Shok i dashtun, un\u00eb p\u00ebrgjith\u00ebsisht nuk shkruej urime, as p\u00ebr Krishtlindje as p\u00ebr Bajram, as p\u00ebr dit\u00eblindje as p\u00ebr ndoj feste tjet\u00ebr. Nuk shkruej, pse urimet qe n\u2019ato dite tan bota ban, nuk dij a plot\u00ebsohen nj\u00eb p\u00ebr qind se pothuej t\u00eb gjitha dalin nga hipokrizia. Bota ket\u00eb e din, por nj\u00ebsoj vazhdon t\u00eb shkruej\u00eb urime. As p\u00ebr Motmotin e Ri deri tash nuk i urova askujt asgja.<\/p>\n
Por k\u00ebsaj here due te hyj ne rradh\u00ebn e njer\u00ebzve korrekte dhe t\u2019u uroj shokve t\u00eb mi Motmotin e Ri 1937. S\u00eb pari, t\u2019uroj, shok i dashtun gjumin e amb\u00ebl, q\u00eb t\u00eb mos nd\u00ebgjosh si gj\u00ebmojn\u00eb njer\u00ebzit n\u00ebn barr\u00ebn e kryqave t\u00eb vet tue mundunve, as britm\u00ebn e ngadhnjysve n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb jet\u00eb. T\u00eb mos d\u00ebgjosh bubullim\u00ebn e Spanj\u00ebs. Gjumin e amb\u00ebl! T\u00eb mos d\u00ebgjosh si af\u00ebr teje g\u00ebrset dh\u00ebmballa p\u00ebr dh\u00ebmball\u00eb, nga te\u00eb ftohtit. Pse at\u00ebher\u00eb duhet t\u00eb pyes\u00ebsh: moj dh\u00ebmball\u00eb, pse ndeshe p\u00ebr dh\u00ebmball\u00eb dhe g\u00ebrset aq?<\/p>\n
E gjuha n\u00eb vend t\u00eb dh\u00ebmball\u00ebs p\u00ebrgjigjet: pse asht ftoht\u00eb, zotni, e kur asht ftohte, zotni, u hyn dreqi trupit, muskulave, nervave, zotni, dhe qashtu g\u00ebrset dh\u00ebmballa p\u00ebr dh\u00ebmball\u00eb, zotni. Asht tep\u00ebr banale t\u00eb themi se mungon veshja dhe mbathja dhe zjarrmi, prandej: gjumin e amb\u00ebl, shok i dashtun. S\u00eb dyti mbas gjumit t\u2019amb\u00ebl, t\u2019uroj \u2013 \u00e7\u2019asht dhe e natyrshme \u2013 t\u00eb jesh i g\u00ebzuem, gjithmon\u00eb i g\u00ebzuem. Nga g\u00ebzimi i madh, ne sentimentaliz\u00ebm, t\u00eb puthish drrasat e dhom\u00ebs e shtyllat, si bani Greta Garbo n\u00eb filmin \u201cMbretnesha Kristina\u201d, kur shijoi dashunin shtazore (desha t\u00eb them hyjnore, por nj\u00ebsoj asht).<\/p>\n
Aq i g\u00ebzuem, saq\u00eb bota t\u00eb ta ken\u00eb zili dhe t\u00eb thon\u00eb: oh, sa i lumtun asht! T\u00eb jesh i g\u00ebzuem edhe pse n \u2018an\u00eb tjet\u00ebr zemra t\u00eb p\u00eblset, si palja\u00e7os. Te jesh i g\u00ebzuem, se g\u00ebzimi yt u jep shpresa edhe tjer\u00ebve. N\u00eb ras\u00eb se tryeza e shkrimit t\u00eb \u00e7alon, ti qeshu. N\u00eb ras\u00eb se e vetmja karrige q\u00eb ke n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi asht e shpueme dhe s\u2019ke se ku t\u00eb rrish, ti qeshu.<\/p>\n
N\u00eb rast se s\u2019ke zjarrm e ke t\u00eb ftoht\u00eb, po, ti qeshu. N\u00eb ras\u00eb se ndonj dit\u00eb, ashtu kot, t\u00eb mungon dhe buka, ti merre p\u00ebr loj\u00eb, p\u00ebr shaka, dhe qeshu, qeshu. Del n\u00eb rruge bile, n\u00eb kryqzimin e udhve, dhe qeshu, qeshu, qeshu, e bota do ta ket\u00eb zili dhe do t\u00eb thot\u00eb: ah, sa i lumtun asht!
\nE kur t\u00eb t\u00eb vije n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi ta shofi shkakun e g\u00ebzimit tand, do t\u2019i kujtohet bot\u00ebs vetvetja dhe do t\u00eb filloje t\u00eb qeshi kikikikakaka. Smundja e t\u00eb qeshunit do t\u00eb p\u00ebrhapet nd\u00ebr t\u00eb gjith\u00eb dhe njerzit si majmunat do t\u00eb hidhen p\u00ebrpjet\u00eb nga g\u00ebzimi\u2026<\/p>\n
Dhe k\u00ebshtu uroj q\u00eb vjetin 1937 ta kalojm\u00eb n\u00eb g\u00ebzim, edhe se t\u00eb smunde patalogjisht.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Shok i dashtun, un\u00eb p\u00ebrgjith\u00ebsisht nuk shkruej urime, as p\u00ebr Krishtlindje as p\u00ebr Bajram, as p\u00ebr dit\u00eblindje as p\u00ebr ndoj feste tjet\u00ebr. Nuk shkruej, pse urimet qe n\u2019ato dite tan bota ban, nuk dij a plot\u00ebsohen nj\u00eb p\u00ebr qind se pothuej t\u00eb gjitha dalin nga hipokrizia. Bota ket\u00eb e din, por nj\u00ebsoj vazhdon t\u00eb shkruej\u00eb […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":67648,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2,4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-75004","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","category-artikuj","category-histori"],"yoast_head":"\n