{"id":39362,"date":"2019-03-14T00:15:10","date_gmt":"2019-03-13T23:15:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.fjala.info\/?p=39362"},"modified":"2019-03-14T00:15:10","modified_gmt":"2019-03-13T23:15:10","slug":"e-diela-para-kthimit","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jehonashqiptare.al\/fjala\/e-diela-para-kthimit\/","title":{"rendered":"E diela para kthimit"},"content":{"rendered":"

Fatmire Duraku<\/strong><\/p>\n

Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb para se t\u00eb ikja nga sht\u00ebpia dhe nga fshati, i shikoja t\u00eb gjith\u00eb me radh\u00eb, duke filluar nga gjyshja dhe gjyshi plak, q\u00eb rrinin af\u00ebr nj\u00ebri-tjetrit. Pran\u00eb tyre, me sy t\u00eb mjegullt, q\u00ebndronte motra ime e vog\u00ebl. Dhe vet\u00ebm k\u00ebta t\u00eb tre dukej sikur ishin t\u00eb vetmit, q\u00eb m\u00ebrziteshin p\u00ebr largimin tim. Un\u00eb kisha tet\u00eb v\u00ebllez\u00ebr, por asnj\u00ebrin nuk e shihja kund. Pun\u00eb e madhe pse p\u00ebr mua ishte nata e fundit n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi!?<\/p>\n

T\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen nj\u00eb shoqe imja do t\u00eb nisej p\u00ebr n\u00eb Zvic\u00ebr. Ajo m\u00eb ka ftuar t\u00eb studionim bashk\u00eb, pasi un\u00eb kisha fituar t\u00eb drejt\u00ebn t\u00eb studioja atje. Ka shkuar para tri vjet\u00ebsh dhe \u00ebsht\u00eb martuar me nj\u00eb zviceran. Ajo m’i kishte rregulluar dokumentet. M\u00eb ka ftuar e un\u00eb do t\u00eb shkoj, edhe pse po e shoh se kjo po iu pengon v\u00ebllez\u00ebrve t\u00eb mi t\u00eb m\u00ebdhenj. Me t\u00eb hyr\u00eb n\u00eb dhom\u00eb, ku ishim ne, babai ma hodhi nj\u00eb shikim t\u00eb m\u00ebrzitsh\u00ebm. N\u00ebna me gjysm\u00eb fryme dhe me sy t\u00eb p\u00ebrlotur m\u00eb p\u00ebrgatiste di\u00e7ka q\u00eb ta merrja me vete p\u00ebr rrug\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Motra dhe gjyshja sikur kishin nj\u00eb pik\u00ebllim t\u00eb brendsh\u00ebm dhe heshtnin. Muzgu tashm\u00eb ishte shtrir\u00eb dhe xhaxhallar\u00ebt e mi me grat\u00eb e tyre kishin ardhur t\u00eb p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndeteshin me mua. Mbase e kishin menduar se un\u00eb do t\u00eb iki atje larg pa u p\u00ebrfalur me ta fare\u2026 S’kisha arritur t’i vizitoja p\u00ebr nj\u00eb koh\u00eb t\u00eb gjat\u00eb dhe ashtu si i z\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb faj, u p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndeta me ta. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb m\u00eb dhan\u00eb nga di\u00e7ka, q\u00eb ta merrja me vete n\u00eb kurbet dhe i tretur atje n\u00eb at\u00eb bot\u00eb t\u00eb larg\u00ebt, kur t’i shoh ato gj\u00ebra, t’i kujtoj ata.<\/p>\n

T\u00eb gjitha ishin figura t\u00eb \u00e7uditshme. I futa n\u00eb torb\u00ebn, q\u00eb do ta merrja me vete. Motra ime e vog\u00ebl dhe e vetmja, m\u00eb dha nj\u00eb kubik\u00ebz-lod\u00ebr, q\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00eb kat\u00ebr faqet n\u00eb mes kishte t\u00eb shkruar nga nj\u00eb num\u00ebr, nga nj\u00eb deri n\u00eb kat\u00ebr, bashk\u00eb me disa lule t\u00eb bukura, q\u00eb ishin t\u00eb mbyllura. Lulet dhe uji, q\u00eb mbylleshin brenda lodr\u00ebs, me nj\u00eb veprim t\u00eb caktuar, kur i vije n\u00eb ndonj\u00eb num\u00ebr, e nd\u00ebrronin ngjyr\u00ebn.<\/p>\n

N\u00eb at\u00eb veprim sikur krijonin nj\u00eb ndjenj\u00eb mistike mbi jet\u00ebn, mbi qenien e njeriut dhe mbi fatin e tij. Nuk di se ku e kishte marr\u00eb. Un\u00eb shfaqja nj\u00eb ndjenj\u00eb t\u00eb af\u00ebrt me ata, q\u00eb kishin ardhur t\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebrcillnin. S’kisha nd\u00ebr mend t\u00eb ikja p\u00ebrgjithmon\u00eb, shpresoja se do t\u00eb kthehesha pa kaluar ndonj\u00eb koh\u00eb e gjat\u00eb, q\u00eb i b\u00ebn njer\u00ebzit t\u00eb t\u00eb harrojn\u00eb. Po ata u p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndet\u00ebn me mua sikur t\u00eb mos prisnin m\u00eb t\u00eb kthehesha gjall\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Dy v\u00ebllez\u00ebrit e vegj\u00ebl ishin ulur n\u00eb gur\u00ebt e strallit n\u00eb mes t\u00eb oborrit dhe nuk hynin brenda. V\u00ebrejta se ata m\u00ebrziteshin p\u00ebr largimin tim, andaj edhe un\u00eb shkuarjen time e p\u00ebrjetoja me ndjenj\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00eb. Ata nuk hynin brenda, e un\u00eb n\u00eb syt\u00eb e Artanit, Tomorit, Marigon\u00ebs, gjyshit dhe gjyshes shihja shikimin e tyre t\u00eb \u00e7uditsh\u00ebm. N\u00ebna ishte e lodhur, por nuk m\u00eb dukej t\u00eb kishte nj\u00eb shikim t\u00eb till\u00eb.<\/p>\n

V\u00ebllez\u00ebrit e m\u00ebdhenj jan\u00eb t\u00eb martuar dhe si duket ishin mbyllur n\u00eb dhomat e tyre e aspak nuk ua ndiente veshi pse un\u00eb po b\u00ebja nat\u00ebn e fundit n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. Marigon\u00ebn un\u00eb e quaja Megi; syt\u00eb e saj t\u00eb kalt\u00ebr m\u00eb b\u00ebnin t\u00eb m\u00ebrzitesha m\u00eb s\u00eb shumti p\u00ebr t\u00eb. Babain e lusja t\u00eb mos ia nd\u00ebrpriste shkollimin, se e dija q\u00eb t\u00eb dy v\u00ebllez\u00ebrit e m\u00ebdhenj, si t\u00eb ikja un\u00eb nga k\u00ebtu, motr\u00ebn do ta mbyllnin n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. Ajo ishte e zgjuar dhe e donte shkoll\u00ebn dhe nuk kisha d\u00ebshir\u00eb t’i nd\u00ebrpriste m\u00ebsimet.<\/p>\n

Ajo mbr\u00ebmje ishte e mallkuar. Dit\u00ebn e m\u00ebrkur\u00eb e urrej q\u00eb prej at\u00ebher\u00eb kur ika dhe i lash\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha. Nga at\u00ebher\u00eb kan\u00eb kaluar n\u00ebnt\u00eb vjet. P\u00ebr kaq vjet nuk i kam vizituar m\u00eb. Malli p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjith\u00eb m\u00eb ka brejtur shum\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Megi m\u00eb th\u00ebrriste n\u00eb telefon \u00e7do t\u00eb shtun\u00eb, kurse tashti kishte kaluar shum\u00eb koh\u00eb e ajo nuk u lajm\u00ebrua fare. Nuk u lajm\u00ebrua as ai shoku i saj, Dardani. Koha po kalon e un\u00eb po e pres. Sot \u00ebsht\u00eb e shtun\u00eb e telefoni nuk po cing\u00ebron. Duket edhe Megi m\u00eb ka harruar. Sa her\u00eb m\u00eb lajm\u00ebrohej, sa her\u00eb flisja me t\u00eb p\u00ebrmes telefonit, nga ngash\u00ebrimi syt\u00eb m\u00eb mbylleshin vetvetiu. E para syve m\u00eb dilte Megi me sy t\u00eb kalt\u00ebr, kur e vishte dhe e mbathte n\u00ebna, kurse un\u00eb e d\u00ebrgoja n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb. P\u00ebrfytyroja flok\u00ebt e saj t\u00eb zez\u00eb, ka\u00e7urrel\u00eb, q\u00eb ja shprishte era. M\u00eb kujtohej kthimi i saj plot shend n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi.<\/p>\n

Dit\u00ebn e par\u00eb, kur e d\u00ebrgova n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb, ishte shum\u00eb e g\u00ebzuar. Ajo m\u00eb shtyri q\u00eb n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb t\u00eb shkojm\u00eb nj\u00eb or\u00eb m\u00eb her\u00ebt. T\u00eb gjitha mendimet e saj ishin rreth librave, shkoll\u00ebs dhe m\u00ebsimit. Sa me padurim e priste cing\u00ebrim\u00ebn e ziles. P\u00ebr \u00e7do njeri q\u00eb kalonte atypari, m\u00eb pyeste:
\n“A \u00ebsht\u00eb ky m\u00ebsuesi im?!”<\/p>\n

Tani, ajo ka t\u00eb nj\u00ebzetat dhe \u00ebsht\u00eb e pjekur, \u00ebsht\u00eb n\u00eb vitin e dyt\u00eb t\u00eb studimeve dhe ka shpenzime, i duhen parat\u00eb. Me siguri ka mbetur pa to dhe nuk ka mund\u00ebsi t\u00eb m\u00eb th\u00ebrras\u00eb. Nes\u00ebr do t’i d\u00ebrgoj para, kurse ajo posa t’i marr\u00eb, do t\u00eb m\u00eb th\u00ebrras\u00eb. Ajo nuk m\u00eb harron kurr\u00eb. \u00c7do t\u00eb pes\u00ebmb\u00ebdhjet\u00ebn dit\u00eb i d\u00ebrgoj para p\u00ebr shkollim. Jam b\u00ebr\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7mendem. \u00cbndrrat m\u00eb thon\u00eb se di\u00e7 i ka ndodhur asaj, por un\u00eb nuk di \u00e7ka. T\u00eb dielave e marr post\u00ebn rregullisht. Ndoshta Megi k\u00ebsaj radhe m\u00eb ka shkruar, q\u00eb t\u00eb kuptoj sesi jan\u00eb dhe pse nuk m\u00eb jan\u00eb lajm\u00ebruar deri m\u00eb tani?! T\u00ebr\u00eb dita m\u00eb kaloi pran\u00eb telefonit duke pritur, dikur edhe kjo pritje m’u b\u00eb e tep\u00ebrt dhe monotone. Mendja m\u00eb shkonte gjithkah, por ajo m\u00eb shkonte gjithnj\u00eb nga e keqja. Kjo ndodhte nga frika.<\/p>\n

Mbr\u00ebmja ishte e tmerrshme; isha mbushur mall p\u00ebr familjen time. Edhe shiu i madh dhe bubullima at\u00eb mbr\u00ebmje nuk m\u00eb linin t\u00eb qet\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Gjithher\u00eb para se t\u00eb flija, b\u00ebja nj\u00eb lutje, edhe pse n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb ton\u00eb kurr\u00eb nuk iu kemi lutur zotit, pasi nuk qem\u00eb dh\u00ebn\u00eb pas asnj\u00eb besimi. Ishim gjysagjel\u00eb: as katolik\u00eb, as mysliman\u00eb. N\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb ton\u00eb nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb p\u00ebrfillur asnj\u00eb fest\u00eb fetare. Pas asaj lutjeje mendja m\u00eb rrinte shum\u00eb larg, atje larg, shum\u00eb larg nga k\u00ebtu. Atje ku edhe gur\u00ebt e sokakut jan\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb bukur. E un\u00eb kam humbur k\u00ebtu n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb vend t\u00eb mallkuar, ku u treta vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr pak para.<\/p>\n

Nata kalonte e \u00ebndrrat nuk m\u00eb linin rehat. Megi, gjyshi, gjyshja dhe dy v\u00ebllez\u00ebrit e vegj\u00ebl, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt kur u nisa i lash\u00eb duke qar\u00eb n\u00eb mes t\u00eb oborrit, mbi gur\u00ebt e strallit, t\u00ebr\u00eb nat\u00ebn ishin n\u00eb \u00ebndrrat e mia dhe m\u00eb brenin kok\u00ebn. N\u00ebna me gjysm\u00eb fryme n\u00eb fyt, m\u00eb th\u00ebrriste gjithher\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb shkuar n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb, sikur at\u00ebher\u00eb n\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebri.<\/p>\n

N\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr vendi im ishte i zbraz\u00ebt. Ajo me th\u00ebrriste, kurse un\u00eb nuk b\u00ebzaja fare. Megi, gjyshi, gjyshja dhe dy v\u00ebllez\u00ebrit e vegj\u00ebl ishin veshur n\u00eb t\u00eb bardha. Me ta ishte edhe nj\u00eb djal\u00eb i ri, t\u00eb cilin nuk e njihja. V\u00ebllez\u00ebrit e tjer\u00eb nuk i shihja askund, por as baban\u00eb. Vet\u00ebm n\u00ebna, q\u00eb m\u00eb th\u00ebrriste si e \u00e7mendur, sillej dhe mb\u00ebshtillej n\u00ebp\u00ebr oborr. \u00c7udi! Ajo m\u00eb k\u00ebrkonte edhe pas trungut t\u00eb pem\u00ebve e n\u00ebn gur\u00ebt e strallit, q\u00eb ishin n\u00eb mes t\u00eb oborrit. Po sa leht\u00eb i ngrehte nga vendi! Ata gur\u00eb jan\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebdhenj, askush m\u00eb par\u00eb nuk ka mundur t’i luante nga vendi i vet; ajo i luante me nj\u00eb dor\u00eb dhe m\u00eb k\u00ebrkonte mua n\u00ebn ta. A thua pse m\u00eb k\u00ebrkonte ashtu?<\/p>\n

Ajo \u00ebnd\u00ebrr imja ishte e \u00e7uditshme. Nuk munda ta kuptoja fare, andaj u ngrita se po t\u00eb vazhdoja edhe pak gjumin, do t\u00eb \u00e7mendesha nga \u00ebndrrat. Nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb kjo nata e par\u00eb q\u00eb un\u00eb shoh \u00ebndrra t\u00eb k\u00ebtilla. Sot e kat\u00ebr jav\u00eb ballafaqohem me to. Dita e nes\u00ebrme ishte e diel. Edhe pak do t\u00eb zbardhej dhe diku nga ora shtat\u00eb, do ta marr post\u00ebn e n\u00ebse nuk ka let\u00ebr nga Kosova, menj\u00ebher\u00eb do t\u00eb nisem p\u00ebr atje.<\/p>\n

Ora shtat\u00eb e pes\u00eb minuta. Posta arriti. Letra kisha, por jo nga Kosova. Nga Kosova kisha vet\u00ebm lajm\u00ebrimin p\u00ebr parat\u00eb q\u00eb ishin kthyer, pasi Megi nuk i kishte marr\u00eb. Me siguri asaj i ka ndodhur di\u00e7ka e keqe. Nuk m’u lajm\u00ebrua fare. Parat\u00eb nuk do t’i ket\u00eb marr\u00eb. Ah, si t\u00eb kisha krah\u00eb dhe t\u00eb shkoja sa m\u00eb par\u00eb, atje ku jan\u00eb n\u00ebna, Megi dhe ata t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt. T\u00eb shkoja tek ata, p\u00ebr t\u00eb cil\u00ebt un\u00eb po kam mall t\u00eb madh.<\/p>\n

Koha kalonte. Nuk dija si t\u00eb shkoja atje. Andaj i b\u00ebra nj\u00eb telefon aeroportit. Aeroplan kishte vet\u00ebm t\u00eb h\u00ebn\u00ebn. Dita e nes\u00ebrme ishte e h\u00ebn\u00eb. Vendosa q\u00eb t\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen t\u00eb shkoja drejt n\u00eb aeroport dhe t\u00eb ikja p\u00ebr n\u00eb vendlindje. Menj\u00ebher\u00eb zura t\u00eb b\u00ebhesha gati. Me vete mora edhe figurat q\u00eb m’i dhan\u00eb v\u00ebllez\u00ebrit e babait, por edhe kub\u00ebz-lodr\u00ebn e Megit. Ata e kishin pasur mir\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Sa her\u00eb hyja dhe dilja nga dhoma, m\u00eb binin n\u00eb sy ato figura, por m\u00eb s\u00eb shumti kub\u00ebz-lodra e Megit. Un\u00eb i kisha bler\u00eb asaj di\u00e7ka, por jo aq t\u00eb bukur sa ajo kub\u00ebz-lod\u00ebr. Gjith\u00eb n\u00eb mendje m\u00eb rrinte dita kur u largova dhe i lash\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebrzitur. Fytyrat e p\u00ebrlotura t\u00eb n\u00ebn\u00ebs, babait, gjyshes, gjyshit, Artanit, Tomorit dhe Megit m\u00eb rrinin para sysh. Fytyra e G\u00ebzimit, e prishur, m\u00eb dukej sikur rrinte mbi kapak\u00ebt e syve t\u00eb mi. Ai sa her\u00eb m\u00ebrzitej, prishej n\u00eb fytyr\u00eb. Dita e nes\u00ebrme m\u00eb zbardhi pak m\u00eb t\u00eb pushuar.<\/p>\n

Ndoshta pse kisha vendosur t\u00eb kthehesha e b\u00ebra gjumin m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb se net\u00ebve t\u00eb tjera. Si e piva kafen\u00eb, u nisa p\u00ebr n\u00eb aeroport. Atje kishte shum\u00eb njer\u00ebz. Aeroplan\u00ebt ngriheshin dhe zbritnin. Gjith\u00eb ata njer\u00ebz dika shkonin; dikush kthehej, dikush shkonte. Un\u00eb kthehesha nga Lugano e Zvicr\u00ebs. Jeta m\u00eb qe m\u00ebrzitur atje. Gjith\u00e7ka m\u00eb qe b\u00ebr\u00eb monotone. Shikoja n\u00eb t\u00eb kat\u00ebr an\u00ebt e aeroportit sesi m\u00eb ndryshonin ngjyrat si n\u00eb kub\u00ebzin e Megit, q\u00eb e mbaja n\u00eb dor\u00eb. Edhe n\u00eb aeroport ishin numrat 1, 2, 3, 4 si n\u00eb kub\u00ebz. \u00c7uditesha si i ka r\u00ebn\u00eb ai Megit n\u00eb dor\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Aeroplani im nisej edhe pak minuta.<\/p>\n

T\u00eb gjith\u00eb ne q\u00eb vinim n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb, ishim shqiptar\u00eb. Ishim m\u00eb shum\u00eb se nj\u00ebqind e pes\u00ebdhjet\u00eb veta dhe q\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb u ngarkuam n\u00eb at\u00eb aeroplan. Ishte hera e par\u00eb q\u00eb fluturoja n\u00eb qiellin e kalt\u00ebr atje af\u00ebr reve t\u00eb bardha, q\u00eb ishin n\u00ebn qiellin e Zvicr\u00ebs. Me t\u00eb hyr\u00eb brenda n\u00eb barkun e madh t\u00eb atij aeroplani, q\u00eb fluturonte si eg\u00ebrsir\u00eb me kthetra n\u00eb at\u00eb qiell t\u00eb kalt\u00ebr, m’u duk vetja sikur arrita n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. Po prap\u00eb isha shum\u00eb larg nga ajo sht\u00ebpi ku u linda dhe u rrita. Puna q\u00eb po e b\u00ebja un\u00eb, kishte t\u00eb b\u00ebnte me ngritjen e z\u00ebrave p\u00ebr t\u00eb drejtat e njer\u00ebzve t\u00eb k\u00ebtush\u00ebm, p\u00ebr at\u00eb vend ku m\u00eb kan\u00eb lindur gjyshja e katragjyshi, ku jan\u00eb shkelur t\u00eb drejtat e njer\u00ebzve sa e sa vjet.<\/p>\n

Kub\u00ebzin e Megit e mbaja n\u00eb dor\u00eb. M\u00eb dukej se po e shihja Megin kur ma dha dhe m’u kujtuan fjal\u00ebt e saj:<\/p>\n

“Ja, Edi, merre k\u00ebt\u00eb kub\u00ebz dhe sa her\u00eb ta rrotullosh, ky do t’i ndryshoj\u00eb ngjyrat. N\u00eb secilin num\u00ebr ka nga nj\u00eb ngjyr\u00eb dhe lulet nd\u00ebrrojn\u00eb form\u00ebn.<\/em>”<\/p>\n

Lulet ishin t\u00eb bukura, t\u00eb thuash magjike me kat\u00ebr format q\u00eb krijonin. Po ku do ta ket\u00eb marr\u00eb Megi, q\u00eb ma dhuroi mua. At\u00eb, Megin sykalt\u00ebr, e kam gjith\u00e7ka. Dua t\u00eb shkoj atje sa m\u00eb par\u00eb dhe t’i shoh syt\u00eb e saj t\u00eb kalt\u00ebr, ata sy q\u00eb tashti, me siguri, jan\u00eb duke lexuar di\u00e7ka. A thua i ndjek ajo tashti ligj\u00ebratat. Ah, si ta dija se ku do ta gjeja, n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi apo n\u00eb fakultet. Do ta befasoj. Ajo nuk e pret kthimin tim. Kur t\u00eb m\u00eb shoh\u00eb, do t\u00eb hutohet.<\/p>\n

Ndoshta e gjej n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, duke lozur me qenin q\u00eb ia kam dhuruar un\u00eb p\u00ebr dit\u00eblindje. Ajo i ka v\u00ebn\u00eb nj\u00eb em\u00ebr t\u00eb \u00e7uditsh\u00ebm – Shmiki. Si e ka kujtuar k\u00ebt\u00eb em\u00ebr. Ajo \u00ebsht\u00eb e prap\u00ebt me disa gj\u00ebra, po ka mendje t\u00eb mpreht\u00eb e t\u00eb \u00e7uditshme. \u00cbsht\u00eb gj\u00eb e \u00e7uditshme sesi nga t\u00eb doj\u00eb ajo, edhe mendja i fluturon. Edhe pun\u00ebn si pun\u00eb e kupton mir\u00eb; aq e vog\u00ebl ishte dhe i kuptonte t\u00eb gjitha.<\/p>\n

Tash \u00ebsht\u00eb e madhe. Me siguri ka nd\u00ebrruar shum\u00eb. \u00cbsht\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb edhe m\u00eb e bukur sesa ishte.
\nMezi pritja t\u00eb arrija n\u00eb Shkup. Nga aty do t\u00eb arrija shpejt n\u00eb kryeqytetin e Kosov\u00ebs, n\u00eb Prishtin\u00eb e nga k\u00ebtu n\u00eb fshatin tim, te n\u00ebna e babai, te v\u00ebllez\u00ebrit e te Megi. Mezi po pres t’i shoh fytyrat e v\u00ebllez\u00ebrve t\u00eb m\u00ebdhenj, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt kurr\u00eb nuk m\u00eb kan\u00eb shkruar e as nuk qen\u00eb p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetur me mua kur mora rrug\u00eb. Po pse askush nuk ma sqaroi kurr\u00eb, as n\u00ebna e as babai, pse ndodhi kjo?<\/p>\n

Nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb ishte ulur af\u00ebr meje dhe vet\u00ebm m\u00eb shikonte, por nuk fliste gj\u00eb. As un\u00eb nuk flisja me t\u00eb. Ajo e shikonte kub\u00ebzin n\u00eb duart e mia. Me siguri ia t\u00ebrhiqte v\u00ebmendjen kub\u00ebzi se kur e rrotulloja, ai nd\u00ebrronte ngjyr\u00ebn dhe form\u00ebn e luleve. Pas pak m\u00eb tha:
\n“Zot\u00ebri, ku e ke marr\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb kub\u00ebz?”
\nUn\u00eb e shikova me habi.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Fatmire Duraku Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb para se t\u00eb ikja nga sht\u00ebpia dhe nga fshati, i shikoja t\u00eb gjith\u00eb me radh\u00eb, duke filluar nga gjyshja dhe gjyshi plak, q\u00eb rrinin af\u00ebr nj\u00ebri-tjetrit. Pran\u00eb tyre, me sy t\u00eb mjegullt, q\u00ebndronte motra ime e vog\u00ebl. Dhe vet\u00ebm k\u00ebta t\u00eb tre dukej sikur ishin t\u00eb vetmit, q\u00eb m\u00ebrziteshin p\u00ebr largimin […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":39363,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[8,12],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-39362","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","category-letersi","category-tregime"],"yoast_head":"\nE diela para kthimit - FJALA e LIR\u00cb<\/title>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/jehonashqiptare.al\/fjala\/e-diela-para-kthimit\/\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"en_US\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"E diela para kthimit - FJALA e LIR\u00cb\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"Fatmire Duraku Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb para se t\u00eb ikja nga sht\u00ebpia dhe nga fshati, i shikoja t\u00eb gjith\u00eb me radh\u00eb, duke filluar nga gjyshja dhe gjyshi plak, q\u00eb rrinin af\u00ebr nj\u00ebri-tjetrit. 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