb cilin ai kishte krushqi.
\nP\u00ebsova disiluzion.
\nPas dy-tre dit\u00ebsh m\u00eb vjen p\u00ebrs\u00ebri tregimtari H. n\u00eb klas\u00eb n\u00eb or\u00ebn e m\u00ebsimit. M\u00eb thot\u00eb se kritika \u00ebsht\u00eb nisur p\u00ebr n\u00eb gazet\u00ebn \u201cZ\u00ebri i Rinis\u00eb\u201d. Kritika u \u00e7ua doras n\u00eb gazet\u00eb. P\u00ebr ta \u00e7uar nis\u00ebn m\u00ebsuesin e fizkultur\u00ebs.
\nPor kritika nuk u botua n\u00eb gazet\u00ebn \u201cZ\u00ebri i Rinis\u00eb\u201d. Ajo u botua n\u00eb gazet\u00ebn lokale \u201cShk\u00ebndija\u201d, organ i KP.
\nKur e pash\u00eb t\u00eb botuar u shqet\u00ebsova. Kur e lexova u habita se si mund t\u00eb botohej n\u00eb shtypin ton\u00eb nj\u00eb shkrim i till\u00eb me prirje denigruese, sensacionale.
\nArtikulli ishte gjith\u00eb insinuata n\u00eb planin politik e personal, se gjoja un\u00eb beja thirrje kund\u00ebr pushtetit…<\/p>\n

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Shkoj n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb. Takoj Kadaren\u00eb.
\nKadareja pasi e lexoi m\u00eb tha:
\n– Ky shkrim \u00ebsht\u00eb i gabuar. Ta them un\u00eb. do t\u00eb kritikohet.
\nMa dha gazet\u00ebn dhe m\u00eb tha: Fute kritik\u00ebn n\u00eb nj\u00eb zarf. D\u00ebrgoja Mehmet Shehut dhe i thuaj: \u201cKjo \u00ebsht\u00eb demokracia juaj\u201d?
\nTakoj Dritero Agollin. Pasi e lexoi shkrimin Drit\u00ebroi u shpreh: -Ky shkrim \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb aktakuz\u00eb. Me k\u00ebt\u00eb ti futesh n\u00eb burg. Lexoi emrat e autor\u00ebve t\u00eb kritik\u00ebs:
\n– K\u00ebta jan\u00eb nj\u00eb tuf\u00eb rruge\u00e7\u00ebsh \u2013 m\u00eb tha dhe e palosi gazet\u00ebn.<\/p>\n

TAKIMI ME SEKRETARIN E PAR\u00cb T\u00cb KP S\u00cb RRETHIT<\/strong><\/p>\n

K\u00ebrkova takim me sekretarin e Komitetit t\u00eb Partis\u00eb s\u00eb Rrethit. Ai m\u00eb priti pa m\u00ebdyshje. M\u00eb futi krahun q\u00eb nga sheshi gjer lart n\u00eb zyr\u00eb. U ul\u00ebm. M\u00eb dha nj\u00eb cigare.
\n-S\u2019e pi i thash\u00eb.
\n-Do ta pish \u2013 m\u00eb thot\u00eb si me t\u00eb qeshur. Po s\u2019e pi fare, i thash\u00eb.
\nAi e pa q\u00eb un\u00eb dridhesha nga emocioni.
\n-Pije, – m\u00eb tha, po me buz\u00eb n\u00eb gaz, po ta jap un\u00eb.
\nE mora cigaren. Ma ndezi me \u00e7akmakun e tij. E thitha dy her\u00eb dhe e lash\u00eb mbi tav\u00ebll. S\u2019e futa m\u00eb n\u00eb goj\u00eb.
\n-H\u00eb \u2013 m\u00eb tha \u2013 \u00c7\u2019kemi.
\n-Erdha p\u00ebr kritik\u00ebn \u2013 i thash\u00eb \u2013 q\u00eb kan\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb letrar\u00ebt e gjimnazit.
\n-Ashtu?
\n-Po \u2013 i them.
\n-S\u2019e kam lexuar \u2013 m\u00eb thot\u00eb. T\u00eb mos e kish lexuar v\u00ebrtet?.
\nKjo m\u00eb tronditi. E reduktova n\u00eb maksimum bised\u00ebn. Ai nuk po tregohej i sinqert\u00eb me mua. Un\u00eb isha n\u00eb dijeni t\u00eb gjith\u00e7kaje. Kurse ai po m\u00eb thoshte s\u2019e di, s\u2019e kam lexuar. U lemerisa. I them se m\u00eb jan\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb insinuata politike dhe personale.
\n-Do ta lexoj m\u00eb thot\u00eb\u2026
\n-Po \u00e7\u2019pun\u00eb ka Dega e Pun\u00ebve t\u00eb Brendshme me poem\u00ebn time,i them sekretarit me nj\u00eb ton t\u00eb belb\u00ebt: pse Dega e brendshme merret me krijimtarin\u00eb letrare shoku sekretar?
\n-M\u00eb konkretisht \u2013 m\u00eb thot\u00eb sekretari.
\n-Po ja nj\u00eb nga an\u00ebtar\u00ebt e Juris\u00eb S\u00eb konkursit H\u00c7., e ka \u00e7uar poem\u00ebn time \u00abDielli dhe rr\u00ebkerat\u00bb, n\u00eb Deg\u00ebn e Brendshme\u2026
\n-Kush ta tha ty k\u00ebt\u00eb?
\n-Kryetari i juries s\u00eb Konkursit, Murat Nexha \u2013 ma tha.
\nPo nga e mori vesh Murati q\u00eb H\u00c7 e \u00e7oi poem\u00ebn n\u00eb Deg\u00ebn e Brendshme?
\n-Murat Nezha \u00ebsht\u00eb Kryetari i juris\u00eb s\u00eb konkursit t\u00eb let\u00ebrsis\u00eb s\u00eb shpallur nga Sht\u00ebpia e kultur\u00ebs me rastin e 30-vjetorit t\u00eb \u00c7lirimit t\u00eb atdheut. E pse e \u00e7oi n\u00eb Deg\u00eb H\u00c7, poem\u00ebn t\u00ebnde?
\n-Sepse e quajti nj\u00eb krijim t\u00eb posht\u00ebr, reaksionar dhe si an\u00ebtar jurie ia d\u00ebrgoi Deg\u00ebs s\u00eb brendshme. Mendimin e H.\u00c7. p\u00ebr poem\u00ebn, kryetari i juris\u00eb e shtroi n\u00eb juri p\u00ebr nj\u00eb mendim kolegjal. U propozua q\u00eb poema t\u00eb lexohej nga gjith\u00eb an\u00ebtar\u00ebt e juris\u00eb s\u00eb Konkursit dhe n\u00ebse edhe juria do ta ci\u00ebsonte poem\u00ebn si nj\u00eb krijim t\u00eb posht\u00ebr, reaksionar, at\u00ebher\u00eb i takonte Deg\u00ebs s\u00eb brendshme t\u00eb merrej ajo p\u00ebrmes specialist\u00ebve t\u00eb saj m\u00eb kompetent.
\nKuptova se s\u2019ishte e nevojshme t\u00eb zgjatej m\u00eb biseda.
\nKaq kisha \u2013 i thash\u00eb sekretarit. \u2013 Nuk m\u00eb vjen keq p\u00ebr kritik\u00ebn q\u00eb i b\u00ebhet poem\u00ebs. Ajo \u00ebsht\u00eb e botuar. Un\u00eb e k\u00ebrkova k\u00ebt\u00eb t\u00eb takim me ju, vet\u00ebm q\u00eb t\u2019ju thosha se un\u00eb kritikat n\u00eb plan artistik e ideologji, por nuk pranoj kurr\u00ebsesi kritikat q\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebhen n\u00eb planin politik e personal.
\nM\u00eb thot\u00eb si me t\u00eb qeshur:
\n-M\u00eb vjen mir\u00eb q\u00eb pranon kritikat dhe se krijimet e tua ti nuk i quan t\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrsosura.
\n-P\u00ebrsosm\u00ebrin\u00eb s\u2019e kan\u00eb arritur as poet\u00ebt m\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebdhenj, shoku sekretar…
\n-Sigurisht, sigurisht. Furra nuk i pjek t\u00eb gjitha buk\u00ebt \u2013 m\u00eb thot\u00eb sekretari\u2013 ca i pjek, ca i l\u00eb pa pjekur, ca i djeg…<\/p>\n

U largova nga zyra e Sekretarit, duke th\u00ebn\u00eb me vete:
\n– Poem\u00ebn time, ku e fut Sekretari, te tullat e papjekura apo te tullat e djegura.<\/p>\n

TAKIMI ME RAMIZ ALIN\u00cb<\/strong><\/p>\n

P\u00cbR KRITIK\u00cbN E10 GJIMNAZIST\u00cbVE KUND\u00cbR POEM\u00cbS
\n\u00abDIELLI DHE RR\u00cbKERAT\u00bb<\/strong><\/p>\n

\n

T\u00eb paskan tmerruar ata lushnjar\u00ebt. \u00c7\u2019duan t\u00eb thon\u00eb ata me k\u00ebt\u00eb
\n\u201csa pa qen\u00eb tep\u00ebr von\u00eb\u201d? Dometh\u00ebn\u00eb sa pa t\u00eb fut n\u00eb burg.
\nM\u00eb tha Ramiz Alia, sapo u futa n\u00eb zyr\u00ebn e tij n\u00eb KQ.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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K\u00ebrkova t\u00eb takohesha me shokun Ramiz Alia q\u00eb ishte sekretar i Komitetit Qendror p\u00ebr ideologjin\u00eb.
\nPas dy-tre k\u00ebrkesash u takova me t\u00eb.
\nIlo Kodra m\u00eb tregoi zyr\u00ebn e shokut Ramiz. Trokita dhe u futa.
\nN\u00eb zyr\u00eb ishte shoku Ramiz dhe Hamit Beqja. Me t\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb shoku Ramiz shprehu habin\u00eb:
\n-Ti qenk\u00eb Faslli Haliti?
\nUn\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrfytyroja m\u00eb t\u00eb moshuar. Ti qenke i ri.
\nUn\u00eb at\u00ebhere isha 37 vje\u00e7.
\nHamit Beqja m\u00eb tha t\u00eb hiqja pardesyn\u00eb mbasi zyra ishte e ngroht\u00eb. Un\u00eb nuk e hoqa pardesyn\u00eb, pasi xhaket\u00ebn e kisha t\u00eb vjet\u00ebr. Ai m\u00eb thot\u00eb p\u00ebrs\u00ebri:
\n-Po hiqe xhaket\u00ebn se b\u00ebn ngroht\u00eb.
\n-Mir\u00eb e kam \u2013 i them.
\n-Po hiqe \u2013 m\u00eb thot\u00eb.
\n-S\u2019ka gj\u00eb se mir\u00eb e kam \u2013 i them.
\nNd\u00ebrhyri shoku Ramiz:
\n-Lere Hamit, lere, se myzeqar\u00ebt edhe n\u00eb mes t\u00eb korrikut rrin\u00eb me fanela leshi.
\nU ula.
\nHamit Beqjen e kisha p\u00ebrball\u00eb. N\u00eb krye t\u00eb tavolin\u00ebs n\u00eb form\u00eb T-je q\u00ebndronte shoku Ramiz.
\nN\u00eb fillim biseduam p\u00ebr gj\u00ebra t\u00eb zakonshme. M\u00eb pyeti p\u00ebr familjen. Mua m\u00eb ishte thar\u00eb buza nga emocionet. Gjat\u00eb bised\u00ebs buza po m\u00eb l\u00ebng\u00ebzohej. M\u00eb thot\u00eb:
\n-Ka diell Myzeqeja?
\n-Ka, si s\u2019ka \u2013 i them.
\n-T\u00eb paskan tmerruar ata lushnjar\u00ebt. \u00c7\u2019duan t\u00eb thon\u00eb ata me k\u00ebt\u00eb \u201csa pa qen\u00eb tep\u00ebr von\u00eb\u201d? Dometh\u00ebn\u00eb sa pa t\u00eb fut n\u00eb burg?
\nPastaj shtoi me seriozitet.
\n-Mir\u00eb, mir\u00eb. Ne nuk jemi dakord me at\u00eb pjes\u00eb t\u00eb kritik\u00ebs q\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebhet n\u00eb planin politik e personal. P\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb do t\u2019u heqim v\u00ebrejtje atyre shok\u00ebve t\u00eb gazet\u00ebs \u201cShk\u00ebndija\u201d dhe atij shokut t\u00eb Komitetit t\u00eb Partis\u00eb q\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigjet p\u00ebr gazet\u00ebn. Kritika q\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebhet p\u00ebr poem\u00ebn q\u00ebndron, \u00ebsht\u00eb e drejt\u00eb.
\nNd\u00ebrkaq shoku Ramiz nxjerr nga sirtari i tavolin\u00ebs s\u00eb tij, gazet\u00ebn \u201cZ\u00ebri i Rinis\u00eb ku ishte botuar poema dhe gazet\u00ebn \u201cShk\u00ebndija\u201d ku ishte botuar kritika e 10-t\u00eb gjimnazist\u00ebve.
\nM\u00eb thot\u00eb:
\n-A b\u00ebjm\u00eb nj\u00eb diskutim krijues?
\n-E b\u00ebjm\u00eb \u2013 i them.
\nDiskutuam p\u00ebr poem\u00ebn dhe kritik\u00ebn.
\nN\u00eb kritik\u00eb thuhej se un\u00eb b\u00ebja thirrje me qitje t\u00eb larg\u00ebt p\u00ebr p\u00ebrmbysjen e pushtetit popullor. Kjo ishte insinuata n\u00eb planin politik. N\u00eb kritik thuhej gjithashtu se un\u00eb k\u00ebrkoja vil\u00eb, kjo ishte insinuata n\u00eb planin personal.
\nKishte dhe insinuata t\u00eb tjera. Kritika ishte vep\u00ebr e p\u00ebrbashk\u00ebt e H\u00c7. dhe e Razi Brahimit. Ndihmes\u00eb t\u00eb madhe n\u00eb p\u00ebrpilimin e saj kish dh\u00ebn\u00eb padyshim edhe Gazmend Kongoli,Demka i sekretarit t\u00eb Komitetit t\u00eb Partis\u00eb…
\nM\u00eb pyeti shoku Ramiz:
\n-Ky titull \u201cDielli dhe rr\u00ebkerat\u201d mos ta kujton pak at\u00eb th\u00ebnien \u201cuji nga lart vjen i kulluar, por turbullohet rrug\u00ebs?\u201d
\n-I jam ruajtur k\u00ebsaj. E dija q\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb e ka kritikuar shoku Enver \u2013 i them shokut Ramiz.
\n-K\u00ebt\u00eb s\u2019kishe se si t\u00eb mos e dije ti \u2013 m\u00eb thot\u00eb shoku Ramiz.
\nN\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet un\u00eb s\u2019e dija q\u00eb Enver Hoxha e kishte kritikuar, por ma b\u00ebri t\u00eb ditur poeti Fatos Arapi, kur un\u00eb i dhash\u00eb poem\u00ebn ta lexonte p\u00ebr t\u00eb dh\u00ebn\u00eb ndonj\u00eb mendim ose sugjerim. Dhe ai m\u00eb sugjeroi q\u00eb titullin e poem\u00ebs ta ndryshoja, t\u2019i vija nj\u00eb titull tjet\u00ebr, sepse shprehjen se uji nga lart vjen i kulluar, por e turbullojn\u00eb rrug\u00ebs t\u00eb cil\u00ebn e kishin th\u00ebn\u00eb klerik\u00ebt n\u00eb gjyq dhe, Enver Hoxha me ta m\u00ebsuar, e kishte kritikuar th\u00ebnie e tyre. At\u00ebher\u00eb i hoqa poem\u00ebs titullin \u00abBurimi dhe rr\u00ebkerat\u00bb dhe i vura titullin \u00abDielli dhe rr\u00ebkerat\u00bb.
\nPastaj shoku Ramiz m\u00eb tha:
\n-Ti Faslli, kap tema t\u00eb mprehta dhe b\u00ebn mir\u00eb. M\u00eb kan\u00eb p\u00eblqyer disa poezi t\u00eb tuat n\u00eb revist\u00ebn \u201cN\u00ebntori\u201d. Vet\u00ebm duhet t\u00eb kesh nj\u00eb gj\u00eb parasysh. Duhet q\u00eb k\u00ebto tema t\u00eb mprehta t\u00eb trajtohen sakt\u00eb nga nga ana ideologjike. Kritika t\u00eb integrohet, t\u00eb shkrihet n\u00eb gjith\u00eb poezin\u00eb. Nuk duhet q\u00eb nj\u00eb strof\u00eb t\u00eb jet\u00eb pozitive dhe tjetra negative. Pozitivja dhe negativja t\u00eb shkrihen n\u00eb nj\u00eb, n\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00eb poezin\u00eb.
\nNd\u00ebrhyn Hamit Beqja:
\n-Lenini ka th\u00ebn\u00eb se \u00ab jeta ka tmerret e veta. Po u more me k\u00ebto tmerre, tmerron dhe t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt veten edhe \u00bb.
\n-Stalini, pasi kish lexuar poem\u00ebn \u00abBataku\u00bb t\u00eb Demian Biedni e cila merrej me an\u00ebt e err\u00ebta t\u00eb jet\u00ebs i tha ati se ai kishte r\u00ebn\u00eb vet\u00eb n\u00eb batak.
\n-I ditke mir\u00eb k\u00ebto, m\u00eb thot\u00eb Shoku Rmiz! Pra duhet t\u00eb jesh m\u00eb i sakt\u00eb ideologjikisht. Me k\u00ebt\u00eb nuk dua t\u00eb them q\u00eb t\u2019i hedh\u00ebsh ver\u00ebs uj\u00eb, dometh\u00ebn t\u00eb mos e zbusja kritik\u00ebn.
\nKjo shprehje m\u00eb dha zem\u00ebr. Edhe habija e Ramiz Alis\u00eb se un\u00eb i dija mir\u00eb v\u00ebrejtjet q\u00eb i b\u00ebheshin Demjan Bjednit nga Komiteti Q\u00ebndror i PKBS, personalisht nga Stalini, tek i cili poeti ankohej se i b\u00ebheshin kritika tendencioze, m\u00eb dha zem\u00ebr. Fillova t\u00eb bisedoj m\u00eb lirsh\u00ebm, m\u00eb me guxim. Ramiz Alia m\u2019u duk shum\u00eb i komportuesh\u00ebm, shoq\u00ebror, gati liberal. Me t\u00eb mund t\u00eb bisedoje gj\u00ebr\u00eb dhe thell\u00eb. Ndjehej shpirti tolerant i tij. Me mendje krahasova pritjen q\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebri Rrap Gjermeni, me pritjen q\u00eb po m\u00eb b\u00ebnte Ramiz Alia. Ku nj\u00ebri, ku tjetri.
\n-Edhe nj\u00eb gj\u00eb t\u00eb kesh parasysh, – m\u00eb thot\u00eb Ramiz Alia. \u2013 Partin\u00eb nuk duhet ta fetishizom\u00eb, apo jo?
\n-S\u2019e kam fetishizuar \u2013 i them \u2013 ja e kam konkretizuar:
\n\u201cPartia dhe Enveri kan\u00eb v\u00ebn\u00eb dor\u00ebn aty ku pikon\u201d i lexova gjith\u00eb strof\u00ebn. M\u00eb thot\u00eb me seriozitet:
\n-Q\u00eb ti je nj\u00eb poet i talentuar, kjo s\u2019ka diskutim.
\nM\u00eb b\u00ebri p\u00ebrshtypje ky vler\u00ebsim i Ramiz Alis\u00eb. Edhe m\u00eb erdhi mir\u00eb, por edhe se si m\u2019u duk, sikur…
\nTani pas 17 vjet\u00ebsh m\u00eb duket sikur un\u00eb e politizova bised\u00ebn. Nuk e di n\u00eb se kam t\u00eb drejt\u00eb, por k\u00ebshtu m\u2019u duk.
\nRamiz Alia kishte folur mir\u00eb p\u00ebr disa poezi t\u00eb miat, sidomos p\u00ebr ciklin e n\u00ebntorit t\u00eb vitit 1971 dhe t\u00eb vitit 1972.
\nI pari p\u00ebrshtypjet e Ramiz Alis\u00eb, m\u2019i tha Drit\u00ebro Agolli n\u00eb prani t\u00eb Nirvan\u00ebs, gruas sime duke ecur drejt Radio Tiran\u00ebs, ku Drit\u00ebroi po shkonte p\u00ebr t\u00eb dh\u00ebn\u00eb nj\u00eb intervist\u00eb. Drit\u00ebroi m\u00eb tha se p\u00ebr poezit\u00eb e mia atij i kishte folur Ramiz Alia, se i kishte vler\u00ebsuar ato. At\u00eb dit\u00eb Drit\u00ebroi m\u00eb foli me entuziaz\u00ebm p\u00ebr krijimtarin\u00eb time. K\u00ebt\u00eb vler\u00ebsim t\u00eb Drit\u00ebroit un\u00eb e mora si di\u00e7ka etike. Meq\u00eb un\u00eb isha me gruan, ai n\u00eb syt\u00eb e saj, m\u00eb foli me superlativa p\u00ebr poezit\u00eb.
\nEdhe Kadareja pasi lexoi kritik\u00ebn p\u00ebr poem\u00ebn m\u00eb tha se:
\npoema \u00ebsht\u00eb n\u00eb rregull, se p\u00ebr t\u00eb i kishte folur mir\u00eb Ramiz Alia, kur kishte shkuar n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e tij q\u00eb ta uronte p\u00ebr lindjen e vajz\u00ebs, Besian\u00ebs. N\u00eb bised\u00eb e sip\u00ebr p\u00ebr let\u00ebrsin\u00eb, m\u00eb tha Kadareja, ra fjala p\u00ebr poet\u00ebt e rinj. Ramiz Alia, m\u00eb pyeti p\u00ebr ty n\u00ebse t\u00eb njihja apo jo. I thash\u00eb se e njoh, se jam kujdesur p\u00ebr botimin e librit t\u00eb tij t\u00eb par\u00eb \u00abSot\u00bb. Dhe ja tani tha Kadareja, shoku Ramiz m\u00eb foli vet\u00eb direkt p\u00ebr poezit\u00eb e tua, t\u00eb botuara n\u00eb revist\u00ebn \u00abN\u00ebntori\u00bb
\nXhevahir Spahiu gjithashtu, m\u00eb tha at\u00ebher\u00eb se cikli me poezi i btuar m\u00eb 1972 n\u00eb revist\u00ebn \u00abN\u00ebntori\u00bb, kryeredaktori i \u00abZ\u00ebrit t\u00eb popullit\u00bb, Dashnor Mamaqi, kishte folur me entuziaz\u00ebm para gazetar\u00ebve t\u00eb Z\u00ebrit…
\nKjo poezi na duhet ne sot, iu tha Mamaqi gazetar\u00ebve.
\nN\u00eb fund t\u00eb takimit shoku Ramiz m\u00eb tha:
\n-Pra jemi dakort me kritik\u00ebn q\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebhet n\u00eb planin ideologjik, por nuk jemi dakort me kritik\u00ebn q\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebhet n\u00eb planin politik e personal. E kupton?
\n-E kuptoj \u2013 i them.
\nTakohemi. M\u00eb rrok n\u00eb qaf\u00eb. U ndam . Dola nga zyra. Posht\u00eb n\u00eb korridor m\u00eb priste Ki\u00e7o Blushi, i cili m\u00eb shoq\u00ebroi gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb peripecis\u00eb.
\nNj\u00eb di\u00e7ka.
\nKi\u00e7o Blushi insistoi dhe m\u00eb nxiti q\u00eb un\u00eb ta ngrija z\u00ebrin kund\u00ebr asaj kritike ultra denigruese. Bile i vinte inat q\u00eb un\u00eb nguroja t\u00eb takohesha me shokun Ramiz. Nj\u00eb nga arsyet q\u00eb guxova t\u00eb takohem me Ramiz Alin\u00eb ishte edhe nxitja e Ki\u00e7o Blushit. Por nxitja m\u00eb e madhe qe \u00e7asti kur Ki\u00e7o m\u00eb tha:
\n-Bisedoja nj\u00eb dit\u00eb me Ismail Kadaren\u00eb p\u00ebr pun\u00ebn t\u00ebnde Faslli. E di si m\u00eb tha Ismaili?:
\n-More Ki\u00e7o, pse \u00ebsht\u00eb tulatur kaq shum\u00eb Faslli Haliti, sikur t\u00eb ket\u00eb ndonj\u00eb grup dhe ai t\u00eb jet\u00eb kryetari i tyre.
\nI them Ki\u00e7os duke qeshur:
\n-Si, si? Un\u00eb grup? V\u00ebrtet\u00eb k\u00ebshtu tha Ismaili?
\n-Po. K\u00ebshtu tha. \u2013 T\u00eb betohem.
\nT\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen k\u00ebrkova takim me shokun Ramiz.
\nEcja dhe mendoja. Para sysh m\u00eb kalonin t\u00eb gjitha telashet.
\nPas leximit t\u00eb kritik\u00ebs s\u00eb pashembullt q\u00eb mund t\u00eb ishte b\u00ebr\u00eb p\u00ebr ndonj\u00eb krijues.
\nKadare m\u00eb thot\u00eb, mos u m\u00ebrzit o Faslli Haliti. Mjafton t\u00eb mos ia kemi me hile Partis\u00eb. M\u2019u duk nj\u00eb p\u00ebrkujdesje prej poeti th\u00ebnie e tij, me nj\u00eb formulim t\u00eb till\u00eb q\u00eb tregonte madje af\u00ebrsi dhe besim shoku, kolegu. Sapo dola nga Komiteti Q\u00ebndror, b\u00ebra nj\u00eb cop\u00eb rruge me Ki\u00e7o Blushin.
\n-H\u00eb, – m\u00eb thot\u00eb, si vajti takimi.
\n-Shum\u00eb mir\u00eb, – i them, – shum\u00eb mir\u00eb.
\nEc\u00ebm gjer te sheshi i Sk\u00ebnderbej. Aty u ndava me Ki\u00e7on.
\nAf\u00ebr Lidhjes s\u00eb Shkrimtar\u00ebve, p\u00ebrball\u00eb Kinema \u201cRepublika\u201d takoj Ismail Kadaren\u00eb. Ishte me Luan Qaf\u00ebzezin.
\nH\u00eb, m\u00eb tha, u takove me shokun Ramiz? U takova, i thash\u00eb. Si t\u00eb priti? Shum\u00eb mir\u00eb, i them. \u00c7\u2019t\u00eb tha? M\u00eb pyeti se mos titulli i poem\u00ebs t\u00eb kujton pak at\u00eb th\u00ebnien se uji nga lart vjen i kulluar por turbullohet rrug\u00ebs?
\nKjo \u00ebsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, tha Kadare, pavar\u00ebsisht se k\u00ebta snuk duan ta pranojn\u00eb\u2026
\nUn\u00eb u habita q\u00eb Ismaili foli k\u00ebshtu n\u00eb syt\u00eb e Luan Qaf\u00ebzezit.<\/p>\n

Po tjet\u00ebr, m\u00eb pyeti Ismaili. Tjet\u00ebr, m\u00eb tha, se nuk ka dyshim q\u00eb ti je nj\u00eb poet i talentuar. Por t\u00eb duhet t\u00eb shprehesh m\u00eb qart\u00eb kur trajton tema t\u00eb guximshme, si\u00e7 \u00ebsht\u00eb lufta kund\u00ebr shfaqeve t\u00eb burokracis\u00eb apo kur kritikon kuadro t\u00eb nomenklatur\u00ebs…<\/p>\n

Gazmend Kongolin dhe p\u00ebr Hasanin, konatin e z\u00ebvend\u00ebs ministrit t\u00eb Ministris\u00eb s\u00eb Pun\u00ebve t\u00eb Brendshme.
\n\u00c7\u2019kan\u00eb me ty k\u00ebta krijues si Gazmend Kongolin, Spiro Dinaku, Kapllan Resuli, Murat Nezha, pyeti shoku Ramiz.
\nNuk e kuptoj, i them. Mbase \u00e7eshtje ambicjeje, xhelozie.
\nPor edhe p\u00ebr di\u00e7ka tjet\u00ebr m\u00eb t\u00eb lig\u00eb\u2026
\nP\u00ebr \u00e7far\u00eb lig\u00ebsie e ke fjal\u00ebn?
\nAta m\u00eb quajn\u00eb nj\u00eb krijues pa formim t\u00eb partish\u00ebm.
\nPo me Ismail Kadaren\u00eb \u00e7\u2019kan\u00eb? Razi Brahimi e ka inatin me Ismail Kadaren\u00eb.
\nPse \u00e7\u2019ka Raziu me Ismailin?
\nRaziu ka nj\u00eb urrejtje biologjike p\u00ebr Ismail Kadaren\u00eb. Po k\u00ebta dy t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt, Kapllani, Gazmendi, Murati, Hasani, Spiro, \u00e7\u2019kan\u00eb ? K\u00ebta mbajn\u00eb an\u00ebn e Raziut. Po Gazmendi si sillet me ty? \u00c7kaaaaaa, i them duke e zvarritur fjal\u00ebn \u00e7ka.
\nPo pse e v\u00eb dor\u00ebn n\u00eb zjarr, p\u00ebr at\u00eb maskara, mor Faslli Haliti, m\u00eb tha Kadareja i cili i njihte mir\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb xhongler, ambicjoz\u00eb, xheloz\u00eb, me karakter zhive.<\/p>\n

Kur u ktheva n\u00eb Lushnj\u00eb, m\u00eb rrethuan shok\u00ebt. Sht\u00ebpia u mbush plot. Djali im Helidoni q\u00eb ishte i vog\u00ebl, tre-kat\u00ebr vje\u00e7, nuk e kuptonte pse vinin kaq shum\u00eb njer\u00ebz ato dit\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. Manjola, vajza e mitur, gjithashtu. Plaka, n\u00ebna ime, e kuptonte se di\u00e7ka e keqe v\u00ebrtitej. Ajo rrinte me gjak t\u00eb ngrir\u00eb. Po k\u00ebshtu dhe gruaja ime, me t\u00eb cil\u00ebn bisedoja gjith\u00e7ka.
\nN\u00eb qytet qarkullonin lloj-lloj mendimesh, fjal\u00ebsh, supozimesh, pohime, mohime kontraverse.
\nDashamir\u00ebsit thoshin se me porosi t\u00eb Ramiz Alis\u00eb, mua m\u00eb soll\u00ebn me \u00abBenz\u00bb nga Tirana n\u00eb Lushnj\u00eb.
\nRamiz Alia nuk e di ku ka kok\u00ebn e vet, u thoshte me nervoziz\u00ebm p\u00ebrkrah\u00ebsve t\u00eb poem\u00ebs, v\u00ebllai i sekretarit t\u00eb par\u00eb t\u00eb komitetit t\u00eb partis\u00eb q\u00eb duke qen\u00eb v\u00ebllai i an\u00ebtarit t\u00eb KQPPSH, an\u00ebtar i Presidiumit t\u00eb Kuvendit Popullor i cili ishte n\u00eb dijeni t\u00eb disa zhvillimeve p\u00ebr t\u00eb cilat nuk dinin gj\u00eb njer\u00ebzit e thjesht\u00eb. Kritikuesit e poem\u00ebs, beniamin\u00ebt, militant\u00ebt e komitetit t\u00eb partis\u00eb dhe t\u00eb sekretarit t\u00eb par\u00eb, kishin p\u00ebrhapur versionin se mua nuk\u2019m\u00eb kishte pritur fare Ramiz Alia, se m\u00eb kishin nxjerr\u00eb me shqelma nga zyra e tij
\nPor e v\u00ebrteta q\u00ebndronte ashtu si\u00e7 e tregova un\u00eb m\u00eb sip\u00ebr.<\/p>\n

15 mars 1973<\/em><\/p>\n

MBLEDHJA E LSHASH<\/strong><\/p>\n

M\u00eb vjen nj\u00eb ftes\u00eb nga Lidhja e Shkrimtar\u00ebve. M\u00eb 15 mars 1973 organizohej nj\u00eb mbledhje me t\u00eb gjith\u00eb poet\u00ebt, n\u00eb sall\u00ebn e Lidhjes.
\nU nisa p\u00ebr n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb.
\nMbledhja filloi. M\u00eb vun\u00eb n\u00eb presidium. Mbledhjen e drejtonte Drit\u00ebro Agolli. N\u00eb presidium ishte edhe Ismail Kadare. Dhimit\u00ebr Shuteriqi ishte n\u00eb sall\u00eb. Q\u00ebndronte ulur n\u00eb rreshtin e par\u00eb dhe mbante sh\u00ebnime p\u00ebr cilindo q\u00eb diskutonte. M\u00eb duket sikur protokollin e mbledhjes po e mbante ai vet\u00eb.
\nN\u00eb mbledhje fol\u00ebn e diskutuan shum\u00eb krijues e kritik\u00eb. Kritikuan poem\u00ebn time, disa poezi t\u00eb miat, ve\u00e7an\u00ebrisht poezin\u00eb e \u201cNjeriu me kobure\u201d, \u201cVet\u00ebsh\u00ebrbim\u201d etj.etj. Krahas poem\u00ebs sime kritikuan edhe poem\u00ebn e Viktor Qurkut \u201cShk\u00eblqimi\u201d.
\nPoezin\u00eb \u201cNjeriu me kobure\u201d e sulmuan sidomos dy pseudopoet\u00ebt ushtarak\u00eb, IG dhe LD, etj. Kur flisnin e diskutonin krijuesit ushtarak\u00eb, p\u00ebrvishnin m\u00ebng\u00ebt e gjimnastorkave. Revani i tyre ishte i eg\u00ebr shkumbues. Nuk mbaheshin. Filluan t\u00eb kritikonin edhe Ismail Kadaren\u00eb p\u00ebr tregimin \u201cZb\u00ebrthimi\u201d, \u201cProvokacioni\u201d etj. N\u00eb k\u00ebte mbledhje u atakua edhe poema \u201cPse mendohen k\u00ebto male\u201d nga dramaturgu oficer BK. Me k\u00ebt\u00eb dramaturg kisha udh\u00ebtuar nj\u00eb dit\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb n\u00eb tren, duke ardhur p\u00ebr n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb. Gjat\u00eb rrug\u00ebs ai m\u00eb ndejti ftoht\u00eb. M\u00eb foli keq p\u00ebr disa krijime t\u00eb Kadares\u00eb si dhe p\u00ebr poem\u00ebn \u201cPse mendohen k\u00ebto male\u201d. U \u00e7udita. E kund\u00ebrshtova. Tani q\u00eb ai po fliste n\u00eb mbledhje p\u00ebr poem\u00ebn, tani q\u00eb po e kritikonte at\u00eb, kuptova se ushtarak\u00ebt sikur kishin nj\u00eb mllef kund\u00ebr Kadares\u00eb dhe ndaj atyre q\u00eb kishte n\u00eb konsiderat\u00eb p\u00ebr Kadaren\u00eb. Kush i nd\u00ebrsente k\u00ebta ushtarak\u00eb, kush ua hapte syrin edhe goj\u00ebn k\u00ebtyre?
\nUn\u00eb vet\u00ebm d\u00ebgjova. Nuk diskutova, nuk b\u00ebra autokritik\u00eb p\u00ebr poem\u00ebn, p\u00ebr poezit\u00eb q\u00eb m\u2019u kritikuan. Viktor Qurku, diskutoi. Mir\u00eb diskutoi. Nuk b\u00ebri autokritik\u00eb. Ai kishte bindje se poema e tij nuk ishte e gabuar.
\nKujtim Spahivogli foli pas Viktor Qurkut. Kujtimi ishte i mendimit se poema \u201cDielli dhe rr\u00ebket\u00eb\u201d duhej t\u00eb ishte m\u00eb e fuqishme. Pra ai k\u00ebrkonte m\u00eb tep\u00ebr prej saj kur at\u00eb edhe ashtu si\u00e7 ishte po e kritikonin p\u00ebr ashp\u00ebrsi dhe nxirje t\u00eb realitetit t\u00eb mrekulluesh\u00ebm socialist. Kujtim Spahivogli tha se Viktori duhet t\u00eb tregonte m\u00eb shum\u00eb buonsens n\u00eb diskutimin e tij. Ai tha se Kadareja me shok\u00eb n\u00eb vitet \u201860-t\u00eb kishin treguar shum\u00eb buonsens gjat\u00eb debatit me gard\u00ebn e vjet\u00ebr t\u00eb shkrimtar\u00ebve.
\nQamil Buxheli nd\u00ebr t\u00eb tjera mbrojti poezin\u00eb time \u201cVet\u00ebsh\u00ebrbim\u201d. Kjo poezi u kritikua si nj\u00eb manifest i hermetizmit, si nj\u00eb poezi q\u00eb b\u00ebnte thirrje p\u00ebr z\u00ebvend\u00ebsimin e partishm\u00ebris\u00eb proletare me at\u00eb borgjeze. Kjo poezi u kritikua m\u00eb von\u00eb n\u00eb gazet\u00ebn \u201cZ\u00ebri i Popullit\u201d nga Fiqret Shehu, nj\u00eb vit m\u00eb von\u00eb po Fiqreti e kritikoi p\u00ebr t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn gj\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb poezi, si dhe poezin\u00eb \u201cNjeriu me kobure\u201d n\u00eb revist\u00ebn \u201cRruga e partis\u00eb\u201d Nr.3, viti 1974 me rastin e nj\u00eb vjetorit t\u00eb fjalimit t\u00eb 15 marsit 1973 t\u00eb Enver Hoxh\u00ebs.
\nRuzhdi Pulaha e mbrojti poezin\u00eb \u201cNjeriu me kobure\u201d. Ai tha:
\n-Po ju ushtarak\u00ebt t\u00eb pakritikuesh\u00ebm jeni k\u00ebshtu?
\nMe k\u00ebto fjal\u00eb Ruzhdiu iu drejtua shkrimtar\u00ebve ushtarak\u00eb q\u00eb e kishin shum\u00eb z\u00ebt k\u00ebt\u00eb poezi. Drit\u00ebro Agolli tha p\u00ebr poezin\u00eb \u201cNjeriu me kobure\u201d. -H\u00eb mo mir\u00eb e ka Faslliu. Mburren me koburen disa. Edhe ai faturino i autobuzit ngre xhaket\u00ebn dhe na tregon koburen.
\nDalan Shapllo n\u00eb diskutimin e tij tha se poezit\u00eb e Faslli Halitit jan\u00eb t\u00eb fuqishme, realiste e t\u00eb sinqerta. etj.etj.
\nK\u00ebshtu m\u00eb kishte folur edhe Drit\u00ebroi n\u00eb prani t\u00eb tjer\u00ebve si dhe n\u00eb prani t\u00eb poetit t\u00eb ri Fatbardh Rustemi:
\n-Edhe un\u00eb shkruaj poezi, por ti Faslli shkruan poezi burr\u00ebrore, etj.etj.
\nKurse tani thoshte, t\u00eb shohim, si do t\u00eb q\u00ebndroj\u00eb poezia \u201cNjeriu me kobure\u201d n\u00eb drit\u00ebn e fjalimeve t\u00eb fundit t\u00eb partis\u00eb. Nejse. Pun\u00eb e tij. M\u00eb tha dikush:
\n-Tjet\u00ebr \u00ebsht\u00eb talenti, tjet\u00ebr karakteri, shok i dashur.
\nVet\u00ebm m\u00eb von\u00eb do t\u2019i kuptoja k\u00ebto fjal\u00eb.<\/p>\n

N\u00eb mbledhje foli edhe Kadareja. Ai tha p\u00ebr Razi Brahimin se:
\n-Raziu ka nj\u00eb v\u00ebshtrim policesk p\u00ebr poezin\u00eb.
\nIsmail Kadareja foli p\u00ebr trajtimin e temave t\u00eb m\u00ebdha. Kur Ismaili tha se gjuha nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb superstruktur\u00eb e baz\u00ebs, se k\u00ebt\u00eb marr\u00ebzi t\u00eb akademikut sovjetik Marri, po e p\u00ebrs\u00ebriste edhe Razi Brahimi, duke i gjykuar fjal\u00ebt si superstruktur\u00eb t\u00eb baz\u00ebs, por nd\u00ebrhyri Drit\u00ebro Agolli dhe e kund\u00ebrshtoi Ismailin:
\n-Fjala v\u00ebrtet\u00eb s\u2019ka karakter klasor, por kur ajo kthehet n\u00eb figur\u00eb stilistike, merr konotacion klasor.
\nIsmaili nuk iu p\u00ebrgjigj objeksionit t\u00eb Drit\u00ebroit.
\nPastaj diskutoi Luan Qaf\u00ebzezi-luani atakoi n\u00eb diskutimin e tij Fadil Pa\u00e7ramin. Tha se Fadil Pa\u00e7rami, poem\u00ebn \u201cBaballar\u00ebt\u201d e kishte quajtur konservatore etj.etj. q\u00eb s\u2019m\u00eb kujtohen.
\nDuke d\u00ebgjuar Luan Qaf\u00ebzezin t\u00eb kritikonte Fadil Pa\u00e7ramin, m\u2019u kujtuan fjal\u00ebt e Agim Shehut i cili nj\u00eb nat\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb pasi mbaroi mbledhja n\u00eb sall\u00ebn e Lidhjes, m\u00eb kishte th\u00ebn\u00eb:
\n-E di kush \u00ebsht\u00eb ai \u201crrufjani\u201d politik, p\u00ebr t\u00eb cilin flet Enver Hoxha?
\n-Jo, i them, – s\u2019e di. E si mund ta di un\u00eb. Pse ma b\u00ebn k\u00ebt\u00eb pyetje mua ti Agim. \u00c7\u2019pun\u00eb kam un\u00eb me k\u00ebto gj\u00ebra?!
\nAgimi m\u00eb tha me nervoziz\u00ebm:
\n-Edhe ai Ismaili yt nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb pa gj\u00eb. Edhe ai me klika vepron. Prandaj mos ma mbaj p\u00ebr idhull ti at\u00eb. D\u00ebgjove?
\nI them prer\u00eb Agim Shehut:
\n-D\u00ebgjo ti Agim Shehu, Ismail Kadareja, s\u2019\u00ebsht\u00eb vet\u00ebm imi, ai \u00ebsht\u00eb i gjith\u00eb Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb, \u00ebsht\u00eb edhe shoku yt i f\u00ebmij\u00ebris\u00eb. Un\u00eb e di se ju edhe tani jeni shok\u00eb. Si m\u00eb flet k\u00ebshtu p\u00ebr Ismailin ti? Ku do t\u00eb dal\u00ebsh ti? Fol m\u00eb shkoqur.
\n-Kaq mund t\u00eb t\u00eb them tani p\u00ebr tani. Ai rrufjani politik p\u00ebr t\u00eb cilin flet n\u00eb fjalimin e tij Enver Hoxha \u00ebsht\u00eb Fadil Pa\u00e7rami, q\u00eb nuk vlen jo p\u00ebr sekretar por as p\u00ebr kryetar kooperative. Prandaj t\u00eb mbash q\u00ebndrim kritik ndaj Ismail Kadares\u00eb. Mos ma mbaj p\u00ebr idhull.
\n-Un\u00eb, p\u00ebr idhull e kam mbajtur dhe p\u00ebr idhull do ta mbaj \u2013 i them.
\n-Mir\u00eb \u2013 m\u00eb thot\u00eb \u2013 b\u00ebj si t\u00eb duash.
\nU ndam\u00eb.Tani q\u00eb Luan Qaf\u00ebzezi kritikoi Fadilin m\u2019u b\u00eb e qart\u00eb biseda me Agimin.
\nKur Luan Qaf\u00ebzezi po vazhdonte t\u00eb fliste p\u00ebr Fadilin, Ismail Kadareja u \u00e7ua. I thot\u00eb Drit\u00ebroit:
\n-More Drit\u00ebro, nd\u00ebrhy… \u00c7\u2019flet ky?
\nDrit\u00ebroi nuk i nd\u00ebrhyri Luanit. E la t\u00eb fliste si\u00e7 deshi.
\nDuke par\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb sken\u00eb q\u00eb p\u00ebr mua ishte e qart\u00eb pas bised\u00ebs me Agim Shehun, kuptova se Ismail Kadare nuk ishte fare n\u00eb dijeni se \u00e7\u2019po ndodhte. Agim Shehu si\u00e7 doli m\u00eb von\u00eb kishte qen\u00eb i mirinformuar.
\nT\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen u muar vesh se Enver Hoxha e kishte kritikuar r\u00ebnd\u00eb Fadil Pa\u00e7ramin.
\nGjith\u00e7ka u sqarua.
\nN\u00ebn drit\u00ebn e k\u00ebtij fjalimi sekretari i KP, Rrapi Gjermeni organizoi nj\u00eb mbledhje q\u00eb mund ta quaj tani me plot goj\u00ebn nj\u00eb autodafe t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb mesjetare, vet\u00eb Rrapin nj\u00eb inkuizitor.
\nN\u00eb fund t\u00eb mbledhjes, q\u00eb zgjati gjer n\u00eb mesnat\u00eb Kadareja m\u00eb tha:
\n-Po tani, Faslli Haliti; ku do t\u00eb shkosh t\u00eb flesh?
\n-N\u00eb hotel \u2013 i thash\u00eb.
\nU ndam\u00eb.
\nN\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet un\u00eb fjeta n\u00eb hotel, por n\u00eb apartamentin e Viktor Qurkut. N\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet nuk fjet\u00ebm si dy t\u00eb kritikuar r\u00ebnd\u00eb, por e kaluam nat\u00ebn duke biseduar p\u00ebr poemat tona, n\u00ebse ishin apo nuk ishin ato n\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet kaq t\u00eb gabuara sa thuhej\u2026
\nGjat\u00eb nat\u00ebs e kaluam duke diskutuar me k\u00ebt\u00eb tem\u00eb e duke pare piktura n\u00eb revistat Iskustvo, koleksion i Viktorit.<\/p>\n

PYETJA E DJALIT T\u00cb VOG\u00cbL<\/strong><\/p>\n

Gusht 1974<\/em><\/p>\n

Dy f\u00ebmijt\u00eb e mi t\u00eb vegj\u00ebl vajza 7 vje\u00e7e dhe djali 5 vje\u00e7, m\u00eb b\u00ebn\u00eb sot k\u00ebt\u00eb pyetje q\u00eb un\u00eb s\u2019e pata t\u00eb leht\u00eb t\u2019i p\u00ebrgjigjesha:
\n-Babi, pyeti djali, pse nuk vijn\u00eb m\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb ton\u00eb xhaxhi Halili e xhaxhi Bardhi…?
\n-Kan\u00eb shum\u00eb pun\u00eb \u2013 i g\u00ebnjeva un\u00eb.
\n-Pse, kur vinin \u00e7do dit\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb ton\u00eb nuk kishin pun\u00eb ata?
\n-Kishin, por jo kaq sa tani.
\nDjalit dhe vajz\u00ebs s\u2019ju mbush mendja. E kuptuan q\u00eb un\u00eb nuk iu thash\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn.
\nAta e kuptuan se di\u00e7ka e madhe kishte ndodhur. Kaq. Nuk m\u00eb pyet\u00ebn m\u00eb. Hesht\u00ebn gjat\u00eb kat\u00ebr viteve q\u00eb un\u00eb punova n\u00eb fshati 12 kilometra larg sht\u00ebpis\u00eb son\u00eb.<\/p>\n

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N\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb dy shok\u00ebt e mi q\u00eb s\u2019m\u00eb ndaheshin nuk vinin m\u00eb. Bardhi ishte i ri. Ishte n\u00ebn tutel\u00ebn e prind\u00ebrve dhe mua kjo m\u00eb dukej krejt e natyr\u00ebshme, s\u2019m\u00eb vinte keq. E mir\u00ebkuptoja. S\u2019i mbaja m\u00ebri.
\nHalili q\u00eb ishte m\u00eb i guximsh\u00ebm dhe gati nj\u00eb mosh\u00eb me mua e justifikoi mosardhjen e tij me nj\u00eb arsye t\u00eb fort\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb bindi plot\u00ebsisht.<\/p>\n

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U takuam nj\u00eb dit\u00eb rast\u00ebsisht me Halilin af\u00ebr Uzin\u00ebs s\u00eb Plastmasit. Un\u00eb vija me bi\u00e7iklet\u00eb nga Fier-Shegani, ai vente diku. M\u00eb ndali. Them m\u00eb ndali se un\u00eb nuk ndalja, nuk takoja njeri. Ky ishte nj\u00eb parim vetjak q\u00eb un\u00eb e vendosa fill pas \u201cd\u00ebnimit\u201d tim p\u00ebr t\u00eb punuar e jetuar me fshatar\u00ebt p\u00ebr t\u00eb njohur jet\u00ebn p\u00ebrmes pun\u00ebs n\u00eb bujq\u00ebsi. (Sa qesharake, sa inkuizitoreske, duket nj\u00eb gj\u00eb e till\u00eb sot), mir\u00eb, mir\u00eb por at\u00ebher\u00eb ishte shum\u00eb serioze, e rrezikshme, e frikshme, madje.
\nRrept\u00ebsia ishte ngritur n\u00eb apogje. Eg\u00ebrsia e kishte mprehur briskun si gjuh\u00eb neperike guri. Lul\u00ebzonin inatet, cmirat, hakmarrjet si asnj\u00ebher\u00eb tjet\u00ebr. Nj\u00eb lemeri e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb. Vetja m\u00eb dukej e rrethuar nga informator\u00ebt, provokator\u00ebt, cmir\u00ebzinj, bashk\u00ebpun\u00ebtor\u00ebt ose m\u00eb tro\u00e7, vetja m\u00eb dukej i rrethuar nga spiun\u00ebt e Deg\u00ebs. M\u00eb kujtohej shpesh th\u00ebnia e Hygoit p\u00ebr spiun\u00ebt dhe smir\u00ebzinjt\u00eb, sidomos p\u00ebrcaktimi i tij i teht\u00eb se \u201cspiuni \u00ebsht\u00eb si qeni e ndjek gjahun p\u00ebr tjetrin, cmir\u00ebziu \u00ebsht\u00eb si macja e ndjek preh\u00ebn p\u00ebr vete\u201d. Nuk ia thosha askujt k\u00ebt\u00eb shprehje t\u00eb Hugoit, sidomos interpretimin tim se si spiuni si cmireziu ishin veshi dhe syri i Partis\u00eb s\u2019ia thosha as n\u00ebn\u00ebs n\u00eb sy t\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebve, p\u00ebrve\u00e7se e m\u00ebrm\u00ebrisja me veten time gjat\u00eb prashitjes, hapjes s\u00eb v ijave kulluese apo gjat\u00eb udh\u00ebtimit me bi\u00e7iklet\u00eb n\u00eb er\u00eb e n\u00eb shi ose n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb.<\/p>\n

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-Po kthehesh? \u2013 m\u00eb pyeti tregimtari H.
\n-Po \u2013 i them.
\n-Lodhesh?
\n-Jo edhe aq.
\n-Si e ndjen veten n\u00eb kooperativ\u00eb?
\n– Shum\u00eb mir\u00eb!
\n-Shum\u00eb mir\u00eb, mos thuaj ti \u2013 m\u00eb thot\u00eb tregimtari H. s\u2019e honepste shtirjen, – thuaj m\u00eb mir\u00eb se m\u00eb gjeti dhe do ta heq.
\nH. qeshi\u2026 I erdhi keq me tkurrjen time.
\nM\u00eb pa mir\u00eb nga koka gjer te k\u00ebmb\u00ebt. M\u00eb pa k\u00ebmish\u00ebn me jak\u00eb t\u00eb grisur… M\u00eb tha:
\n-D\u00ebgjo. Mbaje veten m\u00eb mir\u00eb. Mos ua b\u00ebj qejfin atyre mut\u00ebrve q\u00eb s\u2019na duan.
\nKjo v\u00ebrejtje m\u2019u duk e drejt\u00eb, shoq\u00ebrore, intime, dashamir\u00ebse.
\n-Nejse, po si ia kalon, – m\u00eb pyet H.
\n-Mir\u00eb, shum\u00eb mir\u00eb…
\nKjo shprehje m\u00eb ishte b\u00ebr\u00eb steriotipe q\u00eb kur p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebsi i sektorit t\u00eb drith\u00ebrave m\u00eb pyeti si po ia kalon k\u00ebtu n\u00eb kooperativ\u00eb, ndihesh mir\u00eb, mir\u00eb je dhe un\u00eb iu p\u00ebrgjigja, shum\u00eb mir\u00eb shoku p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebs. K\u00ebshtu si m\u2019u p\u00ebrgjigje mua k\u00ebshtu t\u2019i p\u00ebrgjigjesh gjitkujt k\u00ebtu dhe p\u00ebrher\u00eb\u2026
\nE vura v\u00ebth n\u00eb vesh k\u00ebshill\u00ebn e tij prej urtani. Kuptova se duhej t\u00eb tregohesha i k\u00ebnaqur, para kujtdo. Duhej t\u00eb isha optimist dhe un\u00eb ashtu tregohesha. Kjo ishte gjendje krejt artificiale. N\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet un\u00eb ndjeja kalb\u00ebzim n\u00eb vetvete. I ngjaja nj\u00eb trungu q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb ngr\u00ebn\u00eb p\u00ebrbrenda. Megjithat\u00eb kujtdo i thosha jam shum\u00eb mir\u00eb.
\n-Po si ia kalon tani \u2013 m\u00eb pyeti shoku im H.
\n-Ja k\u00ebshtu i vetmuar. M\u00eb jan\u00eb larguar t\u00eb gjith\u00eb shok\u00ebt.
\n-T\u00eb jan\u00eb larguar shok\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb duan dhe t\u00eb jan\u00eb afruar spiun\u00ebt, m\u00eb thot\u00eb H.
\nAi deshi t\u00eb fliste m\u00eb gjat\u00eb, por iku duke th\u00ebn\u00eb:
\n-Nejse. Do t\u00eb bisedojm\u00eb ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb tjet\u00ebr.
\nMe t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb mua po m\u00eb vinin n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi ca njer\u00ebz me zellin m\u00eb t\u00eb madh p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb \u201cngushulluar\u201d. M\u00eb i rrezikshmi ishte V., spiun i deklaruar i Deg\u00ebs s\u00eb Brendshme i cili kishte dal\u00eb disa her\u00eb d\u00ebshmitar kund\u00ebr personave t\u00eb cil\u00ebve u kishte shkuar n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. E pranova V. nj\u00eb her\u00eb, dy her\u00eb. Pastaj i mbylla der\u00ebn. M\u00eb von\u00eb, kur do t\u00eb punoja, 6 vjet me t\u00eb n\u00eb sektorin e Dekorit do ta quaja me z\u00eb t\u00eb lart\u00eb: V baraz paturp\u00ebsi, hile pabesi, baraz Qeni D… N\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb dyshoja mbase fare pa t\u00eb drejt\u00eb edhe p\u00ebr nj\u00eb njeriun tim. Isha shum\u00eb i kujdessh\u00ebm me t\u00eb. I ruhesha e kuptoja se po e teproja me dysimet e mia me vend e pavend p\u00ebr njer\u00ebzit…<\/p>\n

\"\"N\u00eb prashitje<\/em><\/p>\n

\"\"N\u00eb ngarkim-shkarkim<\/em><\/p>\n

\"\"N\u00eb pastrim bar\u00ebrash<\/em><\/p>\n

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U takova p\u00ebrs\u00ebri me tregimtarin H. n\u00eb kinema. Ishte nj\u00eb takim krejt i rast\u00ebsish\u00ebm, ai ishte me t\u00eb shoqen dhe un\u00eb me gruan time. Shfaqej filmi \u201cT\u00eb mjer\u00ebt\u201d. Si p\u00ebr \u00e7udi, biletat na kishin q\u00eblluar pran\u00eb. T\u00eb ishte kjo nj\u00eb rast\u00ebsi?
\nE p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndes H. me t\u00eb shoqen. M\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigjet i rezervuar. Di\u00e7kaje i ruhej. M\u00eb thot\u00eb:
\n-S\u2019duhet t\u00eb na shihnin bashk\u00eb,
\n-E pse? \u2013 i them.
\n-Ta tregoj m\u00eb von\u00eb. S\u2019duhet t\u00eb na shohin bashk\u00eb.<\/p>\n

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Kur u ktheva nga fshati shoku im H. ma tregoi arsyen pse nuk takohej e pse s\u2019vinte m\u00eb tek un\u00eb as aid he as pet ii ri Brdhi.
\n-M\u00eb thirr\u00ebn n\u00eb Deg\u00eb, m\u00eb tha. M\u00eb pyet\u00ebn se \u00e7\u2019flisje ti p\u00ebr kooperativ\u00ebn, pages\u00ebn, bunkier\u00ebt. U thash\u00eb se un\u00eb s\u2019flas me t\u00eb. Prandaj u shqet\u00ebsova at\u00ebher\u00eb n\u00eb kinema. M\u00eb than\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb haja grurin. Me nj\u00eb fjal\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb spiunoja.
\nUn\u00eb qesha.
\n-Pse qesh? \u2013 m\u00eb thot\u00eb H.
\n-Qesh se m\u00eb duket si \u00e7udi. Po v\u00ebrtetohet ajo q\u00eb kishim d\u00ebgjuar.
\n-\u00c7far\u00eb ?
\n-At\u00eb, pra, q\u00eb t\u00eb fusin shokun m\u00eb t\u00eb af\u00ebrt. Bile edhe nipin…
\n-Akoma ti \u2013 m\u00eb thot\u00eb H.
\n-\u00c7udi!
\n-Natyrisht q\u00eb un\u00eb ua dhash\u00eb rrug\u00ebn. U thash\u00eb se un\u00eb nuk flas fare me Faslliun etj.etj.
\nPastaj H. m\u00eb porositi:
\n-Ve\u00e7 mos b\u00ebj gabim t\u2019ia thuash njeriu k\u00ebt\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb thash\u00eb, se jan\u00eb hakmarr\u00ebs k\u00ebta.
\nUn\u00eb ia tregova tregova n\u00ebn\u00ebs, v\u00ebllait dhe piktorit SK. mikut t\u00eb sht\u00ebpis\u00eb.
\nV\u00ebllai pasi m\u00eb d\u00ebgjoi m\u00eb tha:
\n-Mbase H. Justifikohet q\u00eb s\u2019t\u00eb ka ndenjur pran\u00eb.
\nKurse piktori S. m\u00eb tha t\u00eb kund\u00ebrt\u00ebn:
\nBesoji shokut tend H. At\u00eb paske shokun m\u00eb besnik.<\/p>\n

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E pra mund t\u2019ua thosha un\u00eb vajz\u00ebs dhe djalit t\u00eb vog\u00ebl t\u00eb gjitha k\u00ebto, kur m\u00eb b\u00ebn\u00eb at\u00eb pyetjen engj\u00ebllore:
\n– Babi, pse nuk vijn\u00eb m\u00eb xhaxhi Halili me xhaxhi Bardhin n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb tone?
\n\u00c7\u2019t\u00eb vinin?
\nUn\u00eb konsiderohesha si Hamit Matjani. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb m\u00eb shmangeshin.
\n\u00c7\u2019koh\u00eb ish ajo, \u00e7\u2019koh\u00eb ish…!
\n1974<\/em><\/p>\n

EDUKATORJA E KOPSHTIT GABOI <\/strong><\/p>\n

MAJ 1974<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00cbsht\u00eb gjysma e dyt\u00eb e majit, f\u00ebmijt\u00eb e kopshteve p\u00ebrgatiten p\u00ebr 1 Qershorin. Kan\u00eb p\u00ebrgatitur k\u00ebng\u00eb, valle, recitime. Doni ka p\u00ebrgatitur nj\u00eb poezi q\u00eb flet p\u00ebr automatikun. E ka p\u00ebrgatitur mir\u00eb. Ve\u00e7 gjat\u00eb recitimit nxitohet. Nxitimi karakteristik\u00eb i tij vazhdon. Si\u00e7 nxitoi t\u00eb lind\u00ebte n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi pa pritur t\u00eb shkohej n\u00eb maternitet; vazhdimisht nxiton t\u00eb mbaroj\u00eb sa m\u00eb par\u00eb pun\u00eb me di\u00e7ka q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb angazhuar. Recitimin e shoq\u00ebron me nj\u00eb automatik lod\u00ebr. Kuptohet. T\u00eb pakt\u00ebn un\u00eb e kuptoj mir\u00eb se Doni m\u00eb shum\u00eb i g\u00ebzohet automatikut q\u00eb mban n\u00eb qaf\u00eb, shkrepjes s\u00eb tij n\u00eb \u00e7astin e duhur se sa recitimit t\u00eb poezis\u00eb.
\nDoni \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb i veprimit se sa i meditimit, hutesave, p\u00ebrhumbjeve poetike.
\nNe presim me padurim q\u00eb t\u00eb vij\u00eb 1 Qershori q\u00eb ta shohim djalin n\u00eb sken\u00eb. Kur mor\u00ebm vesh se do t\u00eb vij\u00eb nj\u00eb grup xhirimi i televizionit, u g\u00ebzuam edhe m\u00eb tep\u00ebr. N\u00ebna tha:
\n-T\u00eb m\u00eb dali ky \u00e7un nj\u00ebher\u00eb n\u00eb televizor, pa le t\u00eb vdes pastaj.
\nN\u00ebna kishte shum\u00eb merak ta shihte Donin n\u00eb televizor. Manjola kishte dal\u00eb m\u00ebse nj\u00ebher\u00eb. Edhe p\u00ebr Manjol\u00ebn n\u00ebna ishte g\u00ebzuar, por gjith\u00eb merakun ajo e kishte tek \u00e7uni. Edhe ne kishim qejf ta shihnim djalin n\u00eb televizor. Por n\u00ebna g\u00ebzohej, p\u00ebrgj\u00ebrohej m\u00eb shum\u00eb se ne.
\nP\u00ebr mua dalja e djalit n\u00eb televizor ishte nj\u00eb prov\u00eb. Kjo do t\u00eb thoshte shum\u00eb. Do t\u00eb nxirrte n\u00eb shesh q\u00ebndrimin zyrtar ndaj meje, kisha nj\u00eb far\u00eb shqet\u00ebsimi, megjithat\u00ebe shpresoja se ndaj djalit do t\u00eb mbahej nj\u00eb q\u00ebndrim pozitiv, dashamir\u00ebs. Megjithat\u00eb meraku m\u00eb brente. Di\u00e7kaje i frik\u00ebsohesha. \u00c7do gj\u00eb munsd t\u00eb ndodhte.
\nDhe ndodhi.
\nShok\u00ebt e televizionit erdh\u00ebn p\u00ebr t\u00eb filmuar f\u00ebmij\u00ebt. Edukatorja Meri, komuniste me stazh i thot\u00eb djalit:
\n-Ti Doni, merr borset\u00ebn dhe shko n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi.
\nDjali erdhi n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi plot\u00ebsisht i revoltuar. P\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb n\u00eb jet\u00ebn time e shihja t\u00eb revoltuar at\u00eb Helidon q\u00eb dukej disi i \u00e7kujdesur, sikur nuk kuptonte asgj\u00eb se \u00e7\u2019ndodhte n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb ton\u00eb. M\u00eb thot\u00eb duke qar\u00eb nga inati:
\n-Pse m\u00eb i mir\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb Edi se un\u00eb. Ai as q\u00eb di t\u00eb recitoj\u00eb fare. E pse at\u00eb ta ven\u00eb n\u00eb rresht t\u00eb par\u00eb. pse t\u00eb m\u00eb thot\u00eb edukatorja:
\n-Ik ti Doni n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi.
\nNirvana u indinjua shum\u00eb. Indinjat\u00ebn e shoq\u00ebroi me t\u00eb qara. Un\u00eb e ruajta gjakftoht\u00ebsin\u00eb. Por p\u00ebrbrenda zieja…
\n-Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb gaf\u00eb q\u00eb ka b\u00ebr\u00eb edukatorja Meri. \u2013 i them Nirvan\u00ebs.
\n-E gaf\u00eb; gaf\u00eb thua ti. Pa shikoje pak \u00e7unin si \u00ebsht\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb. Nj\u00eb grusht.
\n-Do bisedoj vet\u00eb m\u00eb Meri, i them Nirvan\u00ebs.
\n-T\u00eb bisedosh e ta telendis\u00ebsh at\u00eb telelk\u00ebn, – thot\u00eb n\u00ebna shum\u00eb e zem\u00ebruar. \u2013 M\u2019i trembi gjakun \u00e7unit.
\nN\u00ebn\u00ebs, n\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb i ishte trembur vet\u00eb gjaku. Edhe nj\u00eb rast q\u00eb u paraqit p\u00ebr ta par\u00eb t\u00eb nipin n\u00eb televizor d\u00ebshtoi.
\n-Kur vin\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebqijat, hapu der\u00ebn, – tha n\u00ebna dhe filloi t\u00eb p\u00ebrg\u00ebzonte nipin.
\nRevolta e Donit nuk zgjati shum\u00eb. Ai humbi pas loj\u00ebs. Tani i g\u00ebzohej liris\u00eb. Kishte ikur para kohe nga kopshti. kjo e g\u00ebzonte sepse i jepte mund\u00ebsi q\u00eb t\u00eb luante me shok\u00ebt e pallatit.
\nDoni u qet\u00ebsua. Ne u t\u00ebrbuam.<\/p>\n

Takoj edukatoren e kopshtit. I them:
\n-Kush e hoqi djalin nga grupi q\u00eb do t\u00eb filmohej?
\n-Un\u00eb, – m\u2019u p\u00ebrgjegj edukatore Meri.
\n-Me urdh\u00ebr t\u00eb kujt e hoqe? E pyes.
\n-Me urdh\u00ebr t\u00eb askujt. Vet\u00eb e hoqa. Jam kaq e formuar un\u00eb sa t\u00eb vendos p\u00ebr kaq gj\u00eb. Kam kaq koh\u00eb komuniste.
\n-E di, q\u00eb ke b\u00ebr\u00eb gabim? \u2013 i them.
\n-Gabim un\u00eb?
\n-Po!
\n-Fare.
\n-Ta shohim \u2013 i them.
\n-Ta shohim, – m\u00eb thot\u00eb.
\nMeri, nuk ia b\u00ebnte syri t\u00ebrr. Bile ajo ishte shum\u00eb krenare q\u00eb e kishte p\u00ebrz\u00ebn\u00eb djalin nga grupi dhe p\u00ebr k\u00ebte veprim \u201crevolucionar\u201d priste ta shp\u00ebrblenin. Kthehem n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi.
\n-E, – m\u00eb thot\u00eb Nirvana \u2013 bisedove?
\n-Bisedova \u2013 i them.
\n-H\u00eb. \u00c7\u2019t\u00eb tha?
\n-M\u00eb tha se nuk ka b\u00ebr\u00eb gabim. P\u00ebrkundrazi. Ka b\u00ebr\u00eb mir\u00eb q\u00eb e ka larguar djalin. P\u00ebr k\u00ebte ka bindje \u201ckomuniste\u201d.
\n-E, t\u00eb thash\u00eb un\u00eb… Ti m\u00eb thoshe se ajo ka b\u00ebr\u00eb gabim dhe se e gjith\u00eb ngjarja \u00ebsht\u00eb n\u00eb favorin ton\u00eb \u2013 tha e revoltuar Nirvana ndaj q\u00ebndrimit tim prudent.
\n-Meri \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb gomaric\u00eb. Dhe ja ku po ta them se ajo ka gabuar dhe se gjith\u00e7ka do t\u00eb kthehet n\u00eb favorin ton\u00eb, – i them Nirvan\u00ebs.
\n-Aty mbahu ti \u2013 m\u00eb thot\u00eb Nirvana.<\/p>\n

T\u00cb NES\u00cbRMEN<\/strong><\/p>\n

Liljana, Vajza e sekretarit t\u00eb par\u00eb t\u00eb KP. Rrap Gjermenit \u00ebsht\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb shkoll\u00eb me Nirvan\u00ebn, n\u00eb shkoll\u00ebn \u201cFoto Puka\u201d. Sa vete Nirvana n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha m\u00ebsueset q\u00eb jan\u00eb n\u00eb dijeni t\u00eb ngjarjes e rrethojn\u00eb, e pyesin. Vajza e sekretarit t\u00eb par\u00eb Liljana, i thot\u00eb Nirvan\u00ebs:
\n– Mos u m\u00ebrzit ti Nirvana. Ajo edukatorja ka b\u00ebr\u00eb gabim. Faslliut nuk i b\u00ebhet luft\u00eb klase.
\nPo k\u00ebto fjal\u00eb do t\u2019i d\u00ebgjonim edhe nga Siku Velo, sekretar i Komitetit t\u00eb Partis\u00eb. Fjal\u00ebt e tij do t\u00eb na i sillte n\u00eb vesh Nermin Manka, burri i s\u00eb cil\u00ebs kishte shum\u00eb shoq\u00ebri me Siku Velon. Vet\u00eb Siku, sekretari i KP p\u00ebr ideologjin\u00eb, m\u00eb tha se edukatorja kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb gabim q\u00eb e largoj djalin tend nga aktiviteti q\u00eb do t\u00eb fimohej. Ty nuk t\u00eb b\u00ebhet luft\u00eb klase. Dhe jo rast\u00ebsisht, t\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen, ai m\u00eb futi krahun dhe shkuan bashk\u00eb n\u00eb stadium p\u00ebr t\u00eb pare ndeshjen. Disa nga sportdash\u00ebsit, mbase dhe u habit\u00ebn q\u00eb ai m\u00eb kish futur krahun.<\/p>\n

Sapo Nirvana u fut n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi thot\u00eb e g\u00ebzuar:
\n– Doli fjala jote, Faslli.
\n– Kush ta tha ty?
\n– Liljana, vajza e sekretarit t\u00eb pare, Rrapi Gjermenit.
\n– E \u00e7\u2019tha ajo?
\n– Tha se edukatorja ka vepruar gabim, se Faslliut s\u2019i b\u00ebhet luft\u00eb klase, se ky gabim do t\u00eb ndreqet s\u00eb shpejti.
\nU g\u00ebzuam. At\u00ebher\u00eb p\u00ebr hi\u00e7gj\u00eb hidh\u00ebroheshim, p\u00ebr hi\u00e7 gj\u00eb g\u00ebzoheshim. Nj\u00eb buz\u00ebqeshje na e binte gjakun n\u00eb vend, nj\u00eb vrenjtje vetullash, nj\u00eb e par\u00eb v\u00ebng\u00ebr na prishte gjakun.
\nPo si do t\u00eb ndreqej gabim?<\/p>\n

1 QERSHOR 1974<\/em><\/p>\n

Kopshtet japin shfaqje n\u00eb kinema. Donin e kan\u00eb caktuar t\u00eb recitoj\u00eb jo nj\u00eb por dy vjersha. Un\u00eb edhe Nirvana rrim\u00eb me gjak t\u00eb ngrir\u00eb aty nga mesi i sall\u00ebs.
\n-Po sikur t\u00eb na e punojn\u00eb \u2013 thot\u00eb Nirvana.
\n-S\u2019e b\u00ebjn\u00eb kurr\u00eb at\u00eb \u2013 i them gruas.
\n-Thua ti!
\n-Them un\u00eb dhe k\u00ebshtu \u00ebsht\u00eb!
\n-Mir\u00eb. T\u00eb shohim \u2013 thot\u00eb Nirvana Shum\u00eb e shqet\u00ebsuar.
\nEdhe un\u00eb kisha nj\u00eb far\u00eb frike n\u00eb vetvete, megjithat\u00eb s\u2019ma merrte mendja q\u00eb ata t\u00eb b\u00ebnin nj\u00eb gaf\u00eb t\u00eb dyt\u00eb.
\nKonferencierja tha:
\n-Dhe tani reciton Helidon Haliti.
\nNe u mek\u00ebm. Mezi prisnim t\u00eb dilte djali. Doni doli me nxitim, shum\u00eb me nxitim. Q\u00ebndroi n\u00eb mes t\u00eb sken\u00ebs me automatik n\u00eb qaf\u00eb. Filloi t\u00eb recitonte me nj\u00eb shpejt\u00ebsi automatike, rectim me bresh\u00ebri. Nga nxitimi iu zu fyti. Doli nga skena.
\nNe u b\u00ebm\u00eb helm. Por befas na qeshi fytyra. Doni kishte dal\u00eb p\u00ebrs\u00ebri n\u00eb sken\u00eb me automatik krahqaf\u00eb. E recitoi vjersh\u00ebn nga fillimi gjer n\u00eb fund si nj\u00eb bresh\u00ebri automatiku.
\nNgutja, nxitimi sa vinte e shtoheshin tek ai.
\nU qet\u00ebsuam.
\nKur mbaroi shfaqja e p\u00ebrg\u00ebzuam, pa ia p\u00ebrmendur defektin.
\nAi vet\u00eb kishte luftuar me mish e me shpirt p\u00ebr ta korrigjuar gabimin. Kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb t\u00eb pamundur: Me intuit\u00ebn f\u00ebminore e kishte kuptuar se ne do t\u00eb na pik\u00ebllonte s\u00eb tep\u00ebrmi.
\nB\u00ebri t\u00eb pamundur\u00ebn dhe ia arriti q\u00ebllimit.
\nKur shkuam n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi i tham\u00eb n\u00ebn\u00ebs se Doni kishte dal\u00eb shum\u00eb mir\u00eb. N\u00ebna s\u2019la vend pa e puthur. Sa u g\u00ebzua. Por Doni i tha t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn.
\nAi s\u2019mund t\u2019i fshihte gj\u00eb gjyshes q\u00eb e donte aq shum\u00eb.<\/p>\n

KORRIK 1974<\/em><\/p>\n

Zbuluam se Doni lahet n\u00eb kanal. Alarmohemi. M\u00eb shum\u00eb alarmohet Nirvana, n\u00ebna akoma m\u00eb shum\u00eb. Kan\u00eb frik\u00eb se mos mbytet. Un\u00eb n\u00eb thell\u00ebsi kam qejf q\u00eb ai lahet n\u00eb kanal. Le t\u2019i provoj\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha. Un\u00eb vet\u00eb n\u00eb mosh\u00ebn e tij lahesha n\u00eb hendeqe, gropa kaminash, n\u00eb sfratin e p\u00ebrroit q\u00eb ngrinin bujqit p\u00ebr t\u00eb vaditur arat.
\nSi u zbulua larja e Donit n\u00eb kanal. S\u00eb pari nga flok\u00ebt q\u00eb i zbardheshin. Pastaj nga njollat e bardha q\u00eb i dilnin n\u00eb fytyr\u00eb. Por edhe e kishin par\u00eb edhe na e than\u00eb.
\nE marr Donin ve\u00e7. I them:
\n-Ti lahesh kanaleve.
\nNuk foli. Vet\u00ebm m\u00eb shikoi me syt\u00eb e kalt\u00ebr q\u00eb n\u00ebna i quante t\u00eb bardh\u00eb.
\n-Lahesh apo jo.?
\nNuk foli p\u00ebrs\u00ebri. Mua nuk m\u00eb g\u00ebnjente. E dinte q\u00eb un\u00eb e toleroja. Por gjersa s\u2019fliste, do t\u00eb thoshte se e pranonte n\u00eb heshtje. Nirvana e kishte folur shum\u00eb. H\u00ebngri dhe ca t\u00eb mira nga ajo. Kur Nirvana e rrahu, n\u00ebn\u00ebs i iku gjaku. I tha Nirvan\u00ebs:
\n-P\u00ebr zotin, ti je katile. Po rrihet \u00e7uni ashtu si\u00e7 e rreh ti?
\n-Po si thua ti n\u00ebn\u00eb, ta le t\u00eb mbytet?
\n-Nuk mbytet ai, jo. ai \u00ebsht\u00eb si ngjal\u00eb. Mbytet ngjala?
\nDonit i vinte mir\u00eb dhe krekosej. Gjyshja ishte k\u00ebshtjella e tij, kulla q\u00eb e mbronte nga ne.
\n-Edhe mund t\u00eb lahesh ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb \u2013 i them, por me shok\u00eb, se vet\u00ebm edhe mbytesh. \u2013 Edhe un\u00eb jam lar\u00eb kur isha sa ti.
\nKaq deshi Doni. U zb\u00ebrthye: \u00e7far\u00eb s\u2019m\u00eb tregoi. Ku s\u2019ishte lar\u00eb. S\u2019i pushonte goja. Toleranca at\u00eb e b\u00ebn t\u00eb sinqert\u00eb.
\n-Do vuaj ky djal\u00eb \u2013 them me vete.
\n-Mir\u00eb, mir\u00eb. Lahu, por lahu me shok\u00eb.
\n-Po un\u00eb me shok\u00eb lahem o babi.
\nU gjall\u00ebrua aq shum\u00eb. Kishte marr\u00eb pasaport\u00ebn dhe viz\u00ebn nga un\u00eb. e ndiente veten t\u00eb lir\u00eb, t\u00eb lir\u00eb. Tani mund t\u00eb lahej sa her\u00eb t\u00eb donte. S\u2019kishte m\u00eb asnj\u00eb breng\u00eb, asnj\u00eb lloj frike. M\u00eb tha gjith\u00eb qejf:
\n-Ika un\u00eb babi!
\n-Ku?
\n-T\u00eb lahem, pra, tek Sifoni me shok\u00ebt.
\nSifoni ishte vendi m\u00eb i rreziksh\u00ebm. Atje ishin mbytur disa f\u00ebmij\u00eb. Doni vet\u00ebm atje nuk ishte lar\u00eb.
\n-Ti e \u00e7arton djalin \u2013 m\u00eb thot\u00eb Nirvana.
\n-Ah mor i shkret\u00eb \u2013 m\u00eb thot\u00eb n\u00ebna \u2013 si b\u00ebn edhe ti m\u00eb keq se kalamanjt\u00eb. Po e di ti se atje te Sifoni jan\u00eb mbytur gjith\u00eb ata f\u00ebmij\u00eb.
\n-Edhe ti plak\u00eb, s\u2019kuptohesh. Mir\u00eb thot\u00eb Qemali. Ti je me 100 flamuj. Nirvan\u00ebs i thua pse e rreh dhe e quan katile, mua m\u00eb thua pse e le azat dhe m\u00eb quan kalama.
\nShkova menj\u00ebher\u00eb te Sifoni. \u00c7\u2019t\u00eb shihja. Doni notonte si peshk.
\nAi ishte lar\u00eb aq shum\u00eb n\u00ebp\u00ebr kanale sa kishte m\u00ebsuar t\u00eb notonte p\u00ebr mrekulli.
\nKurioz. Ai s\u2019linte gj\u00eb pa provuar. K\u00ebshtu do t\u00eb vazhdonte gjithmon\u00eb.
\nKur m\u00eb pa duke ndenjur n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb buz\u00eb kanalit b\u00ebrtiti:
\n-Sa i mir\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb babi im-e!
\nNotonte si peshk. Mir\u00eb tha plaka: – mbytet ngjala?!
\nDoni rr\u00ebshqiste n\u00ebp\u00ebr uj\u00eb si ngjal\u00eb.
\nN\u00eb sht\u00ebpi erdhi i qet\u00eb. S\u2019e shqet\u00ebsonte m\u00eb asgj\u00eb. Kur njeriu ka nj\u00eb t\u00eb fsheht\u00eb vuan, ndjehet inferior, b\u00ebhet shakaxhi, b\u00ebhet komplomentar.
\nKjo \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb vuajtje e hidhur. Doni shp\u00ebtoi nga kjo vuajtje.<\/p>\n

DHJETOR 1977<\/em><\/p>\n

VITI I RI 1974<\/strong><\/p>\n

Viti i Ri 1974 po afron. \u00cbsht\u00eb dhjet\u00ebdit\u00ebshi i fundit. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb kan\u00eb bler\u00eb gjela deti. Un\u00eb jo. Doni vdes p\u00ebr gjelat. Pret \u00e7do dit\u00eb q\u00eb un\u00eb t\u2019i sjell\u00eb nj\u00eb gjel nga fshati. Befas gjeli vjen. E bie Qemali, v\u00ebllai im i mem\u00eb. Doni g\u00ebzohet sa s\u2019ka. Gjith\u00eb dit\u00ebn rri me gjelin. As n\u00eb kop\u00ebsht nuk do t\u00eb shkoj\u00eb. \u00c7far\u00eb s\u2019b\u00ebn me gjelin. Sapo erdha un\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi at\u00eb dit\u00eb, q\u00eb v\u00ebllai e kishte sjell\u00eb gjelin m\u00eb tha sapo u futa n\u00eb korridor:
\n– Babi, ne kemi gjel. E solli xhaxhi Qemali.
\nUn\u00eb edhe u g\u00ebzova edhe u preka. V\u00ebllai kishte menduar q\u00eb edhe ne t\u00eb mos e ndjenim ngusht\u00ebsin\u00eb q\u00eb na ishte krijuar, ndaj edhe na solli nj\u00eb gjel deti. Si u katandisa k\u00ebshtu, mendova me vete. U b\u00ebra q\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt t\u00eb m\u00eb falin, dhurojn\u00eb, t\u00eb m\u00eb japin ndihma. \u00c7\u2019them edhe un\u00eb k\u00ebshtu, mendova i penduar, po mua v\u00ebllai po m\u00eb ndihmon. Pastaj sikur nuk e njihja un\u00eb shpirtin e v\u00ebllait t\u00eb mes\u00ebm. Ai i till\u00eb ka qen\u00eb gjith\u00eb jet\u00ebn. Kur Manjola ishte e vog\u00ebl, ai e vinte mbi gju dhe hante s\u00eb bashku me t\u00eb. Manjola fuste gishtat n\u00eb gjell\u00eb, v\u00ebllai nuk kishte merak. K\u00ebshtu edhe me Donin. Po gjat\u00eb ver\u00ebs \u00e7\u2019b\u00ebnte ai. \u00c7far\u00eb s\u2019u binte f\u00ebmij\u00ebve; rrush, fiq, shalqi, pjepra, qershi, kumbulla… Po n\u00eb vjesht\u00eb, gjer n\u00eb buz\u00eb t\u00eb dimrit? U sillte nespulla, mandarina, bajame, moll\u00eb, dardha, hurma…
\nPra un\u00eb prehesha, pik\u00ebllohesha me pa t\u00eb drejt\u00eb. V\u00ebllai vazhdonte normalisht. Ai i shikonte f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e mi si\u00e7 i kishte shikuar.
\nPo daja Fredi?
\nDaja Fredi i solli Manjol\u00ebs nj\u00eb pjano. Dhurata e daj\u00ebs ishte kuptimplote. Manjola ishte p\u00ebr piano dhe ai piano i b\u00ebri dhurat\u00eb p\u00ebr vit t\u00eb ri. M\u00eb duket piano kushtonte 5000 lek\u00eb t\u00eb vjetra ose 7500. S\u2019e mbaj mend mir\u00eb. K\u00ebshtu f\u00ebmij\u00ebt s\u2019po e ndjenin ndryshimin nga vitet e tjera.
\nKulmi qe kur solla un\u00eb gjelin nga fshati. E bleva tek Murati, shoku im i brigad\u00ebs s\u00eb arave. Ai m\u00eb dha gjelin m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb. Kur e pa Doni u hodh p\u00ebrpjet\u00eb. M\u00eb p\u00ebrqafoi e m\u00eb tha:
\n-Tani po, babi. Edhe gjeli yn\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb sa gjeli i xhaxhit.
\n-Pse kaq \u00ebsht\u00eb dhe gjeli i xhaxhait? e pyes.
\n-E ka nj\u00eb \u00e7ik m\u00eb t\u00eb madh, m\u00eb thot\u00eb djali dhe ik\u00ebn i g\u00ebzuar, del n\u00eb oborr me gjith\u00eb gjel. E fut n\u00eb tuf\u00ebn e gjelave t\u00eb pallatit. E ve t\u00eb zihet me gjelin e Toshit q\u00eb mbahet m\u00eb i forti. Gjelat kacafyten. P\u00ebr fat ndahen pa e mundur nj\u00ebri-tjetrin si dy gladiator\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb.
\nG\u00ebzimi i Donit nuk p\u00ebrshkruhet.<\/p>\n

NATA E VITIT T\u00cb RI 1974<\/strong><\/p>\n

Darka u p\u00ebrgatit mir\u00eb. Kishim gjith\u00e7ka: mish, ver\u00eb, raki, birra, fruta, \u00ebmb\u00eblsira. Na mungonte vet\u00ebm g\u00ebzimi. Vet\u00ebm at\u00eb s\u2019mund ta blenim dot. Ai as shihet, as blihet as peshohet. G\u00ebzimin na e kishin vjedhur. Megjithat\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebt ishin t\u00eb g\u00ebzuar. I g\u00ebzoheshin lodrave, pem\u00ebs s\u00eb vitit t\u00eb ri, tavolin\u00ebs plot e p\u00ebr plot.
\nVet\u00ebm g\u00ebzimi i tyre na lumturonte. G\u00ebzimin e tyre e shoq\u00ebruam edhe ne duke u b\u00ebr\u00eb nj\u00eb shtojc\u00eb e g\u00ebzimit t\u00eb tyre t\u00eb past\u00ebr.
\nPastaj f\u00ebmij\u00ebt i zuri gjumi.
\nUn\u00eb edhe Nirvana t\u00eb pik\u00eblluar sa p\u00ebr mij\u00ebra vet\u00eb, shikonim televizorin, ndiqnim programin e p\u00ebrgatitur enkas p\u00ebr dark\u00ebn e vitit t\u00eb ri, hanim nga pak dhe pinim nga pak. Pastaj, t\u00eb m\u00ebrzitur, na zuri gjumi.
\nDritat dhe televizorin i lam\u00eb ndezur me q\u00ebllim q\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt t\u00eb mos pandehnin se po flinim.
\nAt\u00eb nat\u00eb s\u2019na erdhi askush nga tan\u00ebt. As ata q\u00eb s\u2019linin dark\u00eb t\u00eb viti t\u00eb ri pa ardhur.
\nNuk kishin faj.
\nMua m\u00eb konsideronin si ballist.<\/p>\n

DITA E PAR\u00cb E VITIT T\u00cb RI 1974<\/strong><\/p>\n

Doni doli q\u00eb n\u00eb m\u00ebngjes n\u00eb oborr q\u00eb t\u00eb luante me gjelat q\u00eb kishin mbetur ende pa therur, por q\u00eb do t\u00eb thereshin dit\u00ebn e dyt\u00eb.
\nNe kishim therur vet\u00ebm gjelin e Qemalit. Tonin do ta thernim p\u00ebr dit\u00ebn e dyt\u00eb t\u00eb Vitit t\u00eb Ri. K\u00ebshtu q\u00eb Doni kishte koh\u00eb t\u00eb luante. Ve\u00e7 ta shihje si gufonte, si gjel. E dinte q\u00eb gjelin e kishte t\u00eb fort\u00eb. E shihte q\u00eb gjeli q\u00eb kishte sjellur babi nga fshati ishte m\u00eb trimi, m\u00eb i forti se gjith\u00eb gjelat e mbetur pa therur t\u00eb pallatit. Doni k\u00ebt\u00eb s\u2019e kuptonte dhe as donte ta dinte. Ai k\u00ebnaqej q\u00eb gjeli i tij i mund\u00ebte t\u00eb gjith\u00eb gjelat.
\nDoni k\u00ebnaqej, ne prisnim me ankth se kush do t\u00eb na vinte p\u00ebr vizit\u00eb.
\nNa erdh\u00ebn vet\u00ebm v\u00ebllez\u00ebrit, motrat dhe t\u00eb af\u00ebrmit: djemt\u00eb dhe vajzat e xhaxhait.
\nNga shok\u00ebt na erdhi vet\u00ebm Halit Ja\u00e7ellari me t\u00eb shoqen.
\nI thash\u00eb:
\n-Vet\u00ebm ti erdhe p\u00ebr vizit\u00eb tek Hamit Matjani.
\nAi qeshi dhe nuk harronte ta p\u00ebrs\u00ebriste k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00eb von\u00eb, sa her\u00eb q\u00eb haheshim p\u00ebr ndonj\u00eb gj\u00eb. Ai m\u00eb thoshte gjithmon\u00eb se vet\u00ebm ai nuk kishte \u00e7ar\u00eb kok\u00ebn dhe kishte ardhur p\u00ebr vizit\u00eb tek un\u00eb, tek Hamit Matjani…
\nPor Halili vet\u00ebm at\u00eb dit\u00eb erdhi dhe s\u2019u duk m\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb time kat\u00ebr vjet rresht, gjersa un\u00eb u ktheva nga fshati.
\nK\u00ebt\u00eb periudh\u00eb ai s\u2019kishte d\u00ebshir\u00eb ta kujtonte. Edhe nj\u00eb her\u00eb se si ra rasti dhe un\u00eb i thash\u00eb Stiliano Sallaband\u00ebs q\u00eb e kishin transferua nga Parisi n\u00eb Lushnj\u00eb se, Bardhi dhe Halili gjat\u00eb periudh\u00ebs s\u00eb q\u00ebndrimit tim n\u00eb fshat, s\u2019m\u00eb erdh\u00ebn asnj\u00ebher\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. Halilit s\u2019i erdhi mir\u00eb. M\u00eb tha:
\n-Po ti pse i the Stilianit se nuk t\u00eb erdh\u00ebm n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi.
\n-T\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn i thash\u00eb.
\n-Po ti e dije pse s\u2019t\u00eb vinim ne.
\n-Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb tjet\u00ebr gj\u00eb, i them dhe un\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb desha t\u2019i tregoja atij, Stilianit se n\u00eb \u00e7\u2019periudh\u00eb jetonim ne kur ai punonte n\u00eb ambasad\u00ebn ton\u00eb n\u00eb Pris .<\/p>\n

DITA E DYT\u00cb E VITI T\u00cb RI 1974 <\/strong><\/p>\n

Mbasdite.
\nGjith\u00eb paraditen s\u2019na erdhi asnj\u00eb shok. T\u00eb af\u00ebrmit na erdh\u00ebn dit\u00ebn e par\u00eb. Doni luan n\u00eb oborr. \u00cbsht\u00eb disi i m\u00ebrzitur. Gjeli u ther. I erdhi keq sa s\u2019ka, por pastaj e harroi, duke humbur pas loj\u00ebs.
\nUn\u00eb edhe Nirvana rrim\u00eb t\u00eb ulur n\u00eb divan. Dhoma e pritjes bosh. N\u00eb kuzhin\u00eb vet\u00ebm ne t\u00eb dy. Nj\u00eb rregull i ftoht\u00eb, nj\u00eb past\u00ebrti e shkret\u00ebtirt\u00eb, pa k\u00ebmb\u00eb njeriu.<\/p>\n

Pa pritur d\u00ebgjojm\u00eb nj\u00eb z\u00eb:
\n-O Faslli!
\n-Sikur po t\u00eb th\u00ebrresin \u2013 thot\u00eb Nirvana.
\n-O Faslli!
\n-Dil se po t\u00eb th\u00ebrresin, m\u00eb thot\u00eb p\u00ebrs\u00ebri Nirvana me nj\u00eb far\u00eb amkthi dhe gjall\u00ebrie.
\nU \u00e7ova, me nj\u00eb hare t\u00eb brendshme, me iden\u00eb se di\u00e7ka q\u00eb prisja po m\u00eb plot\u00ebsohej. Ato dit\u00eb e gjith\u00eb v\u00ebmendja jon\u00eb p\u00ebrq\u00ebndrohej tek zilja, tek trokitja e der\u00ebs. Po zilja nuk binte. Trokitje nuk d\u00ebgjohej.
\nPo ky z\u00eb \u00e7\u2019t\u00eb ishte? Kush m\u00eb th\u00ebrriste k\u00ebshtu. Z\u00ebrat e shok\u00ebve n\u00eb Lushnj\u00eb pothuajse i njihja t\u00eb gjith\u00eb. Po ky z\u00eb i kujt ishte? Hap dritaren. Posht\u00eb shoh Xhevahir Spahin. Ai ishte apo m\u00eb b\u00ebnin syt\u00eb. Krejt si n\u00eb p\u00ebrrall\u00eb. Po, po, mendova, p\u00ebrrallat e paskan me t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb nj\u00eb baz\u00eb reale. Organikisht at\u00eb dit\u00eb e kuptova baz\u00ebn reale t\u00eb p\u00ebrrallave, pavar\u00ebsisht se teorikisht e dija prej koh\u00ebsh.
\nXhevahiri u fut n\u00eb kuzhin\u00eb, aty ku pritnin miqt\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, intim\u00eb.
\nBiseduam gjat\u00eb. ai ndenji goxha.
\nU leht\u00ebsuam.
\nShoku fjal\u00ebn ka t\u00eb lir\u00eb dhe t\u00eb shtrenjt\u00eb nj\u00ebkoh\u00ebsisht.
\nArdhja e Xhevahirit ishte p\u00ebr ne nj\u00eb xhevahir me vlera kolosale inkurajuese, qet\u00ebsuese.
\nDoni e pa ndryshimin. M\u00eb tha:
\n-Ti babi je i g\u00ebzuar shum\u00eb sot.
\n-Po, t\u00eb keqen babi, shum\u00eb i g\u00ebzuar jam, M\u00eb g\u00ebzoi ardhja p\u00ebr vizit\u00eb e shokut tim nga Tirana p\u00ebr vit t\u00eb ri…
\nDoni shihte dhe kuptonte se ne di\u00e7ka kishim q\u00eb nuk ia thoshim atij.<\/p>\n

U ZGJATA, POR\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n

Vitet e konvaleshenc\u00ebs n\u00eb fshat m\u00eb soll\u00ebn shum\u00eb prap\u00ebsira, m\u00eb prish\u00ebn planet krijuese, m\u00eb helmuan qet\u00ebsin\u00eb, m\u00eb larguan nga f\u00ebmij\u00ebt. Nga puna me nx\u00ebn\u00ebsit si m\u00ebsues.
\nGjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb kat\u00ebr muajve t\u00eb shqet\u00ebsimeve t\u00eb mia, rreziqeve para konvaleshenc\u00ebs ideologjike e politike p\u00ebr riedukimin tim dhe p\u00ebr njohjen e jet\u00ebs perms pun\u00ebs s\u00eb deturuar n\u00eb bujq\u00ebsi. Dy f\u00ebmij\u00ebt: Doni dhe Manjola luanin t\u00eb qet\u00eb. Ata nuk kuptonin se \u00e7\u2019po ndodhte. Dinin vet\u00ebm t\u00eb luanin e t\u00eb m\u00eb hidheshin n\u00eb qaf\u00eb sapo hyja n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi,, pa e ditur se m\u00eb qet\u00ebsonin aq shum\u00eb dhe ishin p\u00ebr mua stimuli m\u00eb i madh. Doni edhe mbase ishte k\u00ebnaqur shum\u00eb. Un\u00eb s\u2019e mundoja m\u00eb me m\u00ebsimin e italishtes. Ai luante gjith\u00eb dit\u00ebn me \u00e7eki\u00e7. Th\u00ebrriste \u00e7do dit\u00eb q\u00eb posht\u00eb dritares:
\n-N\u00ebne!
\n-H\u00eb t\u00eb keqen n\u00ebna!
\n-\u00c7eki\u00e7in!
\n-Ta bie n\u00ebna.
\nTani m\u00eb k\u00ebnaqte dhe mua ky refren. N\u00ebna s\u2019p\u00ebrtonte. Zbriste shkall\u00ebt. I jepte Donit \u00e7eki\u00e7in. Ngjitej p\u00ebrs\u00ebri. Me mua sillej me shum\u00eb kujdes. M\u00eb trajtonte si nj\u00eb t\u00eb s\u00ebmur\u00eb. Po k\u00ebshtu edhe Nirvana.
\nV\u00ebllez\u00ebrit m\u2019u gjend\u00ebn aq sa mund t\u00eb m\u00eb gjendeshin. M\u00eb af\u00ebr se kaq s\u2019mund t\u00eb m\u00eb rrinin. Pazari gum\u00ebzhinte. Ata d\u00ebgjonin m\u00eb shum\u00eb se un\u00eb, po s\u2019mund t\u00eb m\u00eb gjendeshin, s\u2019mund t\u00eb m\u00eb mbronin dot m\u00eb shum\u00eb kund\u00ebr nj\u00eb shteti t\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00eb q\u00eb m\u2019u kund\u00ebrvu me eg\u00ebrsi sa trembeshin t\u00eb gjith\u00eb t\u00eb pinin qoft\u00eb dhe nj\u00eb kafe me mua.
\nSa r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi ka t\u00eb kesh njer\u00ebz kishlltar\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb n\u00eb raste t\u00eb tilla t\u00eb mprehta, plot rreziqe.
\nUn\u00eb s\u2019kisha njeri.
\nKisha vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb n\u00ebn\u00eb analfabete, nj\u00eb grua q\u00eb nga m\u00ebsuese n\u00eb qytet, fill pas vajtjes time me pun\u00eb t\u00eb detyruar n\u00eb kooperativ\u00eb e \u00e7uan dhe at\u00eb m\u00ebsuese n\u00eb fshat. Kisha dhe dy f\u00ebmij\u00eb t\u00eb vegj\u00ebl q\u00eb dinin vet\u00ebm t\u00eb luanin n\u00eb oborrin e pallatit…<\/p>\n

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“DIELLI, DHE NJ\u00cb POEM\u00cb Q\u00cb SPEKULLON ME TE” –<\/strong>
\n(Sh\u00ebnime kritike nga dhjet\u00eb gjimnazist\u00eb – gazeta “Shk\u00ebndija”, 25 janar 1973)<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Nuk na e priste mendja se Faslli Haliti do t\u00eb shkruante nj\u00eb poem\u00eb t\u00eb till\u00eb si \u201cDielli dhe rr\u00ebkerat\u201d. Ajo \u00ebsht\u00eb frut i nj\u00eb \u00e7oroditje politike e ideologjike dhe na jep nj\u00eb pasqyr\u00eb n\u00eb themel t\u00eb shtremb\u00ebr t\u00eb realitetit ton\u00eb, t\u00eb natyr\u00ebs s\u00eb pushtetit popullor dhe t\u00eb marr\u00ebdh\u00ebnieve t\u00eb partis\u00eb me popullin. Ky karakter i shtremb\u00ebr ideologjikisht nis q\u00eb me vargjet e para t\u00eb poem\u00ebs, n\u00eb t\u00eb cilat thuhet:
\n\u201cNd\u00ebrsa \u00e7atia e atdheut tim \u00ebsht\u00eb e kalt\u00ebr, optimiste.
\n\u00c7atia e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb time \u00ebsht\u00eb qaramane\u201d.
\n\u00c7\u2019kuptim kan\u00eb k\u00ebto vargje? A nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb \u201c\u00e7atia e atdheut\u201d vet\u00eb \u00e7atia e popullit? Dhe, po ta zhveshim mendimin prej figur\u00ebs, a nuk nd\u00ebrtohet socializmi n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri nga populli e p\u00ebr popullin, a nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb qielli yn\u00eb \u201ci kalt\u00ebr dhe optimist\u201d p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjith\u00eb ata q\u00eb luftojn\u00eb e punojn\u00eb me popullin e p\u00ebr popullin? V\u00ebshtrimi i F. Halitit n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb poem\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb err\u00ebsuar dhe k\u00ebrkon (bile jep edhe \u201curdh\u00ebr\u201d) q\u00eb edhe n\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt t\u00eb shikojm\u00eb nj\u00eb tabllo t\u00eb err\u00ebt dhe t\u2019i b\u00ebheshin shok\u00eb n\u00eb pik\u00ebpamjet q\u00eb ai shpreh n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb poem\u00eb. Ai mendon se nga tavani (i kujt: i vet\u00eb poetit apo nga tavani i popullit?) \u201clot gjerb\u00ebsh rrjedhin vu, vu\u2026 nat\u2019 e dit\u00eb, rrjedhin me t\u00eb madhe\u201d. Sipas poem\u00ebs t\u00eb gjith\u00eb qenkan keq dhe njer\u00ebzit e pushtetit flekan gjum\u00eb t\u00eb rehatsh\u00ebm, iu mbyllkan dyert e zyrave pun\u00ebtor\u00ebve, shtr\u00ebngokan buz\u00ebt, strehokan \u201csoj e sorollopin\u201d e tyre dhe paskan degjeneruar deri n\u00eb at\u00eb shkall\u00eb sa p\u00ebr \u201cnj\u00eb cigare filt\u00ebr, nj\u00eb rekomandim\u201d u ven\u00eb p\u00ebrpara t\u00eb njohurve \u201cnj\u00eb apartament\u201d. Nga e gjith\u00eb poema del se pushteti yn\u00eb q\u00ebnka burokratizuar deri sa nuk mban m\u00eb, se askush nuk i qan hallet e popullit, se pun\u00ebtor\u00ebt duhet ta rregullojn\u00eb vet\u00eb streh\u00ebn e tyre dhe n\u00eb poem\u00eb u jepet \u201curdh\u00ebr\u201d atyre q\u00eb t\u2019u thyejn\u00eb \u201cdh\u00ebmball\u00ebt burokracis\u00eb\u201d dhe po u munguan gur\u00ebt t\u00eb shkulin dh\u00ebmb\u00ebt e n\u00ebpunsave. Si t\u2019i marrim t\u00eb gjitha k\u00ebto, si vargje figurash t\u00eb buj\u00ebshme, apo si pik\u00ebpamje t\u00eb gabuara p\u00ebr realitetin ton\u00eb revolucionar? Jo, ato nuk ting\u00ebllojn\u00eb aspak drejt\u00eb n\u00eb luft\u00ebn kund\u00ebr burokratizmit, flamurin e s\u00ebcil\u00ebs e mban kurdoher\u00eb partia, por gum\u00ebzhijn\u00eb p\u00ebr anarshi dhe rebeliz\u00ebm.
\nQ\u00eb t\u00eb kthehemi prap tek figurat artistike, n\u00eb poem\u00eb si p\u00ebrfaq\u00ebsues t\u00eb vet\u00ebm t\u00eb pushtetit dalin shoku Koli dhe shoku Lili, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt sikurse \u201cuni i poetit\u201d nuk mund t\u00eb mos jen\u00eb p\u00ebrgjith\u00ebsime artistike dhe k\u00ebto p\u00ebrgjith\u00ebsime jan\u00eb negative. N\u00eb poem\u00eb, p\u00ebr realitetin konkret p\u00ebr t\u00eb cilin flitet, autori nuk na jep asnj\u00eb t\u00eb drejt\u00eb t\u00eb mendojm\u00eb se ata jan\u00eb \u201ctipa t\u00eb rastit\u201d dhe as p\u00ebrjashtime nga gj\u00ebndja e p\u00ebrgjith\u00ebshme, prandaj edhe mendon, se \u201cshkret\u00ebtira e kontradikt\u00ebs\u201d nuk mund t\u00eb zgjidhet as me shokun Lili, as me shokun Koli. Pa shihni se \u00e7\u2019rrug\u00eb propozohet?! Duke u nisur prej aksioneve revolucionare p\u00ebr nd\u00ebrtimin e banesave me kontribut vullnetar, autori i poem\u00ebs, duke injoruar t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn, mendon k\u00ebtu se asgj\u00eb nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb p\u00ebr pun\u00ebtor\u00ebt, se atyre u \u00ebsht\u00eb p\u00ebrvet\u00ebsuar djersa. A nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb shpifje me qitje t\u00eb larg\u00ebt kjo? A nuk kalohet prej luft\u00ebs kund\u00ebr burokratizmit nga pozitat e partis\u00eb n\u00eb pozitat e kund\u00ebrv\u00ebnies ndaj pushtetit popullor? Fundi i poem\u00ebs ting\u00ebllon pik\u00ebrisht k\u00ebshtu.
\nMadh\u00ebshtia dhe forca e partis\u00eb son\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb se ajo ka fark\u00ebtuar nj\u00eb unitet t\u00eb \u00e7elikt\u00eb me popullin. N\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri nuk ekziston nj\u00eb parti q\u00eb rri e numuron gjerbat, q\u00eb trishtohet n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb sentimentale p\u00ebr hallet e njer\u00ebzve dhe q\u00eb rri pa gjum\u00eb prej \u201cmelodis\u00eb diletante t\u00eb pikave, po nj\u00eb parti luft\u00ebtare q\u00eb udh\u00ebheq popullin n\u00eb revolucion dhe \u00ebsht\u00eb kurdoher\u00eb n\u00eb veprim p\u00ebr t\u00eb mir\u00ebn e masave punon j\u00ebse. \u00c7do gj\u00eb tek ne \u00ebsht\u00eb vep\u00ebr e partis\u00eb, e shokut Enver dhe e gjith\u00eb popullit. Partia realizon \u00e7do dit\u00eb dhe kudo demokracin\u00eb socialiste dhe drejt\u00ebsin\u00eb p\u00ebr popullin, duke q\u00ebndruar pran\u00eb tij, duke qar\u00eb hallet me t\u00eb, duke e b\u00ebr\u00eb at\u00eb t\u00eb nd\u00ebrgjegjsh\u00ebm. P\u00ebrball\u00eb k\u00ebsaj t\u00eb v\u00ebrtete t\u00eb madhe autori ka mbyllur syt\u00eb dhe ka krijuar n\u00eb poem\u00eb nj\u00eb p\u00ebrfytyrim subjektivist krejt t\u00eb dyshimt\u00eb mbi marr\u00ebdh\u00ebniet parti-popull-pushtet, duke u orvatur t\u00eb krijoj\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7ara p\u00ebr t\u00eb futur kontraband\u00eb pikpamje anarshiste mikroborgjeze. Sipas poem\u00ebs askush nuk b\u00ebn gj\u00eb, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb i mbetet \u201cunit t\u00eb poetit\u201d t\u00eb jap\u00eb \u201curdh\u00ebrin\u201d: \u201cThyejani dh\u00ebmb\u00ebt burokracis\u00eb!\u201d Ky \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb shtremb\u00ebrim flagrant i s\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebs, q\u00eb e ka burimin n\u00eb mentalitetin e vjet\u00ebr e t\u00ebr\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7ara t\u00eb autorit, q\u00eb ose shitet shum\u00eb \u201cnaiv\u201d n\u00eb politik\u00eb, ose \u00ebsht\u00eb prej atyre q\u00eb shfryt\u00ebzon situatat revolucionare p\u00ebr t\u00eb nxjerr\u00eb n\u00eb shesh kund\u00ebrshtimet e tij prej mikroborgjezi. Pra, nd\u00ebrsa \u201cfle shoku Lili\u2026 fle shoku Koli\u201d\u2026 n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb situat\u00eb (autori \u00ebsht\u00eb kontradiktor, n\u00eb gjith\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb konfuzion ideologjik, poema nuk di cil\u00ebs shpifje t\u2019i hap\u00eb port\u00ebn m\u00eb par\u00eb) shoku Lili dhe shoku Koli prashitin si t\u00eb duan dhe \u201cqindra k\u00ebkesat\u201d e pun\u00ebtor\u00ebve \u201cthyejn\u00eb kokat\u201d se \u201cnuk hyjn\u00eb dot\u201d n\u00eb zyrat e tyre.
\nA \u00ebsht\u00eb kjo e v\u00ebrteta e jet\u00ebs son\u00eb socialiste? A mund t\u00eb shkruhet k\u00ebshtu p\u00ebr partin\u00eb dhe klas\u00ebn ton\u00eb pun\u00ebtore? A kemi nevoj\u00eb ne p\u00ebr nj\u00eb poezi q\u00eb t\u00eb na g\u00ebnjej\u00eb me lajka p\u00ebr partin\u00eb, q\u00eb t\u00eb shikojm\u00eb me dyshim realitetin dhe t\u00eb na b\u00ebj\u00eb thirrje t\u00eb ngrihemi kund\u00ebr tij? Jo, p\u00ebr nj\u00eb poezi t\u00eb till\u00eb nuk kemi nevoj\u00eb. Ne e hedhim posht\u00eb at\u00eb me p\u00ebrbuzje dhe jemi t\u00eb bindur se vjersha t\u00eb k\u00ebsaj natyre, t\u00eb servirura me \u00e7fardo dredhirash e marifetesh stilistike, kurr\u00eb nuk do t\u00eb mund t\u00eb spekullojn\u00eb dhe ta err\u00ebsojn\u00eb diellin e jet\u00ebs son\u00eb.
\nPoema \u201cDielli dhe rr\u00ebkerat\u201d botuar n\u00eb gazet\u00ebn \u201cZ\u00ebri i Rinis\u00eb\u201d t\u00eb dat\u00ebs 16 dhjetor 1972, na kujtoi se ky konfuzion ideologjik ka pas\u00eb nxjerr\u00eb kok\u00eb edhe n\u00eb krijime t\u00eb m\u00ebparshme t\u00eb F. Halitit, me t\u00eb cilat ne nuk kemi q\u00ebn\u00eb dakord. Mjaft vjersha t\u00eb tij ideologjikisht t\u00eb gabuara apo gjys\u00ebm formaliste q\u00eb lexonin n\u00ebp\u00ebr faqet e organeve letrare (duke u \u00e7uditur si botoheshin) ne na revoltonin. Prandaj p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb poem\u00ebn e fundit, \u00ebsht\u00eb kjo ar\u00ebsyeja q\u00eb menduam se do t\u00eb gabonim sikur t\u00eb heshtnim m\u00eb gjat\u00eb.
\nSa p\u00ebr mendimin q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb hedhur se F. Haliti n\u00eb poezit\u00eb e tij shquhet p\u00ebr prirjen q\u00eb shkrin n\u00eb nj\u00eb t\u00eb vetme personalen me shoq\u00ebroren, do t\u00eb mjaftonte dhe nj\u00eb ballafaqim fare i shpejt\u00eb i egocentrizmit dominues n\u00eb krijimtarin\u00eb e tij me faktet nga \u00e7\u00ebshtjet e tij personale, p\u00ebr t\u00eb hedhur posht\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb \u201cprirjen e shkrirjes\u201d. P\u00ebrkundrazi, ai, me personalen i kund\u00ebrvihet shoq\u00ebrores dhe pik\u00ebrisht k\u00ebndej fillon \u00e7oroditja, duke i v\u00ebn\u00eb s\u00eb p\u00ebrgjithshmes revolucionare vul\u00ebn e personales mikroborgjeze. P\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb le t\u00eb marrim rastin e poem\u00ebs q\u00eb po diskutojm\u00eb.
\nNe t\u00eb gjith\u00eb e dijm\u00eb q\u00eb F. Haliti ka trash\u00ebguar prej paraardh\u00ebsve t\u00eb tij nj\u00eb sht\u00ebpi t\u00eb vjet\u00ebr t\u00eb madhe n\u00eb qend\u00ebr t\u00eb Lushnj\u00ebs, t\u00eb cil\u00ebn deri para pak kohe dhe p\u00ebr disa vjet rrjesht nuk ka dashur ta k\u00ebmbeje me apartament modern. Si\u00e7 tregojn\u00eb faktet, k\u00ebt\u00eb nuk e ka b\u00ebr\u00eb \u201cp\u00ebr sentimentaliz\u00ebm\u201d. Se \u201cas babai, as mamaja nuk ishin sentimental\u00eb\u201d, po p\u00ebr t\u2019ia shitur pushtetit popullor me pare \u201cmallin e trash\u00ebguar\u201d Ai pengoi p\u00ebr dy vjet e sa rrjesht ngritjen e nj\u00eb pallati t\u00eb ri n\u00eb v\u00ebnd t\u00eb karakatin\u00ebs s\u00eb tij p\u00ebrball\u00eb kinoteatrit q\u00eb po p\u00ebrfundon n\u00eb qend\u00ebr t\u00eb qytetit. Nuk u tund e nuk pranoi asnj\u00eb lloj strehimi p\u00ebr derisa futi n\u00eb xhep shum\u00ebn e parave me t\u00eb cil\u00ebn u vler\u00ebsua sht\u00ebpia e tij. Jo vet\u00ebm kaq, por kund\u00ebrshtimet e tij arrit\u00ebn deri aty sa t\u00eb pretendonte t\u2019i jepej nj\u00eb vil\u00eb m\u00eb vehte. M\u00eb n\u00eb fund mezi pranoi t\u00eb marr\u00eb nj\u00eb apartament. Prandaj n\u00ebqoft\u00ebse pik\u00ebnisja personale e poem\u00ebs \u00ebsht\u00eb kjo histori prej xhambaz\u00ebsh, at\u00ebhere ne do t\u00eb thoshnim se jo vet\u00ebm q\u00eb nuk ka asgj\u00eb nga \u201cshkrirja e personales me shoq\u00ebroren\u201d, por k\u00ebtu shtremb\u00ebrohet e v\u00ebrteta, dhe autori b\u00ebn gabim kur e v\u00eb vehten n\u00eb nj\u00eb radh\u00eb me traktoristin \u201cq\u00eb zbukuron fushat me traktorin e tij\u201d, me elektri\u00e7istin \u201cq\u00eb elektrifikoi disa fshatra\u201d, dhe me muratorin q\u00eb \u201cka zbukuruar qytetin me pallate\u201d, se pun\u00ebtor\u00ebt as mendojn\u00eb as veprojn\u00eb si F. Haliti dhe, qoft\u00eb edhe si personazhe, u vjen turp t\u00eb vihen n\u00eb sh\u00ebrbim t\u00eb egoizmit mikroborgjez, q\u00eb shprehet n\u00eb poem\u00ebn \u201cDielli dhe rr\u00ebkerat\u201d duke e analizuar at\u00eb qoft\u00eb n\u00eb planin e karakterit p\u00ebrgjith\u00ebsues t\u00eb figur\u00ebs artistike dhe t\u00eb \u201cunit t\u00eb poetit\u201d, qoft\u00eb n\u00eb planin e thjesht\u00eb personales.
\nPa u \u00e7liruar sa s\u2019\u00ebsht\u00eb von\u00eb nga individualizmi mikroborgjez F. Haliti nuk mund t\u00eb na jap\u00eb poezi t\u00eb sh\u00ebndosha t\u00eb realizmit socialist, por p\u00ebrkundrazi ashtu si\u00e7 vihet re nga ecuria e krijimtaris\u00eb s\u00eb tij, ai ka rrezik t\u00eb thellohet n\u00eb \u00e7oroditjen ideologjike dhe at\u00ebhere do t\u00eb jet\u00eb tep\u00ebr von\u00eb.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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