GJiri i Rizonit, zhytur n\u00eb paqen e p\u00ebrgjumur t\u00eb pragm\u00ebngjesit, kish nisur t\u00eb \u00e7elte siparin e p\u00ebrmjegulluar nga dukej Adriatiku i qet\u00eb e i pafund. Edhe pse fundvjesht\u00eb, era q\u00eb kish shoq\u00ebruar or\u00ebt e vona t\u00eb nat\u00ebs,kish ndrruar drejtim papritur, sikur nj\u00eb dor\u00eb e paduk\u00ebshme ta kish t\u00ebrhequr tutje, verilindjes, matan\u00eb Podgoric\u00ebs. Mbr\u00ebmjen e shkuar re t\u00eb dendura kishin fshehur yjet dhe terri kish rr\u00ebmbyer gjirin deri sa t\u00eb hante syri, kurse sot n\u00eb qiellin e zbardhyl\u00ebt rrinte nderur tektuk ndonj\u00eb krah i shk\u00ebputur nga ajo dend\u00ebsi e nginjur, harruar nga nxitimi i atij karvani n\u00eb qiell.<\/p>\n
Jasoni vuri re nj\u00eb tuf\u00eb patash t\u00eb egra q\u00eb u dynd\u00ebn nga p\u00ebrtej kodrave dhe vijuan fluturimin e r\u00ebnd\u00eb tejane, p\u00ebr n\u00eb jug, duke zhurmuar me korin e tyre monoton, q\u00eb heraher\u00ebs kulmonte me ndonj\u00eb klithm\u00eb ther\u00ebse, si p\u00ebr t\u00eb zgjuar at\u00eb m\u00ebngjes gjumash e p\u00ebr t\u00eb trembur nat\u00ebn q\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00ebngulte t\u00eb rrinte edhe caz\u00eb. Kjo e gjith\u00eb i trokiti Jasonit n\u00eb port\u00ebn e nj\u00eb kujtimi t\u00eb larg\u00ebt, q\u00eb ndoshta ish mbuluar nga myshku dhe lianat e koh\u00ebs. Sa vite kishin ecur n\u00ebp\u00ebr koh\u00eb? Ai b\u00ebri nj\u00eb llogari t\u00eb shpejt\u00eb, pa ndonj\u00eb mundim t\u00eb madh. Ishin tridhjetetre vite. Asgj\u00eb nuk pat ndryshuar. Qen\u00eb ulur po te ky stol, n\u00eb po k\u00ebt\u00eb shk\u00ebmb dhe m\u00ebngjesi kish qen\u00eb i till\u00eb si sot. Ginestra pat ndjekur fluturimin e patave t\u00eb egra me sy t\u00eb per\u00ebnduar tej larg\u00ebsive jugore dhe i kish th\u00ebn\u00eb menduesh\u00ebm :
\n– Ja, k\u00ebshtu do t\u00eb shteg\u00ebtosh edhe ti, si k\u00ebto pata dhe nuk di n\u00eb do t\u00eb kthehesh ndonj\u00eb dit\u00eb.
\nJasoni e kish puthur, pastaj i pat ven\u00eb gishtin te buz\u00ebt, sikur t\u00eb donte t’i thosh : ” Mos ta d\u00ebgjoj m\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb! ”<\/p>\n
Po derisa qen\u00eb ndar\u00eb disa minuta m\u00eb pas, trishtimi fliste pa z\u00eb n\u00eb fytyr\u00ebn e vajz\u00ebs, kurse syt\u00eb vijuan t\u00eb ndiqnin at\u00eb shtegtim t\u00eb \u00e7uditsh\u00ebm t\u00eb patave t\u00eb egra. Rrall\u00eb e kujtonte tani q\u00eb jeta e kish risjell\u00eb n\u00eb rrug\u00ebt e saj t\u00eb vjetra, ve\u00e7 sot po p\u00ebrjetonte takimin e fundit, ja, sikur t\u00eb kish ndodhur pak \u00e7aste m\u00eb par\u00eb. Dhe koha, si p\u00ebr inat , qe kthyer pas n\u00eb vibrimet e nj\u00eb k\u00ebnge t\u00eb l\u00ebn\u00eb p\u00ebrmes.Puthjen e fundit e pat\u00ebn marr\u00eb me fluturimin e tyre patat e egra p\u00ebr t\u00eb l\u00ebn\u00eb psher\u00ebtim\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00eb ndarjeje.Atje, n\u00eb kontinentin tjet\u00ebr, Jasoni kish heshtur me shpirt n\u00eb dh\u00ebmb\u00eb pamund\u00ebsin\u00eb e mbajtjes s\u00eb nj\u00eb premtimi. Fati kish vrar\u00eb nj\u00eb ndjenj\u00eb, po koha kish harruar diku n\u00eb rrug\u00ebtimin e vet plag\u00ebn. Nuk e pati t\u00eb leht\u00eb t\u00eb mos e kthente kok\u00ebn pas heraher\u00ebs, edhe kur ikte me vrap.Ndonj\u00eb dit\u00eb q\u00eb kthehej nga puna para mbr\u00ebmjes edhe e kujtonte, n\u00eb fillim i pat lejuar syrit zbritjen e lotit, po m\u00eb t\u00eb shumt\u00ebn e koh\u00ebs kthehej nga pun\u00eb mbr\u00ebmjes thell\u00eb, k\u00ebsisoj nuk i mbetej vend shpirtit…As kujtimeve; rraskapitja e rr\u00ebzonte te gjumi i r\u00ebnd\u00eb, pa \u00ebndrra dhe p\u00ebrjetime, sido q\u00eb t\u00eb ishin ato.<\/p>\n
Po Ginestra?
\nSigurisht e kish patur shum\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb. P\u00ebshp\u00ebritjet n\u00ebn z\u00eb t\u00eb shoqeve, fyerjet ther\u00ebse t\u00eb families dhe kush\u00ebrinjve, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt nuk e pat\u00ebn par\u00eb asnj\u00ebher\u00eb me syrin e mir\u00eb lidhjen e dy t\u00eb rinjve. Megjithat\u00eb ajo ishte e fort\u00eb dhe duhet ta kish shp\u00ebrfillur e p\u00ebrbuzur marr\u00ebzin\u00eb e t\u00eb tjer\u00ebve. Ku ndodhej tani? E kujtonte akoma, apo emri i Jasonit kish qen\u00eb si nj\u00eb ka\u00e7ub i mjeruar n\u00eb lulishten e re q\u00eb duhej shkulur dhe flakur, p\u00ebr t’i dh\u00ebn\u00eb drit\u00eb e aj\u00ebr asaj lulishteje? Kushedi sa her\u00eb e kish par\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb shtegtim t\u00eb k\u00ebtyre patave, q\u00eb nuk harronin t\u00eb ktheheshin n\u00eb pranver\u00eb! Saesa net\u00eb kishin shoq\u00ebruar zhg\u00ebnjimin e asaj vajze p\u00ebr t\u00eb ritakuar lumturin\u00eb e nj\u00eb dashurie t\u00eb premtuar…Mbase, kur i \u00ebsht\u00eb sosur durimi , edhe m\u00eb ka mallkuar…<\/p>\n
Si M\u00ebm\u00ebzonja te legjenda e Bes\u00ebs Kostandinin q\u00eb martoi larg Morsinin\u00eb. E ka ruajtur bukurin\u00eb, q\u00eb ngacmonte gjith\u00eb djemt\u00eb e qytetit, i ka akoma flok\u00ebt e verdh\u00eb q\u00eb hijonin supet dhe fshihnin grop\u00ebzat e tr\u00ebndafilta t\u00eb faqeve, pas t\u00eb cilave \u00e7elte nj\u00eb n\u00ebnqeshje paksa dinake e tall\u00ebse, q\u00eb dukej se thosh : ” Bukurin\u00eb e kam p\u00ebr vete, mos ma lakmoni! ” Po syt\u00eb q\u00eb ngjanin me dy pajame t\u00eb pjekura do ta ken\u00eb akoma at\u00eb shikimin e kadifejt\u00eb q\u00eb rr\u00ebmbente t\u00eb rrahurat e \u00e7mendura t\u00eb zemrave t\u00eb padjall\u00ebzuara t\u00eb djamve q\u00eb nuk kishin provuar akoma zjarrin e dashuris\u00eb s\u00eb par\u00eb? Mes gjith\u00eb atyre lakmive, Ginestra pat zgjedhur at\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Nuk ishte m\u00eb i bukuri, as m\u00eb i men\u00e7uri. Nj\u00eb her\u00eb e pat pyetur fare papritur p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb. Vajza i qe p\u00ebrgjigjur thjesht, pa u menduar gjat\u00eb :
\n– Sepse je i p\u00ebrmbajtur dhe di t\u00eb shp\u00ebrfill\u00ebsh \u00e7astin q\u00eb ngat\u00ebrron arsyen.
\nJasoni ia pat rr\u00ebmbyer nj\u00eb t\u00eb puthur n\u00eb fluturim e sip\u00ebr dhe kjo ish si ta fal\u00ebnderonte mij\u00ebra her\u00eb.
\nBurri q\u00eb tashm\u00eb po kalonte pes\u00ebdhjetetet\u00eb vite pat harruar gjith\u00e7ka. Po jetonte sekuenca t\u00eb nj\u00eb k\u00ebnge q\u00eb ofronnin telat e nj\u00eb kitare diku, aty pran\u00eb, n\u00eb rrugic\u00ebn me sht\u00ebpi t\u00eb vjetra ku kish provuar t\u00eb parat dridhje t\u00eb shpirtit. Ai mezi vuri re nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00eb nja pes\u00eb vje\u00e7e q\u00eb kish q\u00ebndruar p\u00ebrball\u00eb tij pak hapa m\u00eb tej. Voc\u00ebrrakja kish anuar trupin dhe me dor\u00ebn si streh\u00eb p\u00ebrmbi ball\u00eb, si p\u00ebr t’u mbrojtur nga dielli q\u00eb t\u00eb vriste syt\u00eb, po e shihte m\u00eb nge, si e rritur burrin q\u00eb iu duk i \u00e7uditsh\u00ebm, sepse heraher\u00ebs qeshte me vete. Flok\u00ebt e verdh\u00eb, lidhur me nj\u00eb fjongo boj\u00ebqielli dhe syt\u00eb bajame i kujtuan at\u00eb, Ginestr\u00ebn. Sa i ngjante! Edhe grop\u00ebzat e faqeve i kish ashtu, edhe buz\u00ebt mishtake, edhe hund\u00ebn e drejt\u00eb. Shfaqja e papritur e vog\u00eblushes dhe ngjashm\u00ebria e saj me Ginestr\u00ebn e shtang\u00ebn p\u00ebr nj\u00eb \u00e7ast, po shpejt e largoi hutimin. N\u00eb bot\u00eb ka shum\u00eb njer\u00ebz q\u00eb ngjajn\u00eb, kjo nuk do t\u00eb thot\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebsh p\u00ebrfundime jasht\u00eb llogjik\u00ebs.<\/p>\n
Sidoqoft\u00eb u ngrit, iu afrua asaj dhe e p\u00ebrk\u00ebdheli.
\n– Pa m\u00eb thuaj cila zan\u00eb apo shtojzovalle je ti zem\u00ebr e vog\u00ebl?
\nVajz\u00ebs iu b\u00eb qejfi dhe u ndie e p\u00ebrk\u00ebdhelur.
\n– M\u00eb quajn\u00eb Jasona, po nuk jam e sigurt n\u00ebse jam zan\u00eb, si m\u00eb quajte ti.
\n\u00c7astin e par\u00eb ai qeshi me p\u00ebrgjigjen e men\u00e7ur t\u00eb vajz\u00ebs, pastaj e ngacmoi emri i saj. Kishin t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin em\u00ebr. T\u00eb ishte kjo nj\u00eb rast\u00ebsi? Rast\u00ebsit\u00eb ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb jan\u00eb t\u00eb habit\u00ebshme, t\u00eb pashpjeguara.
\n– Ti nuk jeton n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb lagje, se un\u00eb nuk t\u00eb kam par\u00eb asnj\u00ebher\u00eb.
\nBurri qeshi s\u00ebrish, vuri re q\u00eb kish p\u00ebrpara nj\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb t\u00eb men\u00e7ur e t\u00eb v\u00ebmendsh\u00ebm.
\n– Dikur kam jetuar edhe un\u00eb k\u00ebtu – i tha- Kur isha i ri. Tani jam shum\u00eb larg. Kam ardhur p\u00ebr t\u00eb par\u00eb vendin e lindjes.
\nVajza e vog\u00ebl nuk po ia shqiste syt\u00eb.
\n– Un\u00eb ta thash emrin tim – i b\u00ebri vrejtje ajo si e rritur- Mund t\u00eb ma thuash emrin t\u00ebnd?
\n– Jason.
\nVog\u00eblushje shtremb\u00ebroi turinjt\u00eb :
\n– Mos u tall me mua – i tha e m\u00ebrzitur.
\n– Nuk po tallem, kemi t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin em\u00ebr t\u00eb dy. \u00cbsht\u00eb rast\u00ebsi, po k\u00ebshtu m\u00eb quajn\u00eb, Jason.
\nVog\u00eblushja po e hetonte. Pastaj, si u bind q\u00eb tjetri po thosh t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn, i zgjati dor\u00ebn si e rritur dhe u paraqit:
\n– Jasona Bregu.
\n– Jason Vogli- ia ktheu ai.Pastaj e pyeti me k\u00eb kish ardhur deri k\u00ebtu.Vog\u00eblushja tregoi me gisht andej nga nj\u00eb nd\u00ebrtes\u00eb e ul\u00ebt, rrethuar nga nj\u00eb oborr me pem\u00eb t\u00eb larta.
\n– Babi im po m\u00eb pret atje – i tha duke e t\u00ebrhequr p\u00ebr dore- Eja t\u00eb t\u00eb njoh me t\u00eb.
\nBurri u bind dhe shkoi pas saj. Kur hyn\u00eb vuri re se aty ish nj\u00eb lokal i k\u00ebndsh\u00ebm, ku ishin ulur n\u00eb tavolina t\u00eb ndryshme vet\u00eb dy njer\u00ebz, njeri prej t\u00eb cil\u00ebve ishte babai i vog\u00eblushes. Ngjanin me njeritjetrin si dy pik\u00ebla uji. Edhe djali ishte i drejtp\u00ebrdrejt\u00eb dhe i hapur si e bija.
\n– Ai u ngrit dhe e p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndeti.
\n– \u00cbsht\u00eb miku im i ri – e paraqiti vog\u00eblushja – Sapo e njoha dhe \u00e7udit\u00ebrisht kemi t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin em\u00ebr.
\n-Me t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb? – iu drejtua djali t\u00eb panjohurit dhe i shkeli syrin, duke menduar q\u00eb ai tjetri kish b\u00ebr\u00eb shaka me vajz\u00ebn e tij kurreshtare, po i porsaardhuri e sqaroi :
\n– Po thot\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn Jasona. Edhe emri im \u00ebsht\u00eb Jason.
\nDjali e pa jo pa habi.
\n– Mendoja se nuk do kish njeri tjet\u00ebr n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb faqe dheu me nj\u00eb em\u00ebr si ky- tha- Mamaja ime nguli k\u00ebmb\u00eb, edhe pse ne t\u00eb dy, un\u00eb dhe gruaja nuk qem\u00eb dakord.
\nTashm\u00eb Jasoni ish ulur dhe po pinte si me pikatore kafen ekspres, t\u00eb cil\u00ebn kish zakon ta mbante edhe nj\u00eb or\u00eb p\u00ebrpara ,si kur ishte vet\u00ebm, ashtu edhe kur ishte n\u00eb shoq\u00ebri. E pat harruar ngjashm\u00ebrin\u00eb e tyre me dashurin\u00eb e tij t\u00eb larg\u00ebt, q\u00eb jetonte vet\u00ebm n\u00eb p\u00ebrfytyrimin e turbullt e t\u00eb tretur n\u00eb vrapimin e viteve.
\n– Isha zhytur n\u00eb kujtime, duke par\u00eb largimin e kolonis\u00eb s\u00eb patave t\u00eb egra dhe nuk e vura re k\u00ebt\u00eb \u00e7amarroken t\u00ebnde q\u00eb po m\u00eb shihte e habitur.
\nVog\u00eblushja qeshi…Shfrenuar, \u00e7ilt\u00ebr, ashtu si din\u00eb t\u00eb qeshin vet\u00ebm f\u00ebmij\u00ebt.
\n– Xhaxhi Jasoni po fliste me vete – i tha ajo t\u00eb atit
\n– Ne t\u00eb m\u00ebdhenjve na takon shpesh t\u00eb flasim me veten, sidomos kur kemi ndonj\u00eb problem q\u00eb k\u00ebrkon zgjidhje – i hoqi vrejtjen i ati.
\nVog\u00eblushja u b\u00eb serioze, duke l\u00ebvizur leht\u00eb kok\u00ebn, sikur t\u00eb k\u00ebrkonte t\u00eb falur, megjith\u00ebse nuk kish b\u00ebr\u00eb asnj\u00eb gabim.
\n– Kur isha f\u00ebmij\u00eb dhe i ri, m\u00eb takonte t\u00eb shoq\u00ebroja largimin dhe kthimin e Patave t\u00eb egra. Pas tridhjetetre viteve sot e p\u00ebrjetova s\u00ebrish k\u00ebt\u00eb k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi dhe u ndjeva si at\u00ebhere, i ri.
\n– Ime m\u00eb e ruan si \u00e7astin m\u00eb t\u00eb lumtur t\u00eb jet\u00ebs shtegtimin e patave- tha djali- \u00cbsht\u00eb p\u00ebr t’u habitur, ata largohen \u00e7do vit jav\u00ebn e fundit t\u00eb tetorit, shpesh m\u00eb 28 tetor dhe kthehen jav\u00ebn e fundit t\u00eb marsit, s\u00ebrish n\u00eb dat\u00ebn 28. K\u00ebto dit\u00eb ime m\u00eb del aty n\u00eb an\u00ebdet, ulet tek ai stoli ku ishit ulur ju dhe pret ikjen dhe ardhjen e atyre shpend\u00ebve paqtor\u00eb.
\nP\u00ebrs\u00ebri Jasonit i b\u00ebri p\u00ebrshypje kjo ngjashm\u00ebria tjet\u00ebr, po s\u00ebrish e ndoqi mendimin…Mund t\u00eb ishte nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr rast\u00ebsi. Shtegtimin e shpend\u00ebve nuk e ndiqnin vet\u00ebm ai dhe Ginestra. Gjith\u00eb banor\u00ebt e k\u00ebtij qyteti ishin t\u00eb lidhur n\u00eb nj\u00eb far\u00eb m\u00ebnyre me at\u00eb shtegtim. Iu kujtua q\u00eb njer\u00ebzit nuk p\u00ebrmendnin dat\u00eb dhe muaj p\u00ebr ndonj\u00eb ndodhi, po thoshin : ” At\u00ebhere kur shtegtonin patat” ose ” At\u00ebhere kur ktheheshin patat”
\n– Ne, brezi i ri nuk para jemi t\u00eb lidhur me natyr\u00ebn si\u00e7 ishit ju. Sidoqoft\u00eb, ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb mendoj se ime m\u00eb ruan ndonj\u00eb kujtim t\u00eb hersh\u00ebm me k\u00ebt\u00eb shtegtim, po nuk e kam marr\u00eb mundimin ta pyes.
\n– Dhe b\u00ebn mir\u00eb q\u00eb nuk e pyet. Ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb ca kujtime njeriu i ruan vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr vete si nj\u00eb zakon t\u00eb shenjt\u00eb.
\nJasoni kish folur n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb profetike dhe vog\u00eblushes, q\u00eb deri at\u00ebhere po shihte nga ekrani i televizorit nj\u00eb emision p\u00ebr bot\u00ebn e xhungl\u00ebs, i t\u00ebrhoqi v\u00ebmendjen . Tha:
\n– Edhe mua m\u00eb p\u00eblqen q\u00eb disa kujtime t’i mbaj ve\u00e7 p\u00ebr vete. Vitin e shkuar dajua m\u00eb tregoi nj\u00eb sekret n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e gjyshes. Un\u00eb shkoj shpesh, e shoh, po nuk i kam folur asnjeriu p\u00ebr t\u00eb.
\nI ati qeshi.
\n– As mua nuk do ma tregosh?- e pyeti
\n– As mamit, as ty- tha e vendosur, pastaj shtoi – p\u00ebrderisa nuk ia kam treguar as gjyshes q\u00eb m\u00eb ka rritur.
\nEdhe Jasonin gjyshja e kish rritur dhe e kish ndier shum\u00eb dh\u00ebmbjen e ikjes s\u00eb saj nga kjo jet\u00eb, p\u00ebr m\u00eb tep\u00ebr se nuk kish mundur ta p\u00ebrcillte n\u00eb rrug\u00ebtimin e fundit t\u00eb k\u00ebsaj bote.<\/p>\n
Dikur u largua nga lokali edhe ai njeriu q\u00eb qe ulur n\u00eb tavolin\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr dhe mbet\u00ebn vet\u00ebm ata t\u00eb tre. P\u00ebr \u00e7udi Jasonit po i p\u00eblqente ky djal\u00eb dhe vajza e tij pes\u00ebvje\u00e7are dhe e ndiente veten mir\u00eb n\u00eb shoq\u00ebrin\u00eb e tyre, pa e kuptuar koh\u00ebn, q\u00eb po afronte mesdit\u00ebn. Biseda ish rrotulluar gjithandej, kishin folur edhe p\u00ebr pr\u00ebblemet mbar\u00ebshqiptare, q\u00eb preokuponin sot rrethet akademike e intelektuale, p\u00ebr nj\u00eb zgjidhje t\u00eb q\u00ebndrueshme t\u00eb ardhm\u00ebris\u00eb s\u00eb kombit. \u00c7udit\u00ebrisht mendimet e djalit t\u00eb ri p\u00ebrputheshin me ato t\u00eb burrit t\u00eb pjekur, q\u00eb dukej se kish nj\u00eb p\u00ebrvoj\u00eb t\u00eb vyer jet\u00ebsore n\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha fushat. Edhe shijet e tyre p\u00ebrputheshin n\u00eb shumic\u00ebn e rasteve. T\u00eb dy mendonin se zgjidhjet q\u00eb shtroheshin sot para kombit shqiptar duhet t\u00eb ishin paq\u00ebsore e t\u00eb duruara, p\u00ebr t\u00eb qen\u00eb t\u00eb sigurta dhe afagjata. Q\u00eb kombi duhej bashkuar n\u00eb trojet e tij natyrore ishte domosdoshm\u00ebri, po kjo do t\u00eb k\u00ebrkonte koh\u00ebn e duhur dhe largimin e nxitimit nga padurimi q\u00eb u kish detyruar fati shekullor shqiptar\u00ebve.<\/p>\n
N\u00eb k\u00ebto e sip\u00ebr vog\u00eblushja q\u00eb kish dal\u00eb n\u00eb oborr, u kthye duke t\u00ebrhequr p\u00ebrdore nj\u00eb grua t\u00eb moshuar, e cila iu drejtua djalit :
\n– Ti mendove q\u00eb un\u00eb harrova t\u00eb shihja sot largimin e patave t\u00eb egra? Jo, nuk harrova, po e ndoqa q\u00eb nga kodra tjet\u00ebr, ku kisha shkuar p\u00ebr t\u00eb par\u00eb nj\u00eb paciente t\u00eb s\u00ebmur\u00eb.
\nJasoni nuk e ktheu menj\u00ebher\u00eb kok\u00ebn, edhe pse z\u00ebri iu duk i njohur, ve\u00e7 i larg\u00ebt, shum\u00eb i larg\u00ebt e k\u00ebsisoj i dyshimt\u00eb. Tridhjetetre vite nuk ishin pak p\u00ebr t\u00eb tjet\u00ebrsuar e p\u00ebr t\u00eb \u00e7uar n\u00eb udh\u00ebkryqin e m\u00ebdyshjes kujtimet. E nxiti z\u00ebri i vog\u00eblushes q\u00eb t\u00eb kthente kok\u00ebn andej.
\n– Gjyshe, ky \u00ebsht\u00eb ai xhaxhi q\u00eb t\u00eb thash kur ishim n\u00eb oborr. Kemi t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin em\u00ebr. E quajn\u00eb Jason. Burri u ngrit nga ndenj\u00ebsja pa vet\u00ebdije, duke l\u00ebshuar nj\u00eb thirm\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrmbajtur :
\n– Ti???
\nGruaja ngriu, pa mundur t\u00eb l\u00ebvizte as qerpik\u00ebt, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt ishin njomur nga grimca vezulluese lot\u00ebsh t\u00eb p\u00ebrzier nga dh\u00ebmbja, malli, e papritura dhe g\u00ebzimi. Ginestra nuk po mund\u00ebte t\u00eb artikulonte asnj\u00eb fjal\u00eb. Jasoni u mat ta rrokte n\u00eb qaf\u00eb, po e mblodhi veten n\u00eb \u00e7astin e fundit. Vet\u00ebm tha :
\n– E di q\u00eb nuk m\u00eb ke falur, po duhet ta kesh t\u00eb qart\u00eb q\u00eb nuk jam fajtor.<\/p>\n
Gruas iu mblodh\u00ebn rr\u00ebket\u00eb e lot\u00ebve n\u00eb gryk\u00eb dhe nuk po e linin t\u00eb fliste. Ginestr\u00ebs po i dridheshin duart. I biri dhe vog\u00eblushja po shihnin k\u00ebt\u00eb sken\u00eb pa kuptuar \u00e7’po ndodhte. Djali e ndihmoi t\u00eb \u00ebm\u00ebn q\u00eb t\u00eb ulej Vajza e vog\u00ebl i mori dor\u00ebn Jasonit dhe i b\u00ebri shenj\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb ulej edhe ai.
\nShum\u00eb rrall\u00eb t\u00eb ruan jeta t\u00eb papritura t\u00eb tilla q\u00eb as nuk i ke \u00e7uar n\u00ebp\u00ebrmend, po vog\u00eblushe Jasona u duk m\u00eb e qeta dhe m\u00eb e kthjellta n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb mjedis t\u00eb ngarkuar me re shiu q\u00eb po ndiqnin njeratjetr\u00ebn me t\u00ebrbimin e nj\u00eb stuhie. Ajo i fshiu me do\u00e7k\u00ebn e vock\u00ebl lot\u00ebt nga syt\u00eb e gjyshes dhe pyeti Jasonin
\n– Ju jeni njohur q\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb?
\n– Po, moj vog\u00eblushe.
\nPastaj, n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb djall\u00ebzore iu kthye t\u00eb gjyshes :
\n– Dhe keni qen\u00eb t\u00eb fejuar?
\nGinestra tundi kryet. E mori vajz\u00ebn n\u00eb preh\u00ebrin e vet, e puthi disa her\u00eb dhe i tha:
\n– T\u00eb kujtohet p\u00ebrralla q\u00eb t\u00eb tregoja shpesh p\u00ebr princesh\u00ebn q\u00eb priste princin t\u00eb kthehej dhe nuk u martua kurr\u00eb?
\nVajza zbriti v\u00ebrtik nga preh\u00ebri i Ginestr\u00ebs, i kapi dor\u00ebn Jasonit, duke e pyetur :
\n– Ai princi ishe ti xhaxhi Jason?
\n– Po – u p\u00ebrgjigj ai.<\/p>\n
Jasona i puthi dor\u00ebn, pastaj e rroku p\u00ebr qafe. Djali q\u00eb akoma nuk kish mbledhur veten nga ai p\u00ebrjetim jo i zakont\u00eb, tha :
\n– Di\u00e7ka nuhata q\u00eb n\u00eb fillim, sidomos kur m\u00eb that\u00eb q\u00eb edhe ju p\u00ebrcillnit shtegtimin e patave t\u00eb egra…Nj\u00eblloj si n\u00ebna ime. -Iu drejtua t\u00eb \u00ebm\u00ebs me z\u00ebrin plot dridhje: – Kjo ishte arsyeja q\u00eb nuk u martove ti n\u00ebn\u00eb?
\nGinestra pohoi me kok\u00eb Jasoni e shikoi gjat\u00eb n\u00eb sy. Lot\u00ebt, akoma t\u00eb pathar\u00eb thoshin aq shum\u00eb, sa nuk do t\u00eb mjaftonin mij\u00ebra faqe t\u00eb nj\u00eb libri p\u00ebr t’i zbuluar. Djali tregoi me dor\u00eb Jasonin :
\n– Dometh\u00ebn\u00eb ky njeriu k\u00ebtu…
\nAi nuk arriti ta mbaronte mendimin. E \u00ebma e nd\u00ebrpreu :
\n– Po – i tha me krenari – Jasoni \u00ebsht\u00eb babai yt.
\nVajza e vog\u00ebl u hodh p\u00ebrpjet\u00eb, pa e frenuar g\u00ebzimin.
\n– Athere un\u00eb jam mbesa jote, ndaj dhe gjyshja m\u00eb vuri emrin t\u00ebnd?<\/p>\n
Iu hodh n\u00eb krah\u00eb, e shtr\u00ebngoi dhe po e puthte n\u00eb ball\u00eb, n\u00eb faqe, n\u00eb syt\u00eb… Kudo. Me pafaj\u00ebsin\u00eb dhe \u00e7ilt\u00ebrsin\u00eb e nj\u00eb f\u00ebmije q\u00eb nuk di t’i fshehi ndjenjat. At e bir pastaj u p\u00ebrqafuan gjat\u00eb n\u00eb krah\u00ebt e njeritjetrit.
\n– Tani kam nj\u00eb detyrim ndaj n\u00ebn\u00ebs tuaj – tha ai kur u shk\u00ebput nga krah\u00ebt e t\u00eb birit- M\u00eb duhet t’i shpjegoj p\u00ebrse nuk u ktheva.
\nGinestra b\u00ebri nj\u00eb shenj shp\u00ebrfill\u00ebse. Pastaj i tha :
\n– I kam marr\u00eb me m\u00ebnd t\u00eb gjitha dhe nuk t\u00eb kam gjykuar p\u00ebr asnj\u00eb \u00e7ast. Lufta zgjati dhe preu rrug\u00ebt.
\n– Sa mbaroi lufta, m\u00eb d\u00ebnuan si dezertor, sepse u p\u00ebrpoqa t\u00eb arratisesha nga kampi i pun\u00ebs n\u00eb Siberi. Vuajta d\u00ebnimin p\u00ebr shtat\u00eb vite q\u00eb m\u00eb rr\u00ebmbyen gjith\u00e7ka njer\u00ebzore. M\u00eb liruan me kusht q\u00eb t\u00eb skoja n\u00eb Koren\u00eb e larg\u00ebt. M\u00eb pas as q\u00eb e merrja me m\u00ebnd q\u00eb Ginestra do m\u00eb priste pas pes\u00ebmb\u00ebdhjet\u00eb vitesh dhe iu n\u00ebn\u00ebshtrova fatit tim t\u00eb shkruar keq.
\nDjali nuk u besonte vesh\u00ebve dhe syve…Kaq papritur ai u b\u00eb me baban\u00eb q\u00eb s’e pat njohur kurr\u00eb, e bija u b\u00eb me gjysh dhe e \u00ebma, kish rigjetur dashurin\u00eb e vetme t\u00eb jet\u00ebs s\u00eb saj, q\u00eb e kish pritur si Penelopa Uliksin.<\/p>\n
Ai i shkeli syrin t\u00eb bij\u00ebs, q\u00eb e kuptoi menj\u00ebher\u00eb dhe t\u00eb dy u larguan.
\nDol\u00ebn edhe Jasoni me Ginestr\u00ebn fill pas tyre.
\nN\u00eb qiell po fluturonte tufa e fundit e patave.
\n– Ky \u00ebsht\u00eb shtegtimi i fundit i patave t\u00eb egra t\u00eb Rizonit q\u00eb po shohim ne t\u00eb dy – tha Jasoni dhe e p\u00ebrqafoi. Ajo e largoi si me turp dhe e pyeti :
\n– Pse, nuk do kthehen p\u00ebrs\u00ebri?
\n– Ato do kthehen, po ne nuk do na gjejn\u00eb k\u00ebtu – u p\u00ebrgjigj Jasoni- Do vini edhe ju me mua n\u00eb Australi.
\n– Aq larg, po sikur t\u00eb na lodhen krah\u00ebt?
\nBurri qeshi. Lumturia u p\u00ebrhap si fllad mbr\u00ebm\u00ebsor nanurit\u00ebs e i p\u00ebrmallsh\u00ebm andej nga ishin larguar zogjt\u00eb p\u00ebr vise t\u00eb reja, p\u00ebr jet\u00eb t\u00eb reja.
\nEdhe Jasoni me familjen e vet do t\u00eb niste pas pak dit\u00ebsh si ato pata t\u00eb egra shtegtimin.<\/p>\n
Fund<\/em><\/p>\n Pajtim Xhelo<\/strong>, 16 shkurt 2020<\/em><\/p>\n Asnj\u00ebher\u00eb nuk ish m\u00ebsuar e v\u00ebrteta p\u00ebr ato familje shqiptare q\u00eb jetonin n\u00eb kufi me Vojvodin\u00ebn : kishin ardhur ato nga Kosova, apo serb\u00ebt ishin dyndur q\u00eb at\u00ebhere, kur dimri i ashp\u00ebr i atij viti t\u00eb larg\u00ebt i pat detyruar t\u00eb braktisnin stepat e tyre t\u00eb paana, si tokat e indian\u00ebve t\u00eb Amerik\u00ebs. Ve\u00e7 nj\u00eb gj\u00eb i habiste t\u00eb gjith\u00eb; ata nuk kishin b\u00ebr\u00eb asnj\u00eb krushqi me sllav\u00ebt, as me vojvod\u00ebt. P\u00ebr t’i shp\u00ebtuar bashkgjak\u00ebsis\u00eb, djemt\u00eb e tyre martoheshin me vajza Pejane dhe vajzat i martonin po n\u00eb Pej\u00eb. Nga t\u00eb gjitha gjasat, njera qe m\u00eb e besuara dhe m\u00eb e pranuara nga t\u00eb gjith\u00eb pejan\u00ebt : kur pat\u00ebn ardhur serb\u00ebt, u vun\u00eb syrin fushave pjellore t\u00eb dardan\u00ebve dhe i detyruan ata t\u00eb largoheshin p\u00ebr t’u ngulur n\u00eb Pej\u00eb. Vet\u00ebm kjo e shpjegonte miq\u00ebsin\u00eb e k\u00ebtyre familjeve shqiptare me Pej\u00ebn.<\/p>\n N\u00eb nj\u00eb nga k\u00ebto familie t\u00eb asaj race t\u00eb bukur dardane ish rritur e tashm\u00eb po lul\u00ebzonte nj\u00eb kumbull e \u00ebmb\u00ebl tropojane, nga ato q\u00eb rriten vet\u00ebm n\u00eb Tropoj\u00eb e n\u00eb Dardani. Kumbull\u00ebn e kish mbjell\u00eb i zoti i sht\u00ebpis\u00eb dit\u00ebn q\u00eb i kish lindur f\u00ebmija i par\u00eb, vajza q\u00eb e quajt\u00ebn Himara. Ishte zakon ky i ruajtur me adhurim nd\u00ebr breza, po q\u00eb sot \u00ebsht\u00eb l\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb harres\u00eb. Rritej kumbulla n\u00eb oborr e t\u00ebrhiqte zogjt\u00eb q\u00eb cic\u00ebrinin, hidhte shtat edhe Himara, mbi t\u00eb cil\u00ebn mbeteshin syt\u00eb e djem\u00ebve t\u00eb rinj. Sa her\u00eb \u00e7elte kumbulla n\u00eb funddim\u00ebr, faqet e Himar\u00ebs merrnin ngjyr\u00eb tr\u00ebndafili, buz\u00ebt l\u00ebng\u00ebzonin si qershi t\u00eb harruara n\u00eb deg\u00ebt e maj\u00ebs, q\u00eb njer\u00ebzit nuk i arrinin, syt\u00eb l\u00ebshonin shk\u00ebndi t\u00eb nj\u00eb zjarri t\u00eb paduksh\u00ebm q\u00eb hesht\u00ebte brenda saj,flok\u00ebt e r\u00ebnd\u00eb e t\u00eb zinj si nat\u00eb dimri i rr\u00ebzoheshin nga supet p\u00ebr t\u00eb fshehur gjokset q\u00eb dihasnin si m\u00ebzat e rinj kur mbaronin vrapimin. M\u00eb t\u00eb bukur vash\u00eb nuk kish falur Zoti i Madh n\u00eb k\u00ebto an\u00eb…<\/p>\n As rretherrotull. Serb\u00ebt dhe vojvod\u00ebt e shihnin me lakmi, po Himera ia njihte vlerat vetes, k\u00ebsisoj i shp\u00ebrfillte n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb, i p\u00ebrbuzte n\u00eb rrug\u00eb, ve\u00e7 askush nuk guxonte t’i hidhte shkaraz qoft\u00eb edhe nj\u00eb fjal\u00eb. V\u00eblla nuk kish, po ish e rrethuar me kush\u00ebrinj e miq t\u00eb familjes q\u00eb e donin dhe e respektonin p\u00ebr hiret e saj, q\u00eb plot\u00ebsonin edhe fatin e bukuris\u00eb. K\u00ebsisoj Himera ishte lindur me k\u00ebmish\u00eb; krahas bukuris\u00eb \u00ebngj\u00ebllore, kish edhe shpirtin e zemr\u00ebn e hapur, veshur me nj\u00eb edukat\u00eb p\u00ebr t’u admiruar. Jan\u00eb t\u00eb rralla vajzat, t\u00eb cilat Zoti i vesh me t\u00eb till\u00eb pelerin\u00eb. E \u00ebma e kish porositur q\u00eb kur nisi t\u00eb kuptonte q\u00eb ish e bukur dhe e men\u00e7ur, t\u00eb mos shoq\u00ebrohej me djem t\u00eb rac\u00ebs tjet\u00ebr, se nuk duhej prishur gjaku shqiptar i dardanit t\u00eb lasht\u00eb me gjakun e err\u00ebt t\u00eb vojvodit, e aq m\u00eb tep\u00ebr me at\u00eb t\u00eb sllavit. Dhe Himar\u00ebs i kujtohej gjithmon\u00eb kjo porosi… I ishte kthyer n\u00eb refrenin e nj\u00eb k\u00ebnge t\u00eb bukur.<\/p>\n Tashm\u00eb Himera ndihej e sigurt p\u00ebr gjith\u00e7ka, i dukej se edhe ajri, edhe pem\u00ebt, edhe zogjt\u00eb, deri edhe djemt\u00eb e rac\u00ebs tjet\u00ebr ishin pjes\u00eb e pandar\u00eb e atij refreni t\u00eb k\u00ebng\u00ebs s\u00eb saj. Mike t\u00eb pandar\u00eb kish kumbull\u00ebn dylinde: E shihte dhe k\u00ebnaqej, halle nuk kish q\u00eb t’i qante me t\u00eb, as dh\u00ebmbje,as shqet\u00ebsime, as kok\u00eb\u00e7arje. Ajo nginjej me dashurin\u00eb e prind\u00ebve dhe kush\u00ebrinjve. Kjo i dukej bota e t\u00ebr\u00eb. N\u00eb ver\u00eb, kur kumbulla kish pjekur frutat e para t\u00eb saj, nj\u00eb m\u00ebngjes, kur Himera po bisedonte n\u00ebn z\u00eb me dylinden e saj, matan\u00eb gardhit u zgjat nj\u00eb hije dhe u d\u00ebgjua nj\u00eb z\u00eb : Qe hera e par\u00eb n\u00eb jet\u00ebn e saj q\u00eb ndodhej vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr vet\u00ebm me nj\u00eb djal\u00eb t\u00eb panjohur. Iu ngat\u00ebrruan keq ndjenjat dhe mendimet, asgj\u00eb nuk arrinte t\u00eb \u00e7onte deri n\u00eb fund. Kur erdhi n\u00eb vete vajza nisi t\u00eb fliste p\u00ebr\u00e7art. Thosh gj\u00ebra pa kuptim, nuk u p\u00ebrgjigjej nj\u00eblloj pyetjeve q\u00eb e \u00ebma dhe i ati i p\u00ebrs\u00ebrisnin disa her\u00eb.Aty nga ora kat\u00ebr e pasdrek\u00ebs at\u00eb e kapiti gjumi. U zgjojt vet\u00ebm kur pat r\u00ebn\u00eb err\u00ebsira, n\u00eb mbr\u00ebmje von\u00eb. Ata e shikuan me frik\u00eb. Ishin n\u00eb m\u00ebdyshje: t\u00eb largoheshin, apo t\u00eb ktheheshin n\u00eb at\u00eb dhom\u00eb, t\u00eb rrinin me t\u00eb aty., po vajza u vuri p\u00ebll\u00ebmb\u00ebt n\u00eb shpin\u00eb dhe u dha nj\u00eb t\u00eb shtyr\u00eb t\u00eb dyve. Dera pas tyre u p\u00ebrplas me zhurm\u00eb dhe jehona u shp\u00ebrnda n\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00eb hapsir\u00ebn e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb p\u00ebr disa \u00e7aste, duke krijuar frik\u00eb e dh\u00ebmbje. Asnjeri nuk fjeti at\u00eb nat\u00eb, as net\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00ebra q\u00eb erdh\u00ebn pas saj. Gjumi dukej se qe arratisur s\u00eb bashku me at\u00eb vajz\u00ebn e bukur q\u00eb tashm\u00eb fliste me hijen. K\u00ebsisoj kaluan tre muaj dhe prej dy dit\u00ebsh vajza dukej m\u00eb e qet\u00eb, l\u00ebvizte n\u00ebp\u00ebr oborr, i afrohej s\u00ebrish kumbull\u00ebs, q\u00eb tashm\u00eb po zverdhte gjethet; ve\u00e7 les\u00ebn e gardhit nuk e kap\u00ebrxeu kurr\u00eb. E shihte n\u00eb m\u00ebdyshje dhe i largohej. Edhe te divani i dhom\u00ebs s\u00eb pritjes nuk ulej kurr\u00eb. Shpesh ndjente dh\u00ebmbje n\u00eb fundin e barkut, ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb edhe te k\u00ebrthiza. N\u00eb nj\u00eb nga k\u00ebto momente, e \u00ebma po e vinte re dhe nuk i p\u00eblqeu rrumbullakosja e s\u00eb bij\u00ebs.Dyshoi dhe e pyeti: – \u00cbsht\u00eb shtatzan\u00eb – u tha ai qet\u00eb – Ka hyr\u00eb n\u00eb muajin e kat\u00ebrt, po n\u00eb gjendjen e saj, nuk mund ta mbaj\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebn. – F\u00ebmij\u00ebn do t’ia heqim – i tha- Po jam i detyruar t\u00eb lajm\u00ebroj policin\u00eb. \u00c7\u00ebshtja nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb aq e thjesht\u00eb. Vajz\u00ebn tuaj e kan\u00eb p\u00ebrdhunuar dhe dyshoj se i kan\u00eb dh\u00ebn\u00eb di\u00e7ka p\u00ebr t\u00eb pir\u00eb, q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb katandisur n\u00eb gjendje t\u00eb till\u00eb psiqike. E v\u00ebrteta do ishte e mir\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjith\u00eb. Jam i bindur se edhe ti si prind do doje t\u00eb dije kush ka abuzuar me t\u00ebt bij\u00eb. Dhe n\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb vajz\u00ebs iu desh\u00ebn vet\u00ebm pak dit\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb fituar kujtes\u00ebn dhe brenda muajit ishte n\u00eb gjendje t\u00eb sillte nd\u00ebrmend gjith\u00e7ka kish ndodhur.Ishte akoma pa aguar at\u00eb dit\u00eb q\u00eb nisi t\u00eb kujtonte, fillimisht si n\u00ebp\u00ebr mjegull e paknapak qart\u00eb .P\u00ebrfytyrimi nd\u00ebrpritej heraher\u00ebs ashtu, vetvetiu, po n\u00eb ndonj\u00eb rast edhe ngaq\u00eb e detyronte ajo. Shoqja e dhom\u00ebs, t\u00eb cil\u00ebs i kishin hequr f\u00ebmij\u00ebn sepse vuante nga nj\u00eb s\u00ebmundje e trash\u00ebguar i kish th\u00ebn\u00eb nj\u00eb dit\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb, q\u00eb ajo mund t\u00eb mos b\u00ebhej kurr\u00eb n\u00ebn\u00eb, mund t\u00eb mos lind\u00ebte m\u00eb. Ishte shqet\u00ebsuar, sepse si te \u00e7do grua tjet\u00ebr, instikti i n\u00ebn\u00ebs, s\u00eb bashku me arsyet e tjera, e b\u00ebnte ta shihte t\u00eb ardhmen t\u00eb ngjyrosur me jet\u00ebsi pranvere. Mjekja q\u00eb ndiqte ecurin\u00eb e s\u00ebmundjes s\u00eb Himar\u00ebs e pat v\u00ebn\u00eb re humorin e keq t\u00eb vajz\u00ebs dhe e pat pyetur cila ishte arsyeja e k\u00ebtij ndryshimi.Nuk kish marr\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigje, po asaj i sh\u00ebrbente \u00e7do shqet\u00ebsim, sado i vog\u00ebl, sepse duhet t\u00eb kish nj\u00eb shkak q\u00eb ndikonte n\u00eb bot\u00ebn akoma t\u00eb tronditur psikologjike t\u00eb saj. Dhe k\u00ebmb\u00ebnguli. Himara ia kish rr\u00ebfyer frik\u00ebn e saj dhe mjekja e kish qet\u00ebsuar…Do b\u00ebhej n\u00ebn\u00eb sa her\u00eb t\u00eb donte ajo,; heqja e f\u00ebmij\u00ebs nuk i kish l\u00ebn\u00eb asnj\u00eb pasoj\u00eb p\u00ebr sterilitet. K\u00ebsisoj Himara dit\u00ebn e nes\u00ebrme ish kthjelluar t\u00ebr\u00ebsisht dhe ” hija” ishte shndrruar n\u00eb at\u00eb s\u00ebrbin rrumbullak e zbardhallaq q\u00eb ish munduar t’i shkat\u00ebrronte jet\u00ebn. Me ndihm\u00ebn e saj policia arriti t\u00eb hartonte identikitin e duhur dhe u vu n\u00eb gjurm\u00ebt e tij n\u00eb Belgjik\u00eb, por, duke menduar se krimineli flinte mbi dafina, ata e vonuan kapjen e tij.Nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb kush\u00ebriri i Himar\u00ebs, Jetali i pat th\u00ebn\u00eb nj\u00eb dit\u00eb q\u00eb kush\u00ebrira e tij po kalonte nj\u00eb depresion t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00eb dhe pa shpresa.<\/p>\n – N\u00eb spital? – qe interesuar miku i tij. T\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen, kur e mor\u00ebn n\u00eb pyetje, serbi pohoi me krenari : Atij tjetrit i vinin fjal\u00ebt e vajz\u00ebs si nj\u00eb jehon\u00eb e larg\u00ebt. Ai nuk donte ta besonte q\u00eb vajza ishte p\u00ebrs\u00ebri e bukur dhe krenare, ashtu si dikur. Koh\u00ebt e fundit, madje edhe kish shpresuar se mund ta b\u00ebnte gruan e tij, duke menduar se n\u00eb gjendjen e saj, e s\u00ebmur\u00eb, me nj\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb pa at\u00ebsi, prind\u00ebrit dardan\u00eb nuk do ngurronin t’ia jepnin nj\u00eb serbi, i cili, p\u00ebr m\u00eb tep\u00ebr ishte edhe mik me nipin e tyre. Po kur mori vesh q\u00eb e kish hequr f\u00ebmij\u00ebn, u nis p\u00ebr t\u00eb p\u00ebrfunduar me gjakftoht\u00ebsi kriminele vepr\u00ebn e tij; ve\u00e7 pa dobi…Himara ja ku ishte, aty, e rikthyer t\u00ebr\u00ebsisht n\u00eb bot\u00ebn e vet \u00ebngj\u00ebllore. Fund<\/em><\/p>\n Pajtim Xhelo<\/strong>, 19 shkurt 2020<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Kur shtegtonin patat e egra GJiri i Rizonit, zhytur n\u00eb paqen e p\u00ebrgjumur t\u00eb pragm\u00ebngjesit, kish nisur t\u00eb \u00e7elte siparin e p\u00ebrmjegulluar nga dukej Adriatiku i qet\u00eb e i pafund. Edhe pse fundvjesht\u00eb, era q\u00eb kish shoq\u00ebruar or\u00ebt e vona t\u00eb nat\u00ebs,kish ndrruar drejtim papritur, sikur nj\u00eb dor\u00eb e paduk\u00ebshme ta kish t\u00ebrhequr tutje, verilindjes, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":51258,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[8,12],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-51256","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","category-letersi","category-tregime"],"yoast_head":"\n
\nE lajthitura<\/strong><\/h3>\n
\nPo jeta nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb Eden i krijuar enkas p\u00ebr ty. As ti nuk je Eva apo Adami. Jeta i ngjan nj\u00eb l\u00ebndine, ku lulet diku mbarojn\u00eb p\u00ebr t’u len\u00eb vendin gj\u00ebmbave e drizave, q\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7jerrin e t\u00eb l\u00ebndojn\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00ebt gjer n\u00eb dh\u00ebmbje, po t\u00eb bindin q\u00eb ve\u00e7 t\u00eb mir\u00ebs, atje tej t\u00eb njeh edhe t\u00eb keqen.<\/p>\n
\n– Do t’i mbash p\u00ebr vete t\u00eb gjith\u00eb ata fruta t\u00eb \u00ebmb\u00ebl?
\nVajza ktheu kryet, po nuk u p\u00ebrgjigj. Ishte i panjohur p\u00ebr t\u00eb, madje nuk iu duk banor i k\u00ebsaj komune. Dhe i kish folur s\u00ebrbisht.
\n– Do t’i hash dot t\u00eb gjitha ato kumbulla?- e pyeti djali s\u00ebrish
\nHimara u mat ta sikteriste, po fjal\u00ebt ia mbajt\u00ebn dh\u00ebmb\u00ebt. Mendoi : ” Gjuha tule \u00ebsht\u00eb, po kockat i thyen! ” Mbase nuk ishin kocka q\u00eb duhet t\u00eb thyheshin, i panjohuri mund t\u00eb ishte njeri i mir\u00eb, k\u00ebshtuq\u00eb m\u00eb mir\u00eb ta linte t\u00eb shkonte n\u00eb hallin e vet. E kther me shpin\u00eb, me bisht t\u00eb syrit vajza vuri re hijen q\u00eb nuk l\u00ebvizi, pastaj e rr\u00ebshqiti v\u00ebshtrimin te ai dhe e studioi m\u00eb nge.Ishte pak bullafiq, bjond tipik sllav, shtatmesatar, me k\u00ebmb\u00ebt caz\u00eb t\u00eb shtremb\u00ebra dhe me supet e rr\u00ebzuar. Sepse nuk i p\u00eblqeu ky tip dhe nuk i erdhi mir\u00eb q\u00eb po ndihej e ngacmuar pa shkak. Priti me durim q\u00eb t\u00eb vinte re hijen e tij t\u00eb l\u00ebvizte, po m\u00ebkot. U kthye nga i huaji t\u00ebr\u00ebsisht dhe i foli ashp\u00ebr :
\n– M\u00eb njihni gj\u00eb?
\n– Jo.
\n– As kush\u00ebriri im nuk jeni, apo jo?
\nI huaji qeshi.
\n– Dhe nuk flisni gjuh\u00ebn time – shtoi Himara.- P\u00ebrse nuk largoheni at\u00ebhere? Doni t’i them tim eti q\u00eb t’u tregoj\u00eb vendin?
\nDjali i panjohur qeshi p\u00ebrs\u00ebri.
\n– Babai juaj nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb aty, as n\u00ebna. Nuk jam i sigur n\u00eb ishin ata q\u00eb u shk\u00ebmbeva atje tej, po kjo nuk ka r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi. Un\u00eb ju njoh mir\u00eb, aq mir\u00eb sa nuk e merrni me m\u00ebnt.
\nHimara u nxeh. Mendoi se po e duronte si shum\u00eb. As vet nuk e kuptoi pse ia kish zgjatur kaq shum\u00eb, gj\u00eb q\u00eb nuk e kish b\u00ebr\u00eb asnj\u00ebher\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb. Kush ishte ky, q\u00eb e njihte kaq mir\u00eb?
\n– Sidoqoft\u00eb, un\u00eb dua q\u00eb t’i t\u00eb largohesh, t\u00eb m\u00eb lesh t\u00eb qet\u00eb. Ik!
\nI huaji, jo vet\u00ebm q\u00eb nuk u largua, po b\u00ebri disa hapa p\u00ebr te lesa e gardhit.
\n– Jam mik i ngusht\u00eb me kush\u00ebririn t\u00ebnd n\u00eb Pej\u00eb, Jetalin.
\nVajza u zu ngusht\u00eb, e largoi inatin, e pa caz\u00eb n\u00eb m\u00ebdyshje dhe ia ktheu :
\n– Jetali ka ardhur n\u00eb Pej\u00eb?
\n– Jo, jemi t\u00eb dy n\u00eb Belgjik\u00eb. Punojm\u00eb bashk\u00eb dhe jetojm\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. M\u00eb porositi t’iu takoj e t’u b\u00ebj t\u00eb fala, n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb t\u00eb ve\u00e7ant\u00eb n\u00ebn\u00ebn t\u00ebnde, tezen e Jetalit.
\n– Faleminderit!- Himara nuk foli nj\u00eb hop, pastaj u ndie fajtore q\u00eb u soll pak ashp\u00ebr dhe i k\u00ebrkoi ndjes\u00eb:
\n– T\u00eb m\u00eb falni p\u00ebr ashp\u00ebrsin\u00eb time, po nuk ju njihja dhe…
\n– \u00cbsht\u00eb faji im q\u00eb nuk u paraqita q\u00eb n\u00eb krye t\u00eb her\u00ebs. Mendova se shakaja do ishte m\u00ebnyra m\u00eb e mir\u00eb p\u00ebr t’u dh\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb njohur. At\u00ebhere, po ju k\u00ebrkoj un\u00eb t\u00eb falur.
\nHimara nuk e mbajti dot t\u00eb qeshur\u00ebn.
\n– Epo mir\u00eb – i tha – T\u00eb dy gabuam. Jemi n\u00eb barazim.
\nDjali po priste q\u00eb tjetra ta ftonte n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. Si e pa q\u00eb Himara nuk kishte nd\u00ebrmend ta b\u00ebnte k\u00ebt\u00eb, shtyti les\u00ebn dhe hyri n\u00eb oborr.
\n– M\u00eb duhet t’i takoj prind\u00ebrit e tu. Kam edhe nj\u00eb porosi enkas p\u00ebr ta.
\nVajza u ndodh e pap\u00ebrgatitur p\u00ebr t\u00eb kund\u00ebrshtuar guximin e t\u00eb huajit. E hutuar, ajo nuk po gjente ndonj\u00eb shkak p\u00ebr t\u00eb penguar hyrjen e t\u00eb posaardhurit. S\u00ebrish nuk e ftoi, po ai hyri i pari n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi dhe Himara e ndoqi pas, pa e kuptuar as vet, n\u00eb po b\u00ebnte t\u00eb duhur\u00ebn.<\/p>\n
\nI vuri p\u00ebrpara nj\u00eb got\u00eb raki p\u00ebr mikpritje dhe nuk po vendoste, n\u00ebse duhet t\u00eb ulej, apo t\u00eb sillej n\u00ebp\u00ebr sht\u00ebpi, p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos u p\u00ebrballur me shikimin e tij t\u00eb \u00e7uditsh\u00ebm, q\u00eb nuk po e p\u00ebrcaktonte dot. Disa her\u00eb doli n\u00eb korridor, n\u00eb oborr, n\u00eb dhomat e tjera dhe kur hyri m\u00eb n\u00eb fund, duke menduar se e kish tepruar me k\u00ebto shmangie t\u00eb kota, i huaji e kapi p\u00ebr dore dhe pa i l\u00ebn\u00eb koh\u00eb t\u00eb kund\u00ebrshtonte e mb\u00ebrtheu me krah\u00ebt e tij si ganxha \u00e7eliku dhe e p\u00ebrplasi fuqish\u00ebm n\u00eb divanin pran\u00eb dritares. Himara nisi t\u00eb mbrohej e t\u00eb kund\u00ebrshtonte, disa her\u00eb e grrici me thonj\u00eb nj\u00eb fytyr\u00eb, e kafshoi n\u00eb mjek\u00ebr, n\u00eb dor\u00eb, u p\u00ebrpoq t\u00eb \u00e7lirohej nga ai, po p\u00ebrpjekjet shkuan t\u00eb gjitha d\u00ebm. Djali ishte i fuqish\u00ebm. Si e pa q\u00eb nuk do ta mposht\u00ebte dot, ajo u mat t\u00eb b\u00ebrtiste p\u00ebr ndihm\u00eb, po tjetri e kuptoi dhe e q\u00eblloi me grusht posht\u00eb nofull\u00ebs aq fort\u00eb, sa ajo humbi ndjenjat. Tani i huaji ishte t\u00ebr\u00ebsisht i lir\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebnte at\u00eb q\u00eb duhej. Nxorri nga xhepi nj\u00eb shishk\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl, e hapi, i largoi me mundim nofullat e shtr\u00ebnguara t\u00eb Himar\u00ebs, hodhi n\u00ebn gjuh\u00ebn e vajz\u00ebs dia pika nga ajo shishe, pastaj u l\u00ebshua me gjith\u00eb pesh\u00ebn e trupit t\u00eb tij kaba, mbi at\u00eb selvi delikate, q\u00eb i ngjante m\u00eb tep\u00ebr nj\u00eb p\u00ebrtej jete se nj\u00eb gjallese q\u00eb i kishin ndaluar ajrin dhe lirin\u00eb.<\/p>\n
\n– Ku m\u00eb keni sjell\u00eb k\u00ebshtu? – iu hak\u00ebrrua t\u00eb \u00ebm\u00ebs me sy t\u00eb zgurdulluar.
\n– N\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb t\u00ebnde moj bij\u00eb – ia ktheu ajo , duke mos i mbajtur lot\u00ebt.- Je me prind\u00ebrit e tu, si gjithmon\u00eb.
\nHimara u \u00e7ua rr\u00ebmbimthi dhe nisi t\u00eb ecte n\u00ebp\u00ebr dhom\u00eb rrotull shtratit t\u00eb vet. Heraher\u00ebs ndalonte, hidhte syt\u00eb n\u00ebp\u00ebr cepat e mureve, lart n\u00eb tavan, pastaj shihte shp\u00ebrfill\u00ebse t\u00eb \u00ebm\u00ebn, sikur t\u00eb qe tejp\u00ebrshkuese, apo, akoma m\u00eb keq, sikur t\u00eb kish hyr\u00eb e pad\u00ebshiruar n\u00eb dhom\u00ebn e saj dhe duhet ta largonte sa m\u00eb par\u00eb. Nja dy her\u00eb u mat edhe ta q\u00ebllonte, po ndodhi i ati aty pran\u00eb, p\u00ebr fat t\u00eb mir\u00eb.
\nDikur, fare von\u00eb, kur pat kaluar edhe mesi i nat\u00ebs, u qet\u00ebsua, i mori dor\u00ebn t\u00eb \u00ebm\u00ebs n\u00eb duart e saj dhe nisi t\u00eb qante me ngash\u00ebrim. Sa pushoi, i ati e pyeti :
\n– Kush t\u00eb ka q\u00eblluar n\u00eb nofull?
\nVajza ngriti supat.
\n– Ka qen\u00eb ndonjeri sot n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi?
\nAjo tundi kok\u00ebn n\u00eb shenj\u00eb mohimi. Pastaj, si t\u00eb ish kujtuar p\u00ebr di\u00e7ka, tha :
\n– Nj\u00eb hije.
\nPrind\u00ebrit pan\u00eb njeritjetrin t\u00eb habitur.
\n– Po hija nuk duket – nd\u00ebrhyri e \u00ebma- Si e pe ti?
\n– E pash dhe bisedova me t\u00eb, ja k\u00ebshtu si me ju tani.
\nAta shk\u00ebmbyen v\u00ebshtrime t\u00eb habitur.
\n– Si, nuk m\u00eb besoni? Po un\u00eb nuk ju kam g\u00ebnjyer ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb.
\nE \u00ebma u p\u00ebrlot s\u00ebrish.po Himara b\u00ebrtiti sa kish n\u00eb kok\u00eb :
\n– Kush ka vdekur q\u00eb po qan? Un\u00eb jam gjall\u00eb, hajde, largohuni nga dhoma ime. Dua t\u00eb rri vet\u00ebm.
\nKur ata t\u00eb dy po dilnin nga dera, ajo shp\u00ebrtheu n\u00eb nj\u00eb t\u00eb qeshur t\u00eb shfrenuar dhe u tha :
\n– Do flas vet\u00ebm me hijen. Ja, ai po vjen.<\/p>\n
\nEpo, shum\u00ebkush besonte se Himara kish ” shkelur hijet, xhindet” si pat th\u00ebn\u00eb hoxha i Pej\u00ebs, q\u00eb e soll\u00ebn p\u00ebr ta par\u00eb. Doktor\u00ebt ishin t\u00eb mendimit q\u00eb duhet t\u00eb shtrohej n\u00eb nj\u00eb klinik\u00eb psiqiatrike, po mjeku i komun\u00ebs nuk binte dakord me ta : Vajza nuk b\u00ebhej agresive dhe nuk kish shkak p\u00ebr ta \u00e7uar n\u00eb ato klinika, sepse rrezikonte t\u00eb b\u00ebhej m\u00eb keq.
\nJav\u00ebn e dyt\u00eb Himara preu oreksin, pati t\u00eb vjella t\u00eb shpeshta, i merrej m\u00ebnt\u00eb, po askush nuk mendoi p\u00ebr at\u00eb q\u00eb mund t\u00eb ishte shkaku i gjith\u00eb k\u00ebtyre shqet\u00ebsimeve. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb ishin t\u00eb bindur q\u00eb ajo kish ” lajthitur” nga ment\u00eb. Thoshin ” e lajthitura”, pasi u vinte keq t\u00eb thoshin ” e \u00e7mendura”.<\/p>\n
\n– Kur t\u00eb kan\u00eb ardhur p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb fundit ato?
\nE kish fjal\u00ebn p\u00ebr mesturacionet.
\nHimara ngriti supet. E \u00ebma u detyrua ta pyeste m\u00eb tro\u00e7.
\n– Nuk e mbaj m\u00ebnt, ka shum\u00eb.
\n– Sa shum\u00eb, nj\u00eb muaj, dy muaj?
\n– Nuk e di, mbase edhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb. Nuk m\u00eb kujtohet.
\nNuk qe nevoja ta pyeste m\u00eb. E bija ishte shtatzan\u00eb. Po kush ishte babai i f\u00ebmij\u00ebs? Himara fliste gjithnj\u00eb p\u00ebr dik\u00eb q\u00eb e quante ” hije” Ajo nuk e kish vrar\u00eb mendjen se \u00e7’mund t\u00eb ishte kjo ” hije” E kishin quajtur pjell\u00eb t\u00eb lajthitjes s\u00eb saj dhe kaq. Po tani q\u00eb pun\u00ebt po ngat\u00ebrroheshin, gruaja nisi t\u00eb shihte gjith\u00e7ka me nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr sy. Vendosi t’i tregonte t\u00eb shoqit. Burri u acarua, u b\u00eb pik\u00eb e vrer, po \u00e7’mund t\u00eb b\u00ebnte n\u00eb ato kushte q\u00eb ishte vajza e tyre?
\nE \u00e7uan te mjeku p\u00ebr vizit\u00eb.<\/p>\n
\nPas pak, si t\u00eb qe kujtuar p\u00ebr di\u00e7ka, pyeti :
\n– E keni t\u00eb fejuar vajz\u00ebn?
\n– Jo,
\n– M\u00eb falni, po me k\u00eb e ka f\u00ebmij\u00ebn?
\n– Nuk e dim\u00eb.
\n– Nuk e keni pyetur?
\n– Jo.E dim\u00eb q\u00eb nuk do t\u00eb marrim p\u00ebrgjigje. Ajo flet p\u00ebr nj\u00eb hije q\u00eb ka takuar dikur dhe kaq.
\nDoktori u duk i \u00e7uditur.
\n– M\u00eb lejoni ta pyes un\u00eb? – u tha, jo pa drojtje.
\nAta u shikuan sym\u00ebsy.
\n– Si t\u00eb doni – i dha leje e \u00ebma. dhe ata t\u00eb tre hyn\u00eb n\u00eb dhom\u00ebn ku po priste vajza.
\nMe kujdes, duke u p\u00ebrpjekur t\u00eb krijonte nj\u00eb ambient sa m\u00eb miq\u00ebsor, doktori i tha :
\n– Ti pret nj\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb. Mund t\u00eb na thuash kush \u00ebsht\u00eb babai?
\nHimara u p\u00ebrgjigj menj\u00ebher\u00eb:
\n– Hija
\nDoktori u duk i menduar. Nj\u00eb hop u ngrit, l\u00ebvizi ngadal\u00eb n\u00ebp\u00ebr dhom\u00eb, pastaj e pyeti s\u00ebrish
\n– Mund t\u00eb na i p\u00ebrshkruash pamjen?
\nVajza qeshi dhe p\u00ebrs\u00ebriti :
\n– Hije.
\n– Vet\u00ebm kaq mund t\u00eb na thuash?
\nAjo u hodhi nj\u00eb v\u00ebshtrim t\u00eb shpejt\u00eb t\u00eb treve, qeshi dhe tha:
\n– Po hija nuk duket, \u00ebsht\u00eb hije..
\nNuk e zgjati m\u00eb doktori. Kur po i p\u00ebrcillte, e hoqi m\u00ebnjan\u00eb t\u00eb atin.<\/p>\n
\n– Po- pranoi i ati me kok\u00ebn ulur -Faleminderit p\u00ebr gjith\u00e7ka. Ju jam mir\u00ebnjoh\u00ebs.
\nT\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen Himar\u00ebn e shtruan n\u00eb klinik\u00ebn gjinekologjike dhe i hoq\u00ebn f\u00ebmij\u00ebn. Nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb i b\u00ebn\u00eb edhe analizat e gjakut, nga ku dol\u00ebn n\u00eb p\u00ebrfundimin se vajz\u00ebs i kishim dh\u00ebn\u00eb nj\u00eb lloj droge q\u00eb shkaktonte trubullira psiqike q\u00eb zgjatnin p\u00ebr muaj t\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00eb dhe linin pasoja edhe p\u00ebr m\u00eb tej.
\n– T\u00eb shpresojm\u00eb?- e pyeti i ati i Himar\u00ebs shefin e laboratorit t\u00eb kriminalistik\u00ebs ligjore.
\nAi i rrahu shpatullat.
\n– Do sh\u00ebrohet – i tha i qet\u00eb- Duhet t\u00eb rri shtruar disa koh\u00eb.<\/p>\n
\n– Po, n\u00eb qytetin x.
\nS\u00ebrbi ishte nisur urgjentisht, duke e g\u00ebnjyer Jetalin se do t\u00eb shkonte n\u00eb nj\u00eb qytet tjet\u00ebr p\u00ebr t\u00eb takuar nj\u00eb ish shokun e tij t\u00eb shkoll\u00ebs.
\nN\u00eb at\u00eb qytet t\u00eb vog\u00ebl arriti von\u00eb n\u00eb mbr\u00ebmje, kur makinat dhe kalimtar\u00ebt thuajse e kishin braktisur gjall\u00ebrin\u00eb e tij dhe ndaloi para spitalit, i zbriti makin\u00ebs dhe hyri pa droje, duke ndjer\u00eb qet\u00ebsin\u00eb, si n\u00eb recepsion, edhe n\u00eb pavionet. Mendoi se do hynte n\u00eb dhom\u00ebn e Himar\u00ebs pa u v\u00ebn\u00eb re. Kish qen\u00eb edhe her\u00eb t\u00eb tjera n\u00eb at\u00eb spital dhe nuk e pati t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb ta gjente.
\nAjo ishte zgjuar, e vuri re menj\u00ebher\u00eb dhe e njohu. S\u00ebrbi harkoi duart rreth fytit t\u00eb saj, po vajza me njer\u00ebn dor\u00eb r\u00ebndoi mbi butonin e emergjenc\u00ebs dhe sakaq u derdh\u00ebn n\u00eb dhom\u00eb dy infermieret dhe polici i turnit t\u00eb rojes. S\u00ebrbi u p\u00ebrpoq t\u00eb largohej, q\u00eblloi me grusht nj\u00eb nga infermieret, rr\u00ebzoi tjetr\u00ebn p\u00ebrtok\u00eb, po u p\u00ebrball me grushtin d\u00ebrrmues t\u00eb policit, q\u00eb e shtriu dhe e vuri n\u00eb pranga.<\/p>\n
\n– Un\u00eb jam an\u00ebtar i ” afaorvave paramilitare s\u00ebrbe” Detyra jon\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb t\u00eb mbjellim rac\u00ebn ton\u00eb te grat\u00eb dardane.
\n– Nuk arrit\u00ebt dot ta korrnit at\u00eb rac\u00eb q\u00eb mboll\u00ebt – ia ktheu dedektivi i qet\u00eb- Dhe nuk do arrini ta mbillni m\u00eb.
\nSerbi nuk foli m\u00eb, po nga syt\u00eb e tij shkrep\u00ebtinte nj\u00eb inat i pap\u00ebrmbajtur, prehistorik, kafsh\u00ebror.
\nPara se t\u00eb largohej nga klinika, Himara i u lut shefit t\u00eb policis\u00eb kriminale q\u00eb ta linte t\u00eb shihte vet\u00ebm pak sekonda djalin s\u00ebrb dhe kur u shk\u00ebmbye me t\u00eb n\u00eb korridorin e policis\u00eb, e p\u00ebshtyti dhe i tha :
\n– Un\u00eb jam akoma e re dhe Zoti m\u00eb riktheu jet\u00ebn time, kurse ti do t\u00eb plakesh n\u00eb burg dhe do ta \u00ebnd\u00ebrosh jet\u00ebn t\u00ebnde q\u00eb nuk ke p\u00ebr ta patur kurr\u00eb!<\/p>\n
\nS\u00ebrbi u largua kokulur, n\u00eb heshtje.
\nHimara fal\u00ebnderoi shefin e Policis\u00eb dhe eci me hap t\u00eb sigurt, duke menduar e lumtur q\u00eb tani e tutje nuk do ta quanin m\u00eb ” E lajthitura”, po me emrin e saj t\u00eb bukur, Himara.<\/p>\n